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Tom T replied to Tom T's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thankyou for the responses everybody it’s muchly appreciated And yes @Leo Gurathe cabin idea sounds sweet im going to look into that !!! And @Jordan94 the ashram meditation also sounds like a good potential idea to Id never though of that thankyou for mentioning it although I do prefer the idea of doing it all solo by myself. And yes My @Joseph Maynor my plan is to do this whole spiritual enlightenment process at home while still being able to engage with the world, I do have a daily spiritual practice but I don’t think it’s enough. I can go to some reallly deep levels of concious during my meditation but then for the rest of the day I’m just distracted with life aha. I find it almost impossible to maintaine mindfulness through out the day while having to do survival stuff where I have to think about how to keep my self alive which is the opposite of enlightenment work. And I feel like if I was being constantly mindful all the time then I’d get literally fuck all done and then I wouldn’t be able to acomplish anything I want to get done. I think that’s just my ego being sneaky and lookin gets for any excuse for me not to kill it lol but it’s a pretty good one. I also find it really hard to dysapine myself to be mindful in the shower, while eating, Doing work. I know I’m not the only one the struggles with this but it’s mega hard work aha so that’s why I think pulling my self out of the rat race and go living in a cave is the way forward aha. But it thank you everyone I appreciate all he reply’s sending much love to you all !!! Hope you’d are all doing well ??xxxxx -
Iv Been thinking that if I don’t become enlightened within the next 5 years then I may go live in a Spanish cave somewhere and just meditate 24.7 for like 3 to 5 or 10 years or so. I would just meditate at home but a cave is rent free so I’d rather do that. Im just wondering has anyone else also thought about this and if so have you given any thought as to how or what you would eat as I doubt there would be any shops close by and I wouldn’t want to hunt. I know @Leo Gura has mentioned this many times, Leo or anyone else who has thought about this, have you thought about how you’d eat in this cave you speak of? If so lemme know
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Aha I bet Leo’s had a maha samadhi
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Tom T replied to Tom T's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It sounds to risky for the heart -
Hey just writing an interesting trip report about my friend who has paranormal ability’s and took 5 meo dmt. I think many people on here would be interested. So last night me and my friend who claims to have claravoiant paranormal ability’s took a dose each of 5 meo dmt last night. This was his first time so I gave him 30mg and I’m really sensitive to it so I just took 10mg. Before we took the substance I told my friend to imagine that we are in a place where existence hasn’t happened yet and we are in nonexistance. As we were going deeper into the trip I was trying my best to guide him into the absolute nothingness as much as possible and we went deeeeep !!! Anyway during this experiance I went to hold his hand to guide Him through the death and in this moment he could not stop shaking his legs. He claims he was getting visions into the future of wars becuase the vibration on the planet is so low he said their will have to be lots of blood shed in order for a new higher consciousness world to form where everybody knows about spirituality. Then we looked into my eyes with my hand in his hand and he claims he could see thousandssss of my past life’s in one millisecond. He was looking into my eyes and he said that he can see my face changing into diffrent faces over and over and over and he could also see a thousand whole past life’s in one milliseconds. He was also talking about how we get to choose our own life before we come into this demensions but the deal is we don’t remember and when we reach higher levels of consciousness we can upgrade to new demensions etc but no demensions is better or worse than the other it’s just a new level. He was saying that he is seeing to much and that it’s to much for him to handle and it’s to much information at once. He also said that he saw his grandad at one point who is still alive today who showed him loads of things. And we both looked into the mirror after the peak and he said that his face turned into an old women, then an ancient tribal women, then a Indian man, then a Chinese person etc and I was looking in the mirror and I just saw my face as normal. After the our trip had wore off we decided to dive back in and take 10mg more each and we both went really really deep. He was in a meditation position on the floor in deep stillness with no claravoiance or past life stuff happening and I was lying on the floor in utter nothingness fully conscious of how reality exists becuase it dosnt exist etc and afterwards after the peak we played a game where we tryed to guess what we were both thinking so I went first And I was thinking of a perfect glowing white beach with a bright blue sky and he instantly said “blue sky” I was like wtf !!!! Then I tryed and I got it wrong and then I thought of