WaveInTheOcean

But yes, sometimes the common sense is completely wrong. For instance, just by looking out of the window, it should be common sense the ? is flat and that the ? is orbiting the ?! So sometimes what is common sense turns out to be completely wrong. Maybe one day, people will realize that the ?, like all other objects and concepts, are just a thought in the dream of God. ? But we gotta make distinctions between the relative and the absolute.

It's about staying alert, being skeptic, always reflecting, being critical, always staying open-minded -- ready to change ones beliefs -- and then assigning probabilities to one's beliefs. I'm 99,9999999999% sure the sun will rise tommorow. Likewise I'm perhaps 99,9999998 % sure the Earth is round and that NASA/all space scientists aren't conspiring against us? Then I'm perhaps 50% sure i will get accepted to the bachelor of Copenhagen, and 75% sure, I will get accepted at Odense. And I'm also very sure my mother and father are my biological ones, even though I can't be 100% sure. I'm also fairly sure my body will die if I jump out from a tower, yet even that isn't 100% given.

I sincerely think "flat earthers" are rather stupid,... moron is perhaps a rather strong word (like imbecile..) - point taken. Common sense is common sense. Like: I believe the sun will rise tommorow like it did today. That's common sense. All other people on Earth (that I know of at least, even flat earthers) seem to believe the same. Sure, you can call that belief an echo chamber, if you want, but that's besides the point. Sure, you are right - I can't be 100% sure of ANYTHING. Even that the Sun wil rise tommorow! You know, maybe some wild aliens will go and extinguish it tonight! Beliefs in and of themselves aren't an issue. Beliefs are very necessary to function in the world. If i didn't believe the Sun would rise tommorow, I'd act vastly different today. The issue is 'unexamined beliefs'. Unconsciousness. Ignorance. Attachments. If someone came with serious proof that the Earth is actually flat and that all pictures of Earth from space are manufactured, I'd strongly consider it. Until then, I choose to believe that there -- relatively speaking -- exists a planet, called Earth, that is round and which is teeming with life.

ayahuasca at a good ceremony with caring people behind it will help you if you are brave enough and trust in the medicine will guide you to your true self.

As human beings it seems like we in fact do have seen that the earth is round, multiple times, from space. Humans work on the space station. They take loada of pics. Humans have been on the moon. More pics. We have set up 100s of sattelities and probes into space, taking even more pics of Earth. Now, the question for you is this: What is more likely: that all those scientists and astranouts are part of a giant conspiracy to brainwash all the ppl on Earth to believe the earth is round for whatever reason xD..., Or that the earth simply is round, given all the evidence. You decide. In other words, you can go the "I am a moron-way"-route and believe the first (thus, the earth is flat) or you can go the more nuanced route, using common sense. :-))

Anything you've felt/experienced your whole life is nothing but pure Consciousness.

I think it's too simplified to just say enlightenment boils down to genetics. The duality: "genetics/brain <--> intention/thoughts" is ultimately one. In other words, if you got enlightened -- either "naturally" (xD) or with psychedelics -- we can say either are true: - you had good genetics or - you had the right mindset/intention/mental fortitude I feel like enlightenment will happen to those who deep DOWN really want to get to the BOTTOM of things and are willing to suffer endlessly for it. Those who are in for the fun of it, or want to "be saved" , or just find some of the concepts interesting (attachment hello), I don't think they will ever get it. This isn't about getting saved or buying into a belief system. This is about finding pit "what's going on" ... "how thing are as they are" ... If you aren't interested in Truth no matter the cost/gain, well, I wish you good luck.

