traveler

STOP.

There is not free will in that manner. There is a lot of truth in the first part of what you wrote. Seperation is attracted to wholeness like the south pole of a magnet is the north pole. Seperation IS the search for heaven.

There apparently is though. That is the beauty of infinite love. Bathing in itself forever. Going on dream journeys with meaning, excitement, exploration, sadness, joy. Maximizing love. How could it ever be different.

This is the end, this is the never even started.

Nice one ✌

This is true and a very real trap. I am guilty of haven falled into this. The message is not for the individual, it has nothing to offer for the individual. When the individual hears this, it will turn it into a belief, it has no control over this. It becomes a belief like you just said, you can begin to bypass energetic blockages when believing in this. The energy blockage will then get protected by the belief of there being no individual. Unknowingly you walk in a mist of yourself, thinking you're not there when it is opposite to your actual experience. This is of course just happening, but why believe that there is nothing you can do, when the opposite is obviously just as true and just as false.

There is just the purity of what is.

How I see it: The apparent Individual is a self aware/conscious seperate observer of sensation. When pain arises the pain is "my" pain only when it is apparently seperate from you.

You shit, you piss, you drink, you eat, you sit there until the body dies whatever. If there is no one here to begin with, who is it that does this?

The energy is seemingly of an individual person though. This is not known, but it appears known. I did a dopamine detox yesterday and had some clarity on some things. I saw more clearly than ever that life for the person is utterly hopeless. It's a continuous search for fulfillment in the future, a hope for future wholeness. I noticed how often I was stuck in stories of how good the next experience is going to be. Then I realised that it was so empty, there was nothing in the upcoming experiences that would ever satisfy me, everything is temporary and I'm looking for permanence. Then had some realisations today. I was working and had this suffering type of feeling that I sometimes do when I work. I remembered a quote while washing children's toys (I work at a kindergarten): "Life is suffering." There I realised the hastle of life, and for no purpose at all, totally meaningless effort. Then I remembered another quote: "Before enlightenment chop wood carry water, after enlightenment chop wood carry water." Everything is what it is, person there or not. When an apparent person is there, there is suffering, there is a story of how the hastle belongs to me. Without a person there is hastle, but for no one. Whole and unwantable. Just what it is.

Let us know how it goes!

It was a joke, but obviously that wasn't obvious enough lol. @Red-White-Light I do appreciate the metaphor nevertheless!

@Red-White-Light I like that.

Is that picture your direct experience???? ???

Lmao got me too ?

@Meta-Man I agree.

I shouldn't say exactly either. Similar is more fitting. I didn't go around trying to wake up people though, I went through most of it in silence. It seems like this would be the case most of the time for your "first death". When you see through the matrix for the first time and all of what you thought you knew gets destroyed. That death has the hardest impact. Many deaths later until death and life evens out. What is left is just what is. Disclaimer:::: there is no rules to this, it's just a story about what apparently happened.

I've gone through exactly what he is going through.

The failing to enlighten my parents video is trippy asf lol. The disconnect is immeasurable. As @Meta-Man said, initial awakening can be a fucking mess. This feels like a bad trip on LSD. His intention is to wake them up from their "role" but the energy is chaotic. He comes across as psychotic, he hasn't integrated or given the insights enough time to settle. That is my initial thoughts after watching 10 min.

God has no opposite. God is not a thing. There is no God, OR there is only God.

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Tried once, tolerance get built quickly. Start low and increase the amount every day. 100ug should be fine for 5 days

@Galyna Nothing is real. Nothing actually exists. This is emptiness, you're speaking to it. You are emptiness conversing with itself. Out of time, no meaning, nothing to find, you are it already. This is emptier and fuller than an appearance in it could ever imagine or "intellectually understand" haha. Obviously. But not for the dream character, of course. This isn't happening, this never happened, this IS. You cant know it, you cant have it, you cant find it, because it is all there is and will ever be and simultaneously it never was and will never be.

@Someone here You are too mesmerized by appearances. So much that you forget that what you are looking at is yourself. It is all there is. Appearances is the formless forming. You are the constant appearing as changing.

Yes, the real me position apparently arises from a tension in the body. This tensions creates an experience of a real position. This feels unsatisfactory/not true, so it tries to find it's way out through understanding. What it can't understand is that it already is what it is looking for. It is in it's own way, an illusion trying to get out of an illusion. How can you find what is already?