WaveInTheOcean

Oh sorry ?❤️??

No it is not. You misunderstood leo I clarified it in my reply to Leo if you could be bothered to give a fuck (i.e. read), not that I expect you can. Here it is lazy noob "So it's not that it's seen to be projections of your limited false Leo-mind, but as projections of Yourself (True Self) aka God. (I know you already meant this, just clarifying for everyone else in doubt). Because even the body-mind-persona, Leo, is then seen to be a projection of Yourself."

Beautiful analogy. Yes. And this explains "synchronicities" and so on. The Universe is One. It's all-knowing, all-intelligent, all-powerful, omniscient. So naturally, the Universe can communicate with itself in many - infinite - ways, human minds simply cannot understand. For example, the Universe may know exactly what "Bob" needs to read on this forum in this very moment in order for him to progress towards his awakening. So he is shown that (as a comment by "Alice"). It seems coincidental, but nothing is coincidental; everything is happening out of and because of: Intelligent Love = Your True Self = Me = God = Consciousness = Absolute Infinity. Ultimately, what is happening on this forum -- just as in the whole universe -- is one Self (God) talking and doing things to Itself ... The Infinite Dance of The Self ... The Self has of course splitted Itself up into infinite many 'seemingly separate selves'... just for kicks... but they are ultimately all Absolute Oneness.

Or like one human being playing 1000 characters/avatars simultaneously (somehow) on the same MMO-server, splitting "himself" into 1000 separate selves, where each separate self 100% believes itself to be this separate character/avatar. Awakening is then when one of these avatars -- that is: one of the human's splitted separate selves -- remember that it's actually a human pretending to be a player avatar. When all avatars remember it, we reach singularity: The human remembers he were human all along, and the avatars just his imagination. (Of course the MMO-server is also created by this human being) Now substitute human with God.

Yeah I get you, this resonantes with me too. The splitting for me I talk about is "a form of integration" for me, I think. But yes, everything in your life -- on a deep trip/mystical experience -- can be seen to be your own doing, i.e. something you have done to yourself. As God. So it's not that it's seen to be projections of your limited false Leo-mind, but as projections of Yourself (True Self) aka God. (I know you already meant this, just clarifying for everyone else in doubt). Because even the body-mind-persona, Leo, is then seen to be a projection of Yourself. From a striclty hardcore scientific point-of-view this is by the way obvious. It's the brain that is taking in external stimuli (photons, sound-waves) and translating it into "meaning", i.e. human people talking. So from a striclty scientific point-of-view this is obvious: all "external" humans talking = fabrications of our mind/brain. It's just funny how many materialists sort of just are blind to their blindness of this obvious fact.

beautiful analogy

no matter how brutal it sounds, yes, that is the truth. There is no "grand objective "law-book" in the Universe stating "rape is bad, don't do it!" ... To believe this is fanatic religious belief. Look at animals. Chimps and so on. They do horrible things to each other. Probably also a lot of rape. There are male lions who kill small pups because the pups were not theirs. Etc etc. You call that bad?? Nature calls it nature/neutral/harmony :-) Of course it is bad from a human pov. We are always looking at things from a human pov...because...we...are..humans! So in a sense, yes, it is up to the indivdual. ALWAYS. It can NEVER NOT BE. However, we at the same time HAVE to structure society in a way where it seen as "objectively bad/evil" to rape/kill/steal, cos if we just said "it's up to the individual" .. then ppl would do stupid things, cos ppl are stupid/selfish/animalistic as "their bread-and-butter" until they are teached some manners and/or awaken :-) We HAVE to do this if we want to be civilized and not go around "worrying" 24/7 if my neighbour will rape/murder me this evening. (Of course if I do not care about my neighbour raping/murdering me then I don't have to do anything about it. But that's not how humans are. We are survival-machines. We care about survival. We have now become so advanced that we have made socieities/social technologies that benefit our common survival.) So of course anyone on this forum, including me and Leo, project the "bad"/"evil"-label onto rape. The difference is just that me and Leo (and others) are very conscious of our own projecting (i.e. know that what is "bad" and "good" are relative/imaginary/mind-projection/our own projection) while you obviously are not :-) Become. More. Conscious.

