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thankyou very much everyone for the reply it helped a lot !!!

I don't want to stop eating all meat I just want to cut out red meat. I eat red meat about 3 or 4 times a week and realize this is to much so I would like to find a substitute to red meat. I don't want to stop eating all meats, just red meat in biarticular.

I love it when top notch advanced gurus fall into similar traps us normal people can fall into from time to time. It just shows there also just human at the end of the day and it just shows you how deep this self actualization thing goes and how much more there is to understand... even if your a top notch spiritual guru like sadhguru or Ralston or ken Wilber or the deli lama etc there's still so much more to understand about reality and self actualization

this is a practice I learned of Sadhguru and its called the death bed practice. basically what you do is before you go to bed you sit on your bed and think that this is your death bed. you think to your self that you literally have 5 or 10 minutes to live and you look back and ask yourself "what have I done today that is worthwhile"? the way I have handled the past 24 hours was it worth while? because now I am dying !!! and then after you have done that you lye down for bed and you patend that you are passing away to death as you sleep. and when you do this you wake up the next day and your whole mission of the day is to basically not go to bed with regrets !!! and that's the whole technique and I belive that if you did this everyday of your life you would be much wiser and youd live a much more worthwhile life with not many regrets. I have been using the technique personally for 7 days and its already increased my wisdom by quite abit as I have I realized that I don't have enough laughter in my life. im so busy working on my life that I have no time for laughter and that has to change ! so i have create a 10 minute a day laughing habit which I learned off osho. it sounds strange but after you laugh for a long time you start naturally laughing for real at yourself trying to laugh and its definitely worth it life should be filled with more laughter I believe !!! I was dating a girl who I really liked recently but she wasn't interested in me and I was really gutted and attatched but now after doing this technique I am way above this problem and I feel like my neediness has decreased significantly i take my mum for granted less and less and less. i am really able to be present with her and attune to her more when im with her rather than just be lost in my head while spending time with her which is what i usually do. when my brother is acting up and being annoying I can keep my cool and love him unconditionally while not let my self survival agenda get in the way. i have realized that i need to be more internally vulnerable so i can fully experience the human experience more and that i need to embrace my insecurities and vulnerabilities more !!! and many other things and that all just after 7 days !!!! id totally recommend this technique to everyone and see how it goes I think its a really cool technique

thankyou for the replys everyone !!! tis muchy appreciated

what is the difference between ego and personality? I have heard in places that these are separate thing but im not to sure how or why. please share your insights if you think you might know the answer to this, thankyou

@Leo Gura your mg scales must be broken. I personally use mg scales for my doses and my scales are super sensitive to little doses. if anyone is looking for a way to dose id personally recommend these ones https://www.amazon.com/PoLLux-Precision-Portable-MilliGram-Digital/dp/B06XWBH633/ref=sr_1_1_sspa?keywords=milligram+scales&qid=1561418087&s=gateway&sr=8-1-spons&psc=1 you can never be sure that you might be sent a faulty one until you get them but my one works fine.

Thankyou very much for the reply everyone tis muchly appriciated

im currently training my hand for leos how to make a girl squirt technique and my question is how long dose it take for a women to cum off this? should I train my hand to do that motion for 3 mins? 5 mins? 10 mins etc? whats the average time for a women to cum off this if anyone knows?

@Leo Gura yes that's exactly what I meant when I say it can broaden your paradigm of spirituality and help you get a taste of the paranormal phenomena people talk about

I think its useful if you want to broaden your paradigm on spirituality !!!

