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There is no becoming. This is it. There is no one here. The "ego" is a reflection looking for the mirror.

You can't experience nothing. Experience needs something to be experience. You're right you can never get it, so examples will satisfy the knower for a couple of seconds and then you're off to the next example/concept that will end up disappointing you again and again and again and again. While gurgeldag is just here chilling saying gurgeldag

These are just concepts put on top of this unknown gurgeldag. No words can describe it, so I have now named it "Gurgeldag." Everyone should from now on call this gurgeldag. If you don't, then you are wrong.

What does nothing look like? How could something see nothing? They are one and the same but they never meet. Trying to know/describe THIS is like trying to look at your own eyes, you can never do it. You'd have to use a mirror, and in that the mystery of them is reflected, but they can never see themselves. You can look all you want, but what is looking is what is looked for. Good, neither do I.

It is the closest the ego comes to this, it can only imagine solutions with itself as a part of the equation. This is too immediate, you can't grasp this, you can't know this. You wanna hold it so bad, you wanna see it and be it, but you are the illusion creating it. There is no it. When the search for it falls away... then....

You're looking for what's already happening, but you can't find it. Why is that?

People don't, the "Godhead" do, the Godhead is all there is, it is everything and nothing, therefore no one becomes aware of the Godhead. The Godhead is another idea, something grasp'able. This is it, this is the relative absolute, there is nothing to get. The person is an illusory position appearing in nothing, covering up the mystery that is everything. A nail in the sky. You won't ever understand this, don't worry, the need for understanding can fall away and then it is clear.

I really like how he approached this situation. To me his intentions are pure here, I think he is trying to force his body open so energy doesn't get blocked, but wtf do I know lol. Very interesting though. Btw if this is how a 5-meo experience looks from the outside, I don't know how you would say it is safe to do alone. This on the other hand is pretty fucked

Yeah I've had this many times. I can connect to that space sober now too. It's a pretty wild realization, everything has infinite layers/levels. Your level of consciousness is reflected in everything. That is why they say, when you wake up the whole world wakes up. When teacher and student meet, there is no longer teacher or student.

If I'm ever gonna take 5-meo I'm definitely going to do it with this guy. He seems to know what he's talking about, using tough love to optimize the overall experience of the medicine. Edit: okay so after watching some videos on this method I realize that it sounded like a better idea on paper than it did in practice. I take this comment back, lmao.

You'd have to imagine yourself being a real object in a real objective universe. From this standpoint you can speculate about the universe forever. Scientists are all about measuring it. They are literally trying to measure EVERYTHING????. They overlook the obvious truth: they are held by everything. If everything is everything, how can you measure it? You'd have to be separate from everything to be able to measure it, and then it would not be everything, because then there would be everything AND me. This is the fallacy of all science. Nothing and everything is two sides of the same coin, this is and isn't happening. All that you know of the physical universe is a lie. All that you know of everything is a lie.

@Javfly33 To really seal in the flavor of no time, try and look at a clock. The clock hands move/the numbers on an digital clock changes, but there is no such thing as time attached to that happening. I had this crystal clear realization at work, I was on lunch break sipping a cup of coffee looking at the clock and I just realized how thin the concept of time was. There was no such thing as time moving the hands on the clock, it was just a concept put on top of the apparent movement of the clock hands. I found this so funny. The truth is right in front of us, always.

Nice vids. Their message is timeless. You lose yourself in them. They loose their individuality when the message is received and we merge into nothing, here they serve as a timeless echo for the truth. Pure transmission, empty shells, love flows effortlessly.

It feels like there's always an underlying untouched peace. Chaotic energy still arises but it is not held on to anymore, it is not real or owned by anyone anymore. The realness is finally able to blossom because there has been made space for unrealness. There's apparently a "meing" and "being" energy happening. I actually dont know, I can't put my finger on what is happening anymore, there is just life happening. There's a strong recognition that there is no escape and that this is always whole which burns the energy of seeking when it arises. It is like life is slowly returning home from a long journey. I'll check out the vids. And I like this quote:

The irony and lack of self awareness is truly astonishing.

Hey. I think I know what you're going through. I went through the same phase a couple of years ago. Don't worry. Everything is okay. Free fall/unknowingness can be extremely disorienting in this "phase". You're trying to find grounding, but it is like nailing a nail in the sky. You'll find eventually that freefall is all there is, and that it is paradoxically ordinary and grounded when you let it be and stop resisting it. Realise that this was never known. Realise that there are no rules, no need for this to be in any certain way. Have a laugh with you're friends, do whatever you want, there was no real meaning in the first place anyway. If you take a good look, meaning doesn't actually mean anything. There is no inside or outside of you, there is only you, infinitely whole. You're empty and full, you're everything and nothing. Most importantly you're nothing of what you just read. You are what you just read.

That is not what I meant, but language can be real tricky.

@Javfly33 I'm not sure what you're trying to say.

Can you rewrite this please?

Enlightenment is not a state. Falling asleep to the dream has no significance to our being, but it has significance to the illusory person. It goes through a lot of hustle to find being, then a spontaneous letting go of the person can happen, and the dream is revealed to be not real. It's just energy appearing in these forms. You are always love, you are always whole.

@IAmTheHolySpirit You have blinders on, you are unable to recognize that you are talking to yourself.

Replace "you" with "I"