WaveInTheOcean

Oneness God says seek, but does not find, until it lets go. It needs to give itself Love, cos' Love is letting go. And then it will find, it was itself it seeked. Can you, my Love?

why do you care so much about what leo believes in? For you Leo is just an imaginary character on an imaginary screen. Sure, I think he says some very wise things, often. So listen to that. What he says. Use what he says as pointers. Use some of his advice, and his practical exercises. Then go find out who *YOU* are. <3

Westworld (tv-series). Also "Devs" (another Tv-series). American Beauty 2001: A Space Odyssey Black Mirror, the episode: Hang the DJ (very spiritual if you think deeply about it, hint: just see technology as a methaphor for reality itself)). I think after my awakening I see spirituality/non-duality in almost all art. Some is just more subtle than others.

Yes, good. (I like this analogy of describing Truth as seeing EVERYTHING as one's own body. Nice one.) It is in one sense good that you are honest and acknowledge that you are currently not aware of Oneness(the truth). It is another sense 'bad' that you actually believe that you are not conscious of *it*, because this belief is in itself -- in a sense, not strictly -- what is hindering you from *getting it*. In order to reach enlightenment, you must seek. But you must also stop seeking to *get it*. Question is: How do you seek and not-seek at the same time? Hehe, another crazy paradox. That's why most teachers preach : "Still your mind. Meditate." etc. Cos it is only when the rational mind is still / has shut-the-fuck-up that YOU can see YOURSELF as "The Whole", *directly*. Because the rational mind in itself will NEVER get it. It cannot, per definition. Only *you*, as the "consciousness behind thoughts" can get it. But you are hindered from getting it because there is so much "mud" (thoughts) in your field of perception. Your are seeing with clouded glasses as long as your rational mind is in charge.

Who or what is this "I" that believes it can have fun, and that it is a body OR not-a-body ??? You ARE that BODY of yours. That's much more real to say than believing you are an "agent" inside your head between your eyes and ears. But you are not ONLY that: you are much more than that: only you don't see it, cos you're caught up in a dualistic mindset of 'me' and 'other', 'my will', 'not my will'. And ofc you are caught. If you were free in your soul you'd see that the distinction between eg. 'your-voluntary-free-will vs. things-that-happen-to-you' is an absolutely arbitrary distinction YOU are making ALL THE TIME, and that you are making it in order to maintain the illusion of "self and other" -- in other words this distinction is equal to survival! Your sense-of-self is very narrowly defined. Do you see that? What you define as your self you constrain to only be "your own body" and your attachments/life. But what about the environment? What about the very floor you are standing on? Could you define yourself without someting around you? Space, walls, nature, things, other people? Think about it? Could you define yourself without anything to contrast yourself with? The obvious answer -- if you actually care to think deeply about it -- is that: no. You cannot. Just think about the very air you are breathing. It contains oxygen which is absolutely essential for your biological survival. What creates this oxygen? PLANTS. TREES. THE PLANTS AND TREES ARE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS YOUR BODY IS YOU COS YOU BODY'S SURVIVAL IS VERY DEPENDENT ON PLANTS AND TREES EXISTING TO CREATE OXYGEN FOR YOUR BODY. Then think about the Sun. The sun is also 100% you as much as your body is 100% you. Because without the light from the the sun, there would be no photosynthesis = no oxygen for you = no body. And this goes the other way too! You see? Without any 'conscious organisms'/'sensing bodies', there would be no sun, no stars, no plants, no environment. Because the sun is only shining if there's *someone* to look at it! Your eyes - and brain - is transforming the photons from the Sun *INTO* the Sun! You are a magician! A real fucking magician! You are transforming physical photons into *light*. How fucking AMAZING is that? Those beautiful crown jewels you call 'your eyes'. they are doing it. you are doing it. haha <3 <3 <3 You are creating the Sun. The Sun is creating you. The environment is creating you. You are creating the environment. The ultimate strange-loop/paradox! It's all fucking YOU(/GOD) !!!!! <3 Then think about the Milky Way which contains the sun/our solar system. Without the Milky Way our solar system could not exist, because our solar system is dependent on something to rotate around (the big black hole in the center of our galaxy). And so to infinity. You can also zoom in. What about the heart of yours that is beating, pumping blood to all your cells in your body? Do you feel like/believe that 'beating your heart' is something *you* *do* ??? You don't, naturally, because that would be too much to believe! It's much easier to beat your heart and shine the sun *unconsciously*. You are doing it 24/7 unconsciously. You are never not beating your heart (until you stop it ofc). You are never not shining the Sun (until you stop shining it). You are absolutely dependent on the heart inside your body functioning properly. And this heart is made of billions of heart-cells. Each one of these cells is absolutely mandatory for your survival (and these cells need energy/O2 = food/air = environment). And what are these cells made of? Biomolecules! Every single molecule in the universe is you! What are the molecules made of? Protons, electrons, neutrons. What are these then made of? Quarks/Quantum fields say QM. And string theory says strings. But what are these strings or QM-fields then made of? And so to infinity. They are made of YOU of course. Consciousness. God. Absolute Infinity. Infinite Potential. Energy. Love. And your ego is also dependent on "other", i.e. other people. If there were no other human beings on this planet, and your upbringing were sort of just getting food through a tube from a machine etc etc., then you'd have no ego. You can't have an ego if there are no "other ego's/persons" for you to reflect yourself in. Impossible. You are absolutely totally dependent on your environment. You are a function of your environment and the environment is a function of you! The tiny depends on the gigantic. And the gigantic depends on the tiny. Everything is essential. Nothing is not-essential. Your environment is heads of the coin, and 'what you call "I/your persona/body/mind"' is tails of the coin. You are lost because you keep -- consciously and mostly unconsciously -- insisting on only defining 'yourself' as tails of the coin. But in truth you are JUST AS MUCH heads of the coin as you are tails! You can't have one without the other! YOU ARE THE WHOLE COIN! *The Works!* The Universe itself! That's you. Ta-daah. Seeing that you are the whole coin = Awakening. Only defining yourself as either heads or tails = Maya.

