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1.) the 34th one mentioned is "all identity is relative" while the 49th is "everything is relative"...how are these two different? 2.) the 11th... "quality of life/everything boils down to inner game" you mention all suffering is self-inflicted and we should perfect "the inner software of the mind because this is where we will unlock our potential in life"..., what are suggestions to help with this core principle,? are there any videos already on this topic?

thank you guys!

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hmm. The first person who introduced me to the whole realm of spirituality was Jordan, the creator of Spirit Science. I still to this day remember i was a senior in high school and stood up all the way until 4am watching these videos because i was so awestruck...law of attraction? crystals attracting stuff you want? astral projection? meditation? it sucked me in. After discovering this, i started discovering more and more green minded people, Teal Swan particularly stook out. I felt like she just gets everything. i discovered Leo around this time as well. His drive and no laziness way of working got me to stick around. THen during freshman year of uni i found out about Charis Melina Brown,...shes a shaman woman, super into divine femininity. Also one of our biology professors gave the most compelling lectures (he talked about infinite dimensions and parallel universes and all this Dr. Strange type stuff !!!) ill never forget that. He was so into his work Now i stick mostly to Leo and Teal +books on the booklist

she's a fraud, there are many videos outing her basically she deleted all of her facebook stats which was her supporting the black rights movement. her mom and her just wanted to become famous like that rd head girl

i doubt he'd make a 2+ hour video on shadow work, probably something to do with non duality

@JustinS how did you get in contact with him? i cant find anything on his webpage or fb regarding events

haa, i was just researching this for a whole hour before i opened this post

@wavydude reminds of the bible because it says woman cant have the same spirituality as men. Every month all progress is lost? then how do you explain the amazing female spiritual gurus/teachers

hmm, i wouldnt say hes not masculine type, kinda like inbetween? possibly thanks, i plan on doing that

lol Okay so my boyfriend of 6 months and i have a lot of similar interests, including meditation/ wanting to try psychedelics but hes not into the whole "self help" scene and thinks its a scam and a gimmick (which i cant blame him since many things tend to be). Whenever we had issues (like in our sex life) id show him some actualized videos to watch and he told me he cant get through even one because he hates how Leo seems to know everything but is just an "internet hoe" he also says he comes off as "arrogant, irritating, and annoying". SO obviously he just watches someone else, but a lot of the topics i tell him to try to understand (like the various meditation techniques, kriya yoga, enlightenment theory and stuff, which he is interested in) he wont ever watch because he just cant stand Leo. It makes me think why does leo trigger him so much, and if i can do anything to lessen this (or help him uncover why?not to be triggered?) but then again i know that a person can only help themselves, so should i just ignore all this? but a lot of content leo says you cant really find anywhere else, well you can, but not as neatly put and consice/intellectually as leo makes it. We also want to learn how to properly take the good psychedelics and leos vids are the only quality ones i know of.

Up until now i always thought the process of realizing truth was always gonna be making us naturally more happy and blissed out, at least thats how ppl describe the monks to be. But seeing how we must accept all the shit/torture people do as beautiful as well freaks me out too much. Im not sure if ill ever be able to accept that, even now thinking about the person who bullied me when i was a kid and loving them nonetheless, my mind doesnt allow it. Does anyone here who does consciousness work for at least a few years have experience with seeing the "bad" stuff as awesome?

@Elisabeth eh..for now im not gonna do anything because i cant act like some sort of saint, i have ego issues too im more deeper into self actualization than he is, hes just at the beginning of discovering it, so i feel like it might be too rushed if i say "i think you cant tolerate him because of your ego. hes a mirror of all your insecurities"...im not sure how he would handle that haha. We plan on going to a vipassana retreat next year, maybe a better idea to bring it up after that

very good book. Im pissed that she shortened the amount of pages you can take a peek at for free lol

i was with you until the what does that mean? that the autonomic movements are thoughts?

Thats what i understood

Like hellspeed said, grounding will give you more energy, be in nature more. Also add some adaptogens supplements and nootropics. I read that you eat tomatoes, which is a nightshade veggie. Many people cant tolerate nightshades so maybe thats irritating you as well? I'd do the autoimmune elimination diet. It takes at least a year to see long lasting results.

?‍♀️?‍♀️?‍♀️ reminds me of the bible ?

i just started the stems yesterday and its already made me so much aware of my personal bs and how i always get in the way of being my best self. The book is probably the best thing to get lasting results. Its going to take at least 6 months, since you have to integrate 1 pillar at a time for at least a month. Stop affirmations. It wont help you get you to the root of the problem. The thing with affirmations is your body feels one way (i dont have self esteem/im insecure) yet you say to yourself contradcting thoughts like "i love myself" which isnt true at the moment. It just causes confusion in your body and you end up wasting an hour a day of your life. If the oyu get 6 pillars book, skip the theory at the beginning because its too excessive. Dont half ass it because you wont get any results.

@wavydude no ones forcing anything on him just recommendations that i mentioned twice @Aimblack thanks for the advice

never thought about it that way...

@NoSelfSelf i know rin from 50% off not free ahaha @Shin i dont know how i would bring it up to him, ...like "yeah you hate him because of your insecurities" i feel like anyway i would try to would just bring out denial. Maybe microdosing a psychedelic will make him more open to uncovering emotional stuff

@NoSelfSelf Rin!!!! thank you true, but im not sure if its too early for me to bring this up if hes not ready to hear it. Im not even sure how to fix this in myself, like when i see a person i hate.

this is a classic example of low-self esteem. Work on raising your self esteem, then the embarrassment will disappear