electroBeam

That's standard awakening. God puts him/herself through hell just so realising oneness is 1000x sweeter.

my name's electrobeam, not blue orange. Leo said men have to pay more because women put babies through their legs. What I'm saying is that's mostly bollocks, because some women dont want babies, you can adopt babies rather than putting them through your legs, and even if the women gives birth, after that there's no good reason why men can't take the role of raising children while women do the work. oooooo shhhhhhh I already know what you're gonna say "men cant raise children because men are stupid!" Let me remind you gender is factually a social construct. Some men are better at raising children then women. Some human beings have penises, but have very feminine, woman, right hemisphere dominant brains - like left handers.

you've clearly confused electrobeam with someone else if you knew anything about my previous relationship. Not everyone is in their 30s like you I'm aware of my self bias. I know what i want and what my agenda is. Your first comment generalises self bias too much across genders. Men have to pay more because women have babies ends at stage blue. We have day care, nannies, equal rights, and no social pressure for families to have kids in developed democracies.

Well no one has to have a baby either. Its selfish and bias to have a baby.

your version of transformation and evolution(expressed in your post) /= Infinite Love's version of transformation and evolution Aiming to be spiritual is itself a trap. Your notions of what "spiritual" is, is largely garbage. Its not an issue in God's eyes. Its Infinite Love. You're projecting 'issue' onto the situation. And then getting sucked into and trapped in your projections about social issues.

infinite love. Don't worry about what men and women should do, just focus on what men and women actually DO, and adapt yourself to it. Everything else is distraction, suffering, delusion and foolishness.

Its very simple: asians are obedient! Westerners arent. Westerners have a chip on their shoulder over being told what to do... so guess what, covid for you!

@Zak Also it sounds like you're finally realising, doing the work is better than telling others to do the work. And your feeling bad about your friends doing the work but you arent. This would be especially bad if you've built a spiritual ego around being superior than everyone about personal development.

fuck I shouldnt have done that bloody Orchiectomy. The doctors said I would have sex without a condom, but I ended up an incel.

@mandyjw woops mixed her up with @Username they both sound the same haha.

hahahahaha. If you really want to test how good you are at pickup, do it without a car and your own place. That's battle training. If you can bullshit so well as to convince her to fuck you in public toilets, closed off venues, etc. I wanna see pickup youtubers do that. Actually your perception is very twisted towards highly liberal, materialistic cultures. In other cultures like blue stage, conservative cultures, another hard thing with pickup is that the women are much more concerned about only fucking the man of their life, so they'll make you wait a long time to fuck them so that you get attached and stay with them. In blue cultures they are very very good at that. The rabbit outwitting the fox. In orange stage cultures where sex is nothing for women, and women don't have any qualms with having sex with strangers, yeah the hardest part is logistics. Different challenges arise in other conservative cultures, like say muslim countries. Lol the fact that the hardest part about fucking western millennials is planning is hilarious to me. We're so bad at planning, and our attention spans are so small, like a fly, that this is the biggest challenge to pickup and having sex. Not the rabbit outwitting the fox, but we don't have enough concentration to figure out a time and day and place to have sex LOL. Idiocracy is coming true.

????? Hey girl, I've waited 100 000 approaches to find you ? ? If I was a girl, I'd be pretty impressed by that number. Regardless of how big his dick was.

100 000 * 0.001% = 100 000 * 0.00001 = 1 m8 And I need to take math classes?

its a he

Those 2 statements contradict themselves. Not in thought, or belief or philosophy, but in reality. During awakening, your reality actually changes, your paradigm changes. You don't just realise materialism is an illusion, but then materialism stays, materialism ceases to exist. Materialism was never there in the first place. Once you realise the Hellenistic model of the universe is wrong, your reality changes, and the sun ceases to stop revolving around the earth. Before awakening, you have thyroid problems because of atoms in the body doing biological things, after awakening, you don't have a thyroid problem caused by biological stuff occuring. You realise and have a deeper insight into what's actually going on, just like if you were in the 1500s and you were trying to go to mars in a spaceship but your rocket kept getting out of wack due to orbits behaving weirdly, revealing that the earth revolves around the sun rather than the reverse, reveals insight and better clarity to help you overcome the challenge of getting to mars. So no, reality doesn't just stay the same after awakening, a new perspective emerges which gives you a deeper understanding about your problems. It amazes me how seriously you take materialism and traditional western doctors having done lots of 5 meo. Awakening literally opens you up to new modalities of healing and insight into health issues, and reveals to you how western doctors have totally missed the mark. Sure you don't get to change reality to the way the ego wants, but reality does change, and you do enter new paradigms. From Ramana's perspective, he didn't get skin cancer. From his POV, skin cancer wouldnt have even been a thing. Its like each cell has an ego, then one day one cell wakes up to being the entire body. If that cell dies, the Leo cell goes "awakening couldnt stop that cell dying, so that says something" well that cell didn't die because that cell is the body. That cell no longer knew what dying as a cell was even like. Do you think about cells in your body dying? No, you dont even notice it.

so if you approach 100, 000 women, you're doing great if you sleep with 1 of them?

The alt-right/blue worldview is the only worldview I'm 100% certain I could emulate with computers. Every other world-view is far too complex to emulate. If we ever invent humanoid, sentient robots, it will be blue stage/alt-right ones. Other stage ones will take several centuries to make.

maybe they should pitch amongst themselves then

I'm gonna make an app called incelder.com where all the incels can date and hook up with each other. I'm half serious about this idea.

its not only a thought, its infinite intelligence Mu is the state where you're convinced that everything is just a thought except THIS. But Mu is not the highest.

@John Doe mescaline. @Leo Gura what you call mahasamadhi is actually just God consciousness.

@Timur you know for my startup company, I cold called 500 000 clients are living in my city? Ive got spreadsheets and voice calls to prove it. Our startup makes a million dollars a year.

So I'm starting to develop sleeping problems from this trip report. I don't know why, but I'm worried that when I sleep, I'll accidentally merge with infinite love and wipe out the entire universe. My perspective changes so much on a daily basis, that setting goals is just impossible for me to maintain, because the premises which the goals sit on get unravelled. So I just gotta travel through this journey. I'm gonna brew ayahuasca myself and the plan is to take ayahuasca once a week. Surely that'll expel all devilry within me. Its also clear to me that to go further in the work, I need to take psychedelics. I'm the sort of body mind that needs psychedelics to move forward.

I skin people alive and sell their flesh to aliens.

@AlwaysBeNice Wow that's a truly tragic and beautiful story, only God could come up with such a story.