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The ego has to go. The life purpose that will be partaken moving forward has now transitioned to a completely non egoic life purpose. Your download was still too egoic for what you're about to do. Your download was about how to make your human self look valuable amongst other humans. That is no more. That's pointless, useless. Its time to think beyond the human, and think about how to make the entire experience as a whole seem super valuable. In other words, maximising love. You don't want to do this, you're resisting a lot, but you're now going to enter a state where you don't think about what to do, but completely feel as the present moment, in a holistic fashion on what to do. You love to think about what to do and make plans, because it makes you feel wise. It makes you feel like you're covering all of your bases. To drop all that will make you feel like anything can happen, and what you want to happen wont happen. Well as you'll see in the future, that's utter nonsense. But for now, you will be diving into being and working with the present moment moving forward, and for the short term, that will mean a lack of planning, and instead a deep harmonisation and working with your fellow partial aspects of yourself and present moment. You're cooking that brew of ayahuasca now? That's great, but the trip has already started, and its gonna last a long time.

Refinement of LP Download: Holy shit, of fucken course. You're not a human! Its funny how you can have so many awakenings yet still forget you're not a human! THE HUMAN IS NOT THE ONE CREATING YOUR WORK THE HUMAN IS NOT THE ONE CREATING YOUR WORK THE HUMAN IS NOT THE ONE CREATING YOUR WORK THE HUMAN IS NOT THE ONE CREATING YOUR WORK THE HUMAN IS NOT THE ONE CREATING YOUR WORK THE HUMAN IS NOT THE ONE CREATING YOUR WORK ... in a sense, the human is not creating the work. The work is creating the human. Same with this post, this post is not from the human. The human is from this post. It is time for you to transcend the paradigm of, the idea that, you are the one learning, you are the one creating the work. The work is a collapsing of infinite intelligence. The learning is a process of consciousness evolving through itself. This is a truth, that all others are unaware of, and you'll just have to put up with it. Your bosses, colleagues, etc. Don't get, and never will, that you are not producing the work, but rather the witnessing of infinite intelligence collapsing into being the work. THIS MINDSET, THIS PERSPECTIVE, IS HOW YOU ACHIEVE THE MINDSET EXPERIENCED HERE(last trip report) As this post is written, it is 100% clear to You, God, that its coming from God. You are 100% seeing that the human is a byproduct or a side effect of infinite intelligence creating this post here. Time to make it fucken bigger. Make it more aware. your job is to GROW the awareness that witnesses the collapse of the work that spontaneously occurs and that you mistakenly credit as yours. ohhhhhhhhh.... and the thoughts... aint the human's either. The thoughts are coming directly from God. So all ideas that has been invented are not coming from the human. The human is an idea at the same level as all the other ideas you have for work. The projection that the human idea is somehow more deep, real, important, valuable, etc. Is delusion. Why is this new perspective important to embody? Because the thing limiting you from producing valuable work, is literally, LITT-FUCKING-ER-ALY projecting the work that is produced by the present moment, id limited in sophistication, wisdom, beauty, intelligence BECAUSE YOU THINK A HUMAN INVENTED IT. And by projecting that nonsense, you limit what that work can be. The work must fit into your beliefs about that human belief. Or that ego belief. And that is not on if you want to achieve maximal results in your career. It was important for you to do this in the past, because the process of waking up involves you evolving from thinking you're a mere human, to a developed human, to a super human, to infinity itself. And now its time for you to drop the developed/actualized human archetype, and take on the super human or even infinity archetype. How will Your perspective change moving forward? Radical stuff will change from adopting this new perspective. You will no longer see a causal link between the thought you have of the human, and the creation of human/man made things. Rather you will directly see the creation of man/human made things as being of infinity itself. And the thought of human, does not cause creation of reality, but rather the thought of human is at the same level as the thought of the designs of the man made thing. The human does not create man made things, infinity is both creating man made things and humans at the same level. And is creating that illusory causal link between human and man made thing as part of the illusion of the dream. Everything that is special, beautiful, powerful, important, valuable, rare, intelligent about the human, will be directly seen into the present moment instead. The thing under the human (which you were not consciously aware of all the time) will be seen rather than the human. This is all god, this entire post. There's no going back now. Its god, only God, and the human... that's there as apart of God's creation, doing nothing apart from appearance. Which is not what you believed before. You believed the human had a substance which could create man made things. When you talk to people, you're talking to God now. No going back. The humans you talk to are silhouettes, shadows (in plato's cave analogy) to the God you're talking to. That intelligence that humans have IS god, and the humans are just the creation. Which also means... your relationship with judgement will now be massively disrupted. You can no longer isolate yourself from things you seem to not like. They will be deeply connected to you. Your low self esteem will be massively disrupted. It now no longer have legs to stand on. You barely had any self esteem issues left, but the ones you still had are now totally fucked. Your relationship to other people hurting you... now totally undefined and nonsense. Saying someone hurt you is like saying what's the colour of jealousy. Showing off and being arrogant or thinking you're special compared to other people? Totally impossible. People taking credit for producing work? Beatles taking credit for their music? Einstein taking credit for his works? Martin Luther King taking credit for his ability to change the world? COME ON PLSS, THAT WAS ALL YOU ALL ALONG. Martin Luther King never existed as a person. He was always a story FOR YOU to traverse through. He was the seat of the bus, while you were the passenger. But all along in this incarnation you confused the seat for the passenger. It was you who went through that incarnation, remember????? And many more things. All in all, nothing much will really change, but your perspective will be subtly different in a radical way... if that makes sense.

