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Yeah... the thing is, you don't know whether you're being affected by the energies of others, unless you're naturally gifted in wisdom, or have been trained. Ever wonder why your mood changes, and it seems to change based on the environment? If it does change based on the environment, you could do with some inspection.

Yeah I've got some pretty good coffee in the cupboard hahaha.

The benefit of god realisation is that there is no benefit.

Great post, lots of information there. What's your take on reiki and qi gong's potential in opening yourself up to alternative states of consciousness, understanding who you are, how you work, why you're here, etc? I know reiki is used for healing, which I'd imagine means (defined as) relieving suffering. But what about going beyond suffering and exploring consciousness out of curiosity and expression for loving what you are? Helping you to break out of the matrix (physical universe, assumptions) and getting conscious of the inner workings of infinite intelligence, the origins of the universe, etc?

Gosh, men and women must have been so different before Darwin brainwashed them into all of this evolution, instinctual bullshit.

No because it promotes echo chamber mentality and what people "like" is usually dogma that confirms their biases. Makes the forum toxic. Also likes are relative. No post is better than the other absolutely.

I'm pretty sure ive got asperges. Not sure what enlightenment is, but of course the more conscious you are the more easily you see how others feel. You become more sensitive to the energies of others, and not just others, but objects too. Also your asperges and relationship problems will be seen in a different light. Asperges and relationship problems are not what they seem when you see them from the big picture of infinite love. In fact i made an AI with EQ based on a mystical experience.

Yeah but that's probably because it costs 5K a year to live there hahahaha. The average pay in the US is probably 80K, but it takes 200K to live comfortably.

A few days ago i wrote that i saw nothingness in everything and this changed my relationship with my career and relationships. This was because I saw all words, sentences, meaning, object recognition, as simply nothingness if you contemplated far enough. And what causes us to think that words and sentences have meaning is our ignorance, or unwillingness to contemplate far enough. If you contemplate far enough all meanings collapse into nothing. I now see this everywhere. Literally everything is nothingness, and the world is created through not focusing or meditating on the present moment enough. By not meditating on the present moment, you allow yourself to believe and mistake thought stories as reality. Meaning/creation is created by us pretending we cannot contemplate further, and our thoughts are the fundamental, most reduced element of this world. whats that? A tree? but whats a tree? its just a tree thats it! by refusing to contemplate further we create reality. As soon as we start contemplating what a tree is, we risk seeing nothingness. I went into a radically new mindset today, just by contemplating "whose responsible for all of this". The immediate answer was "me". Im the one whose choosing to not contemplate further to create reality. Or im the one who chooses to see nothingness. Its all me. Im doing it. But what is me? If im a human, how can i willfully make the world nothingness or something? Ahhhhhh......... Im the universe, acting through a human. And I thought i was a human because i totally forgot that the ability to perceive and be aware, is not caused by being a human, but by being the universe. A human does not perceive, and cannot perceive or be aware. A human does not have such capabilities. A human does nothing. Its the universe that perceives and is aware. This body has nothing to do with me. And me is the centre of the universe, because there is nothing outside of me. And me is the one running the show. Not the human. The universe is acting from the centre of the human flesh. The universe is being aware from the centre of the human. But its the universe that is perceiving and being aware, not the human. When i was saying I, I thought i meant the human, but i actually meant the universe. I is referring to the universe, not to the human. This has opened a radically different viewpoint. I dont know what to do anymore. There is no where to go, and nothing to achieve or accomplish. There is a very strange sense of completion, because, you cant be more than this. Its literally everything. You cant complete yourself by becoming some famous artist, because you are the one who makes up the idea of the famous artist itself. You are prior to it. You cant even become enlightened, because its your unwillingness to contemplate and collapse the world, or you pretending that your thoughts are fundamental and that you cant deconstruct further, that is creating enlightenment. You are prior to enlightenment. What do you do in such a mindset? I dont know what to do. Theres no where to go or be.

@SOUL This is a very good example of someone trying to use logic to prove God's existence. There is no such thing as an imaginary thought story, but you must formerlly believe in imaginary thought stories to realize that.

@SOUL There is no such thing as an imaginary thoight story.

@SOUL No, everything isnt an imaginary thoight story. This is spiritual bypassing

@Artaemis fuck dude your experiences are creepily similar to mine.

