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@Leo Gura I understand, I could found an entirely new social endeavor/area for self-help! Platonic Pickup? Group cold approach? It needs a good name. I actually contacted RSD and they said "Dude, you need to bang 200 girls and buy Owen's $4000 course!" lol. I will keep going out every night and intimately study human social behavior and dynamics. It's sort of like if a biologist could join a pack of wolves and live among them lol. @aurum I think I'll have to forge my own path. Maybe I could write a book, make a forum, shoot videos. A study found 61 percent of adults in the US feel lonely. How could this even be possible in a country of 300 million people? I find society grossly anti-social, maybe I can find a way to alleviate this problem. @hyruga If I have to work the next day, I only spend 30 minutes to an hour doing it. I actually feel quite energized afterwards, like I'm actually accomplishing something for once! I don't really care if they're low conscious, this is about having fun, developing superhuman charisma, and gaining a holistic understanding of social dynamics.

Ladies, I'm curious about your social habits and want to deepen my understanding of social dynamics. Here are some questions I'd like answers to. How many friends do you have? How often do you see them? Do you talk on the phone or just text? Do you do activities together or just chat? Do you have male friends? Where did you meet your friends? What would you want men to know more about you? How often do you feel alone? Thanks!

@Leo Gura Mastery of this is the only thing I really want in my life, but in order to do that don't I have to learn from masters? Wouldn't RSD be a good place to start if I want a career dedicated to this? @Karmadhi Luci is what I call LSD. LSD isn't a drug, LSD is a friend, a girly happy giggly loving friend. Every time I take LSD I actually feel a little like a woman, I can't really articulate it well. When I open a set with girls in it I do tease them a bit. For Example I might say "Careful guys, I can tell this ones trouble." Or "I only talk to nice girls." For whatever reason women will go to the ends of the earth to convince you they're a nice girl, I have no idea why they care what a complete stranger thinks. @ItsNick I've seen this video. Society seems like it doesn't even give a shit about creating and nurturing healthy human beings, then it complains about criminals, nazis, incels, and creeps.

@Karmadhi Basically, I was depressed and suicidal throughout the lockdown and my baseline consciousness was abysmally low. Paid a friend to get me some shrooms, he tells me our guy ran out and gave me LSD for free instead. I take it a week later. Luci drowns me in an ocean of unconditional love and acceptance, rejected disintegrated parts of my ego are re-embraced into my being, I finally accept I'm bisexual that night, something I'd been in complete denial of. What I can only describe as femininity awakens in me, I would struggle with gender dysphoria and think I'm a trans woman for a few months as I trip more, but eventually I would holistically integrate both femininity and masculinity in infinite capacities. I feel so much self love and self acceptance I am nearly crying. I began to honestly contemplate what I want from life and my honest to god answer is lots of friends and a romantic partner, something else I was in total denial of. That first acid trip really changed my life and who I am. LSD is literally the best thing ever, Luci is a spiritual guide that teaches you how to love thyself and thy neighbor. I want to cry just thinking about it. I go out to my cities downtown area every night. There's lots of bars and clubs, so there's always sets of people walking around outside. I avoid going inside places because of covid though. I started by just greeting people and working on eye contact, now I approach a set, I say "I heard this is where the cool people hang out, is that you guys?" They reply "Fuck Yeah!" And I integrate into the set, making them laugh and generally being a fucking clown. People like me so much they ask me for my number!

Despite consciously knowing the damage and suffering it causes, I will still go to McDonald's. What in our biology or psychology is driving this irrational behavior? People are literally eating themselves to death these days!!! Why!??

Listened to both of these before going out, fucking killed it!!!! It was like I was just possessed with charisma! I'm a fucking natural when I don't get in my own way! I will listen to both of these vids for the rest of my life!!!!