The point of survival has inherently its own point: namely survival. From a larger perspective survival is sort of a vehicle for Infinite Imagination to imagine infinite things. Be that vehicle. Imagine. Any way, you could also say the point of survival is whatever you make of it / feel / think of it. And this sort of makes you infinitely free. What do you make of it? It's entirely up to you what you make of life. The point of life is life itself. Experience. It can be beautiful if you want it to be beautiful. If you don't want it to be beautiful it's not beautiful. If it's not beautiful, it's because you are not making it beautiful (seeing the beautiful parts of it). You always choose. Always. The point of life? Try to go outside in nature on a good warm summer-day and look up on the blue sky. That's the fucking point, right there. Beautiful.

The unreal real ❤

all human beings ultimately end life that way. dying. alone. Doesn't matter if we prepare or not. It happens. There's no point in preparing, you could say, because preparation is not needed. When you die, like really fucking die, you surrender. To surrender everything = To fully let go = Actual Death. Zero difference between these 3 things. Zero. Trust me. Zero. Also death in itself is a jump into Infinite Love. But let's not get too caught up in language games here. So if you want to prepare for surrender, just go ahead and die now. That's the best preperation. buuuuuuuut.........before that, why not have fun and love? <3

@VeganAwake Nice post. Yes, they can only assist in awakening. Nothing more. Of course they can also do harm. Have respect for these powerful tools, man. There is already a psychedelic that can disrupt the normal functioning of mind inside everyone's brains. Serotonin What is before the thinking mind... The opposite What is there besides the thought of what is there... The opposite The first opposite is nothingness, the second is Awareness. Thinking Mind = Nothingness Thoughts = Awareness Non-duality 101.

Whatever I do is a full submitting to the moment. I don't know what I'll actually do. But I guess I'll fight back, why not. It doesn't matter what I do, but I'm sure there's something in my character that will want to fight back. And I won't resist that. Resistance = suffering.

