WaveInTheOcean

juicy insights, keep it up <3

" 1) Have you ever read a novel on psychedelics? 2) If so, did the story become more immersive and fascinating? 3) Did you feel a deeper connection to what the author was trying to say; sort of telepathically?" 1. Yes. I read 50-100 pages of "Normal People" (great fucking, novel, I love it) while on the come-down of a 30 mg 2C-B trip a few months ago. When I say "come-down" I mean just after the peak, i.e. I was still tripping a good deal. 2). Yes! It was mind-blowingly fascinating to read while tripping. At least if the substance is 2C-B. I felt SO immersed and connected to the characters. Sure, I can do that too sober, some times, but it was easier on 2C-B. 3). Yes. And I feel this is the same with music. Music sounds SO GOOD on psychedelics. I believe psychedelics removes all ego-filters that distorts the "message"/"emotions" that the artist is trying to convey (be it through music or fiction or paintings) and you thus get the 'message'/'the emotions' clearly injected into your soul. --- Sure this can happen without psychedelics, too, but it is just much easier on psychedelics :-)

Sure <3 You seem to be distracting yourself a looooooot here on this forum:-) So do I. Bless the ego. <3

I'd be sad -- because I want to be sad if that happens. I would not be sad over feeling sad though, which is what many people seem to do. Sadness, sorrow, can be beautiful like all other emotions.

Hehe. The funny thing is, that delusion has happened. But it happened to God. God wanted to delude itself. Therefore, yes, of course you are also right: it's not delusion per se, just Love/God playing with itself, hehe;)

@VeganAwake The point of delusion is that it sets up the possibility for the opposite of delusion: clear-sightedness The Godhead as the Godhead does not 'know' it is the Godhead. (Because, if it did, that knowing wouldn't be *it*). The Godhead wanted to know itself. It figured, then, that the only way possible for this to happen, was that if it imagined itself to be separate and non-infinite. By imagining itself to be this -- delusion -- it sets up the possibility for becoming One and Infinite again, thus: knowing itself. This is life . The dream of God . You can't have delusion without clear-sightedness and vice versa. They arise simultaneously like all other opposites. Non-duality 101. It is all absolutely: One / The Work of God. --- Only God is

its great poetry

You are projecting your own experience onto me. When I write God/Consciousness/Love , these words only have conceptual meaning for you, i.e. as 'not-real ideas'. To me, these words not only have conceptual meaning for me, but ALSO they refer to something in my direct experience. I'm perfectly aware that words (such as God/Consciousness/Love) are just rather meaningless ideas to the listener who can't refer the words to something in their direct experience. It's like if you had never seen a tree with your own eyes, and I was telling you about something called 'a tree', and to you -- until you saw one with your own eyes -- 'a tree' would only have conceptual meaning for you as an idea, nothing else. Become directly conscious of God and Love and Consciousness (i.e: merge with God) and then we can talk :-) Until then, at least be open to the possibility that, perhaps, these meaningless words are pointing to something, you could actually yourself become directly conscious of. What I'm trying to here is that I'm like a dude pointing a finger to the moon. You are stuck looking at the finger. Go look for the moon.

1. You have never been aware of deep sleep. 2. Yet, you still believe it's a real thing happening to you. 3. Therefore it is only a conceptual idea, that is relative true ("yesterday night I was in deep sleep for 5 hours"). It isn't real in an absolute sense. Therefore it is an illusion. Everything in life is an illusion, except the very present moment, the now. This present moment / the now, contains absolutely no things: only consciousness/Love/God/yourself , which isn't a thing either.

