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recession for the west... boom for the East. The East is rising rapidly while the West is declining. This is a well known trend in economics.

didn't you?

Interesting You and your friends are freaks too Bullying in elementary school was a good way of finding that out.

wow, sounds like my girlfriend might be spiritually gifted. Also, you don't need to be spiritually gifted to have these symptoms. 99.99% of people who do sadhguru's shambhavi experience these symptoms on the first day of doing it. And that was over 5000 people. Its very easy to charge kundalini and more spiritual people should try to use it to enlighten the world. Its a great substitute for psychedelics.

YES! Have you notice how sad you feel on a dark and gloomy rainy day? How shocked you feel when seeing a strange painting? How spooked you feel in a haunted house? How cars look like faces from the front and have different flavours of personalities? Wake up... That's inanimate objects trying to talk to you

What's interesting is that western countries(the EU, Australia, new zealand) only start talking about decriminalising weed once Canada and the US started doing it. mushrooms have been decriminalized in the Netherlands and Portugal for years now, yet as soon as the big US and Canada starts doing it, the rest of the western countries get FOMO I have a theory that California was able to decriminalize weed because it has a large South American population(which are accepting to psychedelics). Maybe a supporting factor is to allow immigrants from South America to settle in western countries. Australia actually recognises Chinese traditional medicine practitioners as proper medical doctors. This happened because of a push from the large Chinese immigration there. If the government rejected their request the government would have been called racist, and the PC warriors would have started campaigning, so they had no choice but to. Im hoping if the South American immigration increases, we can do the same thing for ayahuasca and shamanism. This would be an extremely valuable and responsible way of legalising the substance - you are only allowed to do it for healing purposes and by a medical practitioner who studies it professionally.

Disclaimer This is NOT a sourcing question. The definition of sourcing is: the act of getting something, especially products or materials, from a particular place. This is not asking for a particular place to get a particular substance, this is asking how to assemble a substance based on a set of already sourced materials. If you want to ban this post ethically, you need to change the forum guidelines. Question I've never tried psychedelics before but must now. I want to take psychedelics. God has given me extremely obvious signs that he/she wants me to try it and I feel like a spirit has possessed me and is controlling me to make this post and make try the psychedelics. I am an autistic antisocial person, which means I have no friends to get psychedelics from. Because of this I'm going to make them at home in the most legally safe way possible for a start. Once I get use to the psychedelic scene, I may then go out there and start looking for friends to source it from but for now can't. I know how to make DMT thanks to GordoTek's beautiful video. But I live with my parents(who where blue-orange stage police officers) and they will notice if I smoke something in front of them. So I want to make ayahuasca because I can just tell them I'm drinking a healthy tea(which is true). Also GordoTek made a video saying that DMT alone can be scary, and considering I'm going to trip alone(actually in the presence of blue-orange stage police officers which is even worse) I can't take any risk of looking high in front of them. I live in a country where the government are extremely against drugs so the risk of getting caught by trying to do it in the park is very high and dangerous, let alone the risk of me damaging my body from being possessed by evil entities from doing it. I looked for some recipes of making pharmahuasca but couldn't find any reputable ones. I want a recipe which ideally is easy to make and can be made using common home equipment and ingredients(just like GordoTek's video). I know you guys are highly experienced with psychedelics, so its probable you guys would have a pharmahuasca recipe I could use which is really easy to make. Would anyone have one? I know someone will tell me to look it up on psychonaut, but 1) I have and 2) if it comes from this forum I can trust the recipe is for spiritual advancement rather than recreation. If I'm out of luck and can't find any recipe I will need to smoke DMT and just accept and face the risk of my parents finding out I'm using drugs, and the risk that I will get spiritually slaughtered by DMT spirits and entities. I'm not turning back from this, so whatever my options are I will be trying it no matter the risks and suffering involved.

The ingredients are actually illegal in my country, so I can't do that. I may need to actually grow some plants at home and even cultivate it myself. hahaha. I'm extracting white sugar out of plants

yeah, a lot of steps haha. It will be really fun making it though.

thanks man! I'll let you know how this terrible idea went in probably 2 weeks time Its happening whether we like it or not. My personality type is actually I will feel like I've consumed a poison if I buy it from someone else more than if I make it myself. I trust myself more than anyone. And I know this will be a bad trip. But no pain no gain and what do I really have to loose. It will be very insightful no matter what happens.

yep that's the video I was referring to in my original post. I know there are instructions in that video of making it, but it relies on pure DMT(which I don't have access to). I was wondering if there was a recipe for making it from scratch. Could you elaborate on why you would advise against it? You mean I'll start seeing DMT machine elf police officers arresting my ass? That's ok I'm fine with suffering. What I'm not fine with is making decisions which could affect the long term(like sourcing drugs, and self harm).

