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Are we spiritual beings having a human experience or are we human beings having a spiritual experience Spirituality is like a potion that helps you to live to escape reality, to be in a mental rehab, to have clarity and have a better perspective on life and things and help the mind to be more peaceful. It's possible to further expand into that awareness. When you become aware that you are awareness itself then it's enlightenment. Now I have separated two concepts. Spirituality and Divinity. Spirituality is a freedom principle whereas divinity is a stoic principle. Spirituality is all about escape from reality and living in a different reality, field of awareness and feeling peace and bliss. Divinity is being strong, taking guidance and deriving strength from a higher source and using that to fight and survive through life. The constant battle between spirituality and reality is a spiritual war So there are 3 components here. Spirituality Spiritual struggle or war Divinity Two things happen on the spiritual journey You feel disappointment. You feel disappointed in humanity because you see all the chaos and all the illusions and you see all the mindlessness. A spiritual struggle or war between right and wrong and between material rewards and spiritual rewards. Spirituality is for the soul or the spirit or the consciousness element of ourselves. It's about a state of mind, it's about an ethereal experience. More like escape from life Divinity is for life, to live with great endurance, courage, stoicism, perseverance and to survive the assaults of life and to have the strength to carry on. None of these spiritual practices consist of miracles. The next thing is Alter Ego. I think it's important to have an alter ego. It makes perceiving things better or easier

Spirituality podcast So I was trying to make sense of whatever arguments me and my friend had. And after a lot of thinking I've come to this conclusion. That she is not all wrong in being objective and realistic about life. Maybe I think she is judgemental. But she is not. She makes sense in her own way. But I understand that such people can be very myopic and can lose out or be completely oblivious to the finer things or nuances in life. What I got is this That there are both good and bad sides to everything. Therfore every perspective should be in moderation. It's a delicate art of walking into the grey area and avoiding both black and white. Anyone who is tied up in the extreme of black white is missing out on the good parts of the other side. So being realistic has its own advantages and disadvantages. Advantages Such people are going to stay safer and make safer choices for their survival and safety. They are to be trusted because they won't do anything that is not visibly harmful. They won't cause immediate harm to someone else. They will always take rational decisions and choices. They will use objectivity in both relationships and in every other decision thus protecting themselves and their families. Disadvantages They can sometimes be insensitive and not understand the deeper things in life. They will not take risks with work or business and as a result they won't come across something amazing because they don't want to take the risk They might cause harm to the potential development of someone they think about very rationally. Thus their myopic thinking can cause a dent in someone's self esteem. The idealistic one. Now it also has its own advantages and disadvantages. Advantages A idealistic mind can open itself up to numerous possibilities and even possibilities out of impossibilities. They can show hope and faith where most fail.. They can get great opportunities coming their way and and they can make impossible things happen with their endless imagination and hope. They can be very optimistic and positive. They can help someone reach their fullest potential because they trust that person's growth. They are not self esteem demolishers or downers. Disadvantages They may not be able to keep themselves or their families safe. Therefore they can't be trusted. They can take a lot of risks in relationships and bring trouble. In chasing their ethereal dreams they can miss out on the realities and limitations of human life and take it for granted and suffer. They can get delusional. Also their life can be full of uncertainties and just a lot of drama, their life can get really bloated up with useless stuff and lot of instabilities. Now two distinct types to avoid. One is a realistic person but clearly judgemental and very myopic almost mentally ill and oblivious to others conditions and problems. Such people can be obviously harmful. Because they disguise judgmentalism as facts and objectivity.. If they show repetitive behavior, it's obvious that they are trying to hurt because there's nothing objective in hurting someone The other is a person who is idealistic and compassionate yet stupid. Because such people end up doing foolish things. You don't want to be like that and then regret your choices. Idealism is sometimes considered unproductive stupid and nonsense and it is shunned Realism is looked at as hateful, harsh or bitter. The problem lies in the perspective. Not everyone who is objective is trying to be bitter or hateful. There is empathy in wanting less suffering and goodness for all from an objective perspective. It's just that it makes a person look less loving. But in reality this person is more empathetic because they don't want a bad outcome they are expecting and wanting a good outcome so their objectivity is empathetic.