My so called transcended mind is conscious of oneness. My ego has surrendered to the truth of love and oneness. Sure, love and oneness is never not the case. But most humans run around thinking separateness and evil is real. But It's not *really* that my transcended mind is conscious of oneness; it's more accurate to say that God/Love/Consciousness (i.e. the real me) -- through this mind -- is conscious of itself. The mind is a tool for God to know itself/recognize itself. That's it. Without something "apparet not-God" to contrast "God" with, God wouldn't know what it was. It wouldn't know it was infinite. Love wouldn't know it was Love. Consciousness wouldn't know it was Conscious. A mind in and of itself cannot be conscious of anything. Only Consciousness itself can be conscious ... cos it IS consciousness, that is what it is. And "this" is also equal to Love. And to God. Ta-dah. Sure, nothing dies during death, except the "apparent separate" mind/ego/porson, which naturally vanishes forever and ever when the body dies. I have never said that ego/mind/soul/personality/beliefs/values/ideas continues after death. I have said the opposite, in fact. That dies. Cos it wasn't real to begin with. Only that which isn't REAL can die. Which means that EVERYTHING is unreal, EXCEPT of course: Consciousness/God/Love ITSELF. You see? ____________________ Anyway, I was just playing a bit with you. Of course, I can see where you are coming from when you say that death is equal to an eternal deep sleep without dreams. That's true enough in its own sense. However, realize that you have never experienced deep sleep. Deep sleep isn't an experience. So naturally, the only thing that can happen to *the real you* (as God/Consciousness/Love) after death is the same thing that happened to *the real you* when *the real you* were born. Listen to the great Watts:

Only a non-transcended mind would cling to the idea of death being equal to "lights out" / "being knocked out in a boxing match". What you are saying veganawake makes perfect sense from a mind-pov (when you think you are existing cos of mind/as mind ...(even tho the mind tells itself its illusion)). It, however, is wrong from the highest point of view, namely from the pov of you as the consciousness behind thoughts, perceptions and emotions. Thia consciousnes is truly eternal and infinite, it is you, hello! And to say that one knows what will happen to it is ignorance. If one had to say what will happen to it, the most accurate would be "nothing and infinite things".

God allows it to itself. There are no one here but God. You don't exist as you think you do. You are God. God, or should I say 'I', creates apparant suffering to itself to contrast my own infinite love with something I perceive as not-my-infinite-love, even though it is ultimately seen to also be infinite love. This "apparent contrast" of Good-Evil, Peace-Suffering, Love-Hate is needed for God to see itself. It is all, absolutely speaking, God/LOVE/GOOD though. Let me put it another way: If there only exited pure 100% Goodness on this planet -- if all human beings were 100% good with no bad/evil in them -- how would any human being know they were good, or what "good" was/is ?? You see, you need something opposite of 'good' to know what 'good' is. Therefore all you call not-good, is necessary for good to exist. hehe;) <3 and therefore it is also - absolutely speaking - GOOD. ! <3

Deep sleep is an illusion. It doesn't exist. If it did exist, it would be possible to experience. This present moment is all there is. And what you call "future" and "my sleep tonight" are ideas that are useful within your dream of your current life in order to survive as the character you believe you are. But "future" and "my sleep tonight" are just that: concepts. Tools. They don't exist. The future will happen in this present moment. This present moment right now is all there is. You see? Everything else is concepts. Your sleep tonight will never happen. Of course, relatively speaking, it will probably happen. But it will happen as an idea, not as a true experience, cos true experience = awareness = now = Love = Consciousness = God = You.

apparant structure/order is useful if you want to set up a mirror to see yourself, which is what God's like doing (this life. this dream).. Hide'n'seek ya know.

