VictorB02

@Lila9 @enzyme @Federico del pueblo @somegirl @Kuba Powiertowski Thank you for your reflections ❤️

Just Love and a little bit of Montana herb

I see your past efforts. I hear your love and optimism. I feel your sense of purpose and mission. Thank you past me. Thank you. I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for YOU!

I am starting this journal because I want to hold myself accountable for the things I set out to do. There is just something really cool about holding a public journal, it adds an extra "spice" if you will to the whole journaling process. Anyways, Victor - it's time to stop smoking weed. The constant back and forth of should I stop or should I quit has now come to an end, it just isn't worth it anymore. I have exhausted every way in which I could make smoking weed work with my current lifestyle, but to no avail. This is a new starting point for me, a new horizon. A certain excitement and optimism fills my heart when I think about quitting, now it is time to commit.

@OBEler @Tetrapeter Dang idk guys thats weird af. I think I saw another reddit comment about that or something. Not sure. Either way, the interview was good but not much more info was shared. The biggest takeaway I think is that the internal committee Grush brought this info too took him seriously and is now preparing to investigate. So, his status and claims are at least being taken seriously. So thats cool. We will see what happens

I found the link to the full interview guys. Its the very first video on the page that has the title "We are not alone" : https://www.newsnationnow.com/space/ufo/we-are-not-alone-the-ufo-whistleblower-speaks/ Thoughts after watching: - Awesome to hear Grush talk about quantum mechanics and how he thinks these alien could have came from different demensions, not necessarily a different location in space. - Very odd that Grush said he "wasn't approved" to talk about the Roswell crash and other topics - Grush said one UFO was as big as a football field. Thats insane - I thought the interviewer Ross did a great job asking questions @Tetrapeter I saw it was taken off YouTube. weird.

Now this is interesting... Submission statement - Picture 1 - fresco, from 1350, “The Crucifixion,” artist unknown, in the Visoki Decani Monestary in Kosovo, Serbia. Two odd-looking objects with “pilots” can be seen in the sky on both sides of Jesus. Link to op and more photos: https://www.reddit.com/r/UFOs/comments/147qiz8/now_that_david_grusch_has_revealed_that_the/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3 Pretty mind blowing stuff. I wouldn't be surprised if ancient human civilizations were highly advanced, just in a completely different way.

All you have to do is live it. If you are actually embodying this stuff and actually perceive the world from a Unitive perspective, girls will be incredibly attracted to that - not only because it demonstrates intelligence and maturity but also simply because its so radical and outside the norm of everyone else's worldview that if the possibility of awakening is there in their heart, they will just genuinely be attracted and interested in it. Don't force it.

I bet more people vote third-party this year than ever before

I have taken both. In subjective experience, I think that Modafinil is safer. It just feels like it has less of an impact on your dopamine system and nervous system as a whole, which leads to a very tranquil and balanced state of alertness. Vyvance was a whole ass experience for me when I took it one time working. It was fucking incredible and powerful, way more than modafinil. So yeah, my choice is modafinil. It's not the same type of high as something like vyvance which is good because it leads to more of a tranquil and peaceful alertness. There are also like 0 studies that say it negatively impacts anything long term which is cool. So I would say its safe in moderation

I was gonna say Meister Eckhart, and some good translated books by Rumi are really profound.

My all time favorites, I will probably watch these until the day I die: Had an awakening watching this one: And my absolute favorite. Such a profound transmission: Been an og follower since 2015. I have such profound and fond memories of listening to Leo's videos 6-7 years ago in high school. They really opened me up and guided me onto the path.

Here are a few videos that just dropped from the journalist who interviewed the UFO Whistleblower tonight. He gave it a few hours ago but for some reason I can't find the full thing online yet. (if someone finds it pls link it here) It will be interesting to see how this turns out. If the Whistleblower is going to Congress then I hope to God they actually do something about it.

