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It'd be way more twisted if it wasn't that way! What if Ralston and you actually had a reality separate to this??? How the fuck would that work???? Truth that was inaccessible... that would be the ultimate mindfuck.

There's a knowing which stays the same and permanent through all those perspectives. Not saying that knowing is separate to the perspectives perhaps the knowing is the perspectiveness of reality.

Maybe everyone (from trump to ralston) have realized the truth, what sets them apart is their appreciation of it. The appreciations gets translated into deluded markers such as "no mind" "truth is love" "theres no me" "reality is infinite"

yet there must be a way for a teacher to lead a student to higher levels of love and avoid the disagreement, much like what a spiral wizard does.

And yet, whether you can disagree or agree about isness, is an interpretation about isness. True isness, doesn't live in any words. You haven't been talking about isness the entire time, you've just been talking about your interpretation about whether isness can be interpreted or not.

@Scholar you cannot agree about isness If you were truly survival free, you'd agree with me here But you're not... so lets watch the disagreement in 3... 2... 1...

Except God wants to connect with other too and share God with imaginary others. Otherwise it would not dream up others, or read books of others, and be in a cave all day.

Lol if your awakening isnt insane/chaotic, then you aren't living life.

Yep agree there. Sometimes you can be in Peru in your bedroom, depending on the dose

Of course, you haven't got any wisdom to see why

I got Slytherine Jks, im Such a slytherine that i didnt even do the test.

But quantity important though. For psychedelics to have a significant effect, you truly need large quantities. 2 trips wouldn't have had much of an affect.

Hey guys, ive identified that I have 3 forms of fatigue: 1) feeling very tired, sleepy, fall asleep during the day, groggy 2) not feeling like im falling asleep but bones aching, sharp pains everywhere, feeling like I'm full of coal smoke holding me down, a heat sort of sensation, feeling very stagnated like im trying to move in jelly. 3) feeling normal or energized, not feeling sleepy, but feeling like ive been electric shocked 100 times over. Its the sort of feeling you get after being shocked by a fence. Its deep exhaustion, but paradoxically feeling energized. Possibly exhausted on a nervous system/energetic level, but fully fine in a physiological level. It feels like your nervous system is burnt out. So ive discovered that 1) can be reduced by relaxation and adequate sleep. 2) can be reduced by being mindful of food consumption. But i cant work out 3. Have no idea on how to solve it. Im gonna try a metal detox in 2-3 months with dmsa but until then, am researching other detoxing methods. Would you have any detox methods other then dmsa that i could try beforehand? And would you have any suggestions of alleviating 3? Its really hard to get things done with moderate to severe 3.

Excellent thanks! Definitely feeling a good vibe about this. And interesting to hear that calories and volume pointer. i do need lots of volume of the above food to feel full (like talking 6 eggs, 5 sausages sort of range per meal).

