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So it all started when I was 16 and had really bad depression and suicidal thoughts, my mind was really corrupted by materialism and theism and mainstream science ideas. Mainly because truth it my highest value so I studied science all day long pretty much. Maybe the depression part is genetic or something but materialism did not helped at all. I was given ssri and it stopped my depression and suicidal thoughts and me being a human being with emotions too. When I was 18 I stopped the ssri and I was emotionally blunt same as with ssri but my emotions started to come back and I had suicidal thoughts again and I didn’t wanted to get back to the ssri because it was like being a zombie. I read about shrooms to help with it and I was like it is better than killing myself so I took it. It was really helpful for my depression (pretty much ended it) and I was really curious how it works and the more I discovered the more I needed to destroy materialism. But I was so young , I took them when I was 19 years old and I wanted to use more psychedelics. But it is not recommended for this age, also I was very attached to societal view on psychedelics and still was materialist so I decided to do a BA in psychology and philosophy to verify what leo and other mistics say and also maybe make some kind of career because I need money like everyone ( I did LP course of leo, over all I have don’t it 4 times every 2 years). I leant mainly materialist theories of conciseness in uni and the more I studies the more stupid they looked like till I stopped believing in materialism. I didn’t had any depression or suicidal ideation during my studies, I struggled mainly with ADHD till I found and it looked pretty promising career for me. I could make good money from it , it wasn’t devilry, really revolutionary treatment , I could make lots of money and then talk about psychedelics and philosophy and all the things I like and had money to support myself. So I was teaching this method to other people and got some results but the more I worked in this business I could do less and less each day till I couldn’t do anything. It sounds good but I don’t want to help people with ADHD , I want to learn about truth! I like conciseness because it is dealing with truth and I really liked to discover all the mechanism of the mind which this method helped me with some of them, till I discovered them and I had no interest in them. So I got all my plans destroyed , I didn’t had any idea what to do with my life because leo says you need to get money and be indented and also not have depression and suicidal ideation so I was kinda stuck. And I talked about this with my psychologist, and lots of the information was in hindsight here , I didn’t know that I wanted to do psychedelics, I just looked for what I can do instead of my ADHD biz, till we talked about that I want to do psychedelics and pretty much nothing else for now,I am just worried about finance in the future because now I am fine and I avoid psychedelics because it is not recommended and because I had some fear from ego death experience i had but I think it is less relevant because I had some solutions (just do it or taking something lighter and work my way from there) I am stuck in a some kind of a loop of being depressed and suicidal , then thinking about doing psycadelics, being normal and happy , getting scared of it, thinking doing something instead, getting depressed and suicidal instead and it repeats. On one hand I don’t have any money making LP (not money making LP I do have) and I cant pressure anything that will make me money because it will make me depressed ,I have neuroticism and suicidal ideation when I don’t do psychedelics at least so I am kinda confused on if I should just do psychedelics. Even my psycologist tell me that I should do it but something stopping me. Anyway, I don’t really know the solution go get me to do it. Maybe encouragement?

I just discovered that you can use ai to summarize a video , super usefull! i use it to see if it worth watching or to get all the bullet point. i am using "YouTube Summary AI with Gemini" , pretty good so far. i had another called "YouTube Summary with ChatGPT & Claude" but it limited the amount of times i can use it and i think it is not worth your time. it would be cool if there is some ai that summerize threads here and for other places, such a time saver!

i dont try to avoid it , i try to make it easier for me , so maybe i should get ego death with other psycadelic when it is slower so my ego can learn how to do that without giving me hell. i am following this works for years so this is why i can get those results with doing low level of psycadelics , it does take time to warm up to the executing part

there isnt any better way? because it kind make me work agaist the ego and not with it

around two years ago i had ego death from dmt, really low level just to experiment, it wasnt even breakthrough, i bearly saw any colors and i just had ego death, ego death is just like dying and feels like dying. you feel uncomfortable in your skin and your ego slips out of your body and you loose all agency or feels of control and you just lie there like a dead person. then i had god realization, which is just seeing god and it ended . so overall i know that if i have ego death it is a good thing and i know i can get through it and all of it but my ego is giving me such a knee jerk reaction of just thinking about it that i cant do it. my ego does everything just to not kill him. on the other hand my ego really wants to be able to get knowledge that is accessible through psychedelic, it is the thing it wants to do the most. my ego is really afraid of dying after this experience and giving my hell for wanting to do it, but it giving me hell for not doing it too. any advice to get over this fear? it is really non logical fear. i feel like basic fear advices works for this maybe i should do shrooms and more light psycadelics and then go back to dmt?