A deep desire for "not being in delusion" anymore. I.e. you have to have a deep despire for true understanding/knowledge. Not for any particular reason, just for the value of that understanding/knowledge in and of itself. You must want to be as honest as possible. Cultivate honesty in every aspect of your life, how you are towards yourself and towards others, and slowly you will start seeing interesting changes within you (positive ones, although in the start it may be hard). You have to be like an "electric truth-pole" running around this dream spreading truth to yourself and everyone. Then throw in some meditation and some psychedelics (most important one), and maybe, just maybe, you could one day awaken. Listen to Alan Watts too.

true true my entity contact on my past 2cb trips, ayahuasca and DMT has been very interesting. I haven't directly visually seen the beings (except on my DMT breakthrough maybe, but I can't remember how they looked) but I have just sensed 1-2 intelligent beings around me / inside me that I could communicate with. Of course I know that ultimately I'm just talking to myself, but it's still super super interesting. It's like psychedelics split up your inner unconscious workings and allow you to look at it from different angles. Psychedelics are extremely powerful if you want to reprogram yourself on the most deepest level. And ofc also if you want to understand your true self / the nature of Reality.

No?✨?what is seen can't be unseen What i have become/rememered about myself cannot be undone

interesting you should read LSD And The Mind of The Universe: Diamonds from Heaven by C. bache. He describes his 50+ high-dose LSD trips in this book, and he's an academic philosopher too. He also mentions how he felt like he was close to destryoing the whole universe at times.

True true. Ah okay, you have done above 20 mg and still no visuals / no entitiy contact. That's very interesting indeed.