Disappointment

I really need to put my spirituality concepts into action. I've been putting them off for a while. I need to get things together

I won a contest yesterday at my place. Today is Sunday and it's a great day. I'm so happy for today.

Today is Friday. I need to put my spirituality concepts into action in the coming days. I'm also going to write my Amazonian Tea Trip report every day in which I think I will have fascinating feelings and insights. After drinking the tea, I've been feeling very good and truly free. Like it's absolutely amazing.

At every point in life, you are not living life but only coping with it.

Chapter 289 Two more concepts Endless loop in different situations Emotionally complicated. Endless loop. This means you are caught up in an endless loop and keep going without noticing it, that is being completely oblivious to it. Examples When you are trying desperately to seek a solution to a problem that practically does not have any remedy Addiction. If you are addicted to something Self pity loop, tormenting oneself with thoughts of worthlessness, rumination of self pity thoughts Self sabotage Childhood memories and ptsd, difficulty in letting go, ruminating, Attention seeking habit. Doctor shopping Toxic Relationship, on off relationships Substance addiction Bullying Retail therapy Comfort eating Domestic violence Quest for Perfection I had talked about emotional agenda before. Emotionally complicated. There is a thin line, a distinct difference between a person exhibiting unwanted undesirable and destructive behavior and a person showing behaviors which are a consequence of some deep rooted issues. These are very difficult to separate. Let's see a scenario. First scenario A boy is jealous of his classmate and tries to stir up trouble and tries to hurt him on intention. This behavior is sociopathic and mean and destructive. Such behavior needs to be condemned.. Second scenario A boy gets easily upset over everything. When someone teases him and triggers him, he loses control and gets violent and is very or extremely angry and in rage. When both boys are given counseling, they are asked a lot of questions. The first boy did not have any problems in childhood and he is simply that way always. He says he derives fun out of provoking and bullying classmates that he is jealous of. The second boy reveals details of his childhood that indicate that he was severely emotionally and mentally abused.. As a result, he has less emotional control and gets triggered by words that were specifically in early childhood to abuse him. Hence those same words have become a trigger for this boy who suffers traumatic memories. In both scenarios destructive behavior was observed. However they are very different from each other. One is behavior by intention.. Second is behavior by consequence. The first person is a destructive individual and is therefore harmful by nature. He needs punitive action to control and to use fear as a deterrent to prevent him from future bad behaviors.. The second person is an example of an emotionally complicated person. For example, there are 2 persons. First person is just plain lazy and demotivated and is searching for a solution for their laziness and getting more productive. Now changes in their diet and exercise and daily habits have made a huge in this person lifestyle. Now there's a second person who is also lazy and demotivated. However none of the diets and exercises or methods work to resolve the laziness. This person always goes back to their same behavior and it seems that no method is really working for them. This is because they have unresolved emotional trauma or processes that have existed as permanent brain patterns that have resulted from childhood trauma and experiences. And so such persons will need resolving of their emotional trauma in order for them to find a solution for their present destructive behaviors. However such a person needs kindness, understanding and support rather than condemnation, judgement or even punishment. In order to differentiate both individuals or situations its important to focus on the nature of that particular behavior. For example let's take 2 different examples Example 1 There are 2 teenage boys. First boy is very violent and bullies vulnerable kids in the class. However his childhood is pleasant and his parents are supportive. He never had problems growing up He is deemed violent and expelled and kept in detention for a while and punished severely. Second boy is usually funny and calm and there seems to be nothing wrong with him. However on one occasion he hits his dad in public. So he is detained for his violent behavior. However upon further examination it is understood that this behavior is only exhibited in the presence of the dad and not anywhere else. Upon further investigation into his childhood, it is known that he was abused by his dad. So his dad is his main trigger. Example 2 First boy constantly lies about everything and his lying has become a serious concern. Also he uses manipulation and lying to get his way and he swindles people with his lies Second boy also lies a lot. Now both boys have been remanded for unsuitable behavior. And they will be facing disciplinary action. However with the second boy, he is found to be lying only in certain situations. He doesn't see to lie for a particular gain like the first boy. He lies only to his dads relatives. It is found that he is scared of his dad, possibly because his dad is abusive, and this fear triggers him to lie to his dad's friends. In both examples, the same behavior was observed. However the nature of that specific was different. Nature refers to when the behavior was displayed, under what conditions, was there a trigger factor, was this behavior observed everywhere and every time, what was the intention behind it. If the nature is carefully observed, then it is possible to know if the person is pathologically destructive or just emotionally complicated.. An emotionally complicated person will need help either by removal of the trigger factor or by therapy to reduce the sensitization caused by past trauma. Other concepts There are 3 types of truths Primary truth Secondary truth Higher truth There are ways to solve a problem 1 Prevent, 2 avoid 3 Cope 4. Resolve.

