tsuki

The lowest level of nonduality is duality. It is also the highest because the path goes full-circle.

@Aakash That is because you are over-emphasizing the truth. The truth does not have to deal with anything, it is itself. It is your ego that cares. As I heal myself emotionally, this 'pointlessness', or rather 'directionlessness' becomes more similar to 'contentment', 'happiness', 'joy', 'bliss', 'love', 'ecstasy' and so on until it is simply silence. This is much more than I have ever hoped for.

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Do you still meditate?

Sinking the mind in the breath: day #9 The neck pain is getting better, it's a great practice to surrender to fear/pain while stretching it. When I strained it, I was really afraid of dying hahaha. This fear is literally what restrains my mobility. I'll have to experiment with it. Still no coffee, I'm not even missing it. The energy is through the roof. I wonder whether it leads to awakening or not. It is reminiscent of the shimmer. I just can't keep being silent, I wonder whether it's because of my diet, coffee, the forest walks, meditation?

For things to make sense, you need to be directly conscious of what the language points to. You also have to be directly conscious of what consciousness is. You asked how 1+1=2 is relative and I answered. It is relative regardless of how you twist it. Your very twisting is the proof that 1+1=2 is relative.

It's not irony. It's just that people of power here derive pleasure from pissing on people few steps behind them. Disgusting.

@remember in that case, why don't we keep living in between rules more boldly until rulers are forced to self-reflect?

@Truth Addict Do you still hold that position?

I'm starting to realize that we care too much and it is severely misunderstood because we speak out against toxicity that is widely regarded as healthy. Maybe we've outgrown this place?

@tsuki what has changed here? I know you have become Truth so i dare not disrespect that you are enlightened. I feel that you are. Are you letting your own ego blind you? But what here has changed? Talking with infinite intelligence? Remember if you are enlightened then you no longer need any teachings. This is true because you become conscious that you are God. God is all teachings. God is all things and God is you. Therefore you are imagining me, this forum, and Leo. You are imagining all of it because you are God. @Inliytened1 @Truth Addict What had changed is that I understood how the ego and enlightenment come together and I am not going to suppress the former any longer. Am I being blinded by my ego? Yes, I am having an ego backlash, but this backlash is just me trying to make this place better. I do not back off from what I said here: but the difference is that I did not care what happened to people that misunderstand teachings. Teachings can be really misunderstood and damaging even if they are better than what the world offers by default. For now it seems like the forum is interfering with my practices and I will refrain from posting because the monkey mind is getting out of hand. This is my last post in this topic, I need to cool off.

@Bill W Not too much advice from me, just came to show you my support. Prayer is extremely powerful, please do it if it resonates with you. Also, be mindful that even though you may not feel it directly, your body may be in panic mode because of the food you consume. That may be the cause of your anger and negative emotions. Please don't judge yourself so harshly, you are not a weak person. This is just anger turned inwardly. I believe in you.

@Truth Addict touche. Leo is teaching different stuff than few months back . I'm gonna lay off the forum for some time.

Sinking the mind in the breath: day #8 The monkey mind is maddening. Please kill me. Too much forum, too little silence. Lesson learned. The music is off for a reason, the forum needs to be off for the same reason. I meditated in the forest today, about 20 minutes total. Still no coffee.

@Aakash wisdom cannot be taught with words, human contact is needed if it is going to work en masse. I'm through with debating.

The only ruler that rules with love is Jesus and we crucified him. Rulers rule with power, and power creates hierarchies. You are either allergic to them, or to me speaking about them. But it may very well be a collective feminine thing. I've seen it a couple of times in here from various women.

The responsibilities are much more feminine, compassionate, personal. There is no spirituality without human contact. I know that Leo is occupied full time with releasing content, but this content is like scriptures. Traditionally, scriptures are taught by self-realized teachers that actually embody and understand what is being taught. That is the reason why lineages are created, to make sure that the teachings do not get warped across time. It is not merely a power play like the modern society with authority shadow would lead us to believe.

@Truth Addict That kind of deflection of responsibility is what Leo preaches. I'm saying that this is being a leader with privileges while avoiding responsibilities. I find it to be very disappointing and that is why I am speaking out. Not to gain power.

@Truth Addict I'm pretty sure that you can discern which is which, so why do you keep one-upping me? Is this how you roll too?

@Truth Addict Woof! Freedom is more fundamental than power. It is a precondition of power. That does not invalidate the existence of power, on the contrary. Power can be wielded for variety of purposes, but personal development is the purpose that spreads freedom. After some point in person's development, that fact can be recognized and you follow someone specifically because he frees you, not because he forces you to. PS. Let's not get into this discussion again.

@remember Civil conversations work as a way to resolve conflicts only because there is violence if they fail. Not everyone can be convinced of their folly, some people just don't care. Moderators are normally not shamans, they are guards that will boot you out if you mess with the rules. The problem with this community is that guards are shamans too and they are selected by the philosopher king. There is no feedback loop, no rotation, so it runs the risk of stagnation. Leo seems to have solved the issue by assigning moderators that are not regular posters and are focused outside of the forum to cool off. Just imagine if either of us got moderation privileges, they would get into our heads very quickly. Not to mention the feedback loop between power and cunning, that is not a good mix. The common sense of truth is that shamans do not mess with power. They live in the grey area that is not covered by rules in ways that does not upset people.

@Truth Addict lol The conversation had like 5 pages, I'm not going to attempt to explain it to you again.

@Truth Addict I never denied the existence or importance of power, you missed the point of our previous conversation.

Spiritual bypassing. Tell that to the families of the ones that committed suicide because they did not understand the lesson. Not cool. Have you watched the video I posted in your journal? You have a massive shadow relating to authority.

But still, there are people like the tree of us for example that know exactly what it means. Why not being open and honest in this case? It's not about secrets, it's about being responsible.