ayahuasca. drink all the cups the shaman give to you. report back aftewards here

Oh hello! Where have you been? =D

beautiful, thx for sharing

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Dno why I'm writing this. But today I smoked what I guess was about ~100-120 mg of changa (45% DMT) and this trip surpasses anything I have ever in my life experienced in profoundity, inlcuding earlier DMT trips and my "2CB-awakening" trip. The trip lasted almost an hour. I listened to music in my Sony NC bluetooth headphones during the whole trip, and it was fucking amazing. These two songs was what I "peaked on" I guess : In many ways the trip was similar to the 2CB trip in regards to the basic insight "Hello, wake up, you're God and everything is absolutely Perfect", this was just a much deeper diver into what that means. I now feel like I could jump out from a 20-story building and absolutely nothing would happen, except Love. Of course, *not* doing that silly thing is also Love. Everything that happens, everything that has happened is absolutely perfect. Just God. Just Love. The reason I feel that is that it has become -- through this DMT trip -- so obvious to me, that everything is just pure Infinite Consciousness/Intelligence, in other words Love, God. So in a relative sense, of course the character, WiTO would "die", but it wouldn't really make any difference. I wouldn't die. Nothing would really die, except a figment of God's imagination (i.e. "My" imagination). I have realized on a deep fundamental level that there is absolutely no reason to fear anything. Yet, if you fear something, that too is just God/Love playing the game of feeling separated (and thus fearing things). Suffering = Healing . Wauw. Through the 1 hour trip I went through practically every human emotion possible. From manic laughter, infinite joy, to the deepest bottoms of hell. Yet even when I was experiencing the pain of hell, I saw that that too, was Love. There has to be apparant "evil" / "wrong-doing" for God to "learn" (imagine) how to be 'Good'. You see, if there was no bad people in the world, no people doing any bad things, then what would stop you from raping/doing harm? Cos in that scenario "it hasn't been done" and therefore you might as well just do it, cos you're infinitely free and infinitely powerful to imagine whatever you want. It's because that God is truely INFINITE that everything exists, including hell, pain, suffering, wrong doing, rape etc. If those things were not possible, then God wouldn't be God, which of course is not possible, cos God is God (is what everything is). God - We/I/You - are playing a delicate game of letting our imagination run amok, freely, and all kinds of "bad" things happen (World War 1/2, murder, rape starvation, the list goes on) but that is truly and fully deliberate of God. By imaginaging all the "bad" things He/She/I is capable of doing, and seeing how much pain/suffering it inflicts on to Himself, God learns to constrain Herself to only be acting out of Love. (I'm speaking relatively here, cos absolutely everything is just pure Love). What I mean when I say "Everything/I/You = God" is just that everything is perfectly planned, perfectly deliberate. Ultimately, nothing wrong can happen, only Love. God doesn't make actual mistakes, only "apparant" mistakes (cos She's Infinite). You are infinitely powerful. You are just absolute pure Love. You can make absolutely ANYTHING happen, yet you on a deep level, you don't want to just be able to walk on water or fly like an angel, cos if that happened, the beautiful dream would collapse onto itself. Boundaries/rules are nessecary to play the game of life. Which We are all playing/imagning :-) On the other hand, I also understood that in other "dimensions of reality" you are actually doing all that. You are swimming around in Oceans of Love, flying on clouds, being all the birds, whales, having infinite amounts of sex with perfect imagined dreamed up Girls/Guys. I had all that and experienced all that doing my changa trip. I experienced anything I wanted to imagine. Just magic. Just God. DMT is truly something. Yet, the reason why "you" are here in "this dimension" of existence is because you got tired of all that, and wanted to imagine a more complex game, where you forgot you were all-powerful and instead you imagined yourself to be "poor little me" stuck in a cruel outside world. Like an ultimate test/game for God Herself to test how capable of Love He is. (Of course God knows She is capable of