Chapter 288 I'm going to classify certain aspects of life as good considerations and bad considerations The deal is here that we shouldn't have to deal too much with bad considerations since they are just unhealthy and should not exist. I will call them incurable situations, incurabilis. Incurable therefore should not exist. Or I will just call it irremediabilis irremediabilis Let's see an example of this Say a scenario. A scenario in which you are constantly exposed to allergic substances. It triggers intense inflammation and that can cause damage. However there is a solution and that is anti-allergic treatments. But these cannot bring permanent relief, in fact long term use only causes further deterioration and only a fraction of the damage is avoided. So really the only solution is that the problem just should not exist since there is no perfect solution The thing is this can be applied to almost any problem. Of course if the problem doesn't exist then there is no need of a solution. But there is a difference. Let's use an example You get a stomach on eating something contaminated. And you are being treated with antibiotics and some inpatient care. You are feeling much better and completely recovered and in the absence of the treatment, your condition could have been much worse or even damage to organs or some other effects of the disease. This is a different situation since a solution has really fixed the problem permanently. Therefore not all situations need the problem to be taken out at its root. Some can be solved with the least effort. Others just do not have a possible solution and any solution is just a stop gap measure to avoid further damage. Hence the problem should not exist in the first place Let's take an important case study or example. Like child abuse. Of course it can be treated with therapy for ptsd, medication, care, rehab and psychiatric help. However the damage is deeper and healing can get complicated and difficult, especially as time passes by and other complications of life begin to form a cascade effect or chain reaction, one thing leads to another, example the abuse causes weight gain, weight gain at later stages in life leads to obesity, obesity further leads to complicated health issues. Therefore the best option is not to anticipate any remedy for child abuse but to nip it in the bud, that is enforce measures so that it just doesn't happen or at least it's happening or occurrence is greatly minimized. I will call such things "bad considerations" Good considerations Good habits, good environmental conditions, good behaviors, good interactions can be called good considerations.