@LucyKid its not the field or discipline that is high or low conscious, its the project with which you're using the skill in that is high or low conscious. For example: Doing a CS project to count the amount of trees burnt by the amazon for social awareness is high consciousness. Doing a CS project involving blockchain and getting money is low consciousness. Doing a law project to sue people cutting down trees in the amazonian rainforest is high consciousness, doing a law project for helping ban abortion is low consciousness.

I just want to get a consensus for what people on here call paranormal abilities. Are paranormal abilities strictly involving non materialistic endeavours like thinking and intelligence? Or can they be almost anything? I someone personally who thinks startup founders who got their success through talent instead of luck are paranormally gifted in the art of vision

I consider myself to be a very very orange stage person, and I have absolutely no intention of evolving up the spiral until I have successfully evaded wage slavery. Having said that, I practice yoga, alternative medicines, I practice non dual philosophies like the ones here at actualized.org, etc etc etc. I come from a country which is aggressively orange. Much worse than the US. Worst types of atheists you can think of. Not only that but also unlike the US, my country has a very cohesive, collective like government and society(the US government and industry is very Siloed. I was suprised at the lack of coordination between government bodies and industry when I went there) . Which means our countrie's government bodies and industry collectively work together and help each other. The government works with the media to brainwash society. There is(compared to the US) a lack of diversity of thought and a collective shaming of people who fall outside of that thought. This means if you have alternative views of the world, and you spread those views, the media and government will collectively oppress you(unlike the US. The US is so diverse and siloed that you can spread alternative views and be accepted). My country has the highest number of atheists compared to other western countries and generally have a snobby attitude(because they are descendants of the UK). This is a recurring theme in my country, but I just saw the federal news shaming chiropractors for using advanced and ancient yogic techniques for healing the body. They brought in a highly qualified surgeon to shame and name these people. The medical board is trying to push policies for banning these people for practising this(said on the news). This brings up negative emotions within me. The 2 things which hurt me the most is 1) the surgeon using science as an authority figure, and a way to shame the chiropractors, and 2) how the medical association of my country is aggressively pushing policies to stop these people. This stuff doesn't happen in the US because you have heaps of diversity and your country is very large. Fox News covers at most half of the population, and you have many news channels which fight and attack it. the news I'm talking about in my country covers the entire population and everyone is on board with it. There are no news channels which fight against it, and its got government approval and support(the government in my country is 10x larger than your country). How do you deal with such an aggressive regime if it hurts you personally?

No. If you want to heal, I would contact siddha vasi healing and get a proper lesson. For me the book had a lot of good info on Tantra yoga. If Tantra is your thing it's a great book. It's hard to describe, it's just a completely different perspective to what people on here are exposed to.

if it is useful to you guys. I follow the tantric tradition(unfortunately just self taught) Here's a great book on it: Siddhas masters of nature. some good practical meditation techniques and if healing is your thing this one is a gem

1. What is real isn't actually real. If the statement 'I'm open minded' is not an opinion but a reality to you, then watch out because its actually an opinion in disguise. if the statement 'I'm hard working' is real to you, then you don't actually know what hard work is. if the statement 'I'm orange or yellow in spiral dynamics' is a reality to you, then you don't know what spiral dynamics is if 'Leo speak the truth' is not an opinion but a reality to you, then its actually an opinion in disguise. if you just had an epistemic insight or epiphany, then it wasn't an epistemic insight, but just a cool idea. if you just had an awakening, then it wasn't an awakening but an insight if you just had an enlightenment experience, then it wasn't an enlightenment experience but an awakening. And if you just had an enlightenment experience that feels total, then you've just realised that all of the above I've said isn't true. At this point you've just had an awakening experience all this time.

ensure this forum is moderated. Back in the day, the current forum was intended to be heavily moderated. But then due to complaints from the forum users, the moderation became slack. Lets not let it happen to this sub forum. In 2 years, we don't want you to create a sub sub forum, intended to be heavily moderated, for sharing resources. Where this sub sub forum is located in this sub forum.

After the body dies (in your experience) will You forget that You incarnated as all living beings simultaneously? I wish to come to your house and stab you, will you forget everything you learnt on this journey? I understand from your perspective, God's perspective, that this question does not make sense, because it assumes duality to be true. But But But, what you're missing is this perspective is a perspective, God's perspective is still a perspective. Just because you are conscious that you are all beings at once, might mean you're conscious of the macro, but it also means you're not conscious of the micro. If you were conscious of the micro, you would be able to tell me exactly what city and suburb I live in. But you can't because you're only conscious of the macro, the fundamental philosophical/infinite insight of the situation. You are conscious of everything in the universe, yet you cannot tell me what stars are made of scientifically. You cannot tell me what's going on in the president's mind right now. So try to answer this question not from the macro, but from the micro. If the body dies, will you be conscious of everything you are right now? Or is your consciousness at a level where you cannot accurately provide an answer for this question? Can you predict what level of consciousness will occur after death?

on top of that, how are you sure other people are conscious and not a philosophical zombie, if you are not experiencing their POV right now?

