Winston

Thank you. I watched the video. I am specifically interested in learning techniques to transmute the sexual energy. Is it simply a matter of abstaining or is there more that can be done?

I am interested to learn more about how to effectively transmute sexual energy into creativity, motivation and manifesting material desires. Possible points for discussion: Is this a real phenomenon? How do I do it? Can sexual energy be wasted through porn and masturbation? What are the benefits of not wasting sexual energy? What are the benefits of harnessing and channeling sexual energy? Can sexual energy be used to achieve enlightenment?

Check out the blogs https://orthosphere.wordpress.com/ and https://zippycatholic.wordpress.com/. These are good examples of highly intellectualized stage Blue mentality.

Judging yourself will not help. But laziness is something you need to confront head on. Your laziness has become habitual and you need to break the pattern and develop a new habit of non laziness. I suggest you start a to do list. Only put 1-3 items on it that you must accomplish on a given day. Try and accomplish 1-3 tasks per day for 30 days. See if that works.