Hey Ross,
Your father made you think a lot. Not better, not right, but a lot. A progress has been made here. As a side note: You cannot buy anything important! You will need to create. That you are looking, is not for sale, not here, and not anywhere else. You can waste your money on all the materials you will find worthy... not on what''s in your head. Nothing can go there to see "what's what" for you, so maybe you will understand that YOU are the only one authorised for this job - to see inside you. Is not wrong to think that someone like Leo can help, but not like you aspect. These characters will only manifest A will when you have lost your own. It s a nice and easy way, but you need to know that for something real you need to end up in the mud to be able to see what is above. You will need to crash, Ross. No easy way around it. This thing of trying to buy experiences... make it lost.And the important thing is that is no pressure...either you get it or you won't. At the end of it,
will be the same. Spend 5$ to buy lunch to someone needy,t hat will be your best spending for today. If you think otherwise, tell me: if you pay me enough... will I be able to tell you what you are? - where is your logic in this?
(even your darkest/ dirtiest/ awful thoughs...are still yours! but also...the same place host the rest of you). Happy crash!
