Aakash

@sleepyj this was most certainly helpful, and i am definately interested in your view, please continue.

@cetus56 ill definately remember that on my journey, i don't know who he is! but ill check him out thank you cetus.

Thanks these two months i've spent on this forum have been amazing getting to know everyone and literally so many of you have helped me out. so many people i personal messaged aswell and some even spammed (you know who you are). I think it's time for me to get even more serious about the work ahead, and leave this caccoon/ incubator, FLY LIKE A BUTTERFLY. its not bye forever, ill definately be back once in a while, but for the next couple of months need a self-actualised.org forum solo retreat as the pun/joke would go. Hope i've managed to help random people aswell with my random contemplation and monkey mind threads i'm sorry if i reply too much/ post too many things for anyone who got annoyed with my content. SOZ I hope you all discover what ever it is you came to actualise.org to find / for those that are regular members, keep sustaining that community feeling we all feel on here, able to speak minds and all that lastly, thanks mods- you've been a great help to me on my spritual journey, i'm sure you'll keep doing great ALL member on the forum have, you never going to know where you'll find a piece of information that will just make it all click in your head for you. and of course thanks leo for creating such an amazing platform for people to come together, it's really nice being part of an online community, GOODBYE kind regards aakash

@Shin ahhh wants i forgot! the first devilish desire of ego , that would literally send me right back to the beggining. thanks for the reminder

@Leo Gura Thank you, clear and simple. ps. i know better than to take the 20-40 years literally, just a long long long time

@Jack River you made that point vibrant, thanks i learned something new

@cetus56 ahh i misinterpreted it slightly sorry, yeah it really is a beautiful thing if your able to do it, i think another one for me is, drawing a stunning piece of art with oil paints, oil paints are the shizz when it comes to enlightenment, you can draw some pretty loopy things. so have you got anything planned, if your thinking about it. to be honest if i got to your age, i wouldn't be thinking about shit, just being right here, right now and enjoying every moment! LOL

@TheAvatarState sorry i misinterpreted, damn dualism. definately. i'm contemplating right now what an enlightened master is, i think its a person that has realised and then has dived deeply as you've said thats able to bring on spantenously the emotion of love and happiness, have you had experiences of being able to do this? someone who has studied all the pitfalls and traps.

i'm with leo on this one, my greatest help from realising on this whole journey was the fact that i never believed i was the human body, i believed in a soul of some sort, or an energetic feild , or i even believed that god was in me from the age of 14 onwards. if i had believed i was the human body and nothing more besides neurones and stone cold believed it, i would have been completely locked in a materialistic paradigm mindset, but my mind is naturally tailored towards metaphysical/spiritual/paranormal phenomena and although it can be dangerous and difficult to maintain a normal mindset when reaching adulthood. it has made all the difference in my quest for what is truth and what is real. not sure i would say that your the entire universe because that may be difficult to understand, but just explain it in the sense that you become the food you eat, the air you breath in is used by you, that your body breaks down into soil and its a natural process. i guess i'm explaining it from a material paradigm as opposed to a metaphysical one.

@Serotoninluv ahaha it was defo a good one , i was actually looking for some questions to answer, i'm raring to go, to get better at asking questions!

@TheAvatarState so you are implying, that its okay to fragment it into facets, rather than one thing see i feel that the facets are by human standards love because we have defined what it is to love , happiness because we defined happiness i think i have discovered that bringing about the qualities of love and happiness on spantaneousness without any conditions is utterly difficult. to genuinely be these things. thats fair enough, but am i still not awareness itself, if i have not discovered the full ramifications and explored?

@Serotoninluv LOOOL! sorry, i'm still in aha phase i'm not a sage! whos humble yet!

so keeping your body healthy , ahh man i definately don't take care of my body, only my mind. i want to learn about the dyanamics of certain subjects and how they are interelated. so spill whats your special technique that works the best@Sahil Pandit

your idea of nothingness, falls short of absolute nothingness, we don't mean empty of anything more like there was nothing there in the first place, but there appears to be something. you are the object, but also the space in between the object don't forget about this, you are connected to eachother entirely and in that sense you are the object. it is only your perception that the object is a distance away from you through subject/object orientation created by thought. this duality is not acceptable, because the true self/ awareness etc . does not have a duality for you to create a duality out of it. it is something that is present all the time with thoughts the duality of thoughts vs no thoughts can be made i am thinking/ i am not thinking.

@cetus56 i should have known better! sorry, thank you for the advice, i had success of getting rid of time space for 2 weeks like a month ago, since then i've been living in space time. can't wait to get back and stop all these projections

@cetus56 very haluistic answer, but planning is equally important- even if it represents falsehood

@How to be wise i just meant for the sake of argument

you are aware the whole time the context in which you are interpreting varies because of illusion. but you aren't not conscious one moment and then conscious another moment you are always conscious and thats your true self, just the fact you are always conscious but its just clouded with thoughts and beliefs the appearance of a loss of consciousness because you go to sleep your waking state and your sleeping state is a distinction you have created but in reality you are aware/conscious for 24/7 but that's not even true, in metaphysical sense you are aware for an enternity.

seriously enlightenment solves none of my problems. What the fuck. it solved all my metaphysical questions, like what is god? but none of my illusory problems!!!!!!!! What the actual fuck all these gurus promising things that aren't real.

@winterknight there is no problem , its as you said it is the illusion. Thank you for your kind words, once again.

trust me this doesn't come and go loool! its crazy how simple it is. it is your very being that is awareness.

i am doesn't want anything no, it just is I am aware as soonehei said its the person itself who is aware The mind goes silent and rests

@Preetom you know what fuck it i don't have any doubts, i always end up back at the same place and its crazy. the doubter is an illusion i created. happy enlightened days ahaha (just kidding, like i said enlightenment isn't an event or anything or anything to expect like you said) it doesn't solve your problems, it only reveals the truth.