a number and I was thinking of 6 and he said 7. That’s pretty close but it could of been a coincidence. And then I thought of a few colours and he guessed wrong on all of them so I think the first two may of just been lucky/close conisidences. Then we played another game where he tryed to go inside my mind and as he was trying his hardest to go insides my mind I did feel a power taking over (crazy shit) and then I tryed to go inside his mind as hard as I could and I got an entire sense of his entire psyche and life it was crazy) I’m not sure if that was just my intuition or if I actually did tune into his mind I’m not sure if that was legit or not we were just experimenting like paranormal mad scientists lol. Anyway after the whole trip we sat in front of the fire and we was telling me about how he is sure he has met his future self before. He told me a really convincing story on how he is sure he has met his self when he was in his 20s. I’m not going to go into the story coz that will take a while but iv been researching time travel tonight and seen loadssssss of people claiming that they have met their future or past selfs before and it dose seem genuine but that dose not mean it’s real it could be a scam for all I know. But my world view I developing on it as iv only just discovered this as a possible real thing. Now don’t worry guys I don’t just blindly believe in any of the things I just said above. Maybe it’s all true or maybe it’s just all delusion I have literally no idea !!! But I do think my friend was experiencing some kind of claravoiance, past life stuff it could be all wrong and I don’t really care if it’s true or not true I have personally never experienced any of this so I don’t know but from what happened last night I’m he was experiencing this stuff for real !!! Lol if anyone had told me something like 2 years ago I’d just dismiss it as crazy talk. I actually met someone 2 years ago who claimed she had experianced past life’s and I dismissed her as mentally unwell so I do understand all you skeptics reading this but I think this stuff is legit and can be directly experienced by some people in fact last time I smoked just nn-dmt with the intension of tapping into paranormal demensions i did get a really paranormal vibe and i saw a spirit entity in front of me and it could intuite it saying “I can show you more” and I was like “noooo I don’t want to see any more this is to much”!!! Aha I thought I wanted to see the paranormal realms but once I jumped in I wanted back out straight away I didn’t want to know that much. I thought I did but I really don’t aha !! It sounds good on paper !!!! I’m sure some people like that sort of thing. I’m not sure if the entirety was just in my head or not but it was an hallucination either way either it was on the outside or the inside. The outside and inside are one either way anyway aha. So yeah that was the trip. I personally thought it was a really interesting night. i wasn’t aware that 5 meo dmt could do that to people who are paranormally sensitive but looking back it seems kinda obvious. So yeah that’s what I have to share hope you’s found this trip report interesting and safe tripping everyone !!!
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Tom T replied to Tom T's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah he said he’s been listening to a Spanish doctor on YouTube who gives his patients 70mg but 70mg is wayyyyy to much !!! -
Tom T replied to Tom T's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
And I also forgot to mention that if he dose take 70mg of this stuff it’s not going to be with my stuff. he will have to find it himself if he wants to experiment with that much. I think that’s wayyyy to much and might hurt himself or worse. -
Tom T replied to Tom T's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah that would not be ideal if I seriously hurt him. If I show anyone else I will give them 5mg before hand to see how it effects them. I totally forgot about the fact he could be allergic to it or if it had some weired effect on his body etc or something. I Will be more responsible with it in the future -
Tom T replied to Tom T's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah I probably should of gave him a lower dose to start off with. I definitely will in the future if I show other people. Lol he wants to experiment with a 70mg dose to see if that breaks the ego perminantly. I personally think that’s a irresponsible and stupid idea and strongly advised him to not do that aha but he wants to experiment with that it would be an interestingly experiment to be fair you never know it could just do the trick. But it seems very dangerous and stupid. Aha reality’s such a flimsy word you’d have to take them yourself and see if you think it works “equally” in reality. And yeah man me to I think it’s legit !! And thank you for be video man I will make sure I watch it tonight !!! -
I'm interested in experimenting with L-theanine, 5htp, detox pills, and Modafinil in the coming months. but does anyone know how many days roughly I should stop taking the nootropics so they don't affect my 5 Meo DMT and 2cb trips? I think L-theanine and 5htp taken a few days beforehand might be physically and mentally harmful i think i should stop taking them 3 to 7 days before i trip? what are peoples thoughts on this?
