Aakash

@Serotoninluv ahaha it was defo a good one , i was actually looking for some questions to answer, i'm raring to go, to get better at asking questions!

@TheAvatarState so you are implying, that its okay to fragment it into facets, rather than one thing see i feel that the facets are by human standards love because we have defined what it is to love , happiness because we defined happiness i think i have discovered that bringing about the qualities of love and happiness on spantaneousness without any conditions is utterly difficult. to genuinely be these things. thats fair enough, but am i still not awareness itself, if i have not discovered the full ramifications and explored?

@Serotoninluv LOOOL! sorry, i'm still in aha phase i'm not a sage! whos humble yet!

so keeping your body healthy , ahh man i definately don't take care of my body, only my mind. i want to learn about the dyanamics of certain subjects and how they are interelated. so spill whats your special technique that works the best@Sahil Pandit

your idea of nothingness, falls short of absolute nothingness, we don't mean empty of anything more like there was nothing there in the first place, but there appears to be something. you are the object, but also the space in between the object don't forget about this, you are connected to eachother entirely and in that sense you are the object. it is only your perception that the object is a distance away from you through subject/object orientation created by thought. this duality is not acceptable, because the true self/ awareness etc . does not have a duality for you to create a duality out of it. it is something that is present all the time with thoughts the duality of thoughts vs no thoughts can be made i am thinking/ i am not thinking.

@cetus56 i should have known better! sorry, thank you for the advice, i had success of getting rid of time space for 2 weeks like a month ago, since then i've been living in space time. can't wait to get back and stop all these projections

@cetus56 very haluistic answer, but planning is equally important- even if it represents falsehood

@How to be wise i just meant for the sake of argument

you are aware the whole time the context in which you are interpreting varies because of illusion. but you aren't not conscious one moment and then conscious another moment you are always conscious and thats your true self, just the fact you are always conscious but its just clouded with thoughts and beliefs the appearance of a loss of consciousness because you go to sleep your waking state and your sleeping state is a distinction you have created but in reality you are aware/conscious for 24/7 but that's not even true, in metaphysical sense you are aware for an enternity.

seriously enlightenment solves none of my problems. What the fuck. it solved all my metaphysical questions, like what is god? but none of my illusory problems!!!!!!!! What the actual fuck all these gurus promising things that aren't real.

@winterknight there is no problem , its as you said it is the illusion. Thank you for your kind words, once again.

trust me this doesn't come and go loool! its crazy how simple it is. it is your very being that is awareness.

i am doesn't want anything no, it just is I am aware as soonehei said its the person itself who is aware The mind goes silent and rests

@Preetom you know what fuck it i don't have any doubts, i always end up back at the same place and its crazy. the doubter is an illusion i created. happy enlightened days ahaha (just kidding, like i said enlightenment isn't an event or anything or anything to expect like you said) it doesn't solve your problems, it only reveals the truth.

@SoonHei But it still doesn't answer how i kill this dude! :') i feel like i have split personality at the moment. ^^ i've just continue to self-delude myself. @winterknight you know what i don't actually think i have any doubts really, its just my mind, thoughts, identifications playing up. the self inquiry route is absolute it ends up at the same place. but i keep getting attached to the doubter. which is why i'm asking for some practical answer of some kind. but i'm probably right in saying. you can't give one because its my own illusion in the end.

@Mikael89 nahh don't worry dude, he made sense. its just complex basically, enlightenment is non sense because everyone is enligthened but the trickery of the mind still exsist in the self-deluded sense

its the awareness , i am! in every situation, in everything thats ever happened in this "unified being" known as aakash life. i've always been here. i'm basically seeing its an illusion (the doubter) and still identifying with it. "i" is a very misleading letter I AM should i say is here and now.

Thank you, i checked up a video on the word self- abidance, i understood what it was saying. Those doubts just lead you to the next phase it seems; but then again there are no phases, just remaining as.

@winterknight i have peeled back the layers and discovered the i am , the pure awarness , the true self etc but my mind is the one doubting and creating thoughts that theres more to do etc how do i kill the person doubting and thinking theres more to do. self-abidance is what i'm talking about i understand that its a switch between both self-inquiry where you have to step back and resides as the awareness. but how do i practice self-abidance without a doubter? its a really stupid question because either way i'm awareness at all times, but is there a certain lens so to speak to maintain (the awareness lens) without getting sucked back into the maya and thoughts of self deceptions.

@Shin very very very relevant point, the thing doubting is the illusion, i want to kill this bastard

Thanks this answered my question man even though this is said from my mind, i'm pretty sure i've become pure awareness, i have some mind doubts and self-delusions of it being wrong or that there's more to do to find it. ^ but all of this is said with mind. when i meditate my mind only says one or two thing every 30 seconds or minute or so. so when i close my eyes i can't feel like i have recognised it but with my eyes open (as i've been doing most of it with my eyes open) when my mind shuts i do reside as awareness do you think i'm self deceiving myself mingyur said as soon as you meditate, that is awareness i just got it , but i think again i'm self-decieving with my mind

i have a question if the mind is an illusion that creates illusion or self deceptions, the biggest being "i am" because i means there is a self that is experiencing or is. then how should i talk or refer to myself as consciousness or awareness should i say "we" "us" or awareness is experiencing the fruit going into its mouth (which is 3rd person)

for me mind = self delusion life = whatever my current awareness level is lol