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Chapter 77 3rd November. 4th November I'm just a total mess right now. Can't sleep. Emotionally exhausted. Feeling bitter and bored. Life sucks big time. I wish I had found this journal a long time ago. My soul should be taken away. From October 17 till now it has been excruciating 16 days. I remember Oct 16 buying something for. Did I talk to him on October 20 again. Maybe I can check.. My only peace is the pool game, Wicca practice and this journal, a few video games.

Chapter 76 Wicca started on 21st September

Chapter 75. The past 20 days have been a horror ride for me emotionally. So much I went through I just felt helpless.

Chapter 74 Today is an emotional day. I had emotional moments on October 23. And now I'm still having a hard time dealing with things. I have decided to finally leave and give up. I'm not putting any more effort. Enough is enough. I try to be nice. But If someone has to just hurt me and get at me all the time, you just can't do anything about it. Today is November 2. I have been dealing with too much. Yesterday I had a full emotional rant on everything he said. It was constantly in my head. I am too much in it to feel okay. I just don't want my life to be ruined anymore. He has been a bitch. Nothing short of a tormenting bitch.

Chapter 73 I'm under a lot of stress. I love this person infinitely. But at some point I will have to break free. It's very confusing and difficult. I love him immensely. I possibly cannot live without him. He is the love of my life. But it's difficult to live with him. It won't be possible for me. I feel very bad and this love has been like a punishment. My heart is broken. I feel absolutely miserable. God knows my heart. My heart is pure. I felt terrible guilt every day. I pray to God that he understands what is happening with me. This is probably the greatest injustice in my life. To love someone so much, to care for them so much to know there will no happily ever after is just so painful. God should do justice to my feelings. I have never felt so strong for a man in my life. Or even a person. I feel like I can die for him. It's madness. I love him truly madly deeply. And I am totally confused. Because there is this terrible guilt in me. He is my greatest passion, my greatest desire, never have I felt overcome by emotion in this manner, never I have felt so strongly to have someone. He is the only thing I want. My life has no meaning without him. God can hear my screams. God can feel how much I want him and yet I can't have him. My dream will never be fulfilled. It's an empty dream. I want to be buried next to him. I know this will never happen. God knows my burning desire. It's unjust. My life is in the middle of a standstill. God please hear me out. Put an end to my restlessness. Give me peace when I'm gone. Unite me with him in heaven if not on earth. Unite me with him in spirit. I have hungered for him since a long time. I have grown weary. Love has driven me crazy. All I see is him in my heart and soul and mind. I feel deep sadness and my heart is broken because what I wanted the most is what I willl never have. A man lives for his desires. I will never be fulfilled or happy because I know my desire has to be buried. I never had great desires. This is one thing I wanted the most is to be with him in life and in death. I want to be with him peacefully in heaven. God your greatness is unbeatable. Give what people need. Give them your grace. I've been driven mad by his love. It's very painful to love someone knowing you will never be there with them. It's a punishment for life. Guilt, pain and agony have consumed me. I feel guilty for everything. I feel the pain of having to lose someone I consider the most precious. I already feel the loss. I feel lost too. Evrything is a blurr. God you know my heart and you know I did not do anything wrong. I have fallen in love. This was my greatest mistake, my greatest pleasure, my greatest joy and my greatest punishment, all at once. God find a way through this mess in such a way that he ain't hurt I respect and deeply admire him. I wish I could be with him forever and into the afterlife. God have mercy on my soul. God knows the truth. Make him happy. Make him good. I cannot live without him. Take care of him God. I have no ill intention or bad motive. I have no hidden motive. I had no impurity or greed or any malice or any conspiracy in my heart. My heart is pure and innocent. It has not lied whil431e loving him.

Chapter 72 Today is 1st November. I accomplished some of the tasks from my tasks list today. So I feel good. I did good. Cheers to myself. I'm going to elaborate on the white hole and the swan room concept. And going to implement these concepts since 1st November. [2018]

Chapter 71 Zveth, Zhin and zee together form triquetra or triple circle. 3 circles. Triquetra. Or triple circles or rings. Zveth represented by any knot. It's a life force present in everything. It binds. It's the soul. The symbol of the knot is ~°~. Zveth knots can be seen in pentacle pendants. Also represented by a ring sometimes. The smallest ring will be Zveth. 3 symbols - small ring, any knot, Celtic knot without circle, or ~°~ Zhin by a smaller ring. zee by a larger ring. Zhin and zee are together to represent character or spiritual quality and spiritual force or strength. This is a double ring. Along with Zveth it will form a triple ring.

Chapter 70 October 31 Halloween.