How can meditation techniques and DMT wake you up, if according to adviata vedanta/Leoism, they are imaginary/illusory

Right now, if I meditate, I feel like the universe will drop away. It doesn't sound that bad in words, but during the moment it brings fear. This has been happening for some time now ( 1-2 years) and I've sort of just danced around this issue and terminated my practice whenever it go this far. In the past year, I felt that I wasn't ready to take the leap into the unknown because I was still building my career and thought that this leap would fuck up my motivation, also there's nothing wrong with duality, why rush into the unknown? The unknown is right here waiting for me, I can jump in whenever I like. So I decided to hold it off. But now I have realized that the time to take spirituality seriously isn't in the future, its now, no matter the consequences. Because I've realized my life purpose is a purpose revolving around the absolute, not some dualistic facet of reality. Its not obvious where this will take me, but its deeply scary because it feels like the universe will drop away, there is a sensation of energy buzzing in consciousness when it happens, and it gets bigger and bigger. The fear gets bigger and bigger too. So I can't get myself to go further even if I continue to meditate, because the fear "omg what's going to happen! Am I going to die????? Omg what about my loved ones? Where will they go????" distracts my from focusing on the 3rd eye(I practice kriya yoga). But I must because the alternative is suffering and depression. On top of that, my wife is complaining saying that I'm turning into an alien. The fact that I can't get excited over gossip, all I want to do is immerse myself in nature, all psychological issues I look at them as if they are not big issues, are scaring her. Because she thinks they are big issues. Imagine what's going to happen if I jump into the unknown!? She's gonna freak. What to do?

1. What is a mystical state? Is feeling a vibratory, buzzing, flowing, ecstasy energy in your spine or head a mystical state? Or is it just feelings? What about the sensation that ordinary consciousness is 'fading away' or the external world is fading away, much like when you fall asleep, except this time it's happening while you are highly alert? Have you experienced these before? Do they have a name? 2. Are you suppose to feel these sort of sensations while you meditate every time? Do you ever get phenomena where on some days you don't feel anything? Is this a sign that on that particular day you performed the technique slobby? Does this mean you should try to do the technique again until you get the mystical state? Sometimes I do a practice and I will get little or no feeling of a non ordinary state of consciousness and it really demotivates me. 3. In your spiritual practices, have you ever noticed that the mystical states are actually not the same each day and progressively change form day by day? Is this ok and What's suppose to happen? for example you feel heaps of kundalini one day, the next day you feel immense calmness and stillness, then next day it's a massive vibratory explosion of ecstasy. Is this suppose to happen? Possibly do I need to go back to the technique's specification and see if this is what the creator of the technique intended?

You need to really emphasise kriya yoga. After all my searching, I've never witnessed a technique as amazing/awesome/shocking as kriya yoga. Its highly effective, and while you say spiritual teachers have a low success rate, in my research and experience kriya yogis have the highest. In Sadhguru's shambhavi(inner engineering) 2 day event, over 1000 people developed no mind(including me). The bliss developed in the 3rd eye area was just insane. I witnessed marks on my skin that looked distorted(almost burnt) from the kriya yoga - that's how powerful it was, it caused physical changes to the body. I witnessed the entire stadium compress into the present moment and then explode into infinite form, geometries and sounds. WTF! Sadhguru thought this experience was normal and expected from the yoga Kriya yoga(Lahiri's) gives you powerful energy moving up and down your spine in the first week of practice. Compare this to zen which takes years to get anywhere for most people. Jann Esmann's kriya yoga is even more unbelievable than both above. When practicing that yoga, I experienced the present moment be nothing, and that nothing was somehow infinite love(not love, infinite love! That's love in multiple directions and velocities, multiple shapes and forms WTF!) and that was on the first day of trying it. All of Jann Esmann's student's get self realized, and he told me personally that jnana yoga can't get you beyond realization. In my experience that's true. I've(ashamed to say) done little spirituality work in the last 4 years due to motivation and trying techniques that are ineffective and just assuming all of spirituality is too hard, but after trying these techniques above for the last 2 months seriously, am absolutely stunned that no one else is doing this stuff. I've tried the other techniques you've outlined here, but the problem with them is because they are so ineffective(in zen you probably get a tiny/nano mystical insight every 5 days or so) its hard to keep motivated. Furthermore they require many hours to get anywhere with them, furthermore they miss out on a massive part of spirituality which is the geometry of the body. I'm sure there are some value to them for specific cases(like increasing concentration or something)

@Leo Gura How do you keep motivated about enlightenment if you are conscious that you will reincarnate as a tree? Also why do you care about truth?