electroBeam

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  1. I've heard Leo say in a comment ages ago (paraphrasing) that hyperdimensional aliens like dmt aliens are different to UFO type aliens. His assertion just reminded me of that statement, and I'm curious to know why that's the case. I don't see a clear distinction between a hyperdimensional realm and a 3D realm.
  2. how do you know that alien you channelled, isn't the same alien that flew the spaceship saw in the phoenix lights? When you said channelling is different to UFOs, you were obviously implying that aliens that fly UFOs are different to aliens that are channelled.
  3. Obviously I meant entities that are channelled vs entities that fly UFOs. Like the obvious answer might be: UFO aliens are in the 3 dimensional physical universe while channeled entities and dmt entities are in the hyperdimensional realm. But what's the real difference between 3D and X D (where X is a number larger than 3)? I don't know when I look at the universe, I don't see a 3D world, I see consciousness, and I'm finding it real hard to tell the difference between 3D and X D universes. Like a UFO flying entity is just as real as a dmt entity. So when you say a channeled entity is different to a UFO flying entity, how do you know the channeled entity isn't the same entity flying the UFO.
  4. you mean UFOs are in the physical plane, and channeling UFOs is channeling in different dimensions/universes? I struggle to really see the line between what UFO type aliens are and what dmt machine elf type aliens are, and why they are different.
  5. The fact that its taking an infinite amount of time to upload just shows how much infinity will be in the video
  6. I think you are holding onto your bladder waay too long mate.
  7. Your life and story and level of developme t not real so that's a self defeating q/red herring.
  8. The video: "my God everything I taught in the past was completely wrong, all teachers are wrong, they're all illusions. Self-Love is imaginary, its not real. The world is actually a massive turtle floating in the void"
  9. In the first sentence he says "one of the great challenges in this world, is knowing enough about a subject to think you're right, but not enough about the subject to know you're wrong" Lol did he just admit that western science is a devil corporation? Btw, that's the most honest, true thing I've ever heard him said. EDIT: he goes on (paraphrased) "the cool thing about an objective truth is, its true no matter what! How about that!" That's a great ad, really summarises well, very concisely, the mindset of a rationalist and what makes them tick.
  10. What are the ways to supercharge and boost contemplation to the max? I've heard that buddhist had occult practices for concentration, anyone have any respurces for that? Anyone know highly effective concentration practices? I'm going deeper in my practices and am experiencing a 'block' to going deeper. I desire experiencing psychedelic level consciousness through meditation(because its more permanent).
  11. I'm currently learning magick now as my currently practices aren't doing it for me. Would be curious to know if anyone else gets beyond self realisation with magick. Based on the reports I've read, magick just seems to produce convenient hallucinations.
  12. Have a question around spiral dynamics and my life. For the past 3 months there's been a ridiculously strong desire to abandon society and live as minimally, as naturally, and as peacefully as possible. My dreamboard progressively changed from living in a house, to living in a tent, to living in a cave. The kitchen utensils change from some kitchen utensils to ancient utensils to good old wood fire and stick. My dreamboard changed from buying groceries from a shop, to having my own garden, to eating stuff directly from nature. My business changed from a successful, highly impactful business, to a lifestyle business, to no business at all, to meditating, contemplating all day and to using occult techniques to survive like changing body temp instead of blanket and occult techniques to reduce food consumption. My alarm clock on my phone changed to waking up when the sun rises and a sun dial. My bed changed from a normal bed, to a floor. About 2 months ago I started acting on these dream board ambitions. I bought very ancient kitchen utensils. I replaced my blender with pestle and mortar. My pots with ancient clay pots. Pans with ancient chinese pans, forks and knives with chopsticks. It doesnt make any sense logically why i did this. efficiency is suppose to be king, but I just love the simple life and I love the old way, it makes me feel good to feel the food i make on a deeper level, to touch the food. I get a whole array of feels from doing things from the ground that you dont get when you abstract it away with technology. I think the other reason I love using it is because I'm less attached to these utensils. The more manual, the less attached and need I have for external attachments. Started sleeping on the floor and taking cold showers. Felt great, felt like I was feeling the ground and going back to the origins of life. Started meditating