Chapter 69 The spiritual force or energy can be called zee. This is the energy that binds together Zhin, and Zveth. Even Dzhin. Now the trio combination of Zveth, Zhin and zee is a holy trinity represented by the triple. By a triskele or a triple spiral, or three circles joined together. It's unsure what the symbol of Zveth should be. It needs to be changed. It can be a plain circle. Or an oval hollow. It can be shown as ~°~. Chapter 67 Updated Chapter 57 and Chapter 58 Chapter 57 Medal or Pendant representations 1. Dzhin - pentacle 2. Zhin - ring..ring pendant. 3. Zveth - flame or egg or any oval pendant. Both teardrop and oval are okay. Teardrop, oval or egg shape pendant. 4. Itztli - Vase or pot that keeps filling like an infinite pot or bottomless well. .. Infinity pendant or ring. Or a vial pendant containing salt. 5. Solis or Sol . God consciousness /sol[Roman] = fire + spirit + water + storge + salubris +sophos[curative] + air + Solis + karma. Sol is represented by a circular disc pendant. A larger representation is a huge disc or plate. You can use a large dinner plate. You can also use a sun pendant. 6. Unfulfilled desires skull ring or skull pendant. A larger representation will be a huge skull on a skull box. Also a dish having five filled circles inside this box . 7. Raum or MALPHAS - letter T or raven bird - letter T pendant. This is not a cross. Or a raven bird or crow pendant. A larger representation is an artificial raven bird decoration piece. 8. Meszezeteotl - pentacle pendant same as Dzhin. A larger representation is a black trapezoid. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Chapter 58 6 elements of the human body. 1. Body 2. Mind 3. Spirit or Zhin 4. Soul or Zveth 5. God's spirit or Dzhin 6. Itztli or consciousness Each to be represented by a ring forming six interlocked rings. The combination of Zveth zhin and zee to be represented by the triple spiral, triskele or the 3 rings or circles intertwined

Chapter 68 October 31. Halloween. An important festival. Today will be the day with my friends in the evening.

Chapter 67 Updated Chapter 57 and Chapter 58 Chapter 57 Medal or Pendant representations 1. Dzhin - pentacle 2. Zhin - ring..ring pendant. 3. Zveth - flame or egg or any oval pendant. Both teardrop and oval are okay. Teardrop, oval or egg shape pendant. 4. Itztli - Vase or pot that keeps filling like an infinite pot or bottomless well. .. Infinity pendant or ring. Or a vial pendant containing salt. 5. Solis or Sol . God consciousness /sol[Roman] = fire + spirit + water + storge + salubris +sophos[curative] + air + Solis + karma. Sol is represented by a circular disc pendant. A larger representation is a huge disc or plate. You can use a large dinner plate. You can also use a sun pendant. 6. Unfulfilled desires skull ring or skull pendant. A larger representation will be a huge skull on a skull box. Also a dish having five filled circles inside this box . 7. Raum or MALPHAS - letter T or raven bird - letter T pendant. This is not a cross. Or a raven bird or crow pendant. A larger representation is an artificial raven bird decoration piece. 8. Meszezeteotl - pentacle pendant same as Dzhin. A larger representation is a black trapezoid. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Chapter 58 6 elements of the human body. 1. Body 2. Mind 3. Spirit or Zhin 4. Soul or Zveth 5. God's spirit or Dzhin 6. Itztli or consciousness Each to be represented by a ring forming six interlocked rings. The combination of Zveth zhin and zee to be represented by the triple spiral, triskele or the 3 rings or circles intertwined.

Chapter 66.. The spiritual force or energy can be called zee. This is the energy that binds together Zhin, and Zveth. Even Dzhin. Now the trio combination of Zveth, Zhin and zee is a holy trinity represented by the triple. By a triskele or a triple spiral, or three circles joined together.

Chapter 65 The black hole and white hole are two opposing concepts. Both are deep. Like bottomless wells. You can be too dark and negative and even lose the gifts you are given. Or you could be extremely positive and make the best out of what you got and expand and create something better and alternative and something magical, something you never thought you could do, come out of hopelessness and create something beautiful or wonderful or amazing out of your life. Both are bottomless. When you look down into it, it gets bigger and deeper each time you look into it, as you go deeper it gets deeper but it never ends. It keeps going deeper. You only keep growing towards infinite growth. Maybe this is what life is. A stopover. An opportunity of infinite growth for the soul. It's a phase between many phases of growth in the journey of the soul in the afterlife. And life is one stopover where the soul gets to grow and purify itself and get better through the use of the spirit and mind and consciousness. Maybe this is where the soul grows inch by inch and expands in its light, wisdom and goodness and divine intelligence. And life is limited by death. So the soul has a small window of opportunity called life in which it will grow and grow to become more divine, happy, fulfilled, intelligent and achieve extraordinary feats through showing ita power in the physical world. Maybe this life is a video game for the soul and every life handled well is a brownie point or one higher score.. A feather in the cap for job well done. That's pretty much how our mind is.