Chapter 287 Spirituality Podcast Here I will be discussing some of the issues that arise in my mind. Any questions that rattle me on a mental plane How to deal with anger, hate, dislike, judgement, unfairness, and malice. First there is a need to differentiate between the terms. Anger could be for a logical reason or just anger issues that a person has. Hate can be a strong word. Hate could be because you hate that person for a real good reason, a judgement you have of them, a thing they did that you cannot forgive or they are unforgivable or "wrong" or "bad" or "evil" in your eyes. Dislike is much different than hate. It may not be for a particular reason and it may not be the result of hate which means you might not hate that person but just dislike their habits, their behaviors or their vibe or their style or their appearance or their culture, race, religion or views or their voice or certain thing about them that vexes you or you find annoying, indecent or unpleasant. Judgement is when someone perceives you a certain way which in most cases is just their perception and not the truth about you. Unfairness is when you have been treated in an unkind, disrespectful or discriminatory way which is either humiliating or ungrateful or not sensitive. Malice is when a person wants you to suffer so that their goal is accomplished or they love to watch you suffer because they derive sadistic pleasure out of knowing that you are not doing good. How to deal with each one of them. I think first of all an open compassionate attitude is important not only to show your good side but also to lessen the toxic impact that other people's harmful energies have on you Anger - if you have anger against someone, it's important to know the cause of it. If that person has behaved in a way that's inappropriate, then there is a solid reason for you to hold out against the person. Your anger is a reaction to a bad behavior. If you feel like you can't chill try to momentarily just get away from the situation. Try not to stress yourself out. Be prepared first hand to face such situations that make you angry. If you anger issues like you get angry over nothing, then take a break and evaluate the situation and try to have an honest conversation with the other party before you start barking at them. At the most you would need anger management and some relaxation exercises to better manage your outbursts. But it's important to know if you are legitimately angry or it's just an outburst over something that you could have easily let go or it wasn't meant to hurt you. The other situation is when someone is angry at you. You manage it in 3 ways. First you have an honest conversation with that person and try to know why they are angry and explain them your side. Get it resolved. Second is try to understand what they are angry about. If they show a pattern where they are constantly angry and sometimes you didn't even do anything wrong, this could be a deeper issue. Maybe they have real anger issues or they hate or dislike you. Or they take out their anger on you because they perceive you as weak and they consider it fair game. But they wouldn't do the same thing to someone who else who did exactly as you or worse than you but they don't want to fight with them because they perceive that person as strong or important. Here it's essentially bullying. That person is bullying you and using anger as a weapon to attack you. They are being either sociopathic or they have deep abnormal anger issues that they are just lashing out at you on whim, which basically means they do not respect your humanity. This is where you are probably better off without this person in your life. Third. If someone is angry at you, maybe they have a vendetta against you, they just do not like you and this is not in a lighthearted way, they do not like you in a mean sort of way, and they are constantly seeking a confrontation with you, most probably with an intent to hurt you and accuse you publicly and then get people to gang up on you. Like a grumpy angry neighbor. This is a serious issue. This is not something that can go away with resolution. In fact resolution is the last thing that the other person is looking for. Here you have to be strong and tough and take legal action as soon as possible and try to deal with it in a more professional way. You will need outside help. Hate When you hate someone. You are completely free to hate anyone as long as you do not wish bad for them. It only means you feel uncomfortable and you do not want their presence. Hate can be of 2 types. Hate which is just hate. You hate because you don't like that person, probably Jealousy or insecurity or feeling that they are competition. This feeling is unwarranted and most likely unnecessary and just born out of spite and you must try to get rid of it because it's hateful. Hateful energy directed at someone who is completely innocent and doesn't deserve it from you. Second type of hate is when you have a reason to hate. Like you have been disrespected, humiliated, mistreated, isolated, discriminated etc, this is logical and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you hating the person because that person is more or less likely to be just hurtful to you and just toxic to you and you don't need their hateful energy. You should not wish harm on them. But it's best that you cut them out of your life and just forget them and avoid them as much as possible. Nobody should have to judge you, preach you or condemn you because you are not wrong. You are not wrong, you are just being defensive. You don't need the negativity of a hater. When someone hates you They either hate you, that is they are just haters and nothing you ever do will convince them to be nice to you. They will always hate you because they just hate you and there may be no logical reason for that. Here you just have to avoid them because they could get toxic to you. Or they hate you because they judge you a specific way. They have probably misunderstood you and see you as a bad person. In this case your best bet is to approach them or let them approach you and tell them and resolve their issue and resolve their misunderstanding about you. -------------------------------------- dislike, judgement, unfairness, and malice Judgement When someone is judging you. It's similar to hate in some ways. Yet if they are logical they would do it the first time and then just let you go. But if they don't let go, then they are being psychotically hateful. Unfairnesss Here there's not much to say other than that if you feel someone being unfair to you, they are just mean people. Just bad people. Your best option is to completely avoid such people because they are harmful for your mental health. Malice When someone is malicious to you, then you have to be on high alert. Hate is not the same as malice. Malice is very strong. It means that person wants you to suffer. Stay away as much as possible and stay far away from such a person.. Dislike Dislike is a strange thing. It falls neither in the category nor in hate. When a person dislikes you, it can be hard, you may feel like you are not being appreciated or accepted. Dislike can be called a more sanitized version of hate. Now there can be reasons for it, logical or illogical. Logical means lt could be your behavior which is considered annoying or socially unacceptable. Illogical means you are being hated for something silly like your race. How to deal with dislike When someone dislikes you, you are left out of options and even if you tried you won't be able to impress them.. But here's the thing. You don't have to worry about someone disliking you because you are not born to impress someone anyway.. So be chill. Take it easy. And maybe you should not be among people who are not very appreciative of you. And just be away from them.

@Proactive I like both formats.

