Arzack

You'll have to be more specific lol, I know a lot of things, I wouldn't know where to start from, or what you might be more interested in knowing. pic a topic and I'll start ok?

samadhi and enlightenment are two words for the same thing

I don't understand your question, please elaborate it a bit so I can answer.

I was looking for a lot of things. Then I started to differentiate what things were better to look for and what were better to not look for. Truth and samadhi are better than other things, so I looked for both in my path to enlightenment.

We are many persons/people. Some are in samadhi, some are not. Both are true.

mind = thoughts

Take a vacation, enjoy yourself for a while. And check my sign. message me if you want someone to talk to. Love you, bye.

Like I said, there are progressing levels of enlightenment. But if you are not enlightened you can only aim to the first level. You can't go form non-enlightened to second level, it's a step by step process. The difference is that when you reach first level enlightenment you're more concerned to helping other reaching it too. You don't have any impending desire to reach higher levels. The impending desire to reach level one is gonna vanish when you reach first level.

Ok so the example was ""i wish i didn't have to do this extra work"" Your assumptions here are: 1) I have to do this extra work" But if it is "extra", maybe you don't have to do it. This triggers a fear that if you don't do it something bad will happen. What's that fear?

I don't understand what you mean.

You don't need it to walk from pole to pole to believe the earth is round.

There are actually multiple levels of enlightenment. I just attained the first one so to answer your question, not yet. Last night I didn't dream anything (or I don't remember them, but I always did, so yeah...)

I read a lot of spiritual material over the years. I see what you mean. If I say "tree" you understand what I mean because we speak the same language. Someone speaking other languages wouldn't understand. It's just a question of agreeing with each other what certain words mean and some words can mean multiple things too. It can be a mindfuck I know.

Like I said, formlessness doesn't exist. Nothing is a only a concept. Somethings always existed and will never not exist, life is eternal, no beginning no end. Reality is paradoxical.

If you experience formlessness you are there to experience it, so it's not formless because there is still you witnessing it.

It depends on the person. If you are enlightened or not. And there are various degrees of suffering one goes though before/after death, depending on their soul age (past reincarnations and spiritual work done in past and present incarnation). Then you reincarnate if you died un-enlightened... so eventually we all are gonna make it, either in this life or one of the next). If you die enlightened you can choose to incarnate to help others or move to higher non-physical planes.

Yes, mostly silent, that gravitation pull towards thinking is gone. But I want to use it it's still there like I'm doing to write here. I still do recreation drugs, but not as a "need to do it". Up and downs are gone. Especially the downs which would be constantly doom on me without my consent. I live in a constant "mild" up (not constant orgasmic pleasure lol, yet?).

For me it is a feeling when I touch my leg, for you too no?

It was helpful for him actually, and maybe other people will read it too and don't have to ask that kind of questions again.

Touch your leg, that feeling isn't a concept right? But the concept of "me touching my leg" is a concept. They are different types of form, that's what I'm saying.

Form can have many different forms, concepts, physical reality, etc. You're just stuck in a misunderstanding of these concepts.

The ego died but my ego-less self remained. "I'm Enlightened" means I lost the ego, it's just words to convene a concept that can be understood with the mind but it can only really be felt/experienced after it happens.

You're being too generic to make me understand the details of these thoughts. I might help you if you go in to more details though.

There is only different states of form, formless doesn't exist by definition. Ask yourself that question, what can be a good question for you may be meaningless to someone else.

I was never deluded in to believing I was enlightened. Even when it happened (it's wasn't as instant as some masters says) I couldn't believe it myself. "How did I deserve it", I didn't even took large doses psychedelics. I't a miracle and a paradox. I did "the work" but I had a lot of help from outside sources/people too. Both my efforts and their help were needed after all. That's why I'm here to help you guys in whatever I can do.