and doing yoga much more. Reduced cravings of worldly desires, used less water, food, smaller house. Right now I'm living this life and absolutely love it. I feel like I finally found the life I was looking for and always was. The closer my life gets to being raw, simple, natural and meditative, the more I love it. It feels amazing to sleep on the earth, you feel like you are the earth every night, its paradise. My god damn passion isn't to be a fucken scientist! famous artist! soccer player! engineer! fucken spiritual guru! fucken business man! No! My passion is to feel the beautiful breeze on a winter night, and to feel how its the earth and to feel the earth and planet entirely, to feel the beautiful rocky surface of my pestle and mortar as I crush my grapes and strawberries. To feel how those rocks are the earth and to connect with the whole earth through feeling it. To feel the food from my garden enter the body and to feel the body's connection and integration with the soil and plants and whole earth. To feel every sensation of the earth, as if I was the earth, from feeling the wind, to the trickles of water, the heat gazing on it, feel the feelings of all of its plants and the entire ecology of it. To feel the love and connection with the soil and earth, like the earth is my womb. To feel the rocky surface of the ground as I sleep on it. To feel the beautiful, cold and natural water of my shower(and river in the future) touch the body making me feel as if the body is a part of the earth. To meditate and feel the omnipresence of imagination and what its made of, how it works, to feel the atmosphere of the surroundings, to feel bodily sensations to the fullest, to be God, just delve into being it. To feel its love, to know everything about it. To love it and be it. Thats my fucken passion! That's what I want to master! That's what I want to be world class at!(if I need to be world class at anything). That's all I want. Just that. And now im looking into having my own plants and finding a sustainable way to survive off the grid. After meditating for a while I realize that all suffering, big and small, can be healed just through awareness. You can heal sadness by placing awareness on it. All cravings and desires(not to offend the tantra boys on here, this is for me) are simply suffering, its wanting what you don't have. Be it sex, food, money, whatever. And I've really seen and accepted now that no desire will fulfill you. None. Totally accepted this to be the case. And I see now that the best way to fulfill your desire is to place awareness on it, till it dissolves, or till you realize you don't need it/already have it. And if you need extra ammo, love it. Love it to bits. Hug it and make it feel better. And I've totally seen now that for me(and me only) no type of life will ever truly fulfill me. Not a millionaire life, successful guru teacher life, none. It all suffers the same problem: you can't truly attain it. And I've fully seen now that I don't care about trying to attain it anymore. But I already know what will happen even if I do attain it. It will be a pot at the end of the rainbow. I'm just not interested anymore. I have a strong urge to let go of all attachments: food cravings, sex and everything in between. Let go of all career goals. At this point, unfortunately, there's no interest in helping the world or others. I wish there was, I really do. I tried Leo's life purpose course for 2 years intensely, doing it 100s of times to find that thing. But in the end, what I always wanted was to live in a cave and disconnect for a while. I hope that in the future I will find the desire or need to help others, but right now its solitary confinement and isolation in beautiful nature that I want. The prospect of leaving my country and living in the Himalayas is bearing on me. I don't know why, but have an urge to go there and live there for a while. Its not for enlightenment, more for the beautiful nature and connectedness. Also have an urge to learn offline yogic techniques and occult techniques. The question is, and I know ultimately no one will know more about what i should do than i, and im totally aware of that, but 1 question i have is, it feels like im trying to live a stage purple life, or regress to purple LOL. I am concerned that by going to the himalayas I will be choosing to live in a less developed society, that will prevent me from living a very simple, nature raw, meditative life. I will be too busy fending off thieves, negotiating with other people over land, being restricted and opressed by the society there. Stage purple of blue shit. At the same time, while i could technically save up to buy a big patch of land in my home country and live there off the grid, due to the himalaya's spiritual energy, it seems like a cool thing to experience. So I'm wondering what's your perspective from a spiral dynamics take on my plans for the future? Is this plan Ive got missing some key spiral dynamics understanding? I admittedly am not a student of spiral dynamics and havent really researched it beyond a few of Leo's vids, and am looking for some input from some spiral dynamics experts on here. Thanks for answering!
