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Hi! The most memorable effect I had with Mescaline HCL was coming back to the unmoving eternal essence of myself. It showed me that I willingly tear myself apart giving away the true source of authority which is my internal peace.

Color out of space 2020 Nicolas Cage meets Howard Lovecraft

Thank you for your feedback. If you want the source of this theory, here it is: I understand the conspiracy theory stuff. Of course it seems off the top. But whats been happening in my country for the past 25 years is insanity that goes against any rational or moral standards. Putin's ideology is cult thinking rigged with conspiracy theories, which affected everyone in this country. I hope time will reveal to us what really happened during these years.

@Hatfort that is my personal opinion, sorry if it seems too edgy. My sources are social media, state media and living in Russia for my entire life.

Russian propaganda is on downhill worldwide because of internal political instability and lack of future for Putin's regime. Putin is a traitor of Russia, terrorist and war criminal. His regime was illegitimate from the very beginning. He is also dead. Unconstitutional forces that hold political power are using trained actors to impersonate Putin in order to conceal the fact of his death.

I love reading you guys. Creativity overflow!

God will remember that.

You mean "Looper"?

Paradoxically delicious sweet-and-sour chimp brain pizza on 5-meo-dough and with golden nugget crust. Pizza of Truth!

Yea, the hacking epidemic is rampant right now. I play overwatch 2 and theres a cheater in almost every match, even in casual mode. This situation just keeps getting worse every year

Yea, i could tell that from my trips. Actually, my first contact with some kind of foreign intelligence was on mushrooms. Though I couldn't achieve a positive breakthrough for like 2 years the trips were somewhat helpful.

Several times during my dreams i saw an infinite catalogue of past lives. It was a giant honeycomb structure with different heads / lives inside each hexagonal section. I zoomed out from the centered one where my current life resided and then took a dive into couple of sections. Apparently, I was a native Indian woman on a prairie farm hanging washed clothes. Other lives I dont remember. I had experienced this twice but it was completely random and I cant tell what was the reason for it.

Try adding MDMA for that purpose, this combo helped me release huge amount of trauma energy.

Oh no, i havent finished the last one yet 😢🐢

Thank you. I will keep that in mind.

I had serious dissociation issues up until my recent breakthrough DMT experience. It cut through my subconscious belief that reality has no inherent consciousness, which I couldn't fundamentally tackle with other psychedelics (even though i had glimpses of it here and there). Just after 1 breakthrough trip i had 1 month long afterglow effects, vivid dreams and energized waking state. No access to 5-Meo in my area though so can't compare the two DMTs but i've found this article which analyses the two. Seems pretty insightful. Particularly the point #4 on reality model complexity had me thinking about my own thought patterns. https://qualiacomputing.com/2020/07/01/5-meo-dmt-vs-nn-dmt-the-9-lenses/

Itsa me, Mario! woohooo 🍄

Thank you for your post, it resonated deeply with me and i discovered the same introject within me. An echo of my younger wounded self.

Never accept the world as it appears to be. Always dare to see it for what it could be.

Not interacting yet scrolling the forum is a trap too, personal experience