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There is no duality (form) AND the formless. That is a dream. This is formlessness appearing. The absolute relative. You're implying that this is real and that therefore there must be a reason for it, that there is something other than this. THIS IS IT. There is no God that can't accept itself or is struggling with its own infinity, that is a story appearing in THIS. Hello, right here!! You don't know what this iiiiis.

? I'm always only pointing to what is!

Ego thinks awakening or enlightenment is detachment, while it is the exact opposite. The ego's only defense mechanism regarding unwanted feelings is to detach. It has many ideas of how to be "spiritual" and what that entails: you must be quiet and peaceful, be untouched by the world

People can fear death and still not live longer than a Free Climber who faces death regularly. The fear of death is not required for survival to happen. Is the reason you eat breakfast in the morning because you fear that you'll die if you don't? The body is made for survival and will do everything that it can to get out of harms way. The body says eat vegetable, but mind says eat chocolate. If a bus is about to run you over, the body will likely move out of the way instinctively, while you are the one who ask "well should I?" Ever heard the cliche quote "I don't wanna survive, I wanna live!" you can find it in Wall-e and 12 years a slave both very good movies btw. Life and death are two sides of the same coin, this is already death. Push away death and you'll push away life.

There is no such thing as a permanent awakening state you can achieve. This here is what is looked for. Awakening points to the loss of a dream that was never real. The dream is a layer on top of what is happening that makes this seem known and lacking. When the need to know falls away there is just what is, perfect and whole. The illusory knower wants to know what will happen to "it" when awakening "happens." Awakening doesn't happen, it is a falling away of the illusory knower that seeks to awaken. Nobody realizes this, this is already, the need to realize/get something falls away and then it is revealed that what you were always looking for was and is what you have always been. You never left home.

Yes. Please, tell me what he is!

Yes, or a pointer to what the pointer appears in.

Yea, you were never there. You must be tired of always manipulating whatever is happening to fit into your story. You're not here. "this is the game of life". - Daft Punk

Yea, it is basically soccer with cars lol, such a basic idea but they really nailed it.

LMAO, I have a tendency to get riled up too when I occasionally game. I play Rocket League, such a toxic community but still a good ass game. Secret is to realise that it is just a game, you're playing for the fun of it, this should be obvious but ego gets very attached to outcomes and often blame others for losing. If you play for the fun of it alone, there is nothing that can trigger you, you might get a little tensed when it gets intense in the game, nothing wrong with that, it's part of the fun. It's only wrong when there is a person there playing to win that it gets uncomfortable. Even then it isn't ACTUALLY wrong, ofc. Gaming can teach you a lot about life. There is no real meaning to it other than what you give it, there is no actual outcome that matters. When the attachment to outcome is lost, there is much more space for a sort of grace and flow, well being and fun with what is happening.

It's energy, there is no you to do anything with it and it doesn't require a you to be. You haven't found the holy grail, let go of trying to know what is happening. Let it do what it does, don't interfere with this, you can't own it. Dance, jump, laugh, cry, sing. These happenings do not need meaning, they do not need to be understood. They are what they are and that is it.

Love is so complete that it can appear as anything. It can appear as being seperate from itself and complaining about all of its imaginary problems. This is love. All there is is energy, this is energy appearing in these forms. It is incredible, pure creativity, all we are ever talking about is this. Whatever is happening, that is it, you don't need to find it, it already is.

Self consciousness creates apparent consciousness in the other. When self consciousness falls away, it is seen that nothing is conscious in the way you believed it were. When in the dream, this is only real. When awakening "happens" this is both real and unreal. Basically, the other person with a real story in a real world with a seperate consciousness is seen to always have been an illusion.

This is the glimpse.

You're living in what could've been and what once was. Are the past and future real? Can THIS be other than it is? Is there actually a problem if you don't think about it?

HEHE You didn't experience it, the experiencer fell away and all there was left was this. This is the glimpse! THIS. You can't capture or know what this is, you don't know what "happened." You think you saw "it", but you fell away for a split second and all there was, was this unspeakable this. You won't find it again, it is not an attainable thing. Don't label it God, don't label it infinite, don't label it anything, that is another mechanism of the ego to keep itself in a knowing position.

Just wanted to recommend this series. I've only watched the first episode, many here would enjoy it.

There is nothing around or inside this. There is only what is happening, trapped or free of the tormentor that is trying to know it. The little you can become the big YOU, when the you falls away there is no you, not even the God you.

What I'm saying is that this is already it. Who is it that has to get it? "God" is just a concept that falls infinitely short of what it supposedly points to, why? Because THIS IS IT. It's easy to say "You are God" and then think you know everything. You actually know absolute Jack shit, this is totally unknowable and that is the fucking beauty off it.

There isn't a YOU and something else (God). Closest you come to put it into words is: THIS or YOU or GOD or GURGELDAG But no one is aware of this, it is too close to be aware of. The looking for it puts you in an infinite search with no hope of finding. The joke is that this is it.

Why are you trying to unravel the mystery? You wan't to know what this is because you think it will give you what you long for. The mystery is longed for, but the seeker kills it by knowing everything. What you're looking for is always opposite to where you are looking. If it could be gotten why haven't you gotten it already? Is it because you are stupid? Or is it because there is nothing to be gotten?

Hehe, that's funny.