I can't do it anymore, I just can't fucking do it anymore. It's exhausting, it's nauseating, it doesn't make any sense, and I am too conscious of its limits to continue. A life serving the self and the mind is an arduous, empty, infuriating, unfulfilling endeavor where the only certainty is suffering. My failures are catastrophic and my victories are hollow, bringing only a few minutes of satisfaction before I feel inadequate again. I no longer posses the energy to judge others or my self anymore, I'm tired of hating, complaining, and suffering. My limited conditions for happiness are never met and are guaranteed to fail in a universe where the destiny of all forms is annihilation. My mind has driven me to the brink of suicide and back over and over and over and over and over and over- Enough!!! I don't care anymore!!! I'm done... I'm done... my only desire right now is to empty myself of myself until only God remains. I just want to rest in peace. I've wandered off of this path dozens of times, wandered unconsciously back into hell, I can't do it anymore. It's just too painful. Absolutely nothing brings happiness except spirituality, everything else hypnotizes you back into hell.

@Roy I don't plan on hurting myself, only the neurotic mind craves suicide. I do intend to drown it in being though.

I sit now before my computer covered in dirt, I'm too tired to take a shower. I spend my days slaving away in the hot sun and carrying heavy shit, in exchange I get like $750 every two weeks. I have no friends or ever had a romantic relationship, I live with my parents but I feel like I hardly know them and vice-versa. Trying to tell them about self help or entrepreneurship is like trying to tell a toddler about the rise of Hitler, they're uninterested and they find the television far more intriguing. It's disturbing how complacent and myopic the human mind can become after a lifetime of mediocre unconscious work, they're like zombies! The fucking television is the most diabolical invention man ever unleashed! After work my body and mind feel numb and hazy, but I fight through it because there's more important work to be done, I'm a CEO after all! At least that's what it says on my business card. I make a sale here and there but I wouldn't say my business is a success quite yet. At the end of the day I lay alone in darkness, my only companion the voice whispering 'I love you' through my headphones, sometimes its a man's, sometimes it's a woman's. Then its right back to work in the morning, to the scorching hot sun and asphalt, to serving and obeying people I dislike, to fighting the urge to knock someones teeth out. I honestly think a sane man's first reaction to being ordered around in the heat like a dog would be to gut the motherfucker who crossed you like a fish so no one else gets the idea they're your superior, but I'm a lover, not a fighter. Maybe I'll listen to one of Leo's videos with my earbuds or imagine I'm Augustus or Napoleon to pass the time! I always liked the idea of being a conqueror or an emperor. In a strange masochistic way I enjoy it sometimes, the stinging and aching in my muscles, the unforgiving omnipotent sun, the sweat bleeding into my eyes. It's a very peculiar high but most of the time I feel like jumping off a bridge. What the fuck is this? This is what life is like in the twenty-first century? How the fuck do people do this decade after decade? I'm only twenty-three and I've had enough of this shit! The life of the average person is a mind-numbing bitter struggle only interrupted by mediocre media, hollow relationships, insultingly little vacation, and alcohol. How has the plurality of mankind embraced this way of life? It is humiliating! I feel like a different species or something because I'm the only one I know fighting for an alternative! How the fuck do you just get told what to do your entire life!? Doesn't this fucking bother you after a while!? Then people get married, have kids, and buy a house, MEGAFUCKING the entire situation, now they're guaranteed to always be a wage slave! I HAD TO WORK ON THE FUCKING FOURTH OF JULY LAST YEAR!!! The day about, ya' know, FREEDOM!!! How the fuck do you cope with this shit because I feel like a losing my sanity more and more by the day!