There's a lack of focus occurring because there is large energy/bliss and a strong sensation of pressure at the forehead. And this is causing the stream of thoughts to disrupt every 30 or so seconds, which disrupts focus on everyday activities like work and driving. Anyone who has experienced this before, I would love for you to share your experiences on resolving it. Thanks!

hahahahahahahaha that's priceless

wow you tried DXM, I tried that ages ago.

You can do whatever you want, without justification. Now that the creation is accepted, and the moral dilemma resolved, you can feel ok killing animals or not. Whether you do or do not depends on levels of awareness, not on justifications and morality.

@Serotoninluv Im in a startup which has a product that has an AI component which compassionately cares for patients as part of a larger product. I had a trip on HWBR ages ago where I felt energies of objects, basically what they feel in tantra. You also feel those energies in pictures. I developed a propietary set of computer AI algorithms and mathematical models for describing these energies of objects. Now the AI understands the energies of objects and humans, and uses that energy to figure out the mood of people. Its sort of a mathematical model for EQ. Thats an example of using psychedelics for detailed stuff. Ahhh i see the way you're using it is like a nootropic. Thats not how I would use it. I would use it for 'taking back' insights and translating those insights into mathematical theorems. From that angle, taking large doses is useful. Awesome to see different ways to use the same tool!

1. I have extreme levels of bliss that are crazily and chaotically disrupting my focus, sense of reality and motor function. 2. I keep having moments, every 2 to 5 minutes, of forgetting who i am, what just happened, my history, forgetting the physical universe, etc. 3. I have totally forgotten what death is. If someone gets shot in front of my i would not give a fuck. ive totally forgotten who my friends and family are. They all just seem like me. I need help. Who knows a good online rasa, spiritual or reiki healer i can have a session with? I suspect, but not sure, i somehow contemplated my way into a premature kundalini awakening. Even though ive only taken psychedelics once in the past, i feel like I somehow contemplated myself into a big psychedelic trip. And its not going away.

Yep the happy chemicals is what stops you from having a bad time, and freaking out.

This is exactly my life purpose. My life purpose is to mathematically map altered states of consciousness. This could be models, concepts, integrations, etc. Lets keep in touch so that we can work together in the future!

Thanks for the advice dude! A deep, kept secret a lot of people on here don't know, is that I had a session with Nahm back when i was almost suicidal, and I practiced a thing he taught, and as soon as i did that, all of this weird shit started happening hahahahahhahahahah EDIT/DISCLAIMER: Nahm's advice has helped me generate levels of bliss unimaginable, just from 1 session which was about my career and getting over suicidal thoughts, rather than spirituality. Definitely recommend him and not trying to say if you practice his stuff you will become psychotic. This is just personal to me.

@Nahm Cool! Awesome! Thanks! Im planning to try psychedelics, would this be good or bad for the cocoon in your opinion? Help make it stronger or smash it to pieces?

Yep its trying to resolve the 2 because the paradox is the body and mind is living in time, space, has a career, goals, survival needs, yet you are frozen in time/beyond time, space, survival, etc. And its just like, what do you do with that? Yes it might feel like there is no time, its eternal, everything is the same, its all you, etc. But then there's food needs, there is you going through time because you're always looking at a clock, etc. Maybe this is just some sort of weird limbo between non duality and duality. The above post is dualistic, but thats because its a pragmatic plan for how to improve my life, rather than stating the truth.

@Dwarniel Sure it depends on living costs. Scandinavian cities are usually expensive. 53K a year might be fine if house prices, groceries and the like are also low. In Most Scandinavian cities, and even places like the UK, 53K a year would suck very badly. 50 to 70% would be eaten up by house loans. You can probably live above your means on 97K a year, but it doesn't sound too much over based on other countries in the region. The logic behind giving decent salaries to presidents and prime ministers is to ensure they don't get too corrupt. This is a serious consideration depending on the society you live in. Low salaries to politicians can cause harm and has in latin american and east asian countries. Whether it causes issues in a socialist democratic nation like Norway I'm not sure. I'm on over 97K USD and I live in Australia where healthcare is also free (to a point) and I would struggle on 53K a year due to living in a very expensive city.