Isaac Ben

The vendor is trusted and his LSD is known to be pure and clean. I gave a friend of mine a tab of 120ug because he wanted to do it recreationally and he tripped balls. He told me he was in real life WW2 for quite a bit lol. I actually had 480ug (4 tabs) and my tolerance was at baseline (I leave 2 weeks between trips). Aside from the peak which lasted for an hour and wasn't really deep, I was functioning properly. I was a little disappointed because I just wasn't experiencing the profound stuff people talk about in trip reports and I never considered that I might have natural tolerance to LSD. I didn't even know that's a thing. I was however surprised by how deep a 2.5-2.7g of mushrooms (I didnt drink the whole 3g tea) got me. It was extremely similar to the way you described it in you mushroop trip video Leo, with the trances and the unconditional love for pretty much everything. At the time, I concluded that LSD was just not a good psychedelic for spiritual use. I guess I'm wrong. @MsNobody Really interesting, I had 30mg rectally though, iirc it takes less substance to breakthough that way so you might breakthough at 30mg snorting. Maybe for us it'd work better when smoked. I wont be trying that in the near future though because I still have lots of HCL but if you do please send a message about the results. I'll do the same. This is really interesting, I didn't know natural tolerance to psychedelics exist even though I read a lot about them. Goes to show you how little scientific research we have on such powerful and perhaps world changing substances.

In fact, by trying this, I was looking for the real me, not the selfish, egoic guy that I thought I was. I guess I have more inner-work to do.

Although I've been meditating for 7 months, I've only started getting serious about enlightenment work only about 3 months ago. I've been reading books, listening to Leo and other Gurus (especially Alan Watts, he got me into this), and experimented with both LSD and mushrooms spiritually (LSD didn't too much for me even up to 450mg but a 3g of mushrooms trip was epic). Never done self-inquiry though. Maybe I couldn't breakthrough because I'm relatively new but reading trip reports of random people experiencing God led me to believe that it doesn't matter that much. I guess I'll stick with mushrooms for the moment and currently reading the Kriya yoga book which I'm excited to start practicing. Thanks for the replies.

To me, these victimless sins are absurd. It matters because if you adhere to such beliefs you're basically limiting your freedom and perhaps potential. If those sins are a "choice to get away from the God", then getting close to that God means moralizing. Moralism is a disease my friend. I obviously don't know you, but If you've been there then maybe you're now having a big and twisted ego-backlash. Just my two cents.

@egolessMay I ask what do you think about: Gay people, premarital sex, eating pig and fat, getting remarried after divorce...

This is not a trip report, I just have a question but I need to describe the experience. Alright so I took 30mg rectally (on an empty stomach this morning after I woke up, and I made sure to empty my butt) but I still did not experience the merging with God / Consciousness expansion mindfucks, my ego was still there. I laid down for on my stomach for 20 mins to make sure the solution fully absorbs. At the 9 min mark reality became wonky and it kept building up till the 20 mins mark where I finally turned around on my back, at that point saliva was pouring down my mouth and my heart was pounding like 300 beats/sec and I started shaking and moving my limbs uncontrollably and very violently (more violent than prior lower dose tips), I was still aware of myself, I was still there, overwhelmed by terror and fear but I made sure to be fully open. At the 30 min mark the violent shaking stopped but I was still tripping until about the 1 hour mark (Rolling on the dirty floor, laughing hard, singing and dancing... I felt just happy and free but still aware of myself and identified as the ego). Now, from what Leo and other users say, 25mg should be a breakthrough dose right? Does this mean that I wasn't ready for the experience (even though, I was totally open and convincing myself that I'm ready to actually die) or does this mean that the 5-MeO wasn't pure enough (I'll post a pic)? It looks kinda off-white and turns pinkish when mixed with water.