Aakash

I feel like this was a very eye opening video. its similar to something said leo long ago about the position of being a skeptic is just one out of an infinitely many roles that a person could be playing. I find this to be true now, lets say even if i never arrived at the truth, then it wouldn't be wrong. it would still just have been a single character. So in this sense, i guess even right and wrong does not apply for Truth itself either. Now i see how this is all true.

Anyways i quite like journalling on a computer, before i used to write out my thoughts hand written a couple of years ago, I like this better. I think on behalf of both matters conceptualising enlightenment and then conceptualising truth through imagination. Its probably best i stop and take a beginners appraoch to enlightenment again. Not listening to videos, i don't think i need that. Just direct experiences and when i need help, come and ask on the forum, Becuase i'm sure i will say "ohh why isn't this working" . This is a gear shift from the last two years of setting solid foundations. The next foundation is life purpose and university work and then after words focus on enlightenment. I will do the meditative practices everyday and part of the day aswell etc .. let the consciousness changes seep through, I get how people's consciousness levels change completely. its like zonal buzzing, your whole reality changes. Mines never changed, it got reshaped to the ground floor. Which is what i've been wanting for years. That's why i'm happy for now etc.. Time to start building, On the matter about it from the leading expert YES EVEN YOU. we can call that a fair warning, we should tell the people here to enjoy their lives more .. eating pizza's (vegetarian) and playing video games Alongside living a profound life. A balance even between stuff we find ridiculous and things that are a must. That is what i personally would say in my opinion. To be honest now i think that my life is now set up for only one thing, taking leo's insights and actualising them in my life. There was a sentence he wrote yesterday about the truth and rightness being the average of two points. This is a life changing statement, its not that i wasn't doing it. Its that he said it accurately, which i couldn't put into words. That is 1 insight. There are ... Loads of insights

@DrewNows Not sure, wasn't it your fault they were wronging you? isn't there something else you could have done in the past, that if you just realised quicker would have solved your problem? I.e if your ugly, you could have gone to the gym. I.e if your not attractive, you could have worked and could have gone and bought a car ? See you can always spin it to be your fault. Because who else can you blame for being in that situation LOL. you have to stop blaming people by the time your 18. That's it.

Rahhhted, I would have switched on a next level if someone tried to insult me. This emotion i'm feeling right now, i wouldn't know how to get rid of it . So i understand you actually Honestly, its this very thing. No matter how bad your situation is, there is always someone worse off than you If you understand this one line, you can no longer get angry at anyone but yourself.

@happysad Bro you have given me the most amazing insights, i've ever had in my life. I now understand all my friends when we were fighting with other guys and i'm there fighting and thinking to myself why are we fighting its so non-sensical. This is why i say to myself, its amazing i grew up in the culture i did and didn't take on any of their beliefs. If i did .... nuts my body is telling me to say one thing, my mind is telling me to say one thing and my heart is telling me that its nice. For what its worth, just this week i counted 5 new enlightened beings joined this site. So you could say its advanced, just its difficult to deal with the more advanced stuff because people are in different places.

@happysad aahahahah OMG i'm laughing so much. thank you, for the laughter. I appreciate your words, they were beautiful.

@happysad OMFG Bro i'm with you man I would actually say that spirituality is the biggest bullshit i've ever heard in my life! LOOOL from a tier 1 paradigm but ultimately yeah it is what it is. it works on this forum, because most of us are aware of self-deception and self-biased. otherwise you would exactly that.. a cult. You wouldn't see me here, if that wasn't the case and i can garuntee you of that. in fact i can go one further and say this website right here, is the least delusion place in the entire planet. Funny what a couple of "www. " can do lol. I should probably say IMO just so its not taken as a fact.

OOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGG This is how hard they cling to beliefs I WOULD FULLY GO TO WAR FOR THIS BELIEF. LIKE I WOULD KILL SOMEONE FOR THIS BELIEF. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL i'm never ever going to make a religious person angry ever again.

accepting things and letting stuff go is difficult. I've regressed back to stage blue. Now i find it absurd, to be accept the situation. The sad thing is that, its not upsetting, like ohh why did you do it? its frustrating as a infinite being that you just have to go along with it. Because lets say we go back to old tradition and you know you get told. That god is seperate to yourself. You know people truly get frustrated at god and why he did the things he did. Then you come across spirituality and realise that its okay exactly as it is. So it was unjustified because they were god right. But from their perspective, its not unjustified because they truly believe in god. i've never been located in this spiral chain before, Being skeptical of god from birth is a stage orange trait, it is not a full on god mode, I said my phrase with mighty confidence. "i believe in god, but i don't believe in his sayings and teachings" ... I have now actualised this. before it was a skeptical position. Now its a full on stage blue phenomena. I can honestly say my value and views on the world is: I hate it all of it. Its not even justified. its now morally i have to say its beautiful, now i've gone full circle. Instead of saying bad things, I'm scared to say good things! AND its not even justified because of that phrase " I CREATED YOU" , Things are being done the best way. And i do truly believe that. But damn man, its sad. I 'll tell you the most craziest thing, NOW i fully understand how people write in their language who are tier 1, LOOOL i've never ever understood tier 1. I completely get them now. EVERYTHINGs THIS OR THAT and its absolute AHAHAHAH