I will take this tea thrice a day in small doses. And one dose at night before bedtime

Chapter 286 My Amazonian tea trip report. So I took this tea in the night. And it was amazing I felt very calm and in tune with myself. The effect lasted for 6 hours. The initial effect was for 3 hours. After 3 hours it starts to fade. But I can see how it's changing my mind.

@Proactive I like your journal. I will follow it for some tips.

@Devi Shanti @Serotoninluv @Vinnie @Samra @Preetom @Jed Vassallo Thank you to all of you who contributed useful information to this thread. The thread is still open for more information, comments, suggestions or trip reports. Have a wonderful day.

So I felt a bit groggy and sleepy and calm after drinking the tea. I will call it my spiritual tea. I hope it helps me feel a bit trippy.. My friend told me it did make her feel trippy after she started having it in higher doses. And her trips were great, making her feel dissociated and free. She also said that she had slight diarrhea and a little bloating and discomfort but it goes away in an hour. Also she experienced strange visual effects. Like geometric patterns and circles and vivid colors. Let me see if I get those. I don't know what to call it. Maybe spiritual tea or herb concoctions. Or Spiritual herbs. Or Amazonian tea.

Chapter 284 Meanwhile a friend of mine has mailed me a box of tea packs. She has told me that it's great and she loves it and helps her during meditation. It contains a lot of herbs that are used to calm the mind and also induce psychoactive effects. I tried it in the morning but I went to bed after that and so I didn't really see much of an effect. Also I had taken very little. She told me that the effects are better processed over time as it gradually builts up. That is the tea preparation I made. It also contains chamomile leaves and some psychoactive alkaloid compounds that induce hallucinogenic effects. She told me this is similar to the effects in ayahuasca The ayahuasca drink

Realigning with your Higher Self Meeting your Inner Child Past Life Regression Future Life Progression Soul Retrieval Energy Extraction Spirit Releasement Parallel Realities Intuitive Solutions Visionary Art Explorations Yoga sessions Guided meditations/visualizations Group Sharing

Chapter 282 Today I'm feeling a bit down and not so much in a good mood. Just empty. Trying to keep myself upbeat. But not happening. I will try to schedule an Ayahuasca retreat some day when I'm mentally ready for it. I guess I really need it badly to overcome my emptiness. I will probably have to do it many times to feel better.

Interview with a santero Religion is about getting something while spirituality is about being something. linda young. . 2 years ago. . Possibly schizophrenia is the reason he saw the woman next to the guy, perhaps he chose Santeria over faiths, philosophy's, and ideas is because he was searching a way of life that met with his caustic and unbalanced mind to either calm and rest his mind spiritually or I really think to find a way of life that rewarded his ego and told him he was right in his assertions, or delusions. Perhaps things like Buddhism didn't appease what he thought to be true or even rather what he wanted to be true. When he woke up drunken and acting crazy with his dress suit disheveled was more likely do in part the rum he was drinking, possibly flaring up his possible mental illness and perhaps any group mass hysteria possibly if anyone played any kind of instruments around him, perhaps drums, following chanting perfusley inspiring a sort of similar response to a Baptist church with some of its members in the congregation claiming to have been possessed by the Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost and dancing around and jumping, shouting, and even speaking tongues. Televangelist slapping and swatting on people or in there general direction inspire a similar response at times. Let's not forget the two girls who killed another young girl because ey wanted to appease the common day folklore myth of Slender Man. They believed that if they sacrificed her, they would find his mansion in the woods. This kind of hysteria among more than one person possibly describes much of the issue with diehard religious types that tend to stifle and poison any kind of true possible knowledge and honest inquiry, not to mention cult leaders with mental issues like some psycopaths, and sociopaths and narcisstic individuals seeking to control others may use belief systems like this to take advantage of people. No I'm no atheist either, though you don't need to be one to objectively observe this behavior as I have, I could be wrong but I do doubt it in this case. Most I see from Santeria and Yoruba stuff here in the U.S. is ripping off those who are mentally unstable and suffer from mental illness whether diagnosed or not. Superstition promising material riches and never any if ever actual personal development of the individual. I am not saying everyone who does this stuff is stupid, or even most into this are bad people, but I think it's often misguided, and confused regarding objective reality, sometimes they do actually have problems but perhaps they don't understand the source of their issues, and yes some are simply using this stuff to rip people off up for money and power tripping off of the blind compliance of others.

