WaveInTheOcean

survival is God's most genius tool for self-exploration, gotta say it

Hey guys and gals. Found this Changa-trip report by a dude on reddit. https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/7hrnmn/my_first_ever_huge_dose_of_dmt_changa/ I'll copy paste it here for your pleasure. Very interesting read. Gotta get my own hands om some quality changa + a water bong soon. A water bong is prefered when smoking change (says the pros on DMT-nexus), while the GVG-pipe is the-go-to-method for pure DMT. But the veterans on DMT-nexus all say changa > DMT in terms of depth, groundedness and clarity in the experience. Anyway here it s:

True enough. As a man I can say that having sex with a woman you have an at least somewhat deep connection with is much more satisfying than having sex with someone you barely know. But hey, we are all different. Perhaps I just have a lot of feminine energy compared to e.g. Leo, who -- despite all his spiritual development into Love -- still seems to be pretty masculine in his approach to women.

human beings wanting intimacy is because of survival:-)

Calling any event in the universe, even an ant crawling around on your feet, for mundane, shows ignorance. It's absolutely completely mystical.

You misunderstand what Leo is saying. The notion of "the entire universe" is just a concept. What we call "the entire universe" is in fact just God/Love/Nothingness viewed as something that appears as an external world perceived by an individual (subject-object-duality, which is an illusion). There is no universe to end, because the universe itself is just God's imagination. Of course God could stop imagining it up, but to believe God would do that, just because one of his characters, you, me, Leo, dies, is delusion. Death is equal to dying as a perceived subject in a dream during your nighttime in bed. What happens when death happens in a dream? You wake up, i.e. you continue existing in another dream ("waking life"). This dream of life IS God/Love/Consciousness/Nothingness. You as a human being is just one of God's infinite imagined up separate selves. EDIT: But yes, if Leo believes he can end the entire universe in some DMT trip, or whatever, then yes, he's deluded. Sure, it can perhaps feel as if you COULD "end it all" during a high dose LSD / 5meo / DMT trip, but that is just God showing you his infinite capabilities, even though, sure, it feels as though you are God during the trip, which, again, sure, you are, but you always are! You have never not been God. God is literally all there is. And it is you.

Selfish unconscious ignorant newb❤️ Nah, death is illusory. The character you think you are will end, but the dreams of God (you are God) will of course go on???

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From a evolutionary psychological point of view, it makes sense for the woman to wait a little time before letting the man fuck her. See my last post. Basically, by waiting, the man - in theory - should unconsciously become more interested in her, because by unconsciously telling the man that she's hard to get into bad, the man unconsciously understands that if this woman was to get a child, then it would probably be mine, which makes him unconsciously more interested in her, for that reason alone

Ah, makes sense. It's probably hard-wired into most women to play hard-to-get-into-bed, because if a women-was-easy-to-get-into-bed, then a man who fucked her and saw she got pregnant wouldn't know if that child was his or not, because the woman is so easy. If a man has struggled to get to fuck her and finally did, then he can trust more that an eventual child will be his, because he fought for it and it was hard and she finally gave in TO HIM. A woman needs a man to provide for her child, so its very important for her that the man stays and supports the child. And she knows the man will only do this if he's sure the child is his DNA. So she will play hard to get. So yeah, we have to make sure she doesn't feel like a slut. That's why we say something else than sex, although deep inside we all know we're talking about sex. makes sense, thx leo

Women build the dream itself (the structures necessary for the dream to continue, namely, human bodies. Women build babies in their stomach. Without new babies the dream would end). Men build the content within the dream. (and women sort of also do this from time to time, but many, if not most, are still mostly family-oriented, i.e. building the structures supporting the dream: human beings).

Okay, I'm trying two weeks ( at least), from today. Will report back in two weeks

Give you insights Try to not let that happen. But yeah - taking a psychedelic is easy; it's the work after, integration, that is hard

Best quote from the TV-series The OA. Pretty good spiritual series, gotta say it. https://www.imdb.com/title/tt4635282/

indeed <3

"There's no one left to be fulfilled or unfulfilled, there's just what's happening" Sure, there isn't. But if a hot girl - you have a crush on - rejects you, or if your wife suddenly leaves you, how much can you use this conceptual framework of believing that there is no one here to be fulfilled or unfulfilled? You will be momentarily unfulfilled if a hot girl rejects you or if your wife leaves you. I'm pretty sure you will. At least temporarily. ... feeling is what matters. Not knowledge. Knowledge is only a rumor until it lives in the body.