The sad part is even in understanding, you were still only aware that awareness will turn into nothing because when you are not doing the practice of awareness, what you are doing is nothing [ Then you'll regain your "free will" back ( as concept) because now you can put god into a concept of itself which is directly experienceable . ] and i bracketted that because it would just be the "correct situation" LOOOL we should be bracketing everything when were talking afterwards, just kidding. but the relative would be true. but when you come back to embody it, it will become one... " because you are both inside your own design and on the outside of it. " essentially at this stage you are looking for these words "the flow of the now" you are looking to perfectly reflect the movement present moment. And that's what you spend your whole life doing. but there's a catch-22 the whole point is that your meant to be "in a pocket of space" we could call that pocket of space nothing or love. What happens is that pocket of space starts filling up with emotions and sensations. My assumption is this: the more in flow the pocket of space is with absolute infinity, the different quality of feels it gets and here is why i think why. This is the love pocket. But i think there is an even greater pocket. The complete pocket which is the completed form of understanding. Its the space where there is no pocket. You see, you can constantly bring it back and forth between the two. everything and nothing. Love and nothing. its controversal to say but i would call it, "dull nothing" .. the pocket with no pocket

This feels so weird, everything stops getting differentiated because all you know is awareness. like i say ohh no i'm aware, then i become aware of that, then i become aware of that. This is why you need a quite mind, it gives you time to remain as awareness for extended periods of times. At the begginning, it feels like a long process to keep becoming aware of the very thing you were just aware of a moment ago and hope that stays in a constant state of awareness. That is monkey mind at its finest.

Lol its like a game of catch me if you can, when i seek for it , i lose it because i am then identified with the seeker its actually a very simple technique .. Remain as the one aware until it becomes permanent. The issue is can you let go of doership and the scaredness of "not being the one thinking" kinda thing. "moving but not being the one moving" can you be comfortable with it. even the opinions of moving vs not moving , can you remain as that even when you are judging yourself about it? its actually such a contracted form of awareness,

Started becoming aware as a simple meditative practice i realised that i am aware of: an image comes into my head, i am aware of this image. It is simply that an image a thought came next the thought has come into my head, i am aware of this Then i realised that i'm trying to put my own awareness onto awareness which is awareness when i focus on a single point that is still AWARENESSS OF THAT SINGLE POINT in other words, awareness is not a single point located in my head it is awareness during that present moment of it. NOW when i think, i've said to myself okay is this free will? and all that's happened is a thought of free will LOL it basically means at all times i am the awareness of awareness. not a focused point of awareness, just the awareness of. PERIOD

Shesheshesheshe, okay will take the ONEMANY pathway. I will meditate and forget all my theory. I've hit terrain that i can't work out via knowledge anyway anymore. Because we're dealing with the one, which is either Is , OR , and all together. thanks buddy

@zeroISinfinity In the spirit of change from yesterday, i WILL SAY OKAY I TRUST YOU

@zeroISinfinity Tell me honestly, you've awoken yes, what is infinite intelligence ? By the honest answer, what should happen is that you should have awakened to everything that leo has awakened to and leo should have awakened to everything you've awakened to. edit: i wrote this, but the funny thing is, i can't actually ask you. You could say yes and i'll have no better way of knowing.