Chapter 64 What does power really imply or mean? I don't know. But I need to reflect on this subject. The concept of the black hole and the white hole The black hole The black hole is like a person contracting into themselves. Not sure about this though. It's about a downward spiral and if that even matters. A person who becomes sad, self destructive and begins the road to downfall and ultimately to death. What is he creating. It feels like a hole of misery and negativity. But is it just our perception because we are so attached to the idea of success and fame and wealth that if anyone who fails at it The world is so shallow. Everything is limited to looks and personality and big bucks and enterprises. There can be so much to life. By the way much of what the world admires is pure self consumption nothing more. People win video games because that gives them a high. People want a high paying job so taht they can have a mighty reputation in society. It's all fake and a man's need to feel superior, an exercise in narcissism, most don't care about service to others. It's only about consumption or self gratification. The white hole The white hole is all about expansion and not contraction, about being bigger than who we are, expanding our hearts and minds, doing our best, seeing more to life than what the world shows, being a remarkable inspiration in difficult situations, embracing and coping with life's struggles, expanding the mind and consciousness to experience infinite potential of the mind,body, spirit and life or existence. To have a bigger heart. To seek infinite possible ways of happiness and fulfillment in life and not those that we are limited to by the world. To realize that life is magnanimous and our perception is too narrow and if we only broadened our mindset we will be able to see new territories in the mind opening up to show that almost anything is possible and that there can be so much more we can do with our lives and not have to worry too much about what we don't have.

Chapter 63 Spirituality is having an emotion, a vibe, an essence. A hand can move a vessel, a spirit can move mountains. Spirituality is energy in emotional form. It is a driving force behind will power. It's an energy of desires. Spirituality achieves that which physical cannot. Physical state has infinite limitations. But spiritual has no limits. It's unbounded. This is the beauty of God. God created the physical to test the weakness of man, God created the spirit to show a man what strength is. Without spirituality there will be absolute chaos and despair. Your spirituality is your saviour. Life is hard. Life is brutal. Spirituality enables you to endure even the toughest circumstances. Morality is different. But morality makes us more human or more kinder or ocean like. Let thy heart be like an ocean, so big that it can contain anything. Love begets morality. Without love there is no morality. You cannot love someone and commit murder or do injustice. Love cannot create that. Love makes a person morally stronger and wiser because morality is a spiritual quality. Any person with immense love is also moral. Is spirituality same as morality. No. Not in my opinion. Spirituality is a force or source of energy resident within us. Morality is a set of principles you want to live by. A person could be very loving and very kind and very moral but spiritually strong. He is spiritual because goodness is a spiritual quality. But he may not be spiritually strong because he lacks the energy and the endurance to fight through and make things happen. He may be weak means he can't overcome much or is not spiritually strong. The spiritual force or energy can be called zee. This is the energy that binds together Zhin, Dzhin and Zveth. High spiritual energy makes a person more intuitive and emotional. Practicing spirituality means having a higher zee. Higher zee means you are spiritually charged the way a battery is charged. People in ancient times who were spiritually powerful have accomplished tremendous and remarkable feats and achievements that look almost impossible. You have to understand a crucial difference. The zhin or spirit can be good or bad. The Itztli can be build gradually. But it can be both good and bad. A bad zhin means a person is just born bad or destructive. Bad Itztli means bad nurturing or upbringing. They have become bad over time through this nurturing. Zveth is the source of the spiritual energy zee. Now this trinity of zhin, Zveth and zee can be expressed as a knife or Athame. Here's why. A person can be bad and have a higher zee or inner will power and use it to harm others but they are successful in doing so because their spirit is strong. A can be good and use their zee to cause extraordinary acts of goodness and change that benefit the environment. Thus the zee can be used both negatively or positively depending on the nature of zhin. It's like a knife. It can be used to cut vegetables or for something good or it can be used for killing. Spiritual force is dependent on zee. How you use this force/zee is dependent on the zhin. You can create heaven or you can create hell. Your character will shape your intentions. If you use your spiritual energy constructively you will create good in this world, if used destructively you will create chaos and add to the despair. zee is basically the energy of emotion. So you have to feel intense emotions to experience higher zee. Thats why people with psychic powers are more emotional and empathetic. Such people can sense intense emotions in people, places and objects, they are like a sensitive pendulum that starts to move depending on the direction or emotion sensed by the mind. Such people are generally empaths and they have very high emotional range. They can get intense emotions which can make them drained, stressed out and upset or depressed for long periods of time. When you put your emotion into something you are increasing your zee. Ancient people put emotions into building pyramids. How to develop intense emotions. Praying, talk therapy, connection with animals, helping others and giving them emotional support, worship, Journaling, writing, visualization, chanting, music, art, spreading love, negative emotions. People believe that depression is bad but it is sometimes a blessing in disguise. When we are happy we are less motivated because we are content. But when we experience sadness, loss, pain, anger they can be driving force or a motivation to achieve our purpose. People get passionate about things that hurt them. For example let's say a child was bullied throughout school about his ability play basketball. This created a void in him, a place of intense conflict where he feels he could beat everyone at the game if he tried a little harder. This anger, fury, revenge, pain becomes a motivation for him to prove that he can do it and silence the haters. He begins to train hard and one day becomes a legendary player. Hence negative emotions can be very powerful. It's like hunger. It makes you do things you wouldn't normally do but the hunger to achieve it makes you mad with passion. Bad experiences are necessary in life because they push us to create or achieve something revolutionary. Other ways include sharing the emotions of a friend, and feeling God's presence in your mind, even meditation . All of this doesn't come without effort. You need to put in practical effort to have a higher zee. -, - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - The concept of the swan room where it's all about self worship. It's all about understanding the self and soothing the self and not narcissism. The swan parties. ----------- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - yesterday I was thinking about how we can never get to choose who we become in life how we are born, where we are born, what way we look, our talents or abilities or even mental states so much being influenced by both genetics and upbringing both of which are not really in our control. So no point in blaming someone for their actions because maybe they didn't want to really do it and they didn't want to be who they are. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I also felt like life is much bigger than how we limit it between careers, jobs, people, places, relationships and the daily grind. There is just so much to it. It's like a well that never ends or never has a bottom. When we discover that, we are opening a whole new unseen matrix. Too much mindfuck for now. ----- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Chapter 62 I'm dealing with something I can't deal with. Hopefully I will be done for the last time. I tried so hard to break away.