"Clearly the awareness is here, now. But when this body dies, where does the awareness move to? Another body? Does awareness simply return to the all? Does anyone even have answer?" What makes you believe that awareness "will stop" when you/the-body dies? Awareness -- as in Consciousness/Love/God -- is ALWAYS the case. Nothing is not awareness. Relax. Death is only a dissolving of a certain kind of structure within Awareness/God -- you as a person/body. The substance of the structure, YOU (GOD, LOVE, CONSCIOUSNESS, whatever you wanna call it) can never die, cos it was never born to begin with either. It is always the case. The Divine is always the case, and The Divine is equal to the state of being aware. Sure, when you go into deep sleep/coma, you think you lose awareness. But you don't. Have you ever experienced deep sleep? Have you ever experienced a state of complete coma, death, deep sleep? No. How come? It's an illusion. There is no such thing as deep sleep or coma, ultimately speaking. Of course, relatively speaking, WITHIN THE DREAM, it makes sense to talk about sleep and unconsciousness in these terms. But absolutely speaking, no human being have ever experienced deep sleep/unconsciousness, because it is not something you can experience. It doesn't exist. All all human beings have ever experienced is the state of being aware, being conscious. Consciousness is all there is. We can also call it The Now. Or The Present Moment. Nothing is not Now. Everything happens in the Now. The Present Moment, right Now, is ALL you have. And it is infinite. And it is you. Only, your mind keeps on limiting it and naming it and saying it is not beautiful/love/God. oh lol Now, what is the opposite of death/sleep/unconsciousness ?? Life. Being Awake. Now, the absurd thing is, that even Life itself doesn't exist. Even Life is an illusion. All Life is a play of Love/Consciousness/Awareness. Life itself is equal to Heaven, i.e. God, Love, Consciousness. You can't have death without life, or life without death. Relatively speaking. But Awareness (Life as in Pure Being), God, Consciouseness: it's all One, and it's always the case: it is ALL THERE IS. Nothing is not that. Heaven is right here on earth. Right in front of you. Only your ego has a survival-agenda that tells you it's some serious evil business that will kill you if you don't get your job, wife, food, money, success, social acceptance , w/e. EDIT: So what will happen to awareness when the body/ego dies? Nothing, just as nothing has ever happened to it. And nothing is equal to everything. You see? Infinite things will happen to awareness. And you are that. You are not your mind, body, ego, self-image, or any concept you can think up in your mind about what you are. You are not that. You are God, and even that is not true, cos you are not a word. With "God" I'm just refering to that which you are, which you naturally cannot see, cos how can two eyes see itself without a mirror?:D Now, I don't know how I happened to see myself (God), but it happened. I think it had something to do with Love, Pain, taking some "Psychedelics" and perhaps some more pain, and perhaps some more love, and some meditation along the away, and lots of studying/reading of alan watts, leo gura, rupert spira and some others. Anyway, it is a mystery that the Godhead can know itself. I don't know how it is possible. It should not be. LOL And yet exactly therefore, it should be. LOL. Non-duality is mindblowing, yet so simple. And the dream of duality is so complex and chaotic and also beautiful. Ultimately, even the notion of non-duality vs duality collapses and you are just rendered speechless, lol. Anyway, of course, relatively speaking, we talk of a person losing awareness when the body dies, or when he goes into deep sleep, or drinks 2 liters of vodka and passes out. Now, this is not the awareness i'm talking about. Using awareness/consciousness as this is a dualistic concept made up by the egoic mind to be able to survive. "When I go to deep sleep, I lose awareness" -- such a sentence is only something an ego can say. When the Ego surrenders to God, such a sentence is pure nonsense. Of course, relatively speaking, the ego loses consciousness when it goes to deep sleep. But that which is behind ego: God, IS Awareness itself, and therefore it cannot lose it, because it IS IT. You see? And that is equal to YOU, what you ultimately are... not your idea of your self, but you, beyond all ideas and concepts, that you. Unconsciousness vs consciousness in scientific terms is a useful concept to understand the body biologically, and the psychology of the mind. It's a concept useful within the dream. But absolutely speaking, when you see that life is a dream and that this dream is equal to God, then unconsciousness and consciousness become one: Consciousness (=God/Love). You are never not Conscious, cos you are Consciousness. Death is just a stripping away of all that is not you. What remains is God. And even that which you stripped away was also God, yet it was just a muddier version of God. The Clearest version of God is seen in death. Die before you die.

There is something. And it is nothing.

Beautiful ❤️?

Since he's God I suppose he has an infinite amount, ultimately speaking

Love/God (I know)

The great awakening is in the works. How it will pan out and how the cleansing/crisis stage before will turn out is going to be exciting . You are inspiring ❤️?

Plot twist: you are God, only God likes to pretend he's not (hide n seek being the favorite game in Godtown)

Ayahuasca ????❤️

Yes. Your life is a dreamed up dream (by You) in which you voluntarily decided to make a lot of the dream seemingly be out of your control. This is why life is fun, you see? Ultimately it is all your doing, however, only you want to forget that it is.

Exciting read - thanks for sharing❤️?

❤️❤️ Ego is God ? Hamster Wheel is Heaven ? ? Indeed, it's already here. Now. ?