Lucas Lousada

Life itself is designed on purpose to prevent people from getting enlightened

I was reading some random Bible chapters and I realized it evolved from unconditional LOVE... to acts of hate and ignorance. I mean, every chapter goes on and on in HUMANS saying that other HUMANS are wrong, evil, bad, disgusting, hateful... just because they : eat seafood cut their beards eat pork a man sleep with another man a woman do not obey separating HUMANS from GOD more and more, until its SO SEPARATED that the Apocalypse comes and that is the END Religious people read the bible and use it to prove that hating a man if he is gay is ok... but the REALITY is that it is not, its soooo NOT OK that there is an APOCALYPSE after all this... The bible is not a story to FOLLOW .. its a story to AVOID..

Life itself makes no sense if you think about it. Life is just a short period of time that you stop experience NOTHING - which is EVERYTHING... to experience a tiny bit of time of such few stuff. But again, isn't that beautiful? you gave up EVERYTHING for this. Living in society, having duties and rights, earn money, build a life, even bring in more life into existence if you intend to have children and so on. Every ego is an universe itself, when you let go, a whole universe will vanish. If a universe is uncomprehensive .. try thinking smaller. Do you want to be a SUN or a Black Hole? Sun gives its energy for NOTHING in return, and because of that there is Life in some planets Black holes are bigger and stronger but they just harvest energy giving almost nothing back But BOTH are needed, our galaxy would never exist if it wasn't for a big black hole in the center of it. You are here to learn to love black holes and suns, "good" and "evil"

This is really beautiful, but I gave up my belief of self, I dont think I explained that in the post... I mean, There are definitely diferences between humans - that go back to that old tale of the Wolves inside you that are fighting and wins the one you feed ( good / bad ) some people feed themselves with negativity and some with positivity and I do believe that we are just part of a field, and in a large scale, there could be a lot of really bad people, but there are as many as good people, so its in balance, so does not matter at all ( if someone destroy a planet with a deathStar, for example ).....

First of all I am not here to discuss gender or sexual orientation I am thinking about it in a soul sort of speaking and I just used Male and Female as comparison to Yin and Yang Because I understood the LIFE grew up with no-biological gender, and that evolved for some reason as it is in our reality on earth. To evolve we had to separate, for some reason I still don't fully understand yet, but had some thoughts about it, here they are: Being life as a Single object that can bring more life, by multiplying, dividing and separating, We could experience FULL CONSCIOUSNESS At some point in time, within evolution, something triggered this to change, and male/female species were born, and to "BRING LIFE" now we had to "copulate" with each other, this evolved until this point in time where there are humans and male/female in all complex organisms. So this must be important to EVOLVE the "BODY" a male or a female cannot create life alone, they need each other to do so. What if part of what is known as CONSCIOUSNESS is divided by male and female too. ( but not necessarily a """""femeale soul"""""" needs to be inside a woman body ) and vice versa. Thats why sex is so good, because LIFE wants to go on itself.. and now its only by SEX that we can do this. I divided this souls with some diferences I saw in people and tried to empathize with them. For me its really hard work to thing about what someone said and go inside this with ( what were the possible paths this person had to take to say this ) or ( what are the possible consequences ) this requires me a massive amount of energy to process and I would think about maybe 1 or 2 only. But for some people this goes viral, they can lose theirselves in this thoughts and its as hard for them to stop, as its hard for me to start thinking about it. """"Male souls""""" havers... can relate a little bit more with other """male souls"""" and vice versa So, what if, female souls could understand all the paths of the souls, but male souls are the ones who have to chose the path, and not knowing that MALE and FEMALE are the same thing, male souls started decaying and separating even more from female souls... and female souls are trying everything to bring it back... but they are tired because has been 13.8billion years minimum and they are almost on the point of giving up. Please help with thoughts

take ayahuasca

its like borning again

This is life in essence.. Life is creating more and more physical bodies that lasts even more and more so it have time to accept this "dead" thing. and once its accepted, it will cease to exist and become nothing again... and by life I mean this non-dual conscious