Chapter 61 I have to the conclusion after a lot of insight and contemplation work over the last 2 days that living spiritually is difficult. But there is a meaning to it. Living a spiritual life is to live a sacred life. To treat the body as a sacred temple. To view life as if it were something sacred. To look at life as journey from birth to death to the afterlife, to consider this as a journey of the soul from the physical phase or dimension to the spiritual phase or spirit form or state in the afterlife. This journey being like a stopover in the greater scheme of things. But the journey is valuable to the soul. It has transcend this journey called life to reach the afterlife to experience peace. A soul's journey is never complete without experiencing life. Life is just one of the stages in this eternal journey of the soul. It has to experience peace and joy and stability in this journey called life to make a stable peaceful transition to the afterlife where the soul can continue living in peace and never suffer any harm. Thus experiencing great distress and suffering in life is not ideal for the soul. It's not good for its eternal journey. By living a life of suffering and misery and sadness you are not doing any favor to the soul. You are only hurting it. You are hurting its purpose. You are hurting the soul so much that it will almost cease to exist and try to escape life. It willl try to end the chaos by ending life or suicide. This is not a favorable outcome for the soul. The soul desires to survive and live in peace and happiness. The soul will suffer great distress if it cannot experience peace, harmony and happiness in life. This distress is harmful to the soul and its health. The main goal here is that the soul should rest or remain in peace after death. But for that it should have peace and happiness in life and not restlessness and suffering. Whatever the body and mind experience in life is toxic and it is what the soul has to bear through life and that is sad, its the own unique story of the soul and what it had to go through in life. Every soul close to death has a unique story to tell, a story of hurt, pain, suffering, loss, grief, struggles, endurance, love, poverty, tragedies, abuse, hope, triumphs, etc. All this comprises the journey of that soul. This is its unique footprint through life and the world. It's important to protect the soul. To protect it from any kind of harm or damage, little or big. To keep this journey safe and peaceful. The body is a temple of the soul. So it's important to protect the body as well. To maintain it healthy, functioning and vital. But all this does not mean that we should never have any suffering, sadness and pain. Or struggles. Of course we should, only that makes us more human. Experiencing the entire spectrum of human experiences both good and bad and all kinds of human emotions is a very vital part of growth and empathy otherwise we will turn into sociopaths or very unemotional shallow beings incapable of deep emotions and understanding. It takes pain to know pain. You cannot be living a perfectly happy life and never experienced even a single thought or feeling of sadness and expect to be very empathetic towards others. You could show that you care and be sympathetic but that's not the same as actually feeling someone's pain exactly the way they do. It will come if you have been there in some way. If you have never suffered then you will most likely be just blank or indifferent to someone's pain. So ultimately upon it's death, the soul can leave in peace. If the soul suffers too much in the course of life, then even in the afterlife it will be equally vindictive and restless. Human beings think that they can control the environment. What they don't realize is that they are also a part of the same environment that they are trying to destroy.

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Chapter 60 Seeking Guidance within Seeking God within Connecting to God There are no miracles Loving yourself - its not selfish Enriching your inner self or growing the inner self because the inner self is a spiritual or spirit form. The outer self is physical. Becoming divine Becoming more aware Becoming more connected to the inner self Developing not only the outer self but also the inner self. Giving value to desires Living life fruitfully Seeking happiness Becoming more intuitive Seeking divination Becoming more intelligent and logical Becoming one with nature. Nature worship Becoming more like God or God nature or God like. Understanding that there are 2 sides, one material and the other is spiritual or spirit form, knowing that material is permanent unchangeable but spiritual is changeable. Oneness with all creation. Ego in its extreme form is destructive.