A lot of guld nuggets in this video. He's obviously awake. I can relate so much to everything he says. Full control over emotions. You can still be sad but it's a choice. It's beautiful. Acting is a spiritual quest. He talks about how many actors are enlightened, Jim Carrey is a good example, because they learn that during acting they actually become their role. And this is the same they've done all their life: acting and then becoming the person. But that's not who we are. Depressive vs expressive. Yes, depression is the opposite of fully expressing yourself. "no-brainer" = "enligthenment". Yes the brain is a limiter. It narrows the Whole (Reality) to a narrowly defined "thing"; your survival is now all that matters. He talks about "What if your girlfriend broke up with you? Or you lost your job?" , would you still be happy? Would you have control over your emotions? The thing is: most people will be depressed and sad if they lose their dream job/dream GF/dream BF and there's nothing wrong with being sad/depressed, but here is what is "not-good": They don't WANT to feel sad/depressed while they are sad/depressed. And that's real unhappiness, when you resist your emotion. And why don't they want to feel sad/depressed after their loss? BECAUSE SOCIETY LOOKS DOWN UPON SAD PEOPLE. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SAD, says society. YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO SMILE ALL THE TIME AND WORK THAT HAMSTER WHEEL 24/7 haha. See, if I lost my mom/dad/my dream job/dream GF w/e I'd probably also be sad. But I want to feel sad if that happens, I'm not the least in doubt. I want to. And I can be happy again anytime I want to. happiness and sadness is a duality. it's the same thing. It's all Happiness with big H (i.e. Love) as long as you don't resist. Enlightenment = No resistance / being in flow / free = being unlimited = being in-control = expressing yourself freely Being "normal" = resisting (in order to survive as a separate self) = tension in mind&body = being limited = being controlled by external things = not-being-in-control = being depressed Sadness is a beautiful emotion. Why are sad movies popular? It's beautiful, cos you can let go after you've watched it. Sadness is beautiful emotion if you realize its your own doing; that you in ACTUALITY can break free ANY TIME, you want to. But most people can't break free. And they can't break free, because they don't realize that it's something you can do. LOL Oh god. Great video, that's just why I wanted to share it in a post for itself on this beautiful forum. So how do you become Happy for good? You stop searching for it externally. And start looking inward to see who you are. When you find out who you are / what you have left out all your live up until now, your prior false self will be shattered, and you can now be anyone you want (which is the "state" of the true self: <nothingness/everythingness/God/Love/Consciousness/The Acting Self Always In Full Control>. You can be sad, you can be happy. You realize you're fully in control, and the most stunning part: that you've always been. Prior to awakening you were just pretending not-to-be-in-control. hehe;) You were (are, if you are not awakened) pretending to be a 'poor little me', swayed by external conditions. A victim. Either you believe you are on parole, with God up in the sky looking after you (religious people), or you believe you are just an accident. A biological accident that happened in a universe that is basically a cold, unintelligent machine with no deeper meaning, no finer emotions, no purpose, no love, no intelligence. (atheists/ hardcore scientific-minded ppl). Haha. What's up all pretenders on this forum. When are you gonna let go and stop pretending to not be in control?:D Stop pretending = letting go = not resisting <3 Could you at least pretend to let go of the "reality is a cold machine"-myth and try, just TRY, to imagine yourself to be believing in this myth: The Universe is playful. It's Intelligent. Reality is warm, filled with emotions, filled with purpose. Who's filling it up with play, act, intelligence, warmth, emotions, and meaning? ........... YOU. You. You. You. God. You are God. It's all your doing. If you want reality/the universe to be a story of a God-creator in the sky looking after his children to behave well, then that's what it is. For you. If you want reality/the universe to be a story of a natural, physical, scientific, hard-coded, tough, rough, fully-automatic, cold, unintelligent machine made up of Natural Laws, where there just randomly, accidentally happened to be life on an otherwise lifeless rock floating around in dark space, then that's your story. Then you have to conquer nature and defeat it. That is what it's all about then. For you. But both these two myths (the religious & the fully-automatic-model) make you feel like a separate self. You see that? They re-nforce your concious/semi-unconscious deep belief that you are a separate human being isolated from everything else, living a temporary life, and that after that you will be death forever and ever in eternal darkness/nothingness. A separate isolated self that has to seek happiness externally during his/her limited life-span. Either from God in the sky -- salvation, by being "good" -- or from external, materialistic factors such as prestige, success, fame, money, social status, power, sex, food..., you name your addiction. But you see. No matter how much you try to be-good to please the Lord up in Heaven, or no matter how much success, sex and money you get, it will never make you really Happy. Why not? Because you still believe that you are a limited, separate 'self' living in a cruel world that will you no-good... You *KNOW* that you will eventually die and lose everything. And that makes you deeply depressed on the inside, whether you realize it or not. As long as you think of yourself as a temporary, separate self, you will constantly feel that you: lack "something". You will fear a lot. Regret a lot. You will be depressed by society/cultural norms/other people's opinion, because you always try to live up to their