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Yesss autodidact is the way to go !!! I personally love it. Definitely do it if you feel it’s right for you !!
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Tom T replied to Leo Gura's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
hey, everyone, I'm new to this thread. I'm going to switch up my kriya practice to this below. (this practice is from the Santata Gamana book) I had been following the jp stevens book for a few months but i came across a technique that I messed up on and i didn't get what the instructions were saying and i was super busy so i didn't have a lot of time to sit down and figure out what it was saying but i have read 2 of the santata gamana books over the past week and I'm going to use these techniques below for my new practice and i have a question about it. my new practice is going to be 3x Maha Mudras 36x Kriya Supreme Pranayamas 3x Yoni Kriyas 3x Kriya Supreme fires 10 mins of witnessing the breath It says that I have to do this practice twice a day preferably in the morning and the evening. but i like to do my whole spiritual practice all at once. My plan was to do 30mins of this Kriya practice and then do 1hr of meditation and then do 30 minutes again of this practice. does anyone think that 1 hour is too short to do this practice again or do peeps think it would be an alright plan or do people think i should just follow the instructions and do this practice split by one in the morning and one in the evening? -
i was following the jp stevens book but about 2 weeks ago i messed up one of the new exercises i was learning and i was really busy so i didnt have time to sit for a few hrs and figure out how to do it properly. but now i have read the 2 small kriya books by Santata Gamana and iv decided that im going to switch up my practice... my new kriya practice will be 3x Maha Mudras 36x Kriya Supreme Pranayamas 3x Yoni Kriyas 3x Kriya Supreme fires 10 mins of witnessing the breath It says in the book that I have to do this practice 2 times a day, it says preferably once in the morning and once in the evening My question is what do people think about fitting this into one session? etc I do this kriya routine, Then I do an hour of a meditation practice then I do this kriya practice again straight after? do people think an hour gap is to short or do people think this is fine?
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Aha shit that was a bit of a stupid question, cheers tho man tis muchly appriciated
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I'm starting a few projects this year related to my life purpose which is all about helping people with emotional issues such a depression, trauma, social anxiety, low self-esteem/lack of self-love issues and helping people like this find inner peace and wholeness. I am starting a few workshop projects this year and I am wondering whether a simple disclaimer like this one below is enough to sue-proof my business? or do I need a Liability insurance as well? and if I need a liability insurance how much should I expect to pay for it? and is there anything else I should know about to help me with this? (also is it enough to just write a disclaimer or dose the disclaimer need to be backed up by some sort of legal thing that i have no idea about? this is the disclaimer iv created Warning: these workshops are not intended to replace the service of a physician or a therapist. what I am providing is not medical advice. If you have any reason to be concerned about any of the content listed in this workshop then you should consult your physician before coming to the workshop. By coming to this workshop you agree to take 100% responsibility for any advice you follow, and you agree to waive any legal recourse against Miraculous Shiftz or Tom Thomson (haha and yes i did copy the last part of the disclaimer from Leos forum guidelines where it says "you agree to take 100% responsibility for any advice you follow and agree to waiver and legal recourse against Miraculous Shiftz or Tom Thomson. (it didn't even occur to me i should make a disclaimer until i read Leos one for the forum aha !! cheers, Leo !!! would maybe and probably have got sued and became bankrupted in the future if I hadn't seen that !!! I'm an absolute noob with all these technical legal nuances of business and I was wondering if anybody could point me in the right direction?