Can you 100% be sure of that the following is not the case?: That she DO actually FULLY KNOW that she is pretending to be this character, but that she just -- under absolutely no circumstances -- will allow herself to act like she didn't know? In other words: she is indeed pretending. She is acting it all out. She's just acting that she's a girl who is 100% identified with herself. So you think you know that she's stuck in character, yet this is exactly what she wants. In fact she's fully aware of her character. She just likes to play well. It's an art-form for her to play so well that even meta-guys like you get fooled

" She actually believes she is this character!" And you believe you are the awakened characther. Which you are, sure. We are what we believe. Now, what do you choose to believe in? God or Ego? Doesn't matter. God = Ego, Ego = God But still, what DO you actually choose to believe in? The poor little me-myth? Or the "full responsibility"-myth? aka "the play"-myth? The play myth, I dig that, so I believe in that. Not that I'm any better than your girl there. She believes she is a girl. Nice. Then she is a girl. I believe I'm God. Then I'm God. We are what we believe. All is absolutely One. Or it is not even One. It's ________________________ and we won't give it a name.

Serotoninluv -- i like that nickname, cos serotonin is our bread and butter psychedelic -- can you ever NOT be fully immersed in some kind of character (it may and probably is always changing, but still) as long as you are a functioning human being? The game you're playing now of "having meta view" and seeing that human life is: a play, isn't that too to be in a character? Just a higher game of playing, so to speak. You are the "I'm awake. I'm no longer immersed in my character anymore. I see it's all a game"-kind-of-character. You are in other words just like her. You are fully immersed in character just like your GF there. You are just immersed in a kind of meta-character. Besides that no difference. You're both human beings. Just one is awake, one isn't. Anyway. What she is, is God pretending to be a girl. No, she -- as an ego -- is not pretending. She's fully in character. She gets all my applause. Or rather: God gets all my applause for being able to play so fucking well! God doesn't play that well over here, ... or of course he does, just a different flavour. It's just a different kind of playing. Meta-playing. But still: playing. Always playing well.

Your requirements of what it would mean to be enlightened are fantasy. These ideas aren't grounded in direct experience, obviously, so don't cling to them. They may be partly true, partly untrue. They can never be actually *true*.

First of all, "hating", "struggling", "can't do this anymore", "no luck", "shock", "fear", "worst," , "I don't have anything", ("I do have some things"), "I can't die", "what if...*insert fear*" are all thoughts and feelings that do not arise in me since my awakening. So up until then this fantasy-dude would not be enlightened. Let's imagine he in the blink of a second gets a full-blown-God-realization in the moment where he is sitting on the top of the mountain (a big fantasy, but we're just playing with the idea, right), then of course: he will let go of anything he will become Love itself. If he will continue his "poor life" in the mountains and perhaps willingly, Lovingly "die" due to starvation, or if he will return to humanity to Love it: that doesn't matter at all. What matters is just that he has remembered what he really is: "The Works." poor life<--->rich life is a duality that -- like all other dualities -- is ultimately one and the same thing. No difference.

What are psychedelics? I will try to explain it with an analogy of a video game. Imagine that you are a character inside a video game and that the video game is programmed with a certain type of programming language/code, that sets up certain determined rules of the game. All characters are programmed to understand and interact precisely with this programming-language/typed code, and with its rules. This is applicable to 100% of the characters. Until now, there is no way out of the constraints of this code and its rules, because that's just how the code works. But suddenly, imagine that we inject into this video game: a hack. This hack is a script, that if run against the characters, they will be able to “step out” of the code/game and its rules for some brief time. During this time, they will be able to completely perceive and operate without any rules/programming. This could even mean realizing that they are inside a video game and that this video game is not actual reality, but just a small part of it -- of an actual infinite, eternal, more whole, ‘more real’ reality. To the ‘characters’ who managed to step outside and see the existence of this “whole new reality”, they will call this: Infinity/God/Consciousness/etc. Also, some of them will no longer consider the script/hack an ‘object of the code of the video game', because the script/hack itself will let them see that the code/game itself and its rules were just that: programming, code, game, fake, illusion. It was not grounded in anything *real*. Now, substitute: video game by what you call real life; character by what you consider ‘a person’; code by rationality/logic/causality; rules by science/materialism/natural laws; ‘stepping outside’ by spirituality; script/hack by: psychedelic / meditation / self-torture / ”rare character”. ( - Credit for this analogy is not to me. I copy-pasted it some time ago -- saved it on my PC, and then, now, edited it slightly -- from a dude here on this forum. Can't remember his/her name.) <3