this is my take on nn dmt This is my personal experience with NN-DMT. There's been two stages in my life where i have used this substance. The first stage was when i was a heavy drug user and into partying i used to smoke lots of nn-dmt and i loved the effects of it but back then i was within the materialist paradigm so i could smoke this stuff but not go very deep at all i just thought the whole trip was just some crazy hallucinations just happening in my brain and only in my head but now a few years later after lots of self actualization and deep spirituality work i have experimented with NN-DMT and it is nothing like it used to be for me. My trips of nn-dmt are absolutely crazy to say the least. I freaked the fuck out last time i smoked nn-dmt. It hits you straight away right after smoking it and it can kick you right in the balls lol. It blasts you into the astral dimensions within seconds and it can be such an overwhelming experience which can freak you out. nn-dmt is in a completely different ball park compared to 5 meo dmt. 5 meo dmt is amazing and also incredible for realizing that you are god but nn dmt is different, its more about helping you entre astral dimensions i believe, i could be deluded on that but right now that is my current paradigm on nn dmt is that it is a way to explore other reality's within the astral plain that you cant access with your human day to day consciousness . Last time I smoked NN-DMT I saw Multi coloured spirit bodies flying around my living room it was beautify but i also got a deep sense that i should not be here. That i have opened myself up to a realm i shouldn't play around with it was abit of a eary, dark feeling. I also got this weird feeling of infinity but it wasn't a regular infinity experience like on 5 meo dmt or something it had a totally different feel to it. It felt super dark, alien feel to it was crazy and towards the end of the trip i started laughing so hard at reality ! I think this was an coping mechanism to deal with the intensity of the trip and my friend was asking "what did you see and i replied back "what didn't i see" while in tears of laughter. I was so mind fucked by this point. After it had ended i was so glad it was over and im not sure if i will take it again. It was to overwhelming for me and i don't think its even useful for enlightenment work to be honest but that's just my opinion i bet there are lots of people who would disagree i think nn dmt is more for exploring the astral realms which is pretty cool but you have to be ready for a wild adventure lol and i think its definitely a good substance for anyone into enlightenment work as it can help you see the other side of spirituality which is all the paranormal phenomena and nn dmt can help open your mind to all of that and it can also help you directly experience a little taste or even a big taste of the astral realms etc. Which I am 95% convinced that nn-dmt dose. I think it helps you access other plains of existence that you cant access with normal everyday consciousness. I think dmt activates certain things in your brain which helps you literally tap into other dimensions that exist.

and heres the video if anyone hasn't seen it already

No way, that was a big picture inspiring video of who you could turn into !!! cant believe they took it down I loved that video !!!

That would be sweet for my self survival

Yess i'd 100% be interested in the conscious politics episodes !!! im currently reading one of your books on government on your book list so id defos be interested in that

this one?

I have recently got into reiki and think it can be an awesome tool for healing and selfactualization. Honestly if only just got into this so I haven’t had much experience at all but I think reiki can be beneficial for people with depression, anxiety and other emotional problems. I think it can also be helpful for people who already have a good emotional wellbeing to !!! Personally my meditation has sky rocketed after my first reiki. When I was getting the reiki done I also went into a total non dual enlightened 5 Meo don’t state which was pretty cool. So maybe you can use reiki for enlightenment (even tho google says no but I had a pretty deep mystical experience during my reiki session (but I have done 5 Meo dmt a lot so that will be a big factor for my enlightenment experience during reiki). I wasn’t enlightened after my reiki session but I did feel super high consciousness and clean headed and amazing !!! I felt so awesomeeeee !!! Also I usually wake up feeling so tired and cloudy headed but after doing reiki a I woke up feeling clear headed and amazing ! Reiki basically just makes me feel so good and awesome !!! I’m going to explore it More and see where it goes. this technique will be beneficial to you so I’d recommend checking it out for sure !!! also a side note if you have or know anyone who deals with paranormal spirits who feed off your energy and are always disturbing you etc then seeing an advanced woo woo reiki practitioner and tellling them about it and getting them to do some energy work on you to clear it maybe a good avenue for you to go down !!! also another side note: I’d be careful about mixing this technique with kriya yoga and other powerful yogas, breathing techniques, meditation retreats, psychedelics etc I’m not sure if this is safe or not but I will find out soon !!! So yeah reiki could could help you out and could maybe really help you so check it out if you are interested !!!