standards. But the only standard that matters is your own standard. Change your standard. Make the universe something that is intelligent. Buy into the acting-myth. That it's all a dream/act/game. And that you are the actor. That's a lot more fun than the fully-automatic and religious model, cos then you are eternal. You are just right now acting out one meta-characther, and after that characther has played its role, you will play a new one. You see? You are Divine, Eternal, Infinite, All-Powerful. You now see that it's all your dream. You are making it all function. It's all part of your play. It's all your doing. You feel CONNECTED. You are part of an intelligent dance. An intelligent play. The purpose is to see what we can imagine. How far out can we go? And how loving can we be? How powerful are our Divine Creative forces? What can we imagine? What can we do? Look at the past 10.000 years of human history. Look at all we have imagined, both "sad" and "beautiful" things. It's all play. It's all Creation. Your Creation. Of course just remember that you on purpose always choose to do something consciously and something unconsciously, simultaneously. If you did everything unconsciously, then that's equal to a deep sleep without dreams. That's where you go after you die. Until you wake up again:-) If you did everything consciously, you'd be nothing/everything/God. You see that? You can't listen to music, eat melon, beat the heart and shine the sun, all 4 things consciously, simultaneously. So you choose to do 2 things consciously: the music and the eating of the melon and then you do the sun-shining and the heart-beating unconsciously. :-) So even though everything is your doing, of course you will relatively speaking still be surprised when your conscious doings overlaps with the your unconscious doings, like the tree that might fall over your car tommorow, or how your loved one may get a sudden heart attack in 2 years, or how it's gonna rain like shit in 1 hour, or how you make an apple fall down from the tree while you read a book under it. By letting some things be done unconsciously, you can focus on something (i.e. make distinctions and thus manifest 'things'). That's what life is: a special type of focus. Your focus. Create. Express. Imagine. Love. <3 You see, if you could let go of all beliefs you have absorbed from the outside, what would be left? Pure experience. Pure being. Pure qualia. Raw conscious experience. And then you are free "to now put on" any myth you like. Will you choose the religious myth? The fully automatic machine-myth? Or the intelligent/play/act/dream-myth? See, all myths have their purpose. The religious myth was necessary for the evolution of ethics and "good behaviour"/good manners (a lot of harm came along too though, ofc). The fully automatic-machine myth/atheistic myth was necessary for the evolution of science and technology (which also brings good and bad things with it). Now we are in a unique position, us people who are living in the Western World. We have the comfy life now. We live in a democratic society where people mostly behave well, because they have been taught to behave well and because they can get food on the table everyday. And we got powerful technologies like the internet. So we can study anything we want. And we are all connected in a way we've never been before. And we can focus on what's behind everything. We can focus on ourselves, find out who we really are. And then when we have found that out: we can create our own myth and transform the planet. Make it a better place. Help ppl wake up. We need a new myth. A spiritual myth. A myth where all human people are seen as conscious souis who have chosen to live their human lives themselves (and for a deep mystical reason!). As divine beings, not just as "biological/cultural/ethnic human beings". As avatars of The Godhead. As "physical" vessels for love/imagination/infinity/God/Consciousness. The play/dream-myth, where you by buying into it slowly can start to see that it's all One. Oneness. Because it's all play (God's play), but it's play with a deep intelligent manuscript behind it. Your manuscript, not your ego's or the cultural/societal ego's manuscript, but: God's/Your's manuscript. Everything has meaning, purpose, because it's part of an intelligent plan. You start to see reality as something filled with meaning, intelligence, emotion and purpose and love. Then we can create a more loving society on Earth with less suffering, less pain, and more love, more creation for creation's sake. But also see, that there can only be "good things", i.e. happiness, good, beautiful, joy, surprise, laughter, love etc if we have something opposite to contrast it with: sadness, hate, bad, ugly etc. That's why life is not just from the get-go: paradise. If it were paradise from the get-go, it would not be paradise! Haha, you see? It would be nothing. "paradise" is only "real" if we also got its opposite: hell! You can't have hell without paradise, you can't have paradise without hell. Just like you can't have life without death and vice versa. And fundamentally all these relativistic dualities are one and the same thing: God/Love/Consciousness. We did it. To dream. For creation's sake. When you can transcend all perspectives and all dualities and let go of the dream, what you are left with is Paradise though. Paradise with a big P. Because you see it's all something you do. It's your garden of play. Of love. Of imagination. Of creation. You are now consciously in full control over all your emotions. Want to be sad? be sad. Want to be happy? be happy. Want to hate? hate. Want to love? love. Want to be bad? be bad. Want to be good? be good. Want to be beautiful? be beautiful. Want to fear? fear. Want to be at peace? be at peace. When you're fully awake, you are in absolute control and everything that happens to you is seen as your own doing, consciously or unconciously, doesn't matter, still your doing. and it is beautiful and you want to be Loving towards everyone and everything with a big L, cos how can you not Love yourself?????? <3 Create. Express. Imagine. Love. <3

