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"My camera broke" and instead of spending 20 minutes reshooting this thing, I spent 3 hours trying to edit it to synch audio with video...

@DrewNows Be cool man, you're golden I love you

“To know means to know all. Not to know all means not to know. In order to know all, it is only necessary to know a little. But, in order to know this little, it is first necessary to know pretty much.” ― G.I. Gurdjieff

@now is forever Reading people that try to convince you exhausts me. I'd call the cops if I were you.

Great job man! Keep that up.

Your posts are uncannily timely. Thanks.

@now is forever I think I will have to follow your footsteps.

Sexuality is suffering. That's what I came to realize recently. The mere fact that there are men and women is cruel. The fact that we're biologically predisposed to certain polar behaviors is horrific. The fact that we're unaware of them and that they drive our lives to such extents is nauseating.

I'm in the belly of the beast.

I'm fond of that one, don't delete it.

Perspectives can be made into absolutes, like Leo did with survival. It's a bold move in a spiritual community, but it's not the only way you can frame things as. If everything is ego, then ego has no meaning and becomes God. What I meant is: keep processing and see where it takes you. It may leave you staying here. Or not.

Do your thing. Blossom, but don't assume the outcome.

@Pouya @Shadowraix do you distinguish between intuition and instinct? Can you write something about the two?

"yes. you know what, sexuality in witchery is only always about your sexual identity so is witchery... god mode is really different, so try to see through it. it’s good that you are done with it tsuki. it‘s your problem if you didn’t see it while it was flying. now it doesn’t anymore." I'm processing too. Lots of insights happened on my trip. I'll be talking about them in my next video.

"processing i said several times, it won‘t be easy." Can't wait to see the butterfly. Or will it be a coffeefly? "I CLEANED UP MY ACT FOR JESUS! Now here I am waking up at the witching hour again having discussions I shouldn't be having!!!" You know that men are so penetrating only because you females have this stuff hidden in the witching hour? HAHAHAHA Shit, I'm done here. Przepraszam, nie bij Marta!

"SEEEEEE??? You're way too easily entertained. I don't want to be a spectacle. It's deeply personal. " HAHAHAHA I never expected to hear that from you, the forum's Mary Magdalene. We're just dogs, Mandy.

"there are no masks the identity here is faceless. it was never supposed to be more than that. i fell into wonderland and forgot to leave." Then what's the problem? You surely know that there is no exit so why all the theater?

HAHAHAHA maybe I don't know? HAHAHAHAHA

Hahaha, if that's what you're planning then go on. You could go in the opposite way by making this place more real by showing your face. That would cut right through your masks without deleting anything. One fell swoop. Things are only as real as you make them. Only as sacred or mundane as you have them. That's what Mandy seems to be missing too. Masturbation is a part of witchcraft.

@now is forever You've been deliberately constructing yourself to your own liking? Haven't you learned that desires are fickle? @mandyjw hahahahaha you should talk to her, she might teach you a few things.

@mandyjw Hi. You know that I told @kieranperez that he's full of shit the same day he told you the same words? I'm sorry for not honoring people's fragility to protect mine. It always comes back.

I don't think anybody is going to hide your posts for you. The posts are not the problem. This place is already running through your veins, your soul is entangled with it. This is why it's difficult to leave. Freeing myself from my masks is never about smashing anything, or even taking them off. It's about a smile, laughter, the 'even me' phenomenon. It's shameless nakedness, having the audacity to not care.

Unconditional love is emptiness. Always receptive, always there for you when you need it.