Hey Michael: Morning: Eggs(scrambled) onion, tomato. Afternoon: 4-5 days a week: Broccoli, green beans, lentils, organic tomato sauce 3-4 days a week: Organic sausages + the above https://www.woolworths.com.au/shop/productdetails/802551?cq_src=GOOGLE&cq_cmp=Woolies_8458_BAU_Shopping_Smart_F%26B Everything Else_WW-0001&cq_con=SmartShopping_Food%26Beverages Everything Else&cq_term=PRODUCT_GROUP&cq_net=u&cq_plt=gp&cq_med=71700000075815392&cq_gclid=Cj0KCQiAwf39BRCCARIsALXWETwGvZ5237RQJ8dPrIRLClnbrD0COdrXXHs8Wa9aC0-M8mCQ0rniqLIaAk4mEALw_wcB&cmpid=smsm:ds:GOOGLE:Woolies_8458_BAU_Shopping_Smart_F%26B Everything Else_WW-0001:PRODUCT_GROUP&gclid=Cj0KCQiAwf39BRCCARIsALXWETwGvZ5237RQJ8dPrIRLClnbrD0COdrXXHs8Wa9aC0-M8mCQ0rniqLIaAk4mEALw_wcB&gclsrc=aw.ds Not feeling morally ok eith this tbh , but when i went off meat i started getting very fatigued. Even with eggs. Night: Bleep Snacks: 2-3 times a week i eat 2 of these a day: https://www.googleadservices.com/pagead/aclk?sa=L&ai=DChcSEwiZkrfmg6DtAhVBPmAKHfdxAPQYABAFGgJ0bQ&ohost=www.google.com&cid=CAESQOD28uLSEGCdPKHBKE3a8JCyyFwlQkQYqAtZ9w3P0gbA10SccfWRWtL8Lbl6UrHYXqC9PmHtfiCnl--AWBhnkYU&sig=AOD64_3w8y5FNRiM3m4XVzG3X2vQfyesjA&ctype=5&q=&ved=2ahUKEwiauazmg6DtAhWvxjgGHf_kBXcQwg96BAgCECU&adurl= Then 1 of these a day: https://www.woolworths.com.au/shop/productdetails/795482?cq_src=GOOGLE&cq_cmp=Woolies_8458_BAU_Shopping_Smart_F%26B High_WW-0001&cq_con=SmartShopping_Food%26Beverages&cq_term=PRODUCT_GROUP&cq_net=u&cq_plt=gp&cq_med=71700000045164926&cq_gclid=Cj0KCQiAwf39BRCCARIsALXWETxCCclwh5-owLYajPf0vpTFMv54f-NlnPanmvAdXqhciExSCa4xYKkaAlzNEALw_wcB&cmpid=smsm:ds:GOOGLE:Woolies_8458_BAU_Shopping_Smart_F%26B High_WW-0001:PRODUCT_GROUP&gclid=Cj0KCQiAwf39BRCCARIsALXWETxCCclwh5-owLYajPf0vpTFMv54f-NlnPanmvAdXqhciExSCa4xYKkaAlzNEALw_wcB&gclsrc=aw.ds Not proud of these 2, im just addicted to sugar. Also i drink about 2 bottles(330 ml) of this a day: https://www.remedydrinks.com/au/remedy-kombucha-organic-passionfruit-330ml-x12?job=1014&action=click&channel_code=search&trfc=1&obj=3&utm_source=GOOGLE&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=NLOM-AUS-Shopping-HighROAS-AON&keyword=PRODUCT_GROUP&campaignid=71700000070772902&adgroupid=58700006234801360&kwid=p56280309400&trackerid=92700056280309400&gclid=Cj0KCQiAwf39BRCCARIsALXWETwNVYjtxTHJN5HXDR_edDt44XmQLa1Cb1wsZgNDmCXADgOgA7glUCQaAgSrEALw_wcB&gclsrc=aw.ds Again not proud if it. Thanks for the fantastic information! I drink a lot of tap water and was wondering what you do about it.

Hey preety i usually sleep around 9-11 my time with an average variation of 2 hours. Occasionally late(12am) and even more occasionally early(8pm). Do you use a special water filter, or an average one, or buy from the shops? @Shunyata Not sure because how serious one takes something is relative. Probably not that serious at all compared to yogis and monks and some on here. I am constantly questioning reality and doing visualization techniques for lucid dreaming and LOA throughout the day with moderate intensity. Then do Taoist techniques about 1 hour a day.

Ive got a feeling that just exploration and questioning/opening up to the foundations of what a dream really is, is gonna be the point here, rather then getting a definitive answer. Tbh I have no idea of whether I went to sleep and this is the end result. Both the dreams and night and now are indistinguishable. And is there a holy grail of an answer to whether im in the waking state or the dream state, or is exploration the point itself.

Cool! Answered my question! Enlightenment is a paradigm just like SD memes. Whether you meant that or not lol. I didn't mean using enlightenment for yourself personally, but for interacting with and understanding others on the path. I don't like Enlightenment either for the same reasons. I also don't like spiral dynamics in that context too. Prescribing yourself to a particular meme, or pegging yourself to a meme limits yourself to a particular meme, puts someone else's thoughts in front of your own contemplative derivations (which goes way beyond SD). Yet its useful for understanding others.

what are good models you use for enlightenment? Spiral dynamics is awesome because it helps you understand others, even when they come across as ignorant, foolish and evil. For example you may initially think a pope is evil because he rapes children, but after seeing his place in spiral dynamics (plus acknowledging his history of abuse and his personality + traumas) you get to put yourself in his shoes AND get to visualize how that person may evolve or time or how they could evolve given conditions X Y Z. Do you have something like that for spiritual development? I tend to get irritated a lot with people pretending to be woke because I find it highly dishonest and malicious, but I also have a deep desire to really deepen my understanding of where they are coming from, where they are now, and where they are going, and where they could go given environment X Y Z, and figuring out that best environment to allow them to grow the best.

most intelligent BEING

I know im not dreaming, because I know I'm gonna dream tonight, checkmate!

reality IS ego, which means the ego IS simple and complex damn... this is getting pretty complex.

@seeking_brilliance bloody dreams are now getting extremely photorealistic and real, what spell did you put me under!

Too late

isnt that spiritual bypassing