What did you not agree with? I don't understand I however think it's quite obvious you are still stuck in duality. When you are awake like I am there is zero difference between what you call "God" and what you call "a human". Zero. It's all One.

Maybe I was a bit too harsh. You seem to have a somewhat -- tho limited - understanding of who you are. But anyway, yes, the "ones" who are reading your messages on this forum. They are real. It's God, you, me. It's all one. You are the only one who exist, yes, but not as the person you emotionally believe you are. We're talking about the Consciousness behind that. The Works. THe Universe itself. Reality itself. The Godhead. That's who you really are. That's the one reading these messages, writing them, believing itself to be a human being. But to believe to be a human being is just that: a belief. God tricking himself into believing he is human. But he ain't, he's God! That's you. So the one who is reading your messages on this forum, that's yourself! Only you are not conscious of yourself reading them. Just like you ain't conscious of how you beat your heart or how you close or open your hand. You just do it. Like you shine the sun. <3

You obviously have no clue who you are, so any philosophical discussions you make in your head about some implications of what a random dude on YT says... forget it man. don't go for it. Find out who you are, then we can talk about implications. I think the best thing I can say to you is this: You don't exist. You are an illusion/fantasy, too, just like all other characters running around in this dream. But who are you then? Someone must be aware of this illusion/tricked by it, right ??? :-)

@Leo Gura So Leo, what is the highest dosage of DMT you have tried in one hit yet? 10 mg? It's nothing. You know, science has made it absolutely clear that DMT is physically and mentally 100% safe for normal sane people, at least <40 mg. (We have studies where they give regular ppl DMT in the doages of 20-40 mg IV). I know you will say you ain't a normal sane person, and therefore you have to be careful, because 30 mg in one hit may make you "disappear forever" (whatever that means), or some narrative like that. But isn't this just a story you're telling yourself? Imo you should put your balls to the test, get a liquid pad for your GVG pipe, and premelt 30 mg clean DMT into the liquid pad and then -- with your arc torch lighter -- go for one big slow hit and hold as long as you can. I am genuinely curious if you will get no visuals/no "entity contact" then. I know you say you are -- compared to normal people -- already tripping sober, and therefore super super sensitive to psychedelics, so therefore you have to take 0,25-0,5x what "normal people" have to take in order to not lose it. But then again, I mean, all the DMT nightmare trips you have on the internet, they happen to people who have a lot of shadow work to do / who ain't clean. You must be one of the cleanest avatars of God on this Earth. So I think you'll be safe. Go for it man. =D

God obviously does not have a desire to eliminate all evil, cos if she did, then there would be no evil, which implies that where would be no good either. You can't have tails without heads. You can't have black without white. You can't have have good without evil. You see? It would be Absolutely EVIL of God to eliminate all evil, cos then there would be no good either. Of course God ain't stupid LOL. See, God is infinite; he doesn't have a desire to eliminate anything at all. Quite the opposite. He will include INFINITE imagination into his dream. Infinite Imagination. This of course includes evil acts. We need evil in this world to know goodness. We can't know we're good, if there isn't some bad in the world. Imagine an utopia world where there is no evil. Everyone are 100,00% good. Only good acts. No misbehaviour, only loving kindness and mutual understanding, complete selflessness. Now, such a world would be the opposite of beautiful. It would be hell. No one would know what "good" even is. You need fucking bad things/evil things. It's when goodness and beautiful things happen DESPITE OF ALL THE EVIL/BAD SHIT that you actually appreciate and acknowledge the beautifulness and goodness. <3 "Some people choose to see the ugliness in this world. The disarray. I choose to see the beauty. To believe there is an order to our days, a purpose." -Dolores westworld quote. So much truth in this quote. What is good and what is evil is a perspective. See, it's a human perspective. Absolutely speaking, there is zero difference between raping and saving a princess from a dragon. Of course, we are all on this forum God in human form, so I think raping is one of the worst things you can do as a human being, and naturally I'd be motherfucking mad if a rapist raped my child. You see? I'd be mad against myself (the rapist is myself). Just like I'd be somewhat mad against myself, if I touched a hot plate and burned my fingers. And, you see, in EXACTLY the same way, you are unconcious of the fact that You, as the character WINTO, ate porridge this evening for dinner. (I'm eating it right now). Of course, if you take my words for the truth you are sort of semi-concious of it now:D

You are confusing absolute and relative truths I'm awake but that does not mean I will not react in a humane way if my kid got raped (this includes mu character WITO getting insanely mad at the rapist. Simultaneously, though, I will -unlike most asleep ppl - be able to see it all of it (the traumatic event & my reactions) as ultimately a --twisted, yes, perhaps-- manifestation of God's infinite intelligent loving, selfless plan. I.e. my own plan. Just because there are somethings we are unconscious of, i.e. you are relatively speaking unconscious of what I eat to dinner tonight, it doesn't mean it's not our own doing. For example, you are unconscious of how you beat your heart and how you open and close your hand...; You cant explain to me how you do either of these things; you just do it... like you shine the sun and the stars...?❤️??

