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Also Grof disagrees about the "personal sensitivity level" you and Leo argue about. He did many trials and discovered that these drugs affect mostly the brain, and therefore doses do not vary much from person to person. I suspect Leo doesn't want people to commit suicide on the come-up of a proper rectal breakthrough dose when he says 30 mg rectal 5-meo is enough for him.

The fact that it took you months to "re-acclimatize" is just a confirmation that high doses can leave you in a state of psychosis if they are not high enough to breakthrough (source: thousand of government-backed trials reported by Stanislav Grof in the 70'). This happened to me too when I tried my higher dose yet (125 ug LSD + cannabis). If you breakthrough with a "long lasting drug" (either LSD/psilocybin or rectal 5-meo, or you need to smoke/vape a breakthrough dose of 5-meo 3-4 times in a row) you eventually reach a temporary/permanent (depending on your soul age/amount of past breakthrough doses taken) state of nirvana and you avoid this re-acclimatization phase.

He might help you attain if you are an "high-level old soul" (google The Michael Teaching Soul Age for info), otherwise he can only inspire you to the reality of a light at the end of the tunnel, but the tunnel he is pointing to might be the wrong one for you, as it is for most people. My theory, like I said many times on this forum and in my subreddit linked in my signature (with further explanations), is that if you're not an old soul, meditation alone isn't enough to awaken, you need psychedelics.

That's just a recreational dose, by taking it you're no different than people meditating X hours a day, thinking that it will be enough to gain any spiritual evolution. It's actually harder than that (for the necessity of a light/dark balance to create a "coherent/reasonable" reality), check my signature for more info.

Hey guys, I've never tried more than a micro-dose through my rectum, and it made me shit very soon (BTW I never brokethrough by smoking/vaping either, my max was 5 mg). I also found this good guide to the rectal ROA: reddit post My concern is that if I plug a breakthrough dose (90 mg according to reports on this thread), when the trip will get too intense I'll shit the remaining dose out, what do you think?

There is even people actually believing that the Earth is flat. That's an extreme example, but you can't judge a book by its cover, the fact someone is a psychotherapist isn't a guarantee that they are smart. And even enlightened people aren't know-it-all Gods, awakening doesn't make you knowledgeable, for example Gurdjieff didn't believe in Darwinism, he thought that dogs mated with humans and gave birth to monkeys (lol). In fact I asked Jan Esmann, who is obviously awakened imo, and he told me 'don't do LSD, it fucks you up'.

These letters were channeled lately, I listened to them many times and they are legit imo.

Check my signature for info, you could smoke/vape 10-15 mg to breakthrough but the effect is too short for most people, so either you take another 2-3 hits every time the effect comes down, or you might feel psychotic for few days/weeks. OR try plugging, the duration is ok so one dose leads to nirvana but we're not sure exactly what the best dosage is to breakthrough, and the method is not easy to do correctly: https://www.reddit.com/user/WeirdOneTwoThree/comments/98o55b/guide_to_per_rectal_administration_of_opiates/

lol rip, just to be sure, did you mean that my ego will obviously have to die, or that I'll become enlightened in future reincarnations (so I can't in this one).

@Applegarden Well, I can link you plenty of people stating that the earth is flat, the fact that those people are wearing "spiritual clothing" and stating they are avatars isn't a guarantee that they are not just random morons lying.

In 5 years? lol I don't even need to be a psychic to tell you NO. In 50-70 years though... it's possible.

Am I gonna clinically die before attaining enlightenment? (yes, I know the future isn't always set in stone, but if it isn't in this case, what's my % of success?)

That's a common misconception, that you can choose to let go or not, and therefore avoid a bad trip (even Martin is "guilty" of believing such nonsense). The problem is either that you are taking high doses, but not enough to breakthrough, or that you are stopping after the first hit of DPT (I don't know about DPT effect's duration but smoked 5-meo is too short so you need to take it 3-4 times in a row to switch from bad trip to nirvana; LSD duration is fine but it takes 600 ug and no "tolerance" to breakthrough).

That's a common misconception nowadays, that you can choose to let go or not, and therefore avoid a bad trip (you can't, intense suffering, whether it's after clinical death or by taking breakthrough doses, is how we evolve spiritually). If you lost consciousness it's either because the dose was too high or you are not ready to breakthrough (I'm not sure which one is true, we need more research on the matter, but anyway it's not your fault; by "not ready" I mean that you might have unhealed emotional traumas from childhood, check my signature for info, click the homepage link).