Actually i've been looking at this all wrong, all these awakenings are just "what is the case" That's all it is, The current condition of things as they stand doesn't matter. Which means i've officially been looking at this all from a human stand point. Its being itself BOTH THE WHOLE AND THE PARTS which means LOVE or NOTHING can be called the whole and all else the parts like intelligence etc. in teaching and dualistic terms, since we need words to have two points of references, we have to write it dualistically symbolism of non-dual which is the map and the terratory. What this shows is the absolute is actually neither then map nor the terratory but actually the map AND the terratory. That is what a strange loop is, All parts are the whole if we asked the question, so what is the absolute we would have to use its parts to show what it is. That is why experiences can be dualistic aswell but being is non-dual. non-dual being is the case. But i can hallucinate my awakenings because that's dualistic-non-dual. Its a different type of non-duality, its ABSOLUTE NON-DUALITY , In other words, ABSOLUTE ONENESS. so so far the equation is Absolute LOVE = absolute oneness + "IS identical to" all absolutes are enlightenments because they're ah-ha moments, ofcourse at this stage you can't ask anyone for help, because all of them are just you. They can point you there to the outside, but you can't ask them "am i it" because that's like asking yourself, if you are you. When it is the person asking themselves that is it. only the person themselves can know. Realistically this has nothing to do with your life, because your life is still content, awakenings can help with your daily life, but all enlightenments and further enlightenments. Have nothing to do with life itself. its simply god becoming aware of its own nature. Ofcourse this can influence normal life because the paradox still remains. it still personally changes you. Also what it is actually is actually that question "what are you conscious of" the conclusion is that, leo is describing the one is many in his teachings but the other view is that, the many is one yet they are both talking about the same thing and yet drastic differences in the philosophies of actuality. Its almost like the person who is taking the many as one, would say to leo, " Your dumb you don't know the truth, why are you teaching it like this, your making it more complicated than it is actually, knowledge is the work of the devil, you are not enlightened. you don't know what your talking about " Then the other way around is leo would say "you don't know what your talking about, its more complicated than you know it to be, there are many things you are yet unaware of " The conversation of "one vs the many. " Leo's requires you to have multiple enlightenments because he's saying that the whole of being is made up by the enlightenments in the specific parts and the many would say that there is only one enlightenment and the parts are all it. Have the one enlightenment and then your done. The real question then is a) are they saying the same thing but in different ways b) are they pointing to different places c) who is ignorant

@zeroISinfinity dude that actually fixed quite a lot of my understanding, it makes so much sense. I get the difference between absolutes and infinite’s, infinites have various degrees. But the absolutes are total in being. They are the absolute truth itself.. thats what leo’s Videos is of truth is talking about. If the whole universe gets destroyed. Absolute infinity gets destroyed. What the absolute truth would be is what’s left over. The infinities need pieces to run. They are 2nd order phenomena. The absolutes are first. even infinite facets don’t matter! Because that’s part of awakening to the infinity series. We are finding the absolutes So absolutes go ... tell me. Love is the only one I know which others do you know ?

Which means you my friend are not outside of consciousness, your slap bang in the middle of it actualising god. You are in an open form of pure consciousness. Consciousness itself is infinite. That is what absolute infinity is. No end and no begginnig. The moral of the story is: the enlightened man who says he is done is not. But there is a resting place for whenever you feel is okay to stop. You can choose to reap what you sow. You have absolute free will. And you are god, but you are becoming god through yourself. True nature is infinite. What you have realised is that true nature is love. but true nature is infinite laterally and verticlly. That’s why it’s callrd absolute infinity. Absolute love, absolute free will etc etc because you are a paradox and strange loop discovering yourself. But we’ll you could have either an awakening to an infinite or an enlightenment to an absolute. The question is then what is the absolute? That is the absolute truth. All the absolutes! Absolute love is one of them, or the only one ? This is the grounding of total freedom. It’s the absolute truth.

@zeroISinfinity yes ? so there’s always more to awaken to, it’s groundless pure love namely still seeking and god is not a seeker when he’s complete. But as I said you are still in form, so the strange looo is your true self is always more than your form. What you have is the nature of true self and that is the nature of I AM Total unity consciousness thats what enlightenment are

@zeroISinfinity lol you such a dummy. Ofcourse you are just Alex, see if you call a person an enlightenment master, they don’t like it so I just do it for fun

@zeroISinfinity YES NOW LOOK AT THIS AND LOOK HOW FUCKED THIS IS you are mirroring me, NOW I AM MIRRORING YOU AND TELLING YOU ! THAT! THAT IS INFINITE SPIRIT

@zeroISinfinity Lol we never won the lottery my friend, we were never blessed by ourselves! God is a strange loop because it is itself, it has to put itself into limited form to even actualise itself. Even then lol, it is not the whole because to be the whole in the form, it to not be the whole by logic of needing a form to experience itself. It makes you god, it just doesn’t make you all of god. Because god is itself through you. Which is why your saying to be “this is you”. Whilst I’m saying to you. YESS THAT IS YOU ! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA Mind = blown

@zeroISinfinity I AM

@zeroISinfinity We are saying the same thing, just in two different ways. Yours is limited to actuality, mines is limited to imagination Yet both of us are restricted to existence. I know you can only know in "direct experience" but you agree with this term yes I AM You agree with it because its absolute ground.