Sempiternity

Leo has said repeatedly that if you do not do the work and grow with him, he will leave you behind. If you want more practical video, I'm sure there are plenty out there. For me personally, I want only the highest consciousness from Leo. He's covering things no one else is. To me it would be a waste for him to come back down to cover beginner stuffs.

Never trust a Jed

I personally appreciate that you aren't on all those shows. On one hand it gets the message out to more people. On the other, to me at least, it corrupts the message. Hard to respect Eckhart Tolle when he's on Opera. Do whatever you want, but I'd suggest staying away from things like that. To easy to corrupt the ego. And might seem like a good idea in the short term, but can hurt your overall image as a legitimate teacher. Again just my opinion, which is irrelevant.

Leo, how has this affected your day to day life?

Imagine the time and effort it would take to train new nods. Imagine the potential abuse of power they'd have to deal with each new mod. Sounds like a potential clusterfuck to me. Leo has hinted that if the forum becomes too much of a hassle, he'd rather just shut it down. If you all keep on complaining, and trying to force your will onto the forum, you will lose it. Is that what you want, for it to get shut down? You all keep on pushing, and that's what will happen.

*claps hands* Bravo sir. It is so refreshing to see actual self responsibility, instead of butthurt Ego. Your humbleness and self reflection is admirable.

The forum is a privilege, not a right. Nor is it a democracy. The rules are clearly spelled out. This whole forum is one big mental masturbation distraction to the real work of self actualization. I wouldn't take it so serious. If you have legit questions to further your path to Awakening, I'm sure someone will attempt to answer.

This. All of this has all been you seeking attention, and this "apology" is more of the same. You can be on your journey without posting every single step of the way. Be here to learn and grow, not to feed your Ego through attention grabbing with every post. Notice any defensiveness? That's your Ego wanting more attention. Be humble. And best of luck to you on your journey.

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I second this. Great read. Explains everything in a very easy to understand way. One of my all time favs.

So if you (God) altered Reality like this to heal every child on the planet, and perform other miracles, would this be experienced by everyone else? Meaning, would these miracles only be in your (Leo's) own dimension/reality, as everyone in your reality is your imagination? Or is reality shared, like it seems, so you making these huge alterations to the world would be experienced by everyone? In which case you would be considered to be like a living God.

I second that. It is the most confusing aspect of all this. On one hand you say everyone doesn't exist, just imaginary characters, that don't even exist when they're not in your direct visual field, and another saying people do exist and each have their own reality and a collective shared consciousness. It seems contradictory. But I'm sure will get explained as simple a strange loop, but would love a in depth explanation of this.

What does that mean? That sounds like you'd be able to read the thoughts of every person on the planet.

Time is an illusion. There is only the eternal Now. Our imagination creates our version of a Past and Future and ever changing forms. Simultaneous instantaneous Creation and Destruction, to the point that they're happening at the same time, so are the same thing. An endless Now.

I like to think of it this way. If life is a movie. If you are writing, directing, playing the main character, and playing every single other character, editing the movie, and doing every other thing it takes to make the movie all by yourself, that wouldn't be much fun would it? In contrast, watching a movie that you have no idea what is going to happen, is exciting and can be a magical experience. All there is to do is sit back and marvel at the magic of it all unfurling around you.

There are infinite dimensions, so this seems silly to muse on one.