@The0Self I was aswell, that's why I wrote it that way.

@Darodos That's fine dude. Its ok if you don't see yet that your highest potential, and who you truly want to be, isn't someone who sees sex like an amusement park.

Yeah because if you sleep with people who you aren't fully connected with, then why the fuck are you sleeping with them? Lay count, ego issues, dysfunctions? etc. And while its fine now to sleep with someone to boost your ego, you aren't going to feel right about that decision, because deep down you know its not who you truly want to be. So when you work, you've got that slight depressive feeling coming from somewhere that you can't tell where, and it ends up being feeling bad about not being who you truly want to be. If you chose to have sex for genuine reasons, that depressive feeling wouldnt be there. Its quite obvious really. Its a subtle form of regret from sleeping with someone. But its extremely subtle and 99.99% of people mistake it for something else.

@Michael569 Got it thanks, will need to kick those doctors into gear. They are lazy AF where I live.

intercourse coming in from more than just 3 dimensions, the dream isnt it?

You said you take psychedelics, you can try finding a boyfriend in dmt machine elf land. I've heard from reliable sources that the hot elf boys there are around turquoise. I've dated below the spiral and its all good and fine. You get dumped eventually but apart from that its good.

Your heading makes me feel like an astronaut doing this work.

And if he quits cocaine too early, he wont go through the suffering that he would go through if he left it a bit later, and therefore would miss the opportunity for greater growth and life experience that he wouldn't otherwis get, and be able to pass onto his next incarnation.

What if the point of life isn't about the destination but about the journey? You already are infinite awareness and CHOSE to divide yourself into what you are now. You really think that division isn't sacred?

Well where's the fun in that??? I like that message, don't discriminate against any macros and treat them all equally. Although this isn't the politics thread, this is the health thread.

I didnt feel anything, you're gonna have to up my dose.

I like to think of myself as a mimimalist According to my Dr Berg fan, ex girlfriend doctor, who loves the book grain brain, apparently gluten gives you cancer. Definitely agree there. I'd normally call you the devil for suggesting such high carbs, but considering you're in pretty good shape, maybe you're onto something. True forgot about fibre. Agree. The next challenge is getting the doctors to agree.

its red.

I need to try all these things. I also get blood in my stool quite a bit. With diarreah. Probably blood every 2 weeks and diarreah every few days. Doctors have been telling me for years its just IBS. Would this contribute?

Philosopher AI has revealed that Octopuses are way more intelligent than humans https://philosopherai.com/philosopher/is-leo-gura-deluded-or-is-philosopher-ai-deluded-435b67

from a software engineer POV, this AI is pretty impressive. EDIT: Ohh its GTP-3, didn't realise. Thought some indian nerd in his backyard made it.

chip off the old block, that AI is.

Make sure you have sprinklers running surrounding your house to reduce the damage as much as possible.

Just realised that the 'useful download' method can be, and should be, applied to all fields where you're exchanging value with a human. The general principle is: 1. Get into a flow state, or high level of consciousness. And develop your consciousness so that you have a very deep existential understanding of consciousness and have embodied a wide array of rich and deep experiences. 2. Spread that flow state/high level of consciousness through learning how to work with the people you're trying to spread it to. If its your career, learn how to spread it to logical, mathematical scientists and engineers through technical writing, illustrations and presentations, etc. Or to business people through charisma and simple but easy to understand slides, etc. If its dating and sexuality, learn how to spread that state to women through pickup and charisma and high emotional intelligence and masculinity. 3. Enrich (1) through getting an exchange in value from (2), to make it a loop.

Attitude to have in relation to research and discovery: All research is worth it if you're sincere in your intentions for why you're researching it. You may not get the result you want, or achieve what's needed, you may end up screwing something up, etc. But if its with the right intentions, its an unforced, unavoidable error. There's something to learn from everything given the right intentions, doesn't matter what it is. And those learning experiences are extremely valuable for your life even if they aren't even remotely related to the current task at hand. Note on Motivation A gigantic vision is required to move through life in the direction you want/towards God. But you must also not get attached to that vision, because being attached to the vision can cause you to get sucked into the vision, have unrealistic expectations (which causes bad planning errors, depression from not achieving your goals, lack of motivation from the vision seeming too impossible and a pipe dream, causes you to be too rigid in your direction in life, instead of flowing and adapting to changing dynamics, etc). Get the vision, feel its power, and chuck away the contents of the vision and just keep the feeling, to the point where the contents no longer exists. Use the feeling (rather than the content) to power you through the day. "The content is like the raft, the island is the feeling. Once you reach the island, chuck the raft away."

Yeah I think I was saying it in the context of myself. The lifestyle in which I'm in love with, is the sort of lifestyle which repels girls. I'm in love with the same lifestyle that Niels Bhor, Leonardo Da Vinci and Einstein are in love with. And so that's why I treat these points as a very specific skillset for getting laid, rather than something that generalises to other areas of your life. But sure for the average guy, the sort of lifestyle they like would be the sort of lifestyle she likes.

Then the next step is rating which one of those are the most effective for getting laid... because its not wise to invest your times in the ones that has high input, little output.

That's how you be a spiritual teacher