guys has way less friends usually which means less social support especially if they are in relationship they might even have less. also i think for a guy getting a relationship is a struggle and they need to put lots of effort to get one so after all those effort it is gone, girls just hang out and have fun , they dont do much to get guys . also i feel like guys are active and girls are passive so girls are kinda used to things kind happen for them and guys dont have this kind of passivity

I see a lot of posts here with an anti-Israel perspective, but I feel like they don’t represent my views or the views of many people. This topic is full of lies and is so complex that almost every video or person talking about it fails to represent what people here actually think. Many of the problems you care about are things we don’t care about, to be honest. Here, I’ll explain how I view this conflict and how I make my political decisions. My Philosophy on Morality and Conflict First of all, I care about all humans equally—but I care about myself more. That makes me a “devil,” like anyone else. If I didn’t prioritize myself over others, I wouldn’t survive. For example, I could give up my organs to save others, but I don’t because I value my life. You could try to convince me not to be a "devil," but you won’t convince everyone else in the world. Thinking that one side in this conflict should stop being “devils” while the other continues is unrealistic. Both Israelis and Palestinians act in their own interests, just like any country—whether it’s the states in the U.S. or European states. Here we don’t have it settled down. Second, I prefer the least "devil-like" option. Since I know I’m flawed, I aim to minimize harm where possible. Ideally, I’d cause no harm at all, but in real life, that’s not always feasible. If I can help others without significant cost to myself, I’ll do it. However, if it comes down to a win-lose situation, I will choose to be on the winning side. The Conflict and Possible Solutions Ideally, we’d find a way to live together, either as one state or two states, in a way that protects Jewish interests while also addressing Palestinian interests. However, I don’t see a practical one-state solution that would make both sides happy. This leaves the two-state solution. Here’s where the issue lies: when Palestinians had their own territory in Gaza, they used it primarily for attacks against Israel. If they truly wanted us to give them the West Bank too, they could have chosen a peaceful approach to build trust. Even if Israel has been a “devil” to them, they could have shown restraint and worked to change public opinion. Instead, they’ve continued hostility, which makes trust impossible. As a result, I’d rather be a “devil” and protect myself than be “nice” and end up in a destroyed country. The West Bank is a different situation. Israel controls it more effectively, partly because of settlements. When we acted “nicely” and left Gaza, the outcome was disastrous. In the West Bank, settlements—despite being morally contentious—have resulted in better security. Based on this, I prefer the “devil” option of maintaining settlements because it works better for Israeli safety. Counterarguments Gaza and the Blockade: Some argue that we turned Gaza into a concentration camp, but that’s not accurate from my perspective. Initially, we didn’t impose a blockade; it came later due to security concerns because of wars. While our methods might be flawed, they weren’t designed to abuse Gazans but to protect Israelis. Settlements in the West Bank, too, are primarily for security reasons—not religious ones, though some people might see them that way. Usually people think to settle for religious reason is because it give them safety and this is a way to justify it then the opposite from my experience. Israel’s Justification: Whether Israel’s existence is justified or not isn’t something I’ll debate. You could argue that I should leave, but you won’t convince the entire population. I was born here; we have a functioning country, and we’re rooted here. Whether it was right or wrong to create Israel decades ago doesn’t change the reality of our lives now. It is wayyy to late to decide on this issue and wont change anything. It is better to try to solve the problem rather having those debates. My Conclusion At this point, the only options are to build settlements to maintain security or kick Palestinians out. Settlements might not be the ideal solution, but I see them as the less harmful choice. I believe the current war is justified. I don’t see another way. Palestinians suffer greatly, but I prioritize my own side because this is a win-lose situation. I’d like to see less harm to Palestinians, but I’m not an expert on warfare. If our army commits war crimes, it’s not ideal, but I’d still choose having an army over not having one even if it commites war crimes. Who should someone support in this conflict? It depends on your values: If you think Jews don’t need a country to protect themselves, then support the Palestinians and give Israelis alternatives to leave (though most won’t leave without good options). If you believe Jews need a country for their safety and that Palestinians can adapt or leave safely, then support Israel. If you believe a peaceful resolution is possible, I don’t know what to tell you—it’s beyond my understanding. But for now, as long as it’s a win-lose situation, one side has to dominate. Given the current balance of power, I think Israel is the better option because it’s more stable and has the means to cause less harm overall, even if it’s still causing harm. Israelis are sure that if they don’t have this place there gonna be another holocaust and it is their home, most of them didn’t migrate. It is not like south africa, the population there was very similar to the countries they came from, they didn’t had special concern like here , they didn’t had a similar common ground like jews have, there were minority in the land and not half of the people. They could migrate easily and they did not had much reasons to be scared of the black population as much as we are scared of palestinians and arabs. They do not think they gonna die if they wont control south africa. I think jews will commit any crime possible if you take this security from them and I don’t see how it is possible to take it. Sanctions wont help a bit and wars too. The only positive I had to say is that the reason for this behavior is security and believing that this is our home. Jews don’t have any racism complex or revenge complex and I do think jews wants the best for the palestinians but we live in win lose reality