Time is a creation of the human mind. All their is, is the present moment. If you go back in time a billion years into the past you just get to the present moment, if you go to a billion years into the future you will just get to the present moment. That present moment is the exact same present moment that is happening right now in your experience. The present moment is eternal. The screen of reality is always the same but the things on the screen change. That at is my current understanding of time, contemplate this on a psychedelic and see if it’s true or not for yourself !!!

Hey guy, I’m starting a YouTube channel in the future which is related to my life purpose and I was wondering what the best and most affordable software would be for editing videos etc? If anyone has any suggestions that would be awesome !!!

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Thankyou so much everyone i am very grateful for your suggestions I will do some research into them and experiment with them and I’m using a windows 10 @ExodiaGearCEO

Thankyou very much man I will do some research into those two

So im new to romantic relationships (iv never been in one before) and over the past year or two iv been compiling a list of things from many different sources on how to create an awesome romantic relationship and i want to ask people who are experienced in long term relationships what they think of this plan etc iv created, and also if anyone wants to add something iv missed or thinks i should subtract something then please let me know below Iv also posted this because other people who are learning relationships could also take ideas from it and use it in their own lives but its mainly for my devilish egoic purposes? but anyway im NOT a relationship expert im more a romantic relationship theratition i haven't put an of this stuff into practice yet so i don't even know its a good plan but from all the stuff iv researched it seems pretty good. But yeah any suggestions or edits would be awesome if anyone has any experience Sooo... The relationship plan is this Before you get into a relationship make sure you... Love your-self fully so you are not desperate for love from your partner Have an abundance mindset with the opposite sex and date a lot so you develop an abundance mindset with the opposite sex. This will prevent neediness. Have sex 20x to 50x times with your new girlfriend or whoever your dating then spend 1 month or 3 months contemplating "sex dose not equal happiness or fulfilment" this should reduce your neediness for sex. That dose not mean you wont have sex ever again it just means you wont be desperate and become need for sex off your girlfriend. This is optional but have other friends who you occasionally hangout with so you are not needy off your girlfriend for friendship or companionship. once you have got all the above sorted I feel you are ready for a relationship. now im going to talk about how to manage the actual relationship its self to keep it interesting The first rule of the relationship plan is you never tell your girlfriend you actually have a relationship plan !!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol make sure your in a relationship with someone your compatible with. the second part of the plan is to only see each other once or twice a week to keep the spark fresh !!! the third part of the plan is tip that originated from Alpha Male Stratagies (which is a highly unconscious stage red/orange dating channel on youtube) even though hes super low consciousness he dose have a few good points about attracting women he says don't text a girl back for 1hour to 2hours to 5hrs or even 24hrs etc.. Now I personally don't like the idea of seeing a text and purposely not texting back. especially if its your girlfriend so I have developed a habit of only checking my phone for an hour or two daily in the evenings at a specific time daily So I am authentically not on my phone all the time and replying back straight away all the time because im genuinely not on my phone all the time. plus if your selfactualizing you shouldn't be on your phone 24.anyway if you can !!! only call her once or twice a week to ask her about her day but do not call her everyday !!! don't be to physically clinging with her. Don't be physically clingy. Don't hug her all night long in bed, don't constantly try to kiss her in bed, don't try to hug or hold her hand while on the couch all the time, this can look needy from her perspective if you are to physically clinginy. is this right? or is that abit over the top? what do people who are experienced in reltioships think of this rule? go on 2x dates per month (but never tell her were we are going make it a mystery date every time) and the other two times I see her per month just chill at home. by the way if anyone wants a giant list of date ideas I have compiled a giant master list and will post below this post !!! spontaneously give her a gift once a month or once every two months etc Flowers. Surprise her with a takeaway of some sort A love letter through her door or a naughty kinky letter through the door. Surprise her with her favourite chocolate and drink. A gift card to her favourite shop. Have a bubble bath with her. Gift card to a spa place . etc... but only give her a gift once a month or once every two months otherwise shell take it for granted after a while. Do a once a week 30mins eye to eye meditation if she likes it how to deal with her emotional bad moods. I have read David Deidas work on this subject and im not sure if I agree. im sure it works with practice but what your doing when you try to bring her out of her bad mood with humour is your rbasically denying her feelings and telling her the way she is feeling is wrong. heres what id rather do.. (this advice is from teal swan) I know many people hate her on here but weather shes a cult leader or not she dose have amazing content regardless !!! step 1: see her negative emotion as valid and important step 2: listen empathetically to her negative emotion in an attempt to understand how she feels. step 3: validate her feelings and let her know it as a valid thing to feel the way she is feeling etc "I can see why you would feel like that id feel the same if I were you" etc. step 4: just be there for her and support her with out trying to fix her negative emotion or what ever problem shes having. Offer no advice and just be there for her!!! what do people think of that in comparison to David Deidas advice on using humor to change her mood? I probably will experiment with both but what do other people think about this?? the last 3 rules of mine are... when the relationship gets more seious tell her you love her a lot in texts, on the phone, and in person and especially when your about to cum inside of her etc. (Leos tip) use leos how to have amazing sex part 1 and part 2 video and master that !!! also when the relationship gets serious get your girlfriend to write out a massive big list of things that make her feel loved in a relationship and I do the same and then give each other our lists and work on meeting those needs for each other in the relationship (but only when the relationship gets super serious) that exercise comes from teal swan and also it ties in with Leos video on counterintuivness when Leo talks about some counterintuitive insights into relationships. so if anyones experienced in relationships do you think this would work? or is it to much? is there anything iv missed that I should add or subtract? etc any advice on how I could edit it to make it better would be awesome !!! iv just been compiling this list in my mind and haven't shown it to anyone so to have some other opinions on it would be sweet !! thankyou much peeps xxx