So fascinating

You will deserve whatever comes to you. That's how karma works. There's no point in thinking about someone who is trying to hurt you. Because their karma will serve them. They are the bad ones. You should not care about how they hurt you or worry about it, because they won't be able to hurt you too much even if they tried. Remember they say an eye for an eye makes the whole world go blind. Do not let someone's hateful energy to come to you. You be in your lane. Do not even cast your hateful energy on someone, there's no good in it. .... You become what you exude or express. That is you cannot have the cake and eat it too. You can't be a superficial person and still have the energy of a deeply kind person. You can't become that. Whatever you are from inside it will show and it will be what you have. For example, you are someone who went through a lot in life. Now you have been very determined in facing your struggles. So when a real situation arises, you are able to face it because of the strength you gained while fighting something in your past. But another person who were /was raised on a bed of roses will not be able to deal with your situations because they don't have it, they don't have that strength in them, because they cannot suddenly develop a quality they never had. You cannot be acting fake all your life and suddenly start taking on the qualities of a genuine person. Those things that you express make you who you are, so when a situation arises, it shows who you are. Like you have always been sweet but superficial but when someone is in danger, you can't help them, the situation will bring out the real you. It will show who is what. It's only real people who can stand the test. That's where your hustle doesn't work. You can't be happy being fake. You can't be a rich kid who has everything and nothing to worry about and still reflect the qualities of a person who has been through hardships. You can fake it, you can fake kindness but when a real situation arises then your qualities are put to the test and when you don't have them it will show. So you can think that you are smart for being able to fake and fool others but in the process you are becoming fake and not realizing it. That is you will become whatever you express. You will form what you put out. Whatever you are putting out is whatever you are taking in and it eventually will become a part of you. Whatever you will sow, will grow in you and in future it will either help you or be a disservice to you.

