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There's nothing going on, I'm just here like ???

It is okay, it has always been and will always be okay.

Lmao?

@KeyholeLoosen up, no need to be a serious seeker. While I do agree with parts of what you're saying, most of it I dont. You're judging the puppet for doing what it does and overlooking the underlying message that has nothing to do with puppets.

@Keyhole How exactly is she misusing femininity? You seem to address her looks a lot, as if it had any significance at all to what is pointed to. You might want to look at that tendency, jealousy? I found a lot of what she said to be on point, her "vibe" is another thing, dont particularly like the vibe.

Just fainted during a breathing exercise and I'm pretty sure that is what death feels like. So I stood breathing heavy with a timer on, 30 seconds in I suddenly started seeing black, I immediately recognized that it was too overwhelming so I jumped onto the bed right in front of me. Thank God I was doing it in front of a bed. Then NOTHING, without warning, a nothing that isn't even aware, but self luminous. There were no concept of time, a person, a world, fainting, just absolutely NOTHING. No problem, because there where no one there to recognize it. Suddenly something woke up and realized that there had been unconsciousness/nothing and started freaking out grasping back into the known reality.

What is NDE?

What subliminals are you using?

I've never really trusted subliminals. You put your faith into the integrity of the creator. You never know what could be hidden in some of them, it's interesting though. I've experienced with it before, but never saw particular results. Thanks for letting us know that he made you squirt btw!

Yep, I will.

What exactly are you saying no to?

This is it!

Just words. Maybe the title should have been "Just fainted and everything was lost/nothing was experienced." There is no problem here, you just projected meaning onto my words as if they have any significance to what is being pointed to. I do see that why though, the title literally points to a misunderstanding. I just contradicted a point in two sentences, but I think you know what I mean.

Huh?

I've already answered this question earlier on the thread. And you cant describe nothing, so all I can do is lie to the best of my ability.

Take the simple concept: "this is it." What is it pointing to?

Yeah, it was very similar to deep sleep

Yea don't know what to call it really. "Ego death" has so many different meanings by now. It was what people call unconsciousness, but it had a sense of non locatable awareness still, not attached to anything, so no reference point to which the """"experience"""" could be comprehended or even noticed. Seemed like death as I titled it.

I'm trying to open up my chest and throat. Also trying to release trauma with bioenergetics.

They are made into something by the apparent person who wakes up after them. This is it right now. Sometimes it's easier to notice that this is nothing when everything that apparently makes "you" think otherwise, fall away.

I've fainted two times doing breathing exercises, something might be up.

It's self luminous. It's only recognized when the concept of existence arise again. "I" didn't have an experience of nothing, how could you? It doesn't make sense even to the logical mind.

Did I ruin your night?

You're just acting like you are sockrattes and you are doing a great job! Keep it up, or don't.

This is it. This is non-existence. Existence and non-existence are two sides of the same coin called THIS. This can not be comprehended by anything appearing in it!! OBVIOUSLY. Stop grasping at it, you won't get it, because you don't exist! You don't want this. This is so god damn out of your reach, it's a fucking joke. YOU CAN'T GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP! OR KEEP GOING!!!! LOL. Fucking hell it's the joke echoing throughout infinity forever, there's no reason for it whatsoever.