but I gotta say, based on what you say here, it sounds like the optimal should be having sex/jerking off 0,5-1 times / week , haha why dont you just do semen retention intermittently for 1-2 weeks and then jerk off to reset? sounds optimal to me. This nofap thing for months is in my mind just an egoic game of trying to achieve something that's "hard" , and the "kick" people report of this is just the kick anyone would get from setting up goals and following through on them;)

you need to rest so much in yourself, love yourself so much, that no matter how many girl rejects you, you will not emotionally be impacted of it. if you can get to such a place, then you will be very attractive for many girls one of the ways to get to such a place is seeing that every other human being is you. so you going up to a girl and getting rejected is just yourself rejecting yourself if you can see it like that, then you will just laugh when a girl rejects you:-) Oneness ya know. it's all one. seperation is a myth Leela. Divine play. Dancing with itself. How could a rejection impact you? LOL

how do you ask her home for sex? what's your favorite line Leo. help me out here

i honestly don't see a problem with jerking off a few times every week. as long as you don't get attached to it (attached to me would be regularly doing it more than once a day). It's relaxing and helps your mind calm down from work or whatever stresses you.

an ayahuasca ceremony is something i'd recommend best of luck to you my friend <3

What about the spiritual-super-sneaky-ego-trap of: 1. having a mystical experience of no-self/ego-death 2. then, "getting back to ordinary life", the ego feels threatened, and it relabels the sense of 'I' " as: - "something that does not exist" - "no-self" - "nothingness" - "no one" and then hides behind all that conceptual jumbo mumbo and clings to this fantasy-idea of 'not existing', because it -- in very sneaky ways -- supports the ego's agenda of self-survival (because this nihilistic belief of 'not existing'/''reality is meaningless' is used to justify all kinds of selfish/ego-behaviour, such as getting drunk on a casino and throwing away money to rich people ...). Is this a trap that you have ever considered if you, yourself, have falled into? ... I guess not, right?:D<3 jokes on you bro! also just consider this food for thought! I'm just having fun with this food, I'm really not trying to offend you. I love you!

Sure, but are you truly fullfilled? Even if you are, then what lies next? Is the end of the separate sense of self (which ofc is an illusion) REALLY *THE END* ? Nooooo, it's the beginning brother <3 You say there was no purpose or meaning behind your life. Well, I say otherwise. I say the purpose of your life is to awaken to Love/God/Light. The insight of no-self is merely a step on this way. Even if we just forget the concepts of Light/Love/God, have you ever wondered why you HAD a separate sense of self to begin with? I'm happy for you, that you are no longer - now - caught in the chains of separateness/fragementation, but what lies beyond seperation? LOVE. LIGHT. GOD. You even have a fucking Rumi quote in your profile, lol. <3 <3 <3 There never was a separate self to begin with. Never ever. There ultimately only is Oneness. But isn't it funny to wonder why there was a feeling/delusion of being separate in the first place? Why all this mess? And even now, even though you KNOW it is enlightenment for no one, even though you KNOW you don't exist as a separate self, you still FEEL like a separate self, right? Why is this so? Why did you go to "a master" to get "your enlightenment" confirmed? Wouldn't only a separate self do such a silly thing?:> I do lots of silly things. Like reading, eating food, having sex, listening to music, sleeping, watching 'The OA', going out with "friends" (oh, i forgot, they don't exist; i meant: go out with no-one!). Why do I do all that silly stuff? For what purpose? No purpose you say? I say: Love! Leela! https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lila_(Hinduism)

It's so cunning that it hides behind a ultra sneaky web-of-beliefs consisting of purely imaginative concepts such as 'no one', 'no self', 'nothingness', 'i dont exist', etc. Try to imagine nothing. I double dare you. Do it. I will buy pancakes if you succeed.

Haha, resistance is perhaps a wrong word. I surely can appreciate that the being bathed in Divine Light is one or two or infinite planes of consciousness above merely the insight of No-Self:> come at me @VeganAwake , you know i love you, like I love you all here on this beautiful forum <3 You should read this book https://www.amazon.com/LSD-Mind-Universe-Diamonds-Heaven/dp/1620559706 Bache talks a lot about becoming one with the Light, or The Diamond Luminosity, as he calls it. Also Buddhism talks a lot about Light. I really vibe with your Light-wording, although Love/God is still my favorite words to use to describe my internal state/outlook on life.