Chapter 59 Meditation Prayer Divination Developing good qualities, qualities ideal for growth. Seeking help for problems in the physical world. Considering life as sacred and worshipping every moment. Having a great and protected and shielded life like a divine journey protected from all toxicity and merging into a happy afterlife post death. That's why Egyptians mummified the dead, they respected the whole journey. It's about self protection and there is nothing selfish about it. Life is sacred. Life is a sojourn for the soul. It has to be safe and good not hurtful and agonizing and stressful. When the soul experiences hurt, pain and harm it cannot rest in peace. Post death it is still troubled in the afterlife. Being too attached to life will be a huge source of torment for the soul. Because in life there are many things that don't go our way and we cannot control how we look or how our bodies are, ill or healthy, therefore being constantly frustrated by the nature of the outer self or life is going to be very torturing or tormenting. But in spiritual realm everything is possible. Worshipping the self. Considering the self as divine. There is no narcissism in this. It's called loving the sacredness of the soul within. Worshipping the inner soul. Law of attraction. Practicing visualization to attain what you want. Loving yourself is the highest act of spirituality because it means you respect yourself. But this does not mean narcissistic egoism. It means understanding that you are divine and important. That your life is sacred. How does this differentiate from narcissism. When you love yourself you are very kind to yourself and self protective. That is you stay away from all toxicity and keep yourself happy and healthy in a responsible matured way. Not self destructive. Whereas narcissism means you become too preoccupied or obsessed with self to the point you become blind to the presence and validity of others, becoming utterly insensitive to the needs of others and losing empathy and very self gratifying or ego gratifying, you become too self centered and selfish and care about nothing except about how you feel, becoming utterly selfish and immature, individualistic, Read on traits of narcissists and narcissistic abuse. You start manipulating people for your own good and also abuse them to reach your ends and goals. You make them constantly feel inferior to you and all you want is support for yourself and people feeling sorry for you. Most narcissists are even self destructive so they do no favors to themselves. Loving yourself does not involve abusing others or being uncaring or insensitive. It means that you realize what is good for you and what is not good for you and realizing and doing what is best for you, not for your ego, but best for you and incorporating something beneficial for your growth, empowering yourself and others, and staying away from anything that is toxic to yourself. It is understanding that you need yourself more than you need others. Being very protective and introverted and caring for the needs of your body and soul. This is like raising a child within you. It's very matured and responsible. It means maintaining your body and soul uncorrupted and healthy every day, to the rest of your life being extremely self disciplined, which is a huge task and responsibility. This is not self destructive or ego gratification but self responsibility. This makes you more tired and matured over time and also more disciplined. This is a lot of hard work. Staying away from any form of sabotage or self sabotage. It's like caring for the inner spirit like you care for a child which is not an easy thing to do. It will need self compassion the way you have compassion for a child which will need to be constantly renewed and restored to keep the compassion supporting your goals. Having this compassion is not easy because you develop fatigue doing your hard work and duties and you still have to carry on despite the tiredness which is real work but it brings in enormous sense of responsibility and maturity and discipline. This makes you a wonderful matured logical sensible human being. This makes you a wonderful matured logical sensible human being. You only take in benefit as much as is enough for you. You also become a giving person, not abusive or insensitive, in fact more sensitive of others after realizing how much you have to work hard and suffer as a person. You respect them and give them space. And value them or care for them as well. The last thing you want to do is hurt them. You become protective of others just like you are protective of yourself. You will be sensitive and protective of their needs.

Chapter 58 6 elements of the human body. 1. Body 2. Mind 3. Spirit or Zhin 4. Soul or Zveth 5. God's spirit or Dzhin 6. Itztli or consciousness Each to be represented by a ring forming six interlocked rings.

Chapter 57 Medal or Pendant representations 1. Dzhin - pentacle 2. Zhin - ring..ring pendant. 3. Zveth - flame or egg or any oval pendant. Both teardrop and oval are okay. Teardrop, oval or egg shape pendant. 4. Itztli - Vase or pot that keeps filling like an infinite pot or bottomless well. .. Infinity pendant or ring. Or a vial pendant containing salt. 5. Solis or Sol . God consciousness /sol[Roman] = fire + spirit + water + storge + salubris +sophos[curative] + air + Solis + karma. Sol is represented by a circular disc pendant. A larger representation is a huge disc or plate. You can use a large dinner plate. 6. Unfulfilled desires skull ring or skull pendant. A larger representation will be a huge skull on a skull box. Also a dish having five filled circles inside this box . 7. Raum or MALPHAS - letter T or raven bird - letter T pendant. This is not a cross. Or a raven bird or crow pendant. A larger representation is an artificial raven bird decoration piece. 8. Meszezeteotl - pentacle pendant same as Dzhin. A larger representation is a black trapezoid.