  13. @Hello from Russia we've iterated through dozens of business models and product iterations. People understimate how challenging startups are
  14. can attest to that. My startup has been running for 3 years now and 10 000 or more cold calls + hard iteration work and we still haven't got that sale yet.
  15. this is where it gets excitingly mysterious, and futile to talk about because words get ridiculously inadequate. Despite that, you can deny its existence, because existence itself is unreal. God is prior to existence. Existence vs non existence is a construct and not absolute. Existence is dualistic so to speak. All along there was no form. Just formlessness. Just Godhead. Delusion is a strange loop.
  16. @Meta-Man it doesn't spawn, it never spawned in the first place. The idea that it has spawned is itself a delusion. That's the trick.
  17. form is not identical to formlessness. Form is ultimately delusion. Ultimately.
  18. @Meta-Man There's nothing special about form.
  19. of course it is. You don't need psychedelics for that. Just contemplate what a car, house, boat, earth is. It turns out its nothing, and the car only exists by not inspecting it closely enough.
  20. to paint with infinite creativity = no painting at all.
  21. And for some, there is no desire to paint colours, because painting colours itself is so limited compared to not painting colours at all. To paint means to limit. Limit is suffering. Its as simple as that. No matter what you paint, the paint is made of limited-ness fundamentally. There's no way to paint unlimited, so the solution to painting the unlimited, is to not paint at all. Some people go about their life with the desire to paint the unlimited, to create something unlimited. It then finally dawns on you that to paint that means to put away the paint brush.
  22. On a practical level, each teacher's level of realisation is relative to the unique self. Each of us are in parallel realities, communicating to each other from different dimensions. This is because the universe's structure literally warps based on our ego structure. We are all on earth, but earth is completely different for all of us. For some of us, the earth is even flat. Fundamentalists are living in a completely different reality to say Bill Gates. The earth being flat is not flat out false, actually its as false as the earth being round. What determines whether the earth is flat or round, is purely determined by ego structure alone. I'm not making a false equivalency claim, within certain paradigms and universes, the laws and structure needs to adhere to certain form and consistency, but such consistency and form exists for a flat earth. It existed in the Roman times and pretty much for most of human civilisation. The earth literally was flat back then, that was fact. Its not like it was round all along and they didn't realise it, no, rather the earth was literally flat, that was the truth, and the truth changed once people in the 1500s jumped to a different paradigm. When we discovered that the earth was round, that wasn't a discovery, but a change in ego structure, and a literal change in how the universe works. And it goes much much further than this. You're living in a reality so vastly different to your mother that if you ever shape shifted into your mother somehow, you would not recognise the earth, and go insane. And these distortions are so vast, that they even distort the level of realisation of a particular teacher. A teacher is not real, a teacher is completely imagined by You. Everything about that teacher's life, mystical experiences and teachings are completely imagined. And the level of realisation is also imagined. Its completely possible for a 1 teacher to be legit for 1 person, and not legit for another. That's because there is no objective reality. Objective reality is not true, and is relative to how you see the world. You're the one who makes up how realised a teacher is, and how much that teacher can help you in your spiritual journey. No one can really tell you how realised a teacher is, because they aren't making up how realised the teacher is, that's what you're doing. So when picking the best teacher, pick the one that that 'feels' the best, pick the teacher that reminds you most of why you got into this work in the first place. The one that makes you feel a knowing, a being, highest truth, and spirit. And the level of realisation of a teacher or teaching will literally change as you travel along this journey. That's not because the teacher is changing, but because your ego, and therefore world, is changing. This is a natural part of shedding the ego and egoic evolution. EDIT: to get a shorter version of the above, look at mandy's comment.
  23. oh shit:
  24. @The observer Have you got anything better to do?
  25. But you're not the body and everything around it. There's no such thing as a body and everything around it. We are all pretending there's a body and everything around it. Contemplate what a body is. Find evidence it exists. Do that for every object, both physical and metaphysical.