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yess i also agree that your lp needs to be more specific. what specific problem do you want to solve? orrrrrr you could do a big research project on all these different issues and see which route you want to go down. I have no idea where you would start with a big ambition like that but you'll defos want to develop your self into stage yellow systems thinking. I'm not sure what skills you would need to develop, there are tons of books on Amazon on war conflicts, corruption and all the other things you mentioned most likely. id suggest reading a load of them and developing a big picture of all these subjects in conjunction with contemplation and then deciding which route you want to go down btw dont stop if you feel stuck !!! the world needs more people like you solving these kind of issues !!!
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Aha most people just get defensive when you try to give them valuable knowledge-it’s probs best to not even bother unless their defos intrested
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I love all of them but these have to be my top 5 and all his other contemplation videos he also has a video on his blog called something like "how its possible to understand reality better than PhD's" that's defossss worth a watch if you can find it !!!!!!!!!! that's by far one of my favourites to !!! all the above are the most foundational and fundamental in my opinion but this one is the most profound I think
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Leo, thankyou so much for your amazing life changing content. I have posted loads of thankyou comments on your videos but i'm not sure if you've seen any of them. Anyway (I will try to keep it short) I stumbled into your content about 2 years ago and at the time I was partying every night with a hard drug addiction, I had depression, I had really bad social anxiety and I was studying something I wasn't passionate about But now iv been doing 2 years of this work and my social anxiety and depression is non existent, iv been meditating forabout 2 years now, iv taken about 500mg of 5 meo dmt and 1g of 2cb over the past year and increased my consciousness alottt and experienced all the things you talk about in your enlightenment videos. im on track with my life purpose (not gonna lie as I go deeper into my sage work the more I see my career life purpose as a chore but I think that because im more fascinated by the world more than my narrow life purpose ) but anyway my life is superrr minimalistic and very basic which leaves lots of time for meditation, yoga, contemplation, books and my life purpose. (my parents and friends say im a boring hermit who has no life wasting his time just filling my head up with abstract philosophy in my spare time but they have no idea aha. .but iv just came back from my second 7 day solo meditation retreat with plans to do tunsss more of them in the future, I got a gram of 5 meo dmt and 2cb which should be arriving soon, I have a strategic plan in place to read many books over the next 5 years to develop that holistic understanding to become more conscious about government, turquoise visionary books for how the world could be, why wars happen, books about history and books to help me integrate all the spiritual traditions, books to become more conscious in language, how science works, quantum mechanics, evolution, chaos theory etc and many other thingssss (and by the way I contemplated your "what is intelligence" video and contemplated it for a week and then I took some 2cb and holy shittt that's just incredible !!!! But anyway I just wanted to let you know that I 100% do not take this channel for granted and that I am serious about this work and I want to just say a massssssivee thankyou for all your hard work man for producing all this massive high quality content !!!! you are a one of a kind human being and I just want to thank you for showing me my full potential and whats really possible to do in life !!!! my life would be pretty fucking shit if It wasn't for you !!! if I meet my financial goals within the next 5 to 10 years or so I will definitely be donating a large chunk to selfactualized.org to say a tangible thankyou for all your hard work !!! you'll be the reason I even managed to earn it in the first place !!!! by the way I have shown your intro videos called "the vision for the selfactualized life" "the big picture of self actualization" and "becoming a sage" to sooooooo many people trying to get people interested in self actualization but no one wants to do it, it completely baffles me how people can just throw such a resource away and never think about it again !!!!!! anyway sorry for the massive post !!! just want to show my gratitude and show that I actually do the work and that you have changed my life and that I am so so so grateful for all your hard work!!! once again I will say a massive thankyouuuuu and I hope your having a lush day man !!! sending you all the love from the uk man !!!! xxxxxx