Chapter 56 Attitude “Spirit” sometimes stands for a person’s disposition or attitude — either for bad or good, e.g., the spirit of fear, etc. (2 Tim. 1:7), a meek and submissive spirit (cf. 1 Pet. 3:4), or a spirit of gentleness (Gal. 6:1). https://www.christiancourier.com/articles/526-soul-and-spirit-whats-the-difference Soul and Spirit: What’s the Difference? By Wayne Jackson “What is the difference between the spirit and soul of a human being?” There is no simple answer to this question because the words, “soul” and “spirit,” are employed in varying senses within the different biblical contexts in which they may be found. The following represents a very brief summary of some of these major uses. The Soul The Hebrew term for “soul” is nephesh and it is found more than 780 times in the Old Testament. Because of the variety of contextual meanings, it is not always rendered by the English word “soul.” The King James Version uses 28 different words by which to translate the original term. Nephesh, therefore, signifies different things, depending upon the passage in which it occurs. Similarly, in the Greek New Testament, the original word for “soul” is psuche, found 103 times. Our modern word “psychology” derives from this Greek term. Here are some uses of “soul” in the Scriptures. A Person “Soul” may signify merely an individual person. The prophet Ezekiel declared that the “soul” (i.e., the person) who sins will surely die (Ezek. 18:20), or, as Peter would write centuries later, “eight souls” were saved by water in the days of Noah (1 Pet. 3:20). See also Exodus 1:5. Life In some contexts, “soul” simply has reference to biological life, the animating principle that is common to both humans and animals. All creatures have “life” (see Gen. 1:30; cf. ASVfootnote). The wicked king, Herod the Great, sought to take the “life” of baby Jesus (Mt. 2:20; cf. Rev. 12:11). In one of the visions of the Apocalypse, certain creatures of the sea were said to possess psuche, or life (Rev. 8:9). The Mind “Soul” can have to do with that aspect of man that is characterized by the intellectual and emotional (Gen. 27:25; Job 30:16). It is the eternal component of man that is fashioned in the very image of God (Gen. 1:26), and that can exist apart from the physical body (Mt. 10:28; Rev. 6:9). The Spirit In the Old Testament, “spirit” is ruach, found some 378 times in the Hebrew Old Testament, and literally meaning “breath,” “wind,” etc. The corresponding Greek term is pneuma, occurring 379 times in the New Testament (the original form being found in our English word, pneumonia). Again, though, as with “soul,” the word “spirit” may take on different senses, depending upon its contextual setting. The Air We Breathe Ruach can literally denote a person’s “breath.” The queen of Sheba was “breathless” when she viewed the splendor of Solomon’s kingdom (see 1 Kgs. 10:4-5). The word can also signify the “wind.” For instance, some people, pursuing empty goals, are but striving after the “wind” (Eccl. 1:14,17, etc.). A Non-physical Being The term “spirit” can be employed, however, in a higher sense. It also is used to depict the nature of a non-material being, e.g. God. God (the Father), as to his essence, is spirit (Jn. 4:24), i.e., he is not a physical or material being (Lk. 24:39; Mt. 16:17; cf. also the expression, “Holy Spirit”). Similarly, angels are “spirit” in nature — though they are not deity in kind (Heb. 1:14). A Person “Spirit” can be used, by way of the figure of speech known as the synecdoche (part for the whole, or vice versa) for a person himself. John wrote: "Beloved, believe not every spirit, but prove the spirits, whether they are of God; because many false prophets are gone out into the world (1 Jn. 4:1; emphasis added). Note that the term “spirits” is the equivalent of “false prophets” in this text. The Soul “Spirit” may refer to the “inward man” (2 Cor. 4:16) that is fashioned in God’s image (Gen. 1:26-27), and thus be a synonym of “soul.” A sacred writer noted that the “spirit of man is the lamp of Jehovah” (Prov. 20:27); this is an allusion to that element of man that distinguishes him from the beasts of the earth. Daniel affirmed that his “spirit” was “grieved” within his body (Dan. 7:15), and Paul noted that it is man’s spirit that is capable of “knowing” things (1 Cor. 2:11). Paul also affirmed that church discipline is designed to save a man’s “spirit” in the day of the Lord (1 Cor. 5:5; see also, 1 Cor. 16:18; 2 Cor. 7:1; Jas. 2:26). Attitude “Spirit” sometimes stands for a person’s disposition or attitude — either for bad or good, e.g., the spirit of fear, etc. (2 Tim. 1:7), a meek and submissive spirit (cf. 1 Pet. 3:4), or a spirit of gentleness (Gal. 6:1). Conclusion From this brief discussion, then, it is readily apparent that the careful student must examine biblical words in their context. The context can override all other linguistic considerations, e.g., etymology and grammatical format. A Bible term, extracted from its original context, loses its divine authority. One thing is for certain. An honest student cannot study the uses of “soul” and “spirit” in the documents of Scripture, and then conclude that humans are wholly mortal. And yet this is what skeptics contend, and some religionists allege as well (e.g., “Jehovah’s Witnesses” and Seventh-day Adventists).

