Sempiternity

Why? If you truly fully realize that you are God and death is imaginary and meaningless, then a gun and bullet to your head would be no more terrifying than waking from a dream. Practice by dying. People can take 5-MEO (or other methods) and experience death. Then you know the truest Truth and there is no more doubt or confusion.

Teachers/people/perspectives, it's you leaving breadcrumbs/clues for yourself back to yourself (God/everything/infinite love). But can also be yourself (Ego) keeping yourself asleep. Listen to what guides you to Truth.

Depends what you consider pants. I'm more of a sweatpants person. Jeans or dress slacks= never.

Don't assume what I mean

Well, assume that Nonduality is True, and that you (God) is all there is. Everything that happens within consciousness (You) is all your imagination. That means 'enlightened teachers' and how they are or are not enlightened is also all imagination. Only one that can become Awakened is you.

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Imagine when you realize you never had a childhood, and that you are never going to die.

In 2004 I was camping in the deserts of Eastern Washington with my GF. Clear skys, all the stars were out. We saw about six UFOs in the sky throughout the night. Erratic movements. Sometimes they would stay still for 10-15 minutes, then would shoot across they sky in a second. We spent all night watching them. The next day in the local paper there was a story about others seeing them too.

Good point.

For me personally, I use to be man with a very active sex life. I was a sex addict for decades. Driven by it. Had to have sex daily, and be in poly relationships to have even more sex. When I got into spirituality, I went cold turkey in a path of shedding attachments. I haven't had sex in 3 years. I had offers throughout these years, but turned them down. And now I don't know if I ever will go down the path of being a sexual person again. Sure, if an amazing women I connected with on a deep level showed interest, I would most likely want to experience that. Overall I don't miss it much. The thought of trying to convince anyone of anything seems just uninteresting to me now. I'm just as fine never having sex again.

I think you're alluding to an Atheist version of death. Death is nothingness, and infinitely conscious. Anything you can think of that it is.....that ain't it. It can only be experienced and fully understood through direct experience.

I've had a couple of very similar experiences. Funny thing was, for me it was a very low dose of mushrooms, like 1gm, but it triggered a panic attack to such an extreme degree, I was just like this guy, repeating words over and over, caught in horror loops, fear of dying, screaming, psychosis. EMTs came and strapped me to a gurney. Had to eventually stick me with a needle to drug me into unconsciousness, as I was turning blue from hyperventilating from the screaming. As the OP said, you have to take psychedelics serious, as even a small amount can have the potential to have grave effects. They can effect every person different, and even every trip can be vastly different. You have to be dedicated enough to risk a nightmare, to receive the heaven they can show you.

Open your clown chakra to find the humor in life.

He said he is taking a 30 to 90 day retreat to integrate his latest Awakenings. It's been about 40 days since his last video. Beyond that nothing is known. On a separate note, most of videos are about guiding you to awakening. Everything has been said. More videos aren't needed.

@Joshua Deveau Thank you for sharing these. Great for people to see the actual deed being done.

The 'Truth' is that everything is within consciousness, You are consciousness, You are the creator of everything in consciousness. Everything appearing within consciousness is your imagination. Your thoughts, your body, your feelings, worries, other people, the outside world, all are happening within consciousness, which is You. Death is imaginary. You (your individual life/limited perspective) are already dead/never existed, as your life is all a dream being imagined by God which is you. Max is a dream character. Consciousness cannot end, as it is all there is, for eternity.

How did you come to this realization? Just curious.

Racetrack?

@Leo Gura I'm sure you are, but please be documenting your journey. It may be important for historical purposes.

Leo, if you are all there is, you are only ever talking to yourself. Seems like for the longest time you had frustration for yourself (ignorant people on this forum). You know you are love, so it's nice to see you showing love for yourself (ignorant people on this forum). I'm happy for you. Sounds like a deep connection to Love.

Well, maybe think of it this way. Right now you live from a perception of separateness. All your problems and suffering is a result of separateness. If you awoken and realized you are creating literally everything, it's all your dream that you are imaging, all other people are just your imagination, how would this effect how you perceive your life? Would you have conflict with others if you knew they were you/your creation? Not as a concept, but as an absolute truth. Would you get upset, knowing you created what is upsetting you? The image wouldn't change, but how you perceive it would change. Once you awaken to your absolute true nature, all there is to do is enjoy the show you are creating. Knowing you are both the all of infinity and the limited form you are experiencing, and whatever is occurring this moment is absolutely perfect.

Realize that unless you have an Awakening, all this is not going to make sense and just be concepts to you, so don't let it fuck with your head too much. Your limited consciousness can't understand. If you really want to know what is going on, then work towards awakening. If not, then just enjoy the ride. Either you awaken and know how everything works while you're 'a person', or you die and find out then.

Just a fun collaboration among friends.

Post-apocalyptical. I was a huge Mad Max fan as a kid, so a couple years ago I did a series of Post-apocalyptic style modeling shoots. Here's another. @electroBeam Not sure what the photographer used for post.

This photoshoot of me seems appropriate for the current apocalypse.