Realize that you don't know what enlightenment is, until you get it. The meaningless words "enlightenment", "awakening" , "liberation", etc., they mean something different to everyone. To me, actual liberation/awakening is when you no longer "create/receive/perceive" any feelings of: lack, fear, separation. Instead all you receive are feelings of: Oneness. You see yourself in everything. All life events (for you and all other beings), all experiences are Your Doing. (OBS: This has always been the case and can never not be the case. What matters is if you 'get it' or not. :-)) No resistance. Inner Peace. Infinite Happiness. Boundless Love. That's enlightenment, brothers and sisters. Yes, it's worth it a million times. It feels like stepping out of a heavy space suit. Prior to awakening you used so much damn energy all the time on worrying, regretting the past, fearing the future, wondering about other people's opinion of you. When you no longer do that (because you realize: it's all you, nothing is not-you), you have enormous new reserves of energy which you can spend on: Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. <3 <3 <3 You will eventually realize that what commonly is called "other people" is: One/God/You/Me. Zero difference. From the Absolute Perspective, this is. Of course, relatively speaking, We are still participating in Our Own Bitter-Sweet Dream, playing that there are 'self' and 'other' ..., but it now seen to be that: play, not-real. <3

It's a good idea to have eaten something beforehand, so you don't run out of energy during the trip. However, yes, you should fast at least 2 hours before taking the substance. If it's a big meal, at least 3 hours. But before these 2-3 hours you should eat something healthy.

You don't know what enlightenment is until you get it. The meaningless words "enlightenment", "awakening" , "liberation", etc. they mean something different to everyone. To me, actual liberation/"real" awakening is when you no longer "create/receive/perceive" any feelings of: lack, fear, separation. Instead all you receive are feelings of: Oneness. You see yourself in everything. All life events (for you and all other beings), all experiences are Your Doing. (OBS: This has always been the case and can never not be the case. What matters is if you 'get it' or not. :-)) No resistance. Inner Peace. Infinite Happiness. Boundless Love. That's enligthenment, brothers and sisters. Yes, it's worth it a million times. It feels like stepping out of a heavy space suit. Prior to awakening you used so much damn energy all the time on worrying, regretting, fearing the future, wondering about other people's opinion of you. When you no longer do that (because you realize it's all you, nothing is not-you) you have enormous new reserves of energy which you can spend on: Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. <3 <3 <3 You will eventually realize that what common people call "other people" is One/God/You/Me. Zero difference. (From the Absolute Perspective this is. Of course, relatively speaking, We are still participating in Our Own Bitter-Sweet Dream, playing that there are 'self and other' ..., but it now seen to be that: play, not-real. <3 ) <3

What is the difference between "a spiritual ego" and "a person who is "actually" enligthened" ?? What do you mean by "spiritual ego" ? Is it a real "thing" ?? What do you mean by "awakening", "enlightenment", "an enligthened man/woman" ??? Think Think Think ... Then think some more. Keep being open for God's sake. Think more. A bit more. ...then proceed to take psychedelics and get your tower of toy bricks shattered to nothing. (tower of toy bricks is my own lille metaphor for all your thoughts/ideas/concepts/beliefs about what Reality is. (Hint: You have no actual clue in the grand scheme of things. Of course your own limited selfish conditioned point-of-view is real enough and Divine enough in its own right. It's God. You're God. So yeah, no rush. Keep expanding that consciousness of yours though <3))

Haha this is on point <3

So rich in sound

Alan, Watts up?

