Athemnajar

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  1. Hey @Santiago , I can totally relate. I am suffering from OCD since I was 10. To mention , It started when my mother died and I had not cried since she died. I was very acute in class since then, but lack of maturity that time didn't allow me to articulate the issue that time. By I am 20 , I was feeling very bad , I saw a psychiatrist and it's been a long journey since then. Some improvements but psychiatrists and psychologists truly help a lot. Anyway, I saw a good psychiatrist last week, she said I am carrying emotional baggage of my mother's death and I need to cry it out to heal the wound. I am at that stage. The difference it made in last 4 years is that I am now more aware of my symptoms and disease then before and I can do much better to heal than before. By the way, You just articulated my issue in a whole new better way that I couldn't have done on myself about peripheral vision and stuff. Thanks. Hope I could meet you. Pardon I am very conscious about everything.
  2. I am on medication for 4 years. I am currently suffering an OCD relapse after improvement.
  3. Hey, I am suffering from OCD. Psychiatrist and psychologists say I have emotional baggage of my mom's death. They say I have to cry it out. But I can't. Anxiety is at its peak. I try to meditate also but that doesn't work much at this stage. Any advice besides psychiatrist treatment?
  4. I have OCD . Usually I find myself lost like where I am , why I am , what I am may be due to obsessive thoughts I find myself indulged in where I am. Doctors are not helpful to a extent. I observed that I am breathing very shallow and fast in chest. Though when I Breath deeply for seconds , I find myself very calm and centered . OCD don't bother then. I face resistance when I try to breathe deeply. Any places where I can learn breathing with like minded people ?
  5. @Leo Gura When I had started indulging in PD simultaneously same incident to me as with Leo that ended up in visualizing myself in great body. I became aware of all the shifting of limiting beliefs in my psyche. Also, I didn't know about Leo work at that time. All the LoA theory was resonating with my health. I am fit and healthy physically. Now My life perception has become like this that Why should grinding be done in every facet of life when subconscious mind/LoA can make that happen effortlessly. (Procrastination excuse) Whenever I start stepping up , resistance/procrastination/ego backclash prevents me from doing it. It triggers anytime anywhere when I know about the importance of action for myself. Now, I am overflown with information, I am just hiding behind the actual work by stimulating myself from low-grade things like internet, sports, porn, rsd pickup videos, and all other shit. Also, I stopped reading books because of mental masturbation. I am not able to apply and stick anything in my life. How do I step up ?
  6. @Leo Gura When I started indulging in PD simultaneously same incident happened to me as happened with Leo that ended up in visualizing myself in great body. I became aware of all the shifting of limiting beliefs in my psyche. Also, I didn't know about Leo's work at that time. All the LoA theory was resonating with my health. I am fit and healthy physically. Now My life perception has become like this that Why should grinding be done in any facet of life when subconscious mind/LoA can make that happen effortlessly. (Procrastination excuse) Problem is that how I get my subconscious to work. Whenever I try to visualize, meditate, read books etc , resistance/ego backclash prevents me from doing it. It triggers anytime anywhere when I realize about the importance of action for my growth. Now, I am just overflown with information, I am just hiding from the actual work by stimulating myself from low-grade things like internet, sports, porn, rsd pickup videos, and all other shit. Also, I stopped reading books because of mental masturbation. I am not able to apply and stick anything in my life. How do I step up ? Any advice is valuable this time. Thanks in Advance ! @Strikr @Amanaki @SriBhagwanYogi @Shiva @tsuki @Emanyalpsid @peanutspathtotruth @tentacion @Michael569 @Poop @Greatnestwithin @Marcell Kovacs @now is forever @Dinesh Karki @ActualizedDavid @LastThursday @Shroomdoctor @seaneyboyjazz @Freyah @Naviy @Luka Tepic @Ampresus @Salvijus @bejapuskas @Maximus @Seed @Charlotte @Wyze @AMS @Extreme Z7 @cena655 @Rilles @Aimblack
  7. @Brittany @Sahil Pandit @aurum @kieranperez Thanks a lot guyz ! Appreciate it !
  8. @Leo Gura If a beginner wants to find a real mentor (not virtual mentor) for fitness, he could humbly approach the fittest person in any or his gym and take real advice. In case for money, Where he can find a real mentor (millionaire) to improve his mindset and relationship with money ? @aurum
  9. When I sit to journal about my life purpose , I am not able to come up with answers.
  10. When I try to dig deep within myself, I couldn't ask questions to my higher self or intuition, I just come up with superficial abstract answers from my lower self. It happens also when I try to visualize, my lower self gets over conscious and trigger resistance when digging deep in my soul.
  11. When I try to dig deep within myself, I couldn't ask questions to my higher self or intuition, I just come up with superficial abstract answers from my lower self. It happens also when I try to visualize, my lower self gets over conscious and trigger resistance when digging deep in my soul.
  12. When I try to dig deep within myself, I couldn't ask questions to my higher self or intuition, I just come up with superficial abstract answers from my lower self. It happens also when I try to visualize, my lower self gets over conscious and trigger resistance when digging deep in my soul.
  13. When I try to dig deep within myself, I couldn't ask questions to my higher self or intuition, I just come up with superficial abstract answers from my lower self. It happens also when I try to visualize, my lower self gets over conscious and trigger resistance when digging deep in my soul.
  14. How to make your own personalised and customized vision board ?
  15. How to make to your personalised and customized vision board such as shown ?