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I'm struggling to find a community whose goal is only to understand what reality is as truthfully as possible. I'm shocked to discover that even Sadhguru's community are largely doing spirituality just to feel better... That's not what I'm looking for. I don't care how I feel I want to know what reality IS because of a scientific curiosity. A lot of Zen communities similarly teach you how to live a good life but nothing about what reality actually is... again I'm not looking for how to have a good life... I can get that from a life coach, what im looking for is what is reality. Actualized is the only place which actually care about the truth for truths sake. But I'm looking to find a face to face community. How are you guys finding these people? Thanks!

I'm just looking for people who would give me some DMT to be completely honest...

great thanks!

many people write books on meditation and enlightenment, what God is doing here is no different

just because you have an insight, doesn't mean you truly understand that insight or in other words that insight is valid. you might have an insight that birds fly because they flap their wings - then when you try to make an airplane based on that insight it fails because what makes a plane fly is the shape of the wing - happened to Leonardo Was Vinci. This is why you need external people to judge your insight, Leonardo had a blind spot in his thinking. I'm not other thinking anything, I'm sharing a well known insight Don't fall into the trap of treating an insight too preciously just because it makes you go 'wow' or makes you fall over in awe - that reaction alone doesn't mean anything.

Hold on a second, 5x5=25 not because I (the little self) says its true, its because mathematicians taught me its true. I have no idea of whether 5x5=25 except because that's what everyone agrees upon. If you just ask yourself whether a geometric proof is true or not, without asking external people like professors etc for feedback, you will get BIASED. You cannot see your own blindspots. This is where dogma and racism and staunched beliefs come from. You cannot trust yourself because yourself is completely biased. If you really did a geometric proof, and only used yourself as the bearer of truth, you will make a proof which is not true(even to your standards!). Because you would have made assumptions, logical arguments and conclusions which are nonsensical. And you will only notice these nonsensical arguments when an external person POINTS IT OUT TO YOU. Its not because this external person has a different view of whats sensical and non sensical to you, its because you were literally NOT AWARE of the nonsensical arguments in the first place. You thought you made logical arguments, then when you look closer you see they actually aren't logical(the devil is in the details - and you need someone else with fresh eyes, different belief system and personality profile, to see those details - the fundamental message of Thomas Khun's book Structures of Scientific Revolutions) If what you experienced was a deeper version of a geometric proof, then that's very dubious, because the validity and truthness of a logical proof is very volatile, it changes depending on whether the assumptions are true, and what paradigm you're in. An insight like a logical proof is an insight which isn't absolutely true, but is true based on the paradigm and assumptions, and can change at any time if the paradigm you or your scientific community is in changes.

and You are playing the game...

That's true, but the Indian GDP has exponentially increased for the last 10 years. Modi is doing an amazing job in India(sorry if you're from Pakistan hahaha) the made in India movement, along with the partnership with startups will make India one of the highest earning economies in 20 years. I don't know much about China, but when I last went to Shenzhen, their technology was 50 years ahead of the US.

recession for the west... boom for the East. The East is rising rapidly while the West is declining. This is a well known trend in economics.

didn't you?

Interesting You and your friends are freaks too Bullying in elementary school was a good way of finding that out.

wow, sounds like my girlfriend might be spiritually gifted. Also, you don't need to be spiritually gifted to have these symptoms. 99.99% of people who do sadhguru's shambhavi experience these symptoms on the first day of doing it. And that was over 5000 people. Its very easy to charge kundalini and more spiritual people should try to use it to enlighten the world. Its a great substitute for psychedelics.

YES! Have you notice how sad you feel on a dark and gloomy rainy day? How shocked you feel when seeing a strange painting? How spooked you feel in a haunted house? How cars look like faces from the front and have different flavours of personalities? Wake up... That's inanimate objects trying to talk to you

What's interesting is that western countries(the EU, Australia, new zealand) only start talking about decriminalising weed once Canada and the US started doing it. mushrooms have been decriminalized in the Netherlands and Portugal for years now, yet as soon as the big US and Canada starts doing it, the rest of the western countries get FOMO I have a theory that California was able to decriminalize weed because it has a large South American population(which are accepting to psychedelics). Maybe a supporting factor is to allow immigrants from South America to settle in western countries. Australia actually recognises Chinese traditional medicine practitioners as proper medical doctors. This happened because of a push from the large Chinese immigration there. If the government rejected their request the government would have been called racist, and the PC warriors would have started campaigning, so they had no choice but to. Im hoping if the South American immigration increases, we can do the same thing for ayahuasca and shamanism. This would be an extremely valuable and responsible way of legalising the substance - you are only allowed to do it for healing purposes and by a medical practitioner who studies it professionally.

