Aakash

AHAHAHAHAAHAAH JUST NEED TO DIE in actuality BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW! HOW TO DIE! hope that the practices eventually work! it will go after i go to sleep lol

BEST DAY OF MY LIFE ITS AN AWAKENING OF THE LEVEL OF HEART AN IMAGE OF TRUE SELF N MY REALITY! AWAKENING TO ONENESS AWAKENING TO NOTHING ALL AS AN IMAGINE IN MY REALITY! No actuality

@Nahm ahahahaha man and you go and say HA LOOOOL this feels like the best day of my life to share this realisation with you guys.

I understand the namaste sign now, its the perfect symbol for greetings greetings to being through being. "hey i recognise you, HIIIIIIIIIIIIII" thats what the namaste sign is.

@Inliytened1 @Serotoninluv O...M....G THAT IS SO CUTE TWO PARTS OF THE SAME WHOLE IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER! hehe since you know the true self i will join in and say i love you guys too

I've been laughing for 5 minutes now nothing is the funniest joke ever! nothing can actually be more funnier than it! what else be there to do than laugh? the funniest thing is how i have an image of it in my head, the single fact that it can be imagined is insanely funny and cool aswell

@cetus56 Yes my knowledge has gone full circle i know everything but because i have 0 experience i know nothing! Thank you all so much No need to dodge bullets anymore

I just thought of the funniest joke I'm like the most advance noob ever I haven't even found the footsteps to the path. I am still on the first ox herding picture! LOL Thats actually an accredit to leo's work explanation wise.

@Inliytened1 @Serotoninluv We are all Ghosts my friend. We are nothing. There is nothing here. NIRVANA i get it now, hahahaah i'm laughing so much! thats the cosmic joke ahahaah! HOW EPIC IS THAT, THATS INSANELY EPIC.

I CAN'T WAIT TO BECOME TRUTH! PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE

@Serotoninluv @cetus56 LOL okay last post on this thread i found a word! YOU GUYS ARE GHOSTS! THAT IS THE BEST LIFE TO LIVE EVER! INVINCIBLE!

@Nahm AHAHAAHAHAAHA PRO - FOUND- LIFE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THATS SO FUNNY

@cetus56 LOOOOOOL that means you guys are literally DEAD or nothing and no words could ever point to it. LOL i'm imagining it only but its still can't reach because its still something. ALL judgement is duality, NO WONDER why you guys don't care about actualising the whole of absolute infinity a) there is no absolute infinity and b) your just NOW and NOT EVEN NOW i CAN'T find a word to point to what i mean.

@Serotoninluv O.M.G none .... of..... it .... happened LOL its a subtle duality ahaha! O.M.G direct experience trumps everything to do with word play like a holistic experience IS none... of... it...happened

@Inliytened1 it doesn't change the fact that you can never know the whole. So its always partial. You can not call that absolute ground the only absolute ground is I AM nothing else will suffice, non duality and duality are within I AM BUT imo, has nothing to do with it. IMO whether you understand or are "more enlightened" is irrelavant to the I AM. non-duality and duality are there for inside it. you can't call an ongoing process absolute ground Why would you do that? all of that is 2nd order, because I am is nothing ? yes you can have an experience of infinite love, but this is 2nd order you see? The fact is that you are aware of it. edit : However you know what maybe its the case that it just becomes embedded into your being automatically, that would mean that you can be true self + infinite amounts of awakening + knowledge and understanding aswel so in that sense , then yeah LOL that would be complete awakening and an epic mind fuck, like your both living life dead and alive at the same time. It would be like a collapse of the trinity and tottally in the present moment which wouldn't exist anymore. YOu would be in eternity literally LOL if that were the case, and that eternity would even have a time line, because you can see it as a dualistic timeline in your being So which is true ?

Bro honestly its just a lifestyle at the end of the day. That's all psychadelics are offering its true psychadelics can't get you a complete enlihtenment because they're peak experiences However, they can reveal to you enlightenment and then you can do practices to go for it, rather than being misguided with practices, However, they add the benefits of understadning god, Which is difficult to do in practices of enlightnement in this way, there is no doubt that psychadelics is the god drug , "god in a bottle " also it should be noted that you should never do psychadelics as a stand alone practice, and this does not mean psychadelics or contemplation. You need contemplation for psychadelics. Because it will reveal to you what it needs to reveal to you. YOur mind needs to be gelled together well by contemplationg because contemplation is understanding. psychadelics is offering you more direct understanding right to your door step. Therefore its a complete drug of understanding god WITHOUT human biased. The interpretation of it, is biased. But the direct insight is not. Because that's infinite intelligence. like this very analysis is biased, because it hasn't come from direct experience. However, due to my old endevours, i've learnt to manipulate the subjective realitiy of others and project, forecast etc.. So when you say psychadelics you are talking about psychadelics +contemplation Because enlightenment is an avenue, since pscyhadelics is inifnite imagination, you will need a standard practice, self inquiry meditaiton etcc to get off at your stop so to speak correctly so what should be done is psychadelics + meditation + contemplation. But its so nauance and complex that its understandable why people confuse it because they don't understand the nature of the very thing they are dealing with. so all 3 are sent out of balance, making contemplation accurately i.e via kriya yoga maybe or just sitting down and journalling your insight the most important part of the psychadelic experience to enlightenment. The problem is that the psychadelic always reveals more than you can handle and especially when back-rationing a realisation into your understanding of your direct experience This is how i would view psychadelics as a whole enlightenment is just one possibility for a psychadelics , it has infinite possibilities. Thats why you must ask for enlightenment or for it to show you the true self what @DoTheWork faced was a lack of contemplation and that's why he got sent into too much understanding and not big picture understanding of what enlightenment actually is. really there should be people that teach you to trip , it should be guided, but we don't have the knowledge or that many psychanauts to do it. too much psychadelics + too much meditation + not enough contemplation or not enough QUALITY contemplation i should say.