get customized earplugs, worth the money , i live in a really noisy environment and it works like a magic

you have drag and ballroom and stuff like that to be connected with your feminine side and i works pretty well for me. also getting a boyfriend hahaha , girlfriend wont help you with it, pretty much the opposite

so i am redoing my lp again. i found that my Zone of Genius is Innovative problem-solving and the impact that i want to make is to open people's mind. i thought about having lp that is opening peoples mind in an innovative way but i feel like it is too general? also idk which medium i should take i dont really know where to go because it can be biz or spirituality and so on. i have a degree in psychology and philosophy but i dont see myself as a therapist really and i wanted to be a psychologist researcher for cognition but i found that i dont really like it. i have my adhd method that was really fun to discover and work on it so it will be usefull for others but i found that after i have it all this biz is kinda repetitive and boring for me. i am more into going into the unknown and helping people with this too. and it can be really anything, from philosophy, to biz, to theories to physics. those are my signature strengths: 1.Curiosity and interest in the world 2.Creativity, ingenuity, and originality 3.Judgment, critical thinking, and open-mindedness those my top 3 values: 1. joy - To enjoy life, making bad times joyful and enhancing joyful moments. It involves prioritizing joy in various situations and finding ways to enjoy them, often following feelings over logic. You know you embody this value when joy is a predominant feeling throughout most of your day. 2. Purpose - To have a meaningful purpose and passion in life, ideally aligning with work that you care deeply about and that has a significant impact on the world. Embodying this value means waking up each day driven to work towards a purpose that matters to you and contributes positively. 3. Truth/Reality - To explore reality and seek truth through continuous learning and discovery. This involves dedicating substantial time each day (at least 3 hours) to uncovering new insights, especially in professional endeavors. Embodying this value means actively pursuing knowledge that expands your understanding of reality. this is my 4th time and kinda hard for me to really put it together

i had lots of results from this method for me and for other people . people want to see more success stories so i decided to give it for free for more people it is a limited time thing so make to take advantage of it

defenetly one of the best things i did with my life. took me around 5 years to find and start working on it but still worth it

my product is a way to concentrate without any pills. ADHD is not lack of dopamin and norepinephrine but a problem with channeling them into the right place at the right time. i know how to channel them into the right place at the right time. it is a process that takes overall 6 month but after 3 month you get most of the results and after 1 month it is pretty easy to practice. i have problem only at the beginning basicly. i dont market it now i just think about where to market it . my target audience adults that dont want to keep using pills, preferably students but they dont have to. and they want to have a big change in their life and willing to put the time and effort for it i have one person other than me that it helps. i dont need any license and there is not any element in the product that is risky too. i do want scientific fact check but it is so long and so complicated that it will take a while. i can just bring the money back if it doesnt work for people. the problem is not finiding people, the problem is finding people that want to go through this process. the process is pretty hard for people in the first month, after a month it becomes pretty easy.

so i have a great product that can help people with ADHD to concentrate and reduct all of their ADHD symptoms and work better than medication. the problem is that i dont really know where to start? it is more for adults that dont want to keep using pills, preferably students but they dont have to. and they want to have a big change in their life. the up side is that i know that it is working for others and i have a good way to teach it. the problem is that i dont really know where to find them. what are the ways to find them?

it will help for this. i was in the same situation as you and now i can concentrate whenver i want. i for this method i wrote about 50k words for it which is around 10 hours of recordings. it would be really hard and messy publish it in that way and in the place i am in. also i need to finish some stuff to make it sounds better in english. also i want to have a biz from it so giving it all for free for all those years of work is kinda dumb. i want to see how people react to it and see if there is any information that i should add or delete. it looks pretty good so far but i need to test in on a lot of people to be sure. also i get a lot of information from taining people and i need to have presonal connection with them. now i need to prove to people that i can show them results so people that have results and are willing to say that going to really help me growing my business and help more people that struggle with adhd. 0.0