We don't call it love. It is the opposite of love (fear hate etc) Everything is Love though, but you got no real clue what that means, since it takes direct exp to get it. It is mindfuckery yes, ofc, what did u expect? God is infinite so he wants infinite things.all for the same reason tho:Love Let's say that God rapes herself to test her own capacity for Love/Selflessness. Now the question is, how loving and selfless can *you* be? Without being inauthentic. Authencitiy and a desire for being as honest as possible is key key key in this work

Because in truth -- from the highest perspective, Absolutely speaking -- it is not the kid that is getting raped, but God. Only God exist. Everything else is illusion. So "<all that can ever happen> in Reality" = The Godhead doing things to itself. Nothing is outside God. God = The Godhead = Everything = The Entire Universe = The Fabric & Structure of Existence Itself = Reality = Nothingness = Consciousness = The Self = Love = Absolute Infinity = Pure Selflessness = Me = You of course dont believe in anything i just said. directly experience the truth im pointing to. Words can only point.

"through my psychedelic trips and Leo's videos there exist the experience / notion of "only I exist" - I am the only consciousness that exist," yes you are the only consciousness that exist = God = me = you But... here is the important part: as long as you have the slighest unconscious/conscious emotional belief/doubt that this is not actually the case (and that you instead exist a separate self) it is dangerous to believe that you are the only who exist, because then you're suddenly -- perhaps unconsciously -- believing that you as a separate self is the only conscious being alive. and this is completely utter falsehood. So stop believing!! And instead: directly experience the truth for yourself! Only direct experience can change/eradicate your deep emotional, unconscious beliefs. take a psychedelic. (or meditate your balls off)

Intention, yes. "Why is consciousness being embodied in this organism right now?" The question is asked wrong. Consciousness is not embodied in any organisms. Organisms - and thus also you as a human being - are embodied inside Consciousness, are made out of Consciousness, are created by Consciousness and are known/experienced/seen/perceived by Consciousness. You are the dream, the substance of the dream, the creater of the dream and the "knower"/"experiencer" of the dream. You are The Godhead = Consciousness = The Self = Love = Absolute Infinity

ahhaha wauw, if you are that stuck in an atheistic mindset, then maybe salvia and dmt at the same time is exactly what it takes=D mhm. I also use GVG with 2-3 screens under a liquid pad. And it works. Still hard for me to get a break through, but I have had one. Currently, I'm out of DMT. What I do is I gently warm the liquid pad with a torch lighter (just for a few second at a good distance). Then I sprinkle the weighed DMT on top of it and it quickly melts into it, i.e. it is now in liquid form, only one step to become vapor. Then I use my TurboArc flame torch lighter and go for one big slow hit and hold it as long as I can. Worked once, full break through. Before I was allowed to go fully over to the DMT-land I had to initially during the first 30-60 seconds become myself as a little baby with my mom and dad around me. Probably some perinatal phase cleansing as Grof talks about. I remember that I just felt extreme love from my mom and dad which calmed me the fuck down and allowed me to let fully go. WHen I fully let go I don't remember much from there, except that I was in a state of consciousness that was utterly amazing and "unreal", yet more real than real too. It was a a place where there were some intelligent beings that were happy to see me, and they gave me a cosmic gift that I had to eat through my mouth. I remember laying with a open mouth with the tounge spitting out and then they placed what looked like a "cosmic blue sugar cube" onto my tongue and I swallowed it. Soon after that I came back to myself and began laughing uncontrollably for 1-2 minutes. I must have sounded like a complete maniac. I don't even remember what i was laughing about... it felt like I had been showed the "climax/punch line" of the joke of the entire cosmos/reality/existence and I don't remember what it was about, only that it was amazingly funny, like funny beyond funny. I have never laughed so much like a maniac like I did in these 2-5 minutes after the peak. I couldn't stop myself. It came from deep inside, this laughter using this method (GVG, liquid pad): how many screens do you use beneath the pad? Do you premelt the DMT into the liquid pad before starting to vape? How many hits do you take? 1 big and hold as long as possible?

Everything is fundamentally happening out of Love -- it is Love itself -- including physical pain. Of course, relatively speaking, physical pain is the opposite of bliss. Pain is an interpretation. Like everything else. If you are able to interpret everything happening to you as something you do to yourself, i.e. as Divine, then naturally you should be able to be in a state of bliss almost constantly, no matter the cirumstances, including what other people would call "physical pain".