Chapter 55 Symbols Dzhin - pentacle Zhin - pebble or crystal or ring. Zveth - flame or egg.. Itztli - a vase or a pot. Solis or Sol - sun or mountain or black trapezoid God consciousness /sol[Roman] = fire + spirit + water + storge + salubris +sophos[curative] + air + Solis + karma. Meszezeteotl or mezeteotl - black trapezoid. Raum or MALPHAS - letter T or raven bird. Unfulfilled desires - skull. ---- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Medal or Pedant representations Dzhin - pentacle Zhin - ring... The nature of the soul or the spirit. Soul being the lifeforce whereas spirit being the disposition of the person. Zhin is nature of the heart or disposition or spirit. This can be bad or good. Bad people have a bad Zhin whereas good hearted people have a good Zhin. Zveth - flame or egg or any oval pendant. Any oval shape because it represents the shape of the flame or the egg. Both teardrop and oval are okay. Zveth is life force or soul that leaves upon death. Zveth is synonymous with the soul. Itztli continues even after death hence its infinite. Although Zveth leaves upon death, it can hover or linger if the person did not rest in peace. In such a case the Zveth becomes a ghost.. Itztli - Vase or pot that keeps filling like an infinite pot or bottomless well. .. Infinity pendant or ring. Itztli is consciousness that survives and is independent of death. It continues forever. Solis or Sol . God consciousness /sol[Roman] = fire + spirit + water + storge + salubris +sophos[curative] + air + Solis + karma. There are 5 distinct points present in the Sol. Now what differentiates Dzhin from the Sol. The Sol is of the universal nature and is very huge or universal. Whereas Dzhin is a fraction of it present in us. Since Sol is much bigger than the Dzhin and is of a universal nature it is represented by the black trapezoid but the trapezoid is an entity where Sol is a quality of its consciousness. Sol is represented by a huge circular dish. SOL is the quality of the trapezoid. It's called Sol which means sun but it is not represented by the sun. Only the name sun has been used to represent something big. It's the highest force and intelligence that governs the universe. It is represented by a huge circular dish . We should aspire to be like it but it's not relevant to every day life. When we worship the Meszezeteotl we are not worshipping its quality that makes it what it is but the spirit resident in it that is connected to us. This spirit is present within us and is a tiny fraction of the Sol. Zhin belongs to us but our Dzhin belongs to God. It means God has planted a Dzhin within us giving us a divine nature that we usually neglect or stay away from. What makes us divine is the fact that Dzhin is also present in us to guide us just like it is present as a part of Sol. When we are worshipping or connecting to God we are connecting to this Dzhin present within us as well as present in God. Now in God it is present as a much bigger form called sol. Take it this way. Let's say Dzhin is water. We have some amount of water in our hands. But the God has an ocean within itself. Thus we have water which is a part of the larger ocean. We can't have the ocean but we can have the water. Sol is the ocean and Dzhin is a smaller part of this ocean or water which we have been given. We have a smaller part of this huge thing. In us it represents the same qualities as the qualities of the Sol. The quality of water does not change whether it be in the ocean or in a pot sitting on a table. We cannot have the ocean at home, but we can have the water. Therefore the ocean is not relevant to us, but the water is relevant. The water still has the same qualities and these qualities guide us through life. The only difference is that in us it is of a personal nature. It is unique to us. Because person A will be guided by his Dzhin but person B cannot be guided by person A's Dzhin. He has to rely on his own Dzhin. This dzhin is connected when we worship God. It's like reaching to our inner God. What that inner God has to tell A is different from what the inner God has to say to person B. When person A connects to his Dzhin he gets guidance. If person B needs guidance he needs to connect to his own Dzhin. Person A cannot really help him because the connection has to be established through person B. It would be like saying person B's circulation should be run by A's heart which is impossible. Thus B cannot acquire guidance when A is connecting to his own {A's } dzhin. Raum or MALPHAS - letter T or raven bird - letter T pendant. This is not a cross. Or a raven bird or crow pendant. Meszezeteotl - black trapezoid or pentacle of Dzhin.. When we are worshipping the Meszezeteotl we are not concerned with Sol but we are more concerned with Dzhin. It's like when we are worshipping the ocean, we are actually worshipping the water rather than the ocean. The ocean remains only as a symbol, a symbol of the water. So sol remains only as a symbol. We worship the Dzhin instead of the Sol and so we are worshipping the pentacle. Thus the symbol of the pentacle is synonymous with both the dzhin and the trapezoid. It can be used interchangeably. So the pendant is a pentacle. Unfulfilled desires skull ring or pendant.