@Inliytened1 Yeah @whoareyou that was what i was going to say what he wrote, you still have to take the path and seek. Your not seeking for suffering your seeking simply for the fun of it once you realise your very own awareness is the very thing you were searching for you can manipulate that in anyway. but you still have to have the I am presence first. a state of non-duality. Because yes its just what ever condition your awareness is in now but the awareness of it. LOL awareness aware of consciousness that's what i'm going to call it now . I know it doesn't make sense, but yeah LOL you get what i mean hopefully

@zeroISinfinity ahaha yeah any technique that turns you inwards, that's why there's no point of doubting insights once you've discovered them. To doubt it , is the devilry itself lol yes i agree with you , I'm going to end up becoming a pschychadelic junkie, for the fun of it after I become I am presence seriously the understanding of god interests me so much, i feel like it's all i;ve ever wanted to know. The true self just confused me, with its role in it. But it is what it is.

ALL UNDERSTANDING COMES FROM AWAKENING AND DIRECT EXPERIENCE basically only practices, the doing of practices there can be no other way. EHEHE all i'm doing is philosophy and mental masturbating ahahaahah! FINALLY I see it. But this doesn't mean i'm wrong about the truth of the situation, because that's just it. It can only be shown in direct experience. And i was transmitting words of direct expeirnece into insights. IRONY none the less it doesn't matter anymore, i get it now I love you all and am grateful for putting up with me

The actual reason why psychadelics are important is because your getting insights about the nature of understanding from infinite intelligence, now i see it. I am is like a blank page, for you to use analysis, is a human level function of analysis of the blank movement in no -time. But gaining an insight is itself understanding itself through you, by direct experience via psychadelics of what that acual thing is. See so you can be shown infinite love and it will be that, it can be infinite intelligence etc.. etc.. but its the exact same, but ultimate reaity is I AM ness

Those words went straight to my heart very true... ahaha now i'm on level playing field with everyone else and in the same understanding. Thank loved it! AND I LOVED WHAT RAMANA SAID! AND I LOVE leo 's teachings even more now! because consciousness is infinite, so psychadelics are indeed a very important part to understanding god. Infinite understanding, no wonder why i'm so drawn to this life style and leo's work. I just couldn't understand the role I AM played in this. hehe defo going to stick around for the remainder of my life. Now i'm probably going to spend my life quoting on my social media LOL. when i finally actualise the I AM.

@whoareyou aahh i gotcha, but this doesn't mean it can not be explained, the complexities of life and the infinite intelligence of it , still reside in it although you can say the I AM presence is mysterious in its absolute nature, without actual reasoning or method. Still in a sense, the absolute truth is the absolute truth dualistically. Even the words Leo uses or anyone for that matter ego, spiral dynamics, etc.. etc.. but they're just all 2nd order, to 1st order experience I AM, and they are ultimately dualistic life itself and therefore the absolute truth and alignment with it, is the very set up for a profound life! so i wouldn't knock what is being said here, because you are the I AM presence and the truth of the situation as your explaining it is in first order. We should use 2nd order language, there is where life is the best. EVEN if it's still being observed by I AM. You can't escape life and what this is , is a forum for teaching and learning that 2nd order dualistic language in 1st order terms. Or for more spiritually advanced people using direct 1st order 2nd order (dual) >> 1st order language (non-dual, which is still dual) >> complete direct experience I AM pointers of pointers of pointers. LOL i just realise you don't actually get anything from enlightenment, if i'm upset of something. i'm still going to be upset, that comes with personal development work. but having direct consciousness of yourself as this I am presence is what eliminates the fear and probably as it said lets you be more producive, and creative rather than reactionary. Because you don't get drawn into the story and can just deal with it, with a calm mind. so the results will definitely be better which now means i also need to 100% complete the life purpose course.

@Mu_ Hehehe dude you just did exactly what i wrote , misunderstood the words i'm using for the truth. But you are 100% right thank you for asking me the question and @key elements if i never got this off my chest i would have never been able to move forward and would have just been prodding around more delusioN!

@zeroISinfinity AHAHAAHAHAHA this whole forum is me, its completely dualistic and all of the teachings but relevant for living a profound life ahahaha What can i learn about the truth here, only the pointer to it! and pointers to 2nd order experiences! again a profound life

@SoonHei So are you this I AM presence