Flowerfaeiry

Going through a lot of changes. Working through some deep sorrow.

Are you sure its yourself? I mean, that's what they say but I still don't know.

I am wondering this as I gather my values. Do you think someone could have one of their values be education/learning?

Sometimes I think, what the hell have i gotten myself into? I keep wanting to quit, to just fall headfirst into addiction, toxic relationships, eating bad food, watching low consciousness shows, all the things I'm breaking out of. But I almost don't have a choice but to keep going. I will preservere.

So much dick and vagina talk.

Vaccine day 2 update: Heard people saying their arm was really really sore, I started to feel that coming on, but I moved that arm a lot. Did pushups, just moved my arm a lot and I can tell that helped. Idk if you're supposed to do that or whatever but It seriously reduced the pain.

thank you all <3

I knew as soon as I landed in San Diego two years ago that I wanted to one day make it my home. 2 years later, I'm making the dream come true. I put my goals on hold because I was scared! Scared of making a change, scared to leave my family and friends, my home of over 15 years, and just scared to leave NORMALITY. But I'm really fucking doing it. It still doesn't seem real. That's partly why I'm making this post. Follow your dreams~

@Husseinisdoingfine not yet but I have high hopes. I could use an extra arm. Jk that sounds terrible.

@Forestluv im in seattle.

@Leo Gura it feels fine. My arm isn't even sore. I just got it a few hours ago so we'll see going forward. @neutralempty the Pfizer one @Forestluv im in the US. The drugstore will be doing injections when they start rolling out. They've been getting shipments over the past couple weeks and occasionally had an extra or two. Some of my coworkers got one as well.

Anybody from the Seattle area here?

I like that

@Forestluv Yes! so many different topics, all so in depth. It's truly amazing.

In regards to coronavirus, why is the protocol simply, wash your hands, wear a mask, social distance, get a vaccine? What happened to good old fashioned taking care of your health? And why hasn't the government said anything about how to do that? Surely you'd think they want people to get fresh air, exercise and get proper nutrition? I genuinely don't get it. The protocol they mention are like, the last things I would do to keep my body healthy.

How do you know this? Have there been studies or observations to prove this type of thing? I don't understand this trust in the government and news sources that push the effectiveness of these "preventative" measures, but don't say a lick of anything having to do with actual real health. I understand that society just isn't there yet but can't we do something about that? I mean stop the madness with these so called preventative measure which I don't think are doing anything. We have very obese, sick individuals thinking that staying 6ft away from me and wearing a poorly donned mask will protect themselves from getting this virus. I guess I'm mostly mad about the stupidity.

Why are vaccine companies immune from lawsuits pertaining to harm that a vaccine may cause?

Thats not true, the whole premise behind these protocols IS stay healthy. Reducing the spread of the virus WOULD naturally happen if individuals were more healthy.

Thats true, but why is that? So much of "healthcare" is actually symptom management.

@Preety_India what do you mean...? They're actually saying that you need to do those things to stay healthy, they took that upon themselves as their job...

MDMA is NOT a psychedelic!

I have quite a lot of experience with MDMA. It absolutely opens the heart, can show you true love, connection and empathy and it breaks down social barriers. I am also a believer in MDMA therapy in professional settings because I have seen its heart-opening properties. MDMA is not classified as a psychedelic. Its a different sort of compound and the feeling is very specifically not entheogenic. I've taken all the major psychedelics and MDMA is decidedly different. It's much more of a social, connection type experience. One of the downfalls with MDMA is it can be dangerous if not used wisely. In some users it can create paranoia, depression and memory loss. This can be long lasting. If you've taken a lot of MDMA you may remember the feeling of your brain sort of feeling hot. I've heard it can actually create brain damage and my abuse of the substance absolutely reflects that. Im still healing from it almost 10 years later. But its a dope substance when used wisely! More of a party type drug though. When you take MDMA you don't exactly walk away with lessons in the same way you do with a psychedelic trip.

@SirVladimir Even though i didn't know the concept, it was still happening though

@Nahm what do you mean

@longusername12345 I floundered for YEARS, realistically my whole life, but seriously for about 6 years trying to figure out what my life purpose was. It wasn't until I took Leo's life purpose course that I figured it out. NOTHING else helped me, and I looked into SO MANY THINGS. This is why Leo's contributions are so important to the world, but I digress... I know you don't have the funds right now but this course, if purpose is important to you, is a MUST. There are so many secrets in there that I didn't find anywhere else. It is worth the money. Get used to paying money for worthwhile things in life. In fact, the money you spend often contributes to the worthiness of the thing for you.