Disclaimer This is NOT a sourcing question. The definition of sourcing is: the act of getting something, especially products or materials, from a particular place. This is not asking for a particular place to get a particular substance, this is asking how to assemble a substance based on a set of already sourced materials. If you want to ban this post ethically, you need to change the forum guidelines. Question I've never tried psychedelics before but must now. I want to take psychedelics. God has given me extremely obvious signs that he/she wants me to try it and I feel like a spirit has possessed me and is controlling me to make this post and make try the psychedelics. I am an autistic antisocial person, which means I have no friends to get psychedelics from. Because of this I'm going to make them at home in the most legally safe way possible for a start. Once I get use to the psychedelic scene, I may then go out there and start looking for friends to source it from but for now can't. I know how to make DMT thanks to GordoTek's beautiful video. But I live with my parents(who where blue-orange stage police officers) and they will notice if I smoke something in front of them. So I want to make ayahuasca because I can just tell them I'm drinking a healthy tea(which is true). Also GordoTek made a video saying that DMT alone can be scary, and considering I'm going to trip alone(actually in the presence of blue-orange stage police officers which is even worse) I can't take any risk of looking high in front of them. I live in a country where the government are extremely against drugs so the risk of getting caught by trying to do it in the park is very high and dangerous, let alone the risk of me damaging my body from being possessed by evil entities from doing it. I looked for some recipes of making pharmahuasca but couldn't find any reputable ones. I want a recipe which ideally is easy to make and can be made using common home equipment and ingredients(just like GordoTek's video). I know you guys are highly experienced with psychedelics, so its probable you guys would have a pharmahuasca recipe I could use which is really easy to make. Would anyone have one? I know someone will tell me to look it up on psychonaut, but 1) I have and 2) if it comes from this forum I can trust the recipe is for spiritual advancement rather than recreation. If I'm out of luck and can't find any recipe I will need to smoke DMT and just accept and face the risk of my parents finding out I'm using drugs, and the risk that I will get spiritually slaughtered by DMT spirits and entities. I'm not turning back from this, so whatever my options are I will be trying it no matter the risks and suffering involved.

The ingredients are actually illegal in my country, so I can't do that. I may need to actually grow some plants at home and even cultivate it myself. hahaha. I'm extracting white sugar out of plants

yeah, a lot of steps haha. It will be really fun making it though.

thanks man! I'll let you know how this terrible idea went in probably 2 weeks time Its happening whether we like it or not. My personality type is actually I will feel like I've consumed a poison if I buy it from someone else more than if I make it myself. I trust myself more than anyone. And I know this will be a bad trip. But no pain no gain and what do I really have to loose. It will be very insightful no matter what happens.

yep that's the video I was referring to in my original post. I know there are instructions in that video of making it, but it relies on pure DMT(which I don't have access to). I was wondering if there was a recipe for making it from scratch. Could you elaborate on why you would advise against it? You mean I'll start seeing DMT machine elf police officers arresting my ass? That's ok I'm fine with suffering. What I'm not fine with is making decisions which could affect the long term(like sourcing drugs, and self harm).

@LucyKid its not the field or discipline that is high or low conscious, its the project with which you're using the skill in that is high or low conscious. For example: Doing a CS project to count the amount of trees burnt by the amazon for social awareness is high consciousness. Doing a CS project involving blockchain and getting money is low consciousness. Doing a law project to sue people cutting down trees in the amazonian rainforest is high consciousness, doing a law project for helping ban abortion is low consciousness.

I just want to get a consensus for what people on here call paranormal abilities. Are paranormal abilities strictly involving non materialistic endeavours like thinking and intelligence? Or can they be almost anything? I someone personally who thinks startup founders who got their success through talent instead of luck are paranormally gifted in the art of vision

I consider myself to be a very very orange stage person, and I have absolutely no intention of evolving up the spiral until I have successfully evaded wage slavery. Having said that, I practice yoga, alternative medicines, I practice non dual philosophies like the ones here at actualized.org, etc etc etc. I come from a country which is aggressively orange. Much worse than the US. Worst types of atheists you can think of. Not only that but also unlike the US, my country has a very cohesive, collective like government and society(the US government and industry is very Siloed. I was suprised at the lack of coordination between government bodies and industry when I went there) . Which means our countrie's government bodies and industry collectively work together and help each other. The government works with the media to brainwash society. There is(compared to the US) a lack of diversity of thought and a collective shaming of people who fall outside of that thought. This means if you have alternative views of the world, and you spread those views, the media and government will collectively oppress you(unlike the US. The US is so diverse and siloed that you can spread alternative views and be accepted). My country has the highest number of atheists compared to other western countries and generally have a snobby attitude(because they are descendants of the UK). This is a recurring theme in my country, but I just saw the federal news shaming chiropractors for using advanced and ancient yogic techniques for healing the body. They brought in a highly qualified surgeon to shame and name these people. The medical board is trying to push policies for banning these people for practising this(said on the news). This brings up negative emotions within me. The 2 things which hurt me the most is 1) the surgeon using science as an authority figure, and a way to shame the chiropractors, and 2) how the medical association of my country is aggressively pushing policies to stop these people. This stuff doesn't happen in the US because you have heaps of diversity and your country is very large. Fox News covers at most half of the population, and you have many news channels which fight and attack it. the news I'm talking about in my country covers the entire population and everyone is on board with it. There are no news channels which fight against it, and its got government approval and support(the government in my country is 10x larger than your country). How do you deal with such an aggressive regime if it hurts you personally?

No. If you want to heal, I would contact siddha vasi healing and get a proper lesson. For me the book had a lot of good info on Tantra yoga. If Tantra is your thing it's a great book. It's hard to describe, it's just a completely different perspective to what people on here are exposed to.

if it is useful to you guys. I follow the tantric tradition(unfortunately just self taught) Here's a great book on it: Siddhas masters of nature. some good practical meditation techniques and if healing is your thing this one is a gem

1. What is real isn't actually real. If the statement 'I'm open minded' is not an opinion but a reality to you, then watch out because its actually an opinion in disguise. if the statement 'I'm hard working' is real to you, then you don't actually know what hard work is. if the statement 'I'm orange or yellow in spiral dynamics' is a reality to you, then you don't know what spiral dynamics is if 'Leo speak the truth' is not an opinion but a reality to you, then its actually an opinion in disguise. if you just had an epistemic insight or epiphany, then it wasn't an epistemic insight, but just a cool idea. if you just had an awakening, then it wasn't an awakening but an insight if you just had an enlightenment experience, then it wasn't an enlightenment experience but an awakening. And if you just had an enlightenment experience that feels total, then you've just realised that all of the above I've said isn't true. At this point you've just had an awakening experience all this time.