Hello everyone and thankyou for the reply’s it’s nice to get some more perspective of this @Omni yes I do know what you mean. I read a quote by Osho on how love has to grow in a non demanding atmosphere and I think my plan dose not allow for that to happen. And yes !!! I know what you mean !!! I think I could still get to know her in the process of doing all this. I have actually thought about who I want which is a spiral dynamics stage green infj, infp, intp or enfp. But your other point on how I’d be worrying about getting all this into place I don’t think I’d struggle with that as I’m pretty organised but I think that plan lacks spontaneity which is a problem!!! @Devi Shanti yes that is some good advice of teal swan and also really? Even the dates and sex and the meeting each other’s needs exercise? Would you chuck all that away to? And if so why do you think that? Aldo Devi shanti I have to agree with you on the lack of spontaneity !!!!! It’s a MECHANICAL way to go about relationships !!! Would feel like a robot ? id really like to add more spontaneity to it some how while still managing the relationship effectively !!! and yes I also a agree that hiding the relationship plan from your partner is based on not true love but at the same time I feel like she’d get instantlyyyyy turn off if she knew I had a freakin plan lol !!! And might freak her outtttt !!! And to be honest I don’t think I’m ready for a true spiritual relationship that’s based on true love !!! I have to much devilry within me !!! To many needs and selfish desires !!! The relationship I have with a patenter in the near future will not be true love becuase i have to much ego for a relationship based on true love and non manipulation. I have read a book by osho called being in love and it’s about terquoise level non manipulative romantic relationships and that is something I aspire to in the future but right now in my sexual and romantic relationships development I’m probably at stage orange/green and literally incapable of true love I just need a basic ego fested relationship so I can work through my stage orange/green relationships needs over time etc. And awww thankyou v much Devi shanti I wish you all the best too !!! @SFRL Thankyou for the tips I will add that to my relationships insights list @Arcangelo And glad you like it and yes I like those ideas two ! I think a 30minite eye to eye meditation would be awesome if she is into it !!! Thankyou vey much everyone I really appreciate your feedback xxx much love to you all !!! Xxx