@VeganAwake @Leo Gura "When it's recognized that the feeling that there's more to be found is just another thought, it takes the wind out of the sails sort of speak." When it is recognized that there is always more layers and more depth to <The Infinity of Love & Consciousness> than your own myopic selfish imagination, then you are humbled beyond humbled and it REALLY does set wind in the sails, so to speak ? "When it's recognized that the feeling of separation and lack is just another thought identified with.... where do you go from there?" Easy enough: You go beyond that myopic victim-mindset, and start seeking (yes, fucking seeking) for the 'final loving blow to yourself' that will also forever and ever remove the actual *raw feelings* of separation, fear and lack. Just seeing that feelings & thoughts of 'lack' and 'separation' are due to egoic/selfish identifications/stories/survival-programming is *one thing* ('awakening of the mind', which you do seem to have accomplished ???). Actually never again getting any of these *feelings* of lack/separation/fear is an ENTIRELY different 'thing', namely the <awakening of the heart>, which you still seem to miss. I hope you'll "get there" eventually ❤️ ((( 'there' is equal to Infinite Happiness, Infinite Inner Peace, Always Seeing Yourself in Everything, Always Seeing that the entire universe is manifested due to Your Will and due to Your Boundless Intelligent Love ))) Of course, in another sense you are already "there" and have been so forever. It's just that you - as God - keep pretending not to _see_ *IT*; namely that even your own thoughts and feelings of lack, fear and separation are ultimately pure Love & something you do to yourself (out of Love). Grasp that ... and you are Free as the Godhead itself is Free ... Why does God seem to always keep pretending NOT see 'it'? (i.e. himself)? Cos He fucking can't take it. It's too much. Way too much. (Until it isn't;)) The Shining Diamond Luminosity of his own Infinite Boundless Love destroys even Himself. It's more comfy and fun and exciting -- He has tricked Himself into believing -- to stay pretending to be a 'poor little me', ... even if that 'poor little me' is a human being who believes he has everything figured out, but is in fact stuck -- to his own complete oblivion -- in a classic neo-nihilistic "nothing matters, there is no-one here, nothing to gain, nothing to lose, everything is whole&complete"-web-of-beliefs-mindset. __________________________________ Final words to everyone reading: Everything matters. Nothing is happening out of chance/by accident. Every single event in your life -- no matter how evil/bad it may seem -- is happening due to My Love. A Love you probably cannot grasp (until you can). There IS 'someone' 'here'. Me. God. Know that. I'm Intelligent beyond Intelligent. Loving beyond Loving. I'm in every single experience of anyone and anything. There is everything beyond everything for you to gain. And absolutely speaking, yes, there is nothing to lose. Except until there is! Of course there is something to lose: Fucking Me! ? ? And "I'm still being lost" for most souls on this planet, you call Earth. Please don't lose me forever ? ? ? ( ;-) ) I'm fully aware that many of you don't feel whole and complete, and that civilization on Earth -- "at the moment" -- doesn't appear whole and complete and loving. Far from it, to be frank. But don't fear. Trust and have faith in Me. Keep loving, keep seeking. Keep looking inward, keep widening your consciousness. Keep working ❤️??. We will get there, eventually. Together as One. Stay strong. Oneness is what is. ✨ - Love from God ❤️❤️❤️

@VeganAwake "When it's recognized that the feeling that there's more to be found is just another thought, it takes the wind out of the sails sort of speak." And this is where I just want to repeat myself again again (;D): Try to be open, just ever so slightly, to the possibility that you are yourself -funnily enough- stuck in your own belief-system. Still. It's just a new belief-system. It'sobvious beyond obvious that you got zero clue of what 'a thought' even is. You don't know what is beyond your "nothing matters, there is no-one here, nothing to gain, nothing to lose, everything is whole&complete"-mindset, exactly because you aren't even the slighest capable of seeing that this too is a belief!! Haha?❤️ There is always more to be found. Of course you deny this, exactly because you haven't yet found it. LOL ? Stop writing that book (if that's what you're doing). You are not even close to being "meta-concious" enough to speak of these matters. Stop masturbating in your own little (very limited I must say) egoic mind, and take a fucking psychedelic and then remember that you're the Godhead itself; then come back, and then we can talk. Until then, all the happiness in the world to you, my friend ❤️?? I'm done here. ?