anything, yet God loves playing games. Haha omfg it's so beautiful I could cry. It is all just 100% Love. Just perfect. Just God playing with ITSELF. WHICH IS ME. WHICH IS YOU!!! HAHA. WAUW. It's unbelieveable. Ineffeable. Completely ineffeable. ITS SO FUCKING GOOD, YOU CANT BELIEVE IT! HAHA. JEEZ. OMFG. how could it be otherwise? HAHA.:-) <3 I see a lot of people on the path whining about feeling alone after having a Oneness/God-relization. They say "It's all just me. None else around. So much loneliness"... but this is just your ego talking. Really. If you truly understood what God/Oneness is (=what you truly are) you wouldn't feel lonely at all. On the contrary you would go out and hug random people on the street and tell them how much you love them. That's what you would do. Cos those random people are seen to be you, and you can't help but Love yourself. Playing the "It's so lonely"-card is a trick of the ego to keep you from God/DMT/Love-consciousness. It's basically a defense mechanism to keep you asleep. It's the ego way of interpretating the teaching/insight "I am God" to "Oh how depressing, I am alone"... while in actuality the teaching "I am God" if truly understood would lead you to scream and cry manically out of pure joy and go hug everyone and say sorry to everyone you have offended, hugging everyone telling them they are Perfect and worthy of infinite love. What you truly, on the deepest level, want is just Love. Hehe. It is so simple, and yet ineffeable and so immensely complex and beautiful. Every twisted situation, every twisted question about x and y just, ultimately, boils down to Love. How could it be otherwise. Now of course, this teaching can be pretty powerful in the hands of an untranscended ego. So called Zen Devils. "Oh I'm God, so then I can't suffer anymore!" (me 8 months ago now more humble, and seeing Suffering=Healing=)) or "Oh I'm God, so I can just rape or kill somebody for my own pleasure, it's still just Love! Hah!" ... well yes, you could do that, and it would be absolute pure Love, but it's just so happens to be the case, that if you ACTUALLY "understood" "got the message" that Reality is Love = God = You, and that everything is Perfect, and that nothing bad can happen, then you wouldn't want to inflict unnesaccary pain onto others. It just goes deep against the inner manifesation of God in human flesh to do that. When you have truly merged your ego with the knowledge of "the True You being God/Love/Everything/Nothing/Consciouesness/Absolute/Infinite" basically every breath you take will give you joy, cos you see how miraciously Perfect/Intelligent/Loving absolutely everything is, INCLUDING not raping/Murdering/doing other silly things. In other words, you constrain yourself to relatively speaking maximizing Love (although absolutely speaking Love is always maximized hehe). You merge the Relative (Life) with The Absolute (God), and you then ultimately come to realize that Relative=Absolute=Love=Life=Existence=God. Hehe. It's hard to convey in words, actually impossible. Now does this mean, you just have to smoke X amount of DMT/Changa and then you become enlightened? No. Also I wouldn't call myself enlightened. There is still egoic needs and wants, still a separate self trying to conceptualize it all. Hehe. But anyway, I think in order to have such a deep full-blown God-relization trip, you need to have a clean soul first. Souls that are unclean/still are shadowy/selfish will by design not recieve a full blown God-realization trip, cos that wouldn't be Love. So clean yourself op by maximizing Love:D Which often means doing the hard things, i.e. meditation-habit, eating healthy, exercising, being kind to others (and most importantly to yourself, all though others are also yourself, oh god:D) Does that mean I say my mind/ego/soul is 100% pure? Nah, far from it. I also believe shit can get much deeper still. I'm amazed by how infinitely deep the rabit hole of realizing your own Godhood goes. That hole is infinite of course. Always more realization to be had. Suffering = Healing. Everything is God/Love. All is well. Love ya all <3 Feel free to ask any Qs. Also, if you want my trip report summed up in a video, here ya go: Ultimately, I have nothing to say. Just keep on doing what you love. If you do something you don't love and which doesn't feel right, try to change it into something you love. Also dive into your fears. Gold is hidden as a gift if you do the things you fear. You are all perfect beyond perfect. You are all Love.