If you find the right person they can sell you real passports but should be expensive. I never DIG that deep in the dark web, I barely scratched the surface. Usually people go illegal inside a country ( mostly as studants or even tourists ) and THEN buy an illegal passport / document That they use to work on not-that-much-restric-jobs like cleaners / kitchens / delivery etc you will never see a CEO using an illegal document and building a carrer Those fake documents are easily spotted when checked and just gives the person a false perception of security. about all the other things you can buy in the dark web. I prefer to have NO PROFF if they are fake or real as I believe its pretty real cause human being sucks

equilibrium. took your ego life as serious as you took your spiritual life. I understand "ego problems" are SO INSIGNIFICANT when you achieve enlightenment that you find yourself silly for giving attention to it when you do. But remember, this thing you call silly are programmed INSIDE YOUR BODY, your mindset is PHYSICAL, and you use this body to live your ego live. And its important to your ego to keep your ego life as much as its important to your conscious to keep it away find a balance between those 2 and "talk to yourself" so you can "both" agree in how you deal with your life

This draw I tried to recreate the most mindfuck experience I had. I was the form of life draw as a human being, but GIANT, as big as the whole universe, trying to hold nothingness ( draw as the line cracked and entering my body ) and I realize I was this "NOTHING" and if I could cease this explosion of nothingness I would disappear as I am this nothingness, and I was crying all the time, felling my tears as feeling of "I AM SORRY, I dont want to disappear right now and because of that, you must still exists and I know that this hurts you"

your ego life is as important as your "god" life. enjoy. about objectification of woman ( or humans beings in general ) as long as you dont do any harm in a strip club, you are as an object as they are inside that place. And I am sure you wont think all woman MUST do the same as those girls all time time to please you, I think its ok.

namaste

@Arkandeus, that must have been the most beautiful experience ever. could feel your love from your words, thanks for sharing it

Ok, I have been there, and its real, passports, drugs, assassination lists, sex dolls, all the weird shit you can think.... It will not jump in front of you, you kinda need to know what are you doing. its like enlightenment backwards, you have to look deep in shit to find something that will change your life for good... I can say Im never coming back..

If you have the power to end it, you have the power to change it. whatever it is. There is no such thing as too small and there is no such thing as too big, you view yourself as a potato but a potato is its own universe and so are you

just dont

You must experience it, there is nothing anyone could say that explains it fully

Life and nothingness are the best loop At the right side nothingness wanting to exist at the left side existance trying to hold up nothingness But if the left side could handle nothingness back it will stop existing as it only exists to HOLD nothingness

and why is so easy to feel enlighten using them... I usually get a small dose of THC and its so easy and simple to enter a mindful state when I meditate. even though I have been in that position too many times, when I am clean, its almost impossible to have those sensations... WHY?

all religions are the same history seen by different people with different lives... almost all modern religions are just a bunch of money making companies masked

That was a break-point we all have when pursuing enlightenment, there is no coming back from it and you kinda have to deal with it. Ignorance is a bliss, you may say. Everything in EGO life is meaningless once you have an enlightenment experience but remember: Yu body is a cage, that keeps you from dancing with the one you love, and your mind have the key. When trying to enlighten again, before any meditation you could try to create a shield for your body, that you can always go back, and that fear of stop existing suddenly will be less terrifying, mind and body are connected, they are part of the same organism, the conscious created the body and they are dependent . if the mind did not needed a body, universe itself would not exist at all, try giving you body ( ego life ) as much attention as you give your mind when meditating. If I make no sense at all, I could try to explain in some other ways

its an amazing conflict, indeed

as the Devil, I know that I am god too.. I am the conflict of non-duality on itself, creating duality and everything else.

I read something about "why I stopped pursuing enlightenment" here in an old post.. and I can say I am into it now. I quit trying to feel enlighten everyday as it was conflicting with my EGO life... I mean.. I did not forget that I am all and all is me.. I remember it all.. I just had a deep conversation with my EGO and I proposed to it "lets have an EGO life then, help me when I die" I am keen to improve my ego life, e.g. great carrer, family, love, life.. all sort of things that simply dont exist once you are enlighten... in exchange, the ego will help me to kill itself once there is no body to be inside...