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the game is imagenative. i can make myself feel really good , but it is just feelings, nothing. i just dont want to play this game, why people so negative about it?

maybe? i just dont want it

I just understand that my defult mode is to feel that sonething wrong or bad in my life ans i have to fix it so i try many things. I cany imagane any situation that i will feel fine, maybe better but not fine,not happy. I always on something and i ubdestand that i will find nothing. I took ssri but i stopped, i dont want to take it back, i know i will not have this feelings but i would not feel life, i would be dead. Someone feels the same? Some fixed it?

when i am sober i really like metalcore/deathmetal (and tons of subgeners) mosly, almost only. i really doesnt like other geners, but when i am on cannabis i hate most of the metal songs, only some rare songs. i really like fast trans , it makes me feel totaly different world. my qeustion is, if in the future i will do trips, should i try to listen to a metal song or should i avoid it? can it make me scared?someone tried it?

im starting to the 80 10 10 diet, i feel pretty good but the amont of food that i need to eat is unbearable for this diet. i cant eat that much. my reson for the diet is for mental clarity,but eating that much not helping that much for clarity. it is better than meat but i feel like it is not he optimal diet. what your opinion? what is the best diet for mental clarity for you?

what is the best diet? the one which make you progres easely spiritualy? i have a conflict between those diet and i dont know what to choose

what your experience with it? how much intense are the breathings technique feels??

i dont have an anxiety. i just cant accept / get real satisfaction.

your mind is about a target, a point. there is no target or a point here. all we have that is what there is. a dog doesnt care about that , he just live . you trying to blame the miningless and the absurdety of the world for your feeling. logic doesnt control your feeling, your feelings control your feelings!!

who is that? for me when i eat raw i feel amazing. fasting too but i am changing my diet so fasting is not a good idea for now

the drug enable you to have spiritual effect. mimicing is not the right word because if it were mimicing so every drug experience would be the same like alcohol ,heroin... the experience is basicly the same but in the psycadelic world every experience is so different that the substence looks like it changing its shape. the psycadelic is doing the experience just faster. instead of 10 year of experience you get it withing 15 min or 12 hours (Depends on the drug ,experience, person...)

it is just hypnotise you... unless you are looking for vibreation so om (hoo, hum) is enough

because of some reasons i dont have a job so i dont have routine, and now my ego cant clinge to my routine and i gain more awarness and clarity but i think that the ego trying to get control by get me depressed and suicidal. it is not that i have any finicial problem or worries ( maybe about my future profession/ job that i dont know what to choose but i think it irrelevant) i have everything that i need. it is like a desperate violent act of the ego that trying to control me. someone has expreince that? what to do?

or try osho meditation, really empty the mind

let yourself to do alot of monkeymind staff, just watch it and its absurdety. at the right moment you will go to nothingness

the experience is with you forever. what you do with that experience is all about you. dont get scared because now it is all about your doing, not the drug experience doing for you

get a trip sitter, meditate before and dont eat the whole day and get ready for unchangable transformation

i dont understand

i really want to devote myself fully to spirituality but i feel that i need a master/guru how do i find it? can i find it ? it finds me?

so i should do nothing? i want one that i can interact maybe the guru did the right thing ?

legit?

i want to start full fresh eating vegan diet what kind of carbohydrate i can eat fresh?

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCh2D2ss44sKdb6l7iGU7eLg/videos?flow=grid&view=0&sort=p mostly cooked food /: can you give me your sources ?

ty not all of their recipice are fresh /:

there are realy lots of ways and paths to get enlightment, you dont need to invent the wheel to get it. leos way/s are realy contraditory to any path really... what is the reason?