Haha that's what i said.??❤️

Someone asked a good series of questions, that I answered as best as I could. Take anything I say with a big grain of salt. This is just my own selfish interpretation of "what is going on". Believe whatever you want and find out for yourselves what makes sense, and most importantly, what FEELS 'right'. Don't you ever blindly believe anything without: - some skepticism - your own critical assessment and self-reflection - validating it for yourselves through 'direct actual experience' (LIFE!). In other words: don't get stuck in unexamined beliefs spoon-fed to you (unconsciously) by your culture, parents or me (etc.). And don't get stuck in concepts. Conceptual ideas can be both terrible or good 'pointers', yet even if they are 'good', you should never 'replace direct experience with concepts'. Life should be lived, not just 'thought about'. Preferably a healthy combination of both! ? With that said, here we go: Questioner: "Are you omnipotent (can you create a stone out of thing air?), omnipresent (do you know what clothes am I wearing now?), omnitemporal (can you stay at the same age forever and never get physically old?)? All knowing (do you know the password to my bank account)??? Yes or no to these questions??? Are you infinitely intelligent? (Can I ask you to solve a hard equation without relying on a calculator?) Do you know for sure the universe is infinitely complex? (How have you concluded this? Which tools have you used to conclude that and how do you know that?)" My answer: Hello fellow being I am not omnipotent as 'insert name'. No dream characters are. The closest ones to even attaining a slice of omnipotence might be Jesus, Mohammed, Buddha, etc. The universe is infinitely simple. And it is infinitely complex. Also. That's Non-Duality. Words fail. I might have used the imaginary DMT-molecule to arrive to my suspicions. :-) A hack to briefly leave the matrix (dream, life) and see it for what it is: A dream of God. Love. Infinity. The true self -- God, The Eternal Dreamer -- is omnipotent though, yes. I am God. Ultimately speaking. So are you, my brother. God in human form :-) I can thus solve any hard equation through the minds of Ph.D mathematicians. They are Me. Part of My infinite imagination as The Eternal Dreamer. Look outside. There are stones. We created them! Yet, we imagine we did not, but that the external universe/nature/planet did. Hehe. We seem to (currently) like to imagine that first there was nothing at all. Then there was a Big Bang. Then galaxies formed. Then Earth. Then microbial life. Then, eventually, humans came. A happy random accident, in other words. But what created The Big Bang? ...... I know what you are wearing right now - cos you know! I am you! I also know your password, through you, ... you know it right? If you do -- I do! New people are born every day. Those babies are me. We are eternal, you see. You see, brother, this life, this dream... We created it. We imagined it. We fucking did it!!! Isn't it freaking mind-blowingly fuckin' amazing? And inside this dream, yes, there are apparant dream characters, "you" & "me" (duality, Maya, Leela), that We imagine Ourselves to be. And We are so good at imagining all kinds of things (often horrible things it seems...but contrast, you know!), and We got bored of only imagining easy, good lives where We got everything We wanted..., so what We did was this...: We imagined a life/universe (dream) wherein We imagined ourselves to be dream characters (human beings for instance) that felt like they were separate individuals (?‍?) born into this 'outer world' (?) without their own free will. In other words, We deliberately and willingly tricked Ourselves into believing that We are no longer Infinite/Omnipotent/God, but just a bunch of mortal "poor little me's" with limited free will, limited power, limited capacity for Love, limited time of existence,... separate, fragmented 'selves' stuck in a rather brutal automatic random universe that is just a physical, materialistic machine that doesn't give a damn about "us". Haha, how freaking fantastic is it?! A bit scary at times, sure! But my, oh my, also so much fun! And Love. Oh man, the Love ? A good analogy is this: Imagine a nerd playing so much World of Warcraft, identifying, attaching himself, so much with/to the 'character' he is playing (say, Gnome Mage). He becomes so immersed in the game that he forgets he is playing!!! This is what life is like. We are truly just playing. It is all Us, all God, all Love, just play. Oneness, but, yet, yes, there seems to be apparant - imagined - 'separation'. Exciting, right? Now, what kind of dream do We want? One filled with horror, opportunism, hate, suffering, selfishness and evil? Or one filled with adventures, integrity, joy, selflessness, creation, empathy, mutual understanding, respect, goodness, tolerance, freedom for everyone, yet also care and support for everyone?... Love ❤️

Congratz brother, you hit the motherlode, or at least something close to it. I am proud of you for your bravery❤️❤️❤️ Very nice read. Was it 22 grams dried? Shit, do you have high tolerance, or are you just a crazy motherfucker (like me;D) ?

Also the day after, I did something that is pretty rare for me to do. I saw a cute girl in the bus on my way to work. I wasn't even dressed very nicely or had my hair done, yet I felt I had to talk to her, even though the anxiety was there. The bus was filled with ppl and she was even talking in her cell phone. After 10 minutes of gathering courage, I jumped out in the frozen water and poked her, said sorry for interrupting , and I said she had beautiful hair, and then I asked if there was any chance I could get her phone number. She said thanks, but she was talking to her boyfriend in the phone Yet I'm proud of my self I talked to her. Anxiety provoking as fuck for me to do it, yet I felt empowered and good afterwards.

Even saying Reality is just Reality is not it. You gotta let go of rational thinking, concepts and language games to BECOME IT. Then when you come back, i think you will say God or Love.?