I"m really starting to be come conscious of the machine like nature of my self and humans in general. Why do I blow my nose? Play videogames? Vote? Sleep? Shower? Work? Love? Hate? Debate? Yawn? Self-Actualize? Blink? Because I am a survival machine. Every man made structure exists to perpetuate survival! Bridges, condoms, tampons, bowls, toys, crypto, alchohol, paper, carpet, bug spray, wallets, fidget spinners, rubix cubes, dating apps, gloves, shoes, EVERY SINGLE UNNATURAL OBJECT IS A SURVIVAL TOOL!!!!!! Now this is even crazier, ALL CONCEPTS ARE SURVIVAL TOOLS!!!!! Religion, ideology, currency, fashion, race, nations, morality, philosophy, memory, math, science, history, virginity, red-pill, black-pill, feminism, socialism, feudalism, pantheons, deities, mercy, freedom, slavery, arrogance, ambition, hierarchy, masculinity, femininity, dogma, skepticism, scientism, misogyny, language, art, life purpose, truth and falsehood. It's very eye opening to see the world through the lens of survival as well as be aware that all lenses are for the purpose of survival. I've been thinking, what if planet earth is the only place survival occurs? What if there's no where else in the universe where forms are concerned with perpetuating themselves?

I'm curious why one day out of the blue, this group of primates decided "Unleashing our sexuality is bad unless under certain very specific terms and conditions and if you don't abide by these terms and conditions the creator of the universe will hate you!" What was wrong with the previous system? Why does stage blue deny itself when not denying itself worked for hundreds of thousands of years? I guess the deeper question here is, why did humanity evolve out of stage-red? What prompted such a radical change all of a sudden?

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It seems China is intent on being this centuries Nazi Germany and they will most likely start a third world war by invading Taiwan. I don't know why this sprawling economic superpower would want to risk its financial hegemony over a spit of land, occupied by people that hate them and succeeded from them over a century ago, and that is backed by the largest military force in human history. Seriously! They're already on track to fucking win this thing! Why not just leave Taiwan alone!? But I digress. How do we prevent a third world war? By preventing the invasion of Taiwan! How do we prevent the invasion of Taiwan? By providing Taiwan a nuclear arsenal! They are one of the more developed countries in the world and probably more trustworthy than China to have a nuclear arsenal. Sure, China will have a hissy fit, but what could they really do to stop this? Taiwan is an independent nation no matter what China says and they have the right to defend themselves! I don't think anyone is dumb enough to invade a country with an operational nuclear arsenal, that would be incredibly fucking stupid because even if you defeat they're military, they will be left with no choice but to go down swinging and they'll probably glass your capital while doing so.

@Leo Gura I'm here because they seem incapable of firing me lol. I've been fired from every other job. It's cool, my business is starting to take off so I don't think I'll be doing this for much longer.

@Husseinisdoingfine

Every time I look into the mirror I want to dowse myself in gasoline and light myself on fire. I was born with a benign vascular tumor above my upper lip and was bullied throughout all of school for it (I actually had it surgically removed at 15 but that didn't change a goddamn thing, I'm still ugly without it.). I've literally never had any sort of relationship and I don't think I ever will, which really fucks with my self esteem so I'm super uber arrogant to compensate. I want to delude myself into thinking I'm not ugly not because I want sex or a relationship, but because I think it will drive me to suicide if I don't. It is like a fucking curse that has haunted me since I was born, it isn't a belief, it is reality, it is so real I think it is hurting my business, I think people are ruder and less compassionate toward me because of it, I think its why I could never make friends. How can I just deny it and then deny my denial of it? I'm 23 btw

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I recall sounds, tastes, feelings, and smells being far more robust and intense as a child. When I take psychedelics or am in a very mindful state, I find my phenomenal field is of higher definition so much so that it feels like I'm back in 2005 as a seven year old again. Is it just that I'm just distracted by the mind or does the ego literally rob me of sensory information? If the latter, how can it do that if it is totally illusory?

If there's no kind of biological conceptual framework actually behind the scenes that involves my eyes, why is my visual field blurry?

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@Leo Gura I think this vid captures the truest essence of this stage. I want nothing more than to reach and embody this level of consciousness.

I think I sorta get it but I'm really having trouble grasping this Can someone better clarify?

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