**If you yourself haven’t actually surrendered to your own death, died and experienced God/Truth/Infinity, I request you not comment, as you’re in the same boat as me, all conceptional and non-experience based opinion.** --------------------------------------------------------------------- Leo, If everything in life is imaginary and I (God, whom I’ve yet to realize in actuality) am creating this eternal moment, then that should mean that everything I heard about death is false and just as illusionary as everything else. So if I am immortal and eternal, then my (the Identity Ego) death is as inconsequential as waking from a dream. But everything the Ego is about is survival, staying alive, so how do I commit to my death, when everything I am doesn’t want to die? Is it a leap of faith? You have to have the will to die, commit suicide, commit fully to the end of your existence, standing strong in the faith that enlightenment is on the other side of that committed choice? I was an Atheist all my life, up until I discovered Nonduality, so death being the end of existence is still deeply ingrained (all a story I created, I know), even if I now know that I cannot die, at least in theory via stories from other people. The key is I need to experience myself as Nonduality, to finally ‘know’ Truth/God/Infinity/Omnipotence. But to do that I need to fully commit to my death. Otherwise I’ll just fight death with everything I’ve got to fight it off, to stay alive at all costs (including my Awakening and liberation). Which is what happened last time I did 5-MeO. Now I’m trying it again, and want to not fight it to stay alive, but to fully surrender to experience Truth. But how can I if everything in my Identity is trying to stay alive? Catch 22 is it not? How does one commit and surrender to their death if everything they are does not want to die? How does one commit suicide (Ego death thru psychedelics like 5-MeO or DPT), if they desperately want to live? I know you and others say it’s not real death, that you’ll come back after, but I don’t know that for 100% sure. I mean from everything I’ve studied over that past 2 years tell me I will come back, but I won’t know for sure until I experience it for myself. Even if I was 95% sure, that 5% would prevent me from committing to surrender of my life to death. In Nonduality, everyone says the goal is to actually not come back. The goal IS my death. So again, how do I surrender to death, without just saying ‘you just do it”, how do I have the will to commit suicide (again, talking Identity Ego death, which is apparently the same thing as conceptual death)? I’m 44 and have spent decades doing every drug I could get my hands on. I’ve done LSD and mushrooms hundreds of times, I’ve done hash, Ketamine, Nitrous, 5-MeO-DIPT, Ayahuasca. I’ve even done 5-Meo a few times, to little affect. About half of these experiences lead to me having a panic attack, thinking I’m dying and trying to fight to not die. But these drug experiences were all to enhance my reality. And 5-Meo is about ending it. So all those past drug experiences are not relevant to this equation. Is surrendering to death on 5-MeO the same as surrendering to a drug? Letting the drug take you wherever it wants. Is this surrender the same as surrendering to death? I know conceptually that all those past experiences never really happened, as my past experiences are imaginary (apparently), but I won’t know that for sure, until I Awaken. But those hundreds of instances of panic attacks and fighting to not die, are real to me, as I’m an Ego, thinks his past is real. So you see the catch-22 / vicious circle? How do I trust, when the request is my very death and the end of my life? I don’t know if I have that much trust in me, to gamble with my life. So what advice is there to be able to choose that trust, to take that leap of faith, to chose to chose to end my life? How do I trust that if I kill myself, I’ll Awaken to Truth/Liberation/Enlightenment, and not just be ending my consciousness, potentially robbing myself of maybe another 40 years of a decent, it not flawed life? Now I’ve learned that the only way to Awakening/ Truth is to be in that same space of feeling like I’m dying, panicking again, but this time I have to choose to die, instead of trying to save myself. But how can I do that, willfully commit, surrender to my death? How can I choose to die, when I can’t, cause my very survival and life is all that matters to me? Could really use some advice on this.

Does 5-MeO go bad, as in lose its potency over time? I've had a couple grams for 7 months, kept in a cool dry place. Would it lose its effectiveness after that much time, or will it be good for a long time?

Not necessarily. If Nonduality is true and all this is an illusion, and death is a story, then it's likely that once this particular version of existence has 'ended', then all of the illusion will end with it. As Leo has said, my family (as is everything and everyone) doesn't exist. They are all dream characters. Once I wake from this particular dream, they don't exist to morn.

Thank you! Great advice!

There suddenly being no more me, and being God creator of everything, seems like a big deal. I honestly wish I didn't know anything about all of this, and someone just came up to me with 5-MeO and said "here try this". And then got to learn about Nonduality after the fact.

Thank you @Leo Gura and @SunnyNewDay for the advice.

@Natasha Nice to see a Woman depicted as the Enlightened Guru for a change in a comic depiction.

Yeah...those are slight of hand. Like card tricks, it is not real magic. Can't believe anyone would think it is real magic. But, people believe the world is flat, so anything is possible. ALL of everything is illusion in the sense that life is a dream. See Leo's video on Life is a Dream. So in that sense any trick is an illusion, as is literally everything, all of Reality.