Chapter 54. Significance of Halloween. celebrate it? What is Halloween? The popularity of Halloween is growing exponentially. Americans spend over $5 billion dollars annually on Halloween, making it the country’s second largest commercial holiday. In addition, a quarter of all annual candy sales occur during the Halloween season in the United States. What is it about Halloween that makes October 31 so popular? Perhaps it's the mystery--or just the candy? Perhaps the excitement of a new costume? Whatever the draw, Halloween is here to stay. But what does the Bible say about it? Is Halloween wrong or evil? Are there any clues in the Bible as to whether a Christian should celebrate Halloween? What Does the Bible Say About Halloween? First of all, understand that Halloween is mostly a western custom and it has no direct reference in the Bible. However, there are Biblical principles that directly relate to the celebration of Halloween. Perhaps the best way to understand how Halloween relates to the Bible is to look at the meaning of Halloween and its history. Browse: Bible Topics Browse: Bible Questions Browse: Are ghosts real? What does the Bible say? What Does Halloween Mean? The word Halloween literally means the evening before All Hallows Day or All Saint’s Day, celebrated on November 1. Halloween is also the shortened name of Allhalloween, All Hallows’ Evening and All Saint’s Eve which is celebrated on October 31. The origin and meaning of Halloween is derived from ancient Celtic harvest festivals, but more recently we think of Halloween as a night filled with candy, trick-or-treating, pumpkins, ghosts and death. The History of Halloween Featured Media: The Appearing: What comes next? >> Visit Appearing.org to Learn More The origin of Halloween as we know it, began over 1900 years ago in England, Ireland, and Northern France. It was a Celtic celebration of the new year, called Samhain which occurred on November 1. The Celtic druids revered it as the biggest holiday of the year and emphasized that day as the time when the souls of the dead supposedly could mingle with the living. Bonfires were a large aspect of this holiday as well. Samhain remained popular until St. Patrick and other Christian missionaries arrived in the area. As the population began to convert to Christianity the holiday began to lose its popularity. However, instead of eradicating pagan practices such as “Halloween” or Samhain, the church instead used these holidays with a Christian twist to bring paganism and Christianity together, making it easier for local populations to convert to the state religion. Another tradition is the druidic belief that during the night of November 1, demons, witches, and evil spirits freely roamed the earth with joy to greet the arrival of "their season" - the long nights and early dark of the winter months. The demons had their fun with poor mortals that night, frightening, harming, and even playing all kinds of mean tricks on them. The only way, it seemed, for scared humans to escape the persecution of the demons was to offer them things they liked, especially fancy foods and sweets. Or, in order to escape the fury of these horrible creatures, a human could disguise himself as one of them and join in their roaming. In this way they would recognize the human as a demon or witch and the human would not be bothered that night. During the Roman empire there was the custom of eating or giving away fruit, especially apples, on Halloween. It spread to neighboring countries; to Ireland and Scotland from Britain, and to the Slavic countries from Austria. It is probably based upon a celebration of the Roman goddess Pomona, to whom gardens and orchards were dedicated. Since the annual Feast of Pomona was held on November 1, the relics of that observance became part of our Halloween celebration, for instance the familiar tradition of "dunking" for apples. Today costumes take the place of disguises and candy has replaced fruits and other fancy foods as children go door-to-door trick-or-treating. Originally trick-or-treating began as “souling,” when children would go door-to-door on Halloween, with soul cakes, singing and saying prayers for the dead. Over the course of history Halloween’s visible practices have changed with the culture of the day, but the purpose of honoring the dead, veiled in fun and festivities, has remained the same. The question remains, is celebrating Halloween bad or unbiblical? Should Christians Celebrate Halloween? As a logical thinking person, consider for a moment what you are celebrating and what Halloween is all about. Is the holiday uplifting? Is Halloween pure? Is it lovely, praiseworthy, or of good report? Philippians 4:8 says, "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.” Is Halloween based on godly themes such as the idea of peace, freedom and salvation or does the holiday bring to mind feelings of fear, obsession and bondage? Additionally, does the Bible sanction witchcraft, witches, and sorcery? On the contrary, the Bible makes it clear that these practices are an abomination to the Lord. The Bible goes on to say in Leviticus 20:27 that anyone who practiced witchcraft, soothsaying, sorcery should be killed. Deuteronomy 18:9-13 adds, "When you come into the land which the Lord your God is giving you, you shall not learn to follow the abominations of those nations. There shall not be found among you ... one who practices witchcraft, or a soothsayer, or one who interprets omens, or a sorcerer, or one who conjures spells, or a medium, or a spiritist, or one who calls up the dead. For all who do these things are an abomination to the Lord.” Is it wrong to celebrate Halloween? Let’s look at what the Bible adds to this topic in Ephesians 5:11, “And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them.” This text is calling us to not only have no association with any type of dark activity BUT ALSO to shed light upon this topic to those around us. As stated earlier in this article, Halloween was not exposed by the church for what it was, but rather was incorporated into church holy days. Are Christians responding in the same way today? As you think about Halloween—its origins and what it stands for—would it be best to spend time dwelling upon its themes or to shed light upon what lies below the surface of this holiday's celebration. God is calling humanity to follow Him and to "come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing” (2 Corinthians 6:17). Question Categories