I actually wished my friend had filmed me for the entire hour. I spazzed out completely. Like manic laughter, crying, repeating sentences like "OMFG." "JESUS", "NO NO NO " "YES YES YES " IT CANT BE!" "IT CAN!" "I CANT TAKE IT! "I CAN TAKE IT" "HOW CAN IT BE SO GOOD?" "WAUW WOW WOW WOW" ...haha. repeatingly taking my hands to my face, making silly movements with my hands like i was some kind of wizard. Hiding my face behind the duvet. etc. hehe

If you are not the Godhead, but something the Godhead created..., well, then what created the Godhead? It just came out of nowhere and wanted to create something? Or maybe it's always been here for eternity and suddenly decided to create you? But what made it decide to create you?

inner dialogue is also a concept. To say mind doesn't exist is also a conceptual idea. :-)

Animals are born asleep in mind but awake in heart. They don't change through their lives. Human beings are born asleep in mind but awake in heart. Growing up, they eventually become asleep in heart due to trauma. But they have the ability to become both awake in mind and heart during their lifetime.

Psychology has its uses within the context of life. Life is a dream though and you are the dreamer. - It probably won't help much in regards to realizing that... Or maybe it will, i don't know. Changa works.

It's a realization that everything in your life -- life itself -- everything that 'has happened to you', is actually fully and wholly YOUR OWN DOING! Hehe. It's very profound. It's a realization that your life as 'insert-your-name' is "just" a dream, and that the dreamer is The Real You as God. It's a realization that there is no real reason to fear anything (except in so far as fear serves intelligent and deliberate purposes within the context of the dream). It's a realization that everything that has happened in your life is (ultimately) Perfect. And nothing not-Perfect can ever happen. Whatever happens; it's Perfect. (Though, of course, We want to have a, relatively speaking, good dream. Just as when playing a MMORPG you want to slay monsters with your guild and optimize your character to the maximum capacity and help others in doing the same). It's just you. Just God. Just Love. Just Leela. So obvious it can only be missed. So simple, yet so infinitely complex. So real, yet unreal.

The characterization is first and foremost that you're God. That God is what you are. God isn't something external to experience. Realizing that one's true self is truly and fully identical in nature to the selfless self of God, well that's it. The realization to me is often accompanied with deep feelings of love, ecstasy, Joy, peace, a overwhelming sense and understanding of one's true omnipotence, omnipresence, omnitemporal, omni forgiving, all Loving all embracing, all knowing, infinitely, extreme and deliberate will/infinite intelligence / infinite Love/Oneness.

I really like the video. Thank you whoever made it. More random notes about the trip: - It is important after awakenings like this to remember that actually nothing has changed (except my outlook on life). Yes I am God and Everything is God (which is nothing but Love). But this has been the case all my life, and before, and to eternity. - After my 2CB-awakening trip in June, I remember I had a feeling (on the trip and after) that I had to help everyone wake up. That that was my life purpose. What I didn't realize back then was how much more work I still needed to do on my own before I should even consider such thoughts. - The ego is God's way of manifesting all this! Love it. ? The ego is sort of the shadow of God if you will. - The trip itself, the peak specifically, felt like an eternity. Not an hour. The songs I listened to felt like lifetimes in length. It was ecstasy beyond ant ecstasy you can imagine. - God is all-embracing, all-forgiving, all-loving, all-powerful, all-knowing, all-present, beyond time and space, yet also time and space itself. - I hugged and forgave every human in existence. Including my own dream character. I was the raw essence of Love itself. - God is so free. This is Her Dream. Make it Good. God wants to constrain Himself to only do acts of Love. (Relatively speaking, inside the context of the dream). - During the trip I let go of all kinds of insecurities, anxieties, and all kinds of attachments, that I didn't even know existed... deep inside my unconscious. Every breath during the peak was a lifetime of an excerise in letting go, accepting ... and surrendering to the present moment. Words fail. The inner deep peace afterwards (and still present today to a large extent) is amazing, and I'm so much filled up with gratitude. - I desperately wanted to 'bring a proof of God back', but in hindsight I realized that that proof can only be myself as this dream-character, showing the way, leading the way...of Love. - In regards to desires, goals, ambitions, wishes: as long its in alignment with Love, it WILL happen (sooner or later). Make it! - You cant really do anything wrong when you sit down to meditate, as long as your intention for doing it is Love for yourself and all others. Let go of perfectionism. - Waking up in the morning and not going back to bed, is the hardest part in my life, almost. Takes so much self-love to get the fuck up. But after 5 minutes it's good again ? - All psychedelics have different flavours of teaching you aspects of Yourself that you have forgotten. MDMA is really good for self-love, for instance. DMT feels like the ultimate revelation of the nature of Cosmic Infinite Love.