Otogi

You can talk to likeminded people in comments of youtube alt-right channels like "TheGoldenOne" or "Thulean Perspective" and so on, there are quite some of those. You can join a sub-reddit or chan board like 4chan.org/pol which should be right up your alley or something more about personal development and spirituality but still with alt-right views then you can check out 8ch.net/fringe which is basically a pol influenced occultist/spiritual board. Those are just a few examples, there are probably way more on the internet. But know that nothing of this will ease your pain... and watch out for the NWO not to go after you.

When I look at RSD I see a parasite hivemind of a dangerously sick, ugly ego that is by now so inflated that it can barely hide it's true appearance anymore. A "degenerate" can only pretend to be enlightened for so long until it self-destructs.

It is honorable and empowering to become free of any addiction. Keep up the good work. The chains of addiction are not tied to your body but to your spirit, therefore it is of most importance to free yourself from addictions that bind you. When you die your body will dissolve but your spirit will be forever, you will be forever. If you are to move on to higher dimensions after your earthly life comes to an end you must break all chains or else you will be unable to move on and evolve or even find peace. There are a few tales of souls who could not leave their addictions behind even after death, they got stuck on earth in the afterlife and slowly turned into parasites, dark specters who only wished to fuel their addiction and leeched on to still living humans to fullfill their needs through them. Also there are tales of souls who after death went to places that were according to their addictions and dwelled there, only endulging in their addictions for very long times like in a prison where every day it's the same place with the same things. Most people just get reborn again after a while here on earth because they cannot let go of their addictions and need to live again to resolve them or endulge in them again. The problem is that even though a lot of people will not accept it, you keep your individuality after death...you will still be an individual spirit out there in the higher dimensions. This is why you must work so hard on your spirit, your mind, your willpower, your thoughts etc etc during this lifetime and cultivate a superb character free of as many flaws and addictions as possible. It will make your afterlife much easier and more free. No attachments. When your body is gone all you have is your spirit, your values, your willpower, your love. Those are your real assets, not material and not body. People like to take the lazy way out with all kinds of excuses to not do the work here but unless you achieve a super-enlightenment and dissolve your identity completely (don't confuse this with the regular enlightenment that everyone is talking about) you will still be you and you will create a reality in the afterlife that reflects the state of your spirit, which can be heaven or hell. I congratulate you for doing a first step but this is not the end. Throw away the chains of the mundane.

@TheSomeBody You absolutely don't need a girlfriend/partner or relationship in your life. It's all about want, if you want it pursue it, if not then not. I personally can see great value in being single and cutting all the matrix game of mating which is mostly a waste of time and ressources to me, but then again I haven't met a girl I truely like and want ever, and probably never will so I have it easy. If I met her and she enchanted me, maybe I would speak differently. But until then I think it's a waste. One way or another, it's all about what you feel is right to do. You think Leo is pushing relationships? Don't know about that and don't wanna argue about that but I can see that the society and the matrix are certainly pushing those things, forcing them down everybodys throat and brainwashing you to make those things the ultimate goal in life. And it's a bad thing of course. I am glad you realize there is more to life. Be your own man and think for yourself.