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Kind of. I'll remember a few different things the teacher said and it will stick with me for a long time. And then sometimes I'll even have a hard time not looking at life that way even if I know its time to move forward. My own shortcomings.

Such a good episode

Very much so. I've made this mistake plenty.

Actually yea, at first it really bothered me that he spent more time talking about fools and then I was grateful for it haha

There's no guilt its more painful to realize all the ways I've been a fool

A meditation teacher I had told me not to make too much of a story out of things I experience during meditation. So your heart is beating fast. Notice it for as long as you do. Meditation is a practice that is developed over time. Keep consistent.

I think its probably better to just assume you're a fool instead of fooling yourself you're on a different part of the gradient.

Every time I take mushrooms the trip gives me a new lesson. I always expect it to be a certain type of way and then it's like nope we're doing this today instead.

Hmm I'm not sure about that. At least for me. I've worked with mushrooms a lot, particularly micro dose but I've had a few high dose trips. I feel the complete opposite of this statement. In fact I've always said, what I like so much about mushrooms is that the lessons really stick with me. It's like they get into my body. Some of my most integrated trips come from mushrooms, so I find it interesting you have that assessment.

What do you mean by that? The insights and experiences I've had on mushrooms felt very clear to me.

it's hard to know someone even when they post lots of videos. don't concern yourself too much with his life and focus instead on yours.

Most people who aren't born into religion don't "casually" come to god. But I like the saying anyway lol.

Yes. But the brain is resilient and depending on severety of usage, a person may likely be ok when they stop (if they do) if there isn't consistent usage over years.

I work at a drugstore and the covid vaccine was made available to me about a month ago at this point. I've been traveling recently and just made a move to a different state. I originally was against getting vaccinated, but when I was offered the vaccine, I decided to be open minded and took it at my next opportunity. So I did have a couple days to think about it. But I just came back from an Ayahuasca retreat and while I was there it just became pretty apparant that a lot of the things that are happening in the world are in fact of a darkness versus from being of the light. Maybe I am just being "paranoid" or a "conspiracy theorist" but some of the thoughts I've been having following that realization are as follows. Safety being number one. The vaccine is obviously in its testing stages right now so we still don't officially know how safe it is but it is generally presumed to be safe. Yet out of the people I know about 1/3rd have had a negative reaction. Someone in my extended family became quite ill for several days. Widespread vaccines seem to be the way of the future in regards to keeping society healthy. A move away from a more "hippy", holistic approach. Is this really the way things need to be? I still have my doubts that whether a vaccination required to function in society is for our highest good. I have yet to get my second shot while thinking about these things.

Something about hard drugs is that they can really make a person struggle. So while it's not ideal, a hard drug user who manages to come out of it, may have a head start at personal development because they have struggled a lot. I was never addicted to hard drugs but I've used quite a bit when I was in a difficult and immature place in life. Those times broadened my perspective on the world, made me more empathetic and understanding to hard drug addicts and made me more resilient.

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@Value I would encourage you to focus in on what the most important things are for you to be a 10/10 on those things. Of course there may be endless things for you to do, so pick the most relevant and most pertinent right now.

take some time to hone it down even more. really choose your words carefully and only write things that are truly the closest to your heart.

I first smoked nnDMT when I was 20! I had a little experience with mushrooms at that point. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. It really opened my eyes to a new world. I think if you feel called and have the opportunity, go for it. It can be a very intense experience.

Vaccines are good in many cases, but I question the use of allopathic methods as a cure all for everything. I think they can be used as part of a holistic approach for sure though.

No but you should

Sometimes I feel like people want a new video bc they're just mentally masterbating over Leo's content. He has so many videos and so much information to digest on his channel already. It's not like the man owes us new content every week.

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Conscious partnership absolutely exists. It is rare though because so many people are after the wrong thing and get caught up in exciting feelings. But I've seen it and it's beautiful. I dont think it's a mistake to expect sex bc I mean, thats a part of a beautiful relationship, but don't make it your focus. Work on yourself enough to the point where you will attract someone at your level of desired development: ) and it is an ongoing process but I think there's a certain amount of completeness that can come from a conscious partnership. Good luck, I believe you will find the one

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