Jesus you guys are hard to please... I would not want to be your girlfriend. Next time I'll make sure its a crystal clear 4K video at 120 fps with perfect lighting and exposure before I upload it here - Thanks for being a good sport with an open mind

Yeah it is kinda ridiculous. But I know a lot of us can be almost dependent on them. It's just a fun excerise. Almost like asking with anything in life (relationships, job, etc..): "What If I really put this down and stepped away from it? What would happen?"

I would second that. I've had trips so dark I wanted to end it all if It didn't stop. Thank God it did.

Agreed. And I know, they really had the chance and completely fucked it up ? Here is another one of a different angle. Pretty interesting and definitely not a shadow: https://www.tiktok.com/@don_fluffz/video/7242569856996887850?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7204607226115687982

This is one of the best videos I have seen of the recent Las Vegas Alien incident: https://www.tiktok.com/@roycechristyn/video/7242638140622589226?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7204607226115687982 It's not clear but damn does that look like an alien. It might be the shadow of them walking though, can't tell.

Just wanted to share an Insight I had regarding free will. The insight is not that there is free will or there is not free will, but that it's both. It all depends on how you are looking at it, and the mind wants it to be one or the other, but its simply can't be one or the other, because it's not dualistic. Free Will isn't Dualistic. Its a Unity. From the human point of view - absolutely we have free will. We have choice. This is our life, and if we don't take care of it - the fruit will not bear. We have to tend to this garden or else the weeds will grow. That is absolutely true. From the Universes pov - "you" as a human have absolutely no free will at all. This is one cosmic movement. It's completely one thing, so it's impossible for "one part" to ever have true autonomy, because it's not actually a "part". It can't get outside itself. It is itself. It's one massive giant flowing river that nobody is control of or guiding. Its just doing its thing. So, I think most people get confused here because they are looking for either - YES! It is free will, or NO! It isn't. Even when you watch very intelligent people talk about free will, the paradigm they set up in their mind is that they either have to say yes or no. They don't realize it's both. They don't realize that their mind is bound to duality, not Reality. Reality isn't bound to Duality. It's beyond the mind. It doesn't have to be one or the other. Thats what makes this insight so cool and why I wanted to share it. This is the paradox of free will: You simultaneously have free will at the same exact time you don't have any at all. Its a mind fuck.

LOL! Yup I would do something similar, but there would for sure be a feeling of loss knowing I could never "go back" there.... or can we sober? Same.

@Godhead Thank you for your reply

Dude, I live in the PNW which is why I am so saddened by the current state of it. This is my own home too. You think I want it to be a war zone? And I know it's not all about us. But what help am I, If I can't even afford to fill up my vehicle, buy food, and rent a place for myself? Thats real life shit man. Thats struggle. Thats not coming from some news outlet. Thats coming from me going to the gas station, going to the store, and going to the apartment listings and realizing just how hard and difficult this is going to be given our current economy under the Biden admin. If we get 4 more years of Biden and no change to the economy, there is no fucking way I'll be able to meet my basic survival needs without serious help. Thats why this admin is frustrating to me.

Sure. I would say there is some Truth to that. And in many ways, I'm just acting out my Karma as a 23 year old, lol. But can you seriously say my points aren't valid, just because of my age? I'm open to being educated. I didn't mean to come in hostile. But these are just very serious questions that I have that seem to be the downfall of the left for me. This is why my intuitive alarms are going off. That's why I'm asking here: Why are democratically run towns destroyed by poverty and republican ones seems to be well kept, maintained, and cared for? Why are we allowing a president to continue making decision when he is obviously not cognitively healthy enough to do so? Why are we allowing thousands of undocumented immigrants and caring for them more than our own homeless citizens? Why does mainstream news outlets and the left hate Trump so much? Why are they so afraid of him? Why do they favor the left so much more? These are legitimate questions I am seeking answers for.

These are awesome insights. Thank you for sharing.

@ValiantSalvatore Yeah I get what you're saying. I see what you mean. I just felt compelled to share my perspective, especially because I feel this forum is really missing intelligent right leaning perspectives, but we can put it to rest. I was a bit too fiery today. Yeah we can agree to disagree there. Not even worth it. Now back to the good stuff...