Chapter 279 t̲̲̲̅̅̅r̲̅e̲̲̅̅m̅e̲̲̅̅n̅d̲̲̅̅o̅u̲̲̅̅s̅ s̲̲̲̅̅̅p̲̅i̲̲̅̅r̅i̲̲̅̅t̅u̲̲̅̅a̅l̲̅̅ e̲̲̲̅̅̅x̲̅p̲̲̅̅e̅r̲̲̅̅i̅e̲̲̅̅n̅c̲̲̅̅e̅ There are 2 concepts here, in the moment and out of the moment. So when you are out of the moment, you are essentially disempowered. And when you are in the moment, you feel the energy of self. That is your energy gets scattered the more you are out of the moment. The intense self love comes partially from self pity or sympathy for self. Like you feel that you are the victim of life, that life is suffering and when you die, you are released from this jail, you see yourself as someone who has been through too much and that's where you feel self love. You see yourself as a third person. Signs of spiritual awakening.. This one recurrent theme in spirituality will be feeling, "don't take life too seriously,".... This is a short journey that the soul has to complete. When it completes the soul is released into eternity. So essentially you are just wasting time putting your mind to negative things. Judgementalism.. This destroys self love. So one component of self love is self comfort. Where you tell yourself to just relax and that you don't deserve bullies. You kinda comfort your crying. The other component of self love is self expression. Purge it. Vent it. Express also the better parts like desires. The other component of self love is pampering. Pamper yourself once a while, it feels better. The other component is self non judgementalism. Do not judge yourself. Replace judgement with non judgement. Instead of saying, "Im not like that, I don't look pretty, I don't have that talent," say "how does it matter" "so what" "I still deserve". To feel intense self love, When you feel that intense self love, everything begins to come together when you need healing, you need a lot of self love just like a deprived body needs food. How to feel intense self love One way is guided meditation. Visualization accompanied in which mother nature loves you for who you are. And stepwise tells you how much you need to care for yourself. It will show you the difference between a pain body which is you right now, a sufferer, and a free body which is feeling happy and at peace. Not tormented anymore. An aura of black and white imagery, going back to your childhood,, an aura of whitish smoke and white flashes of light all around you. That's where you are a happy free body. When you feel that freedom from your self, you feel joy, happiness and love. Because you are rid of the toxins that are a part of you. Intense self love is to be practiced. Guided meditation. Give attention to yourself. Tell yourself how much you need yourself. Look at your body as separate from your soul and your self. See what your self needs. Care for it. Look at yourself from the third person.. Totally isolate yourself from the rest of the world. Talk to yourself sometimes Listen to what your body says. Express yourself as much as you want. Be a child for a moment and laugh how much you can. How to love yourself is a wrong way to put it. Be kind to yourself . Be accepting of yourself Be connected to yourself. Listen to what your heart is telling you. Feel yourself from within. Feel your soul. Feel the center of your chest. And you will feel like you are sensing your soul there. Then it will feel like a tugging feeling. Then you feel like a motherly or fatherly spirit It felt wonderful. Like someone who deeply cares about me. But it was my own soul. Like someone who understands me and says to me that you have to get better and do better and live better and be happy. It's my own soul. But it does not feel like small, it does not feel like something limited by me, in fact it feels like it's more powerful than me, like it's a part of me, like my dear friend, at the same time it feels like it's higher than me, bigger than me, like a higher self or a higher spirit but wrapped as my soul. It has lot of wisdom. And it is intense. And it's like telling me that other's stuff is none of my business. That it will take care of others, I don't have to worry. It is there for them. So when it is a part of them, it cares for them too. I cannot be the best person to my advise my friend what choice they should make. This higher spirit that is guiding me as my soul will also guide them as their soul. It's like an all protective spirit. But it does not feel like it's separated from me, just like my best friend is not separated from me. But it's not telling me that I should do so and so for humanity. It will only guiding me about myself. In fact it is telling me that the world is none of my business that I have no power over it, that if I did anything good, it's a part of my graciousness but it's not necessary for me to do it. Also it is telling me that I should only care about myself and my loved ones to the extent I can care. It is telling me that the world is not my business but it will take care of the world and I should let it go,. That if any injustice happens in the world that I should not worry that it will take care of it, that I can fight for it, but I can't be almighty and judge and decide what is good for all. It is telling me that I cannot be the almighty self righteous who decides the course of the world, do not be the conveyor of justice or the deliverIt also tells me that it knows what is good for the world and what if bad and what is right for the world or what is best for the world. It is telling me that things are meant to be the way they are and that I am only supposed to find my way through it It is telling me that the world is not my business but it will take care of the world and I should let it go,. That if any injustice happens in the world that I should not worry that it will take care of it, that I can fight for it, but I can't be almighty and judge and decide what is good for all. It is telling me that I cannot be the almighty self righteous who decides the course of the world, do not be the conveyor or dispenser of justice because it warns me against it saying I'm not the one to do it. Like I have no right or authority to do it. It also says that it has that authority and not me so I should leave the job to it and the more I try to draw the authority to myself I'm interfering in his plan which won't be good for me or the world. It is telling me that I might get partial if I get such authority and that I don't have the wisdom it has so I should just stick to myself and my concerns and needs. It also tells me that it knows what is good for the world and what if bad and what is right for the world or what is best for the world. It also tells me that every person's karma will come to them. And that it wants me to live a life free of suffering and be peaceful and happy and child like experience love and bliss right till the end of life and join it later into eternity and there will be total loving peace in eternity with it. It is also