You are yet another one who misinterpret a low dose LSD high (it's a recreational drug at low doses) trip with anything spiritual. Then you come here bragging about all the "deep insights" he had. Ask yourself if you did read those things already before remembering them during your "trip". As Martin Ball would say: ego ego ego. Not to shit on you or anything but these low doses LSD/mushrooms trip reports are just gonna mislead more people in that place of COMPLACENCY where they think they are attaining real spiritual evolution by dropping 1 or 2 tabs, which is what people have been doing for 50 yeras at raves to have a good time. Not very different from getting drunk on a saturday night. 600 ug is what is needed to breakthrough and achieve spiritual evolution. Anyway be careful, high doses are dangerous, have a trusted trip sitter on your first trip, or build your way up with smoking/vaping 5-meo-dmt, which lasts a lot less time.

You can do it to make people around you feel better for a while, but it's not a permanent/spiritual improvement to their lives so eventually they'll ask you for more and more. So you don't help them and you don't get good karma for yourself by doing it. Nice "experiment" for you to make but it's useless in the long run.

lol some avatar channeled that letter I bet, nice read nevertheless.

I don't know the specific of chronic fatigue syndrome. It might be just be a physical problem. In which case you wouldn't fix it even by awakening, whether you use psychedelics to achieve it or not (but it will still bother you a lot less). But if it's psychosomatic you don't even need "asking" if you take the right/high enough dosage, it will certainly fix it.

Low doses psilocibyn/LSD is just a recreational drug (5-meo-dmt isn't), so no wonder you felt good. I'm not judging you, just warning you. Don't misinterpret a "drug induced high" with anything spiritual, like many people do nowadays because of rampant misinformation. 5 dried grams my ass, Mckenna smoked cannabis "furiously" after ingesting that low-medium dose.

Most of us agree that many gurus/Buddhas from the past and present were/are enlightened. But look at their teachings: why do they differ? You could say: 'they all said/say that you should meditate'. Well ok, but for how many hours a day? And which technique is best exactly? Why is there no consistency on these matters? There are brand new information on these matters in later years, thanks to two things: "channeling" from "ascended masters" and the internet (which enabled sharing these teachings to the masses). But you can't expect these new teachings to spread like wildfire all of a sudden, because most people tend to follow what's most popular at the moment (no judgments here, that's how we'd been brainwashed to act from birth by this unenlightened society). After studying these new "channelings" intensively I would like to share the most unknown/underrated information: 1) The soul/consciousness evolves by going through multiple lives/reincarnations (google The Michael Teachings Soul Age for details). 2) The soul moves to the astral plane after each death. We think that modern-day-drugs make the death process painless, but after clinical death the soul doesn't cut its tie to the body immediately, so in short we'll feel the emotional and physical pain of our body being cremated, slowly decaying in a coffin, or cut in to pieces to donate the organs (yes, I know, FUCK!!!). 3) Although The Michael Teachings state that we evolve by completing all the "Internal Monads" (stages within each life) in the "positive pole", I think this is a "planned deception" (the ascended masters don't want to disrupt society by causing too much suffering to old people). In my opinion, these moments of intense suffering are the actual way the soul evolves. 4) Although many teachers "attained" without psychedelics, that's only because they were already "very old souls" (many reincarnations). 5) This is the first time in history when we can "shortcut" this process by taking psychedelics, which make us experience this intense suffering without the need to go through multiple reincarnations. More info and all sources in my subreddit in my signature. The main sources are The Michael Teachings and The Lyricus Discourses though.

Both promote and warn, it's dangerous if done without the proper knowledge. Many people killed themselves during bad trips (not ego death). Or became psychotic.

"The 3 years work" is a good groundwork to start from but don't get discouraged if psychedelics spank your ass, it's not your fault, it's their (lol).

Study The Micheal Teachings and you'll learn that the soul can evolve spiritually only up to a certain point while being incarnated in human form. After you awake and you clinically die there are higher plains above this one.

There are even stages of "soul spiritual evolution" prior to first level awakening, search "Michael Teachings Soul Age" on google. That's way more worthy of a thread than this.

From what I studied (search Jan Esmann on youtube) there are indeed stages, but talking about them is like talking of gourmet food to someone who is starving to death.