telling me that I will be provided for and it will be given if I ask and nothing will be short and I will be given whatever I need but not whatever I want. I will be taken care of. It is telling me that things are meant to be the way they are in this world and that I am only supposed to find my way through it and live my life span happily. It is also telling me that the rules are mundane. That the rewards or pleasures or joys of the world are not that great that I should regret or feel like I'm missing out on something and also that the pain is not that big that I should not live in constant fear of it, like whatever I will suffer it will not be big or something I just can't take, I will only suffer as much as I can suffer so I don't have to worry about that, nothing will be given to me that I cannot handle at all, or I won't be burning in hell in this life or going through hell or be given so much suffering that it will feel like I'm living in hell, no that won't happen, I will be given suffering only as much as my body can take, not like unbearable unimaginable suffering so it tells me that I will be taken care of eventually, and that I should not catastrophize or anticipate suffering because that is just the fear of the mind and not real. It is telling me to stay cool and live life and happy experiences and memories and trust its love for me. And it is also telling me that it will guide me always. It is also telling me that I'm like a seesaw between pain and pleasure. That I should not slide to any extreme on this seesaw and keep myself in balance and not rely too much on the perspectives created by the world and be pure and free of illusions. It also indicated to me that spiritual experiences does not mean that any magical or miracles are going to happen, no they won't happen, there are no miracles of course the situation can get better and one can always ask for more endurance and strength to survive the difficult conditions and yes the soul will help you regain your strength, but nothing is going to the change what happened or change the past, suffering will not go away, no miracles will change a disease or an accident or bring back something that is lost and there will be a designated time when death will occur and the soul will leave the body. There will be self acceptance and endurance of conditions but life will stay the same. The most it does is make you more responsible towards life. But there is some hope. Even if you are in a bad situation and you don't expect any miracles yet your situation can improve, not change completely or miraculously but it can definitely improve the more you connect to this soul experience. And your soul will also give you the strength and endurance to combat your bad circumstances. It is also telling me that it will make a person a better person a more moral, loving, genuine, matured, responsible and spiritual person. It also told me that everyone is equal, and everyone deserves everything equally, no one deserves more or less whether perceived superior or inferior. It said that everyone deserves justice and there should not be any hate for anyone and no wishing of suffering on anyone but only condemnation of what is wrong. Then it said that everything paranormal is just another unexplored dimension of human life and is malicious or unpleasant and has nothing to do with being spiritual. It said that evil exists in the form of intentions and brings harm. And that evil can be replaced by good and that evil only causes more destruction good can only bring good. It also said that truly spiritual people will never bring any harm on anyone by any medium such as curses or any other but will be completely free of bad intention and will have a pure heart and a free mind. And that being spiritual is nothing but "being in tune" that being in the right rhythm of life and eternity with love, peace, happiness and freedom imbibing your soul. And aspirituality means being out of tune with the universal spirit of mother nature or universe. This means you are toxic and not in the moment but spending your energy in unfruitful ways and not living life in happiness or love and making everything worse instead of better,and not following the words or messages of the soul. It also said to me that being spiritual does not mean being successful in life, in fact far from it, and that worldly success is an illusion and a trap,being spiritual means living a peaceful life, not harming anyone and peacefully contributing to the betterment of oneself and environment and people or family. And it said that nothing magical will happen when you become deeply spiritual, you won't get any supernatural abilities or things will get possessed or some entity will be left behind when you die, nothing of that sort, you will die just like a regular death and nothing extraordinary will happen about you or your body or to the house or objects you leave behind. . Your energy after death will be peaceful to the environment just like you were in life. Your energy as a spiritual person will be free, loving, kind, non judgemental, peaceful and detached but serene and beautiful, not intense or obsessed or too passionate.. But calm.... More like a liberal hippie. Also you won't become a perfect person as a spiritual person, your imperfections on your body or mental issues will remain, although your calmness might diminish some of the symptoms and you will show good moral behavior and healthy life choices but other than that you won't become a perfect person or the ideal person as a society sees it. Also this communication told me that being spiritual does not mean something mystical or mythical happens and everything starts to look mysterious, nope, all that is just bogus to bring some appeal, but spiritual is just straight up free and simple and beautiful peaceful. I will call it self love soul communication. SLSC. SLSC experience. In short soul communication experience. Sce.

Chapter 278 There were certain things that touched me in the video One was the feeling on intense self love. A lot of people said that they felt loved by someone, like a higher self. The other part was amnesia. Being born again. Forgetting the past completely. This will definitely help heal past trauma. Trauma healing The next part was purging. Like not puking, but purging, like ranting and venting out, just extreme intense self expression, throwing it out crying it out and intense release of inner emotions. This combined with "confrontation with shadow in shadow work" will be excellent in overall purging. Intense self love comes from knowing that the self has suffered so much in the madness of life and there is a sympathetic love felt for the misery that the self was put through. A feeling of protection comes over which is healing. "I didn't deserve this life, I didn't deserve this world, I deserved much better", "Im in a state of sickness",