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Bald is good. It matters less what you look like and more the type of man you are.

I created a Reddit sub forum with other online friends several years ago. The premise was sort of a “find the others” type deal where we connected to people who had wild psychedelic experiences. It was also heavily focused on the arts so much of what was shared was done in an artistic manner. It has now in some regards become a place where those who had psychedelic experiences and are severely mentally ill share their mostly incoherent thoughts. Some share artistic spiritual platitudes that lead nowhere. Fun but not super productive. There is some good stuff on there too. It was a really neat experience growing a community (it now has 15k subs) but yea too much mentally ill ramblings killed the space for me and some of the other mods were kinda already on that plane.

Sounds like you’ve got it! Be careful with supplements. I know 5htp is a popular one to take after a trip and I heard that if taken during the trip it can cause more damage. Plus those brain supplements can be potent so I would tread very carefully.

I didn’t recover 100% from Covid for a solid 3 weeks.

Done all the time, absolutely. I avoid putting plastic in the microwave at all costs.

Honestly don’t overthink it. How badly do you want to know your life purpose? You have to want it really really bad. Anything less than that you’ll make excuses.

You will experience health issues down the road. Often that’s what it takes for us to make those necessary changes.

Awesome!!

I have no problem with my man looking at porn. That being said I do think that porn can create unrealistic expectations in the bedroom and I don't feel good about porn addiction. I also would feel uncomfortable if my man were to sort of see sex with me as a porn and as such lose touch with my essence.

To be in your feminine energy means being connected to your heart and being in touch with your needs. (Teachings from @pvssyflowers on Instagram)

Finding your dream partner has nothing to do with perfection. Never did. That’s a misconception to think that once you find the one all your problems will melt away. Actually it’s often the opposite that happens. When you find your person much of your shadow aspects arise to the surface as you experience the safety that comes with deep intimacy. If you want a conscious partner yes you must step up to the plate and do your work. (Teachings from Lorin Kern)

Break down the definition of the words From dictionary.com Conspiracy=a secret plan by a group to do something unlawful or harmful Theory=a supposition or a system of ideas intended to explain something, especially one based on general principles independent of the thing to be explained yes there are some crazy theories out there and, some theories end up being facts I think it’s important to keep an open mind and use discernment. Also being careful not to get sucked in because there is a “conspiracy theory culture” that is full of bs and fear-mongering but those groups are sort of separate from conspiracy theories -by themselves-

Sort of a side note but breast massages can improve the look and feel of your breasts. This is the technique I use and I love it. It’s a great way to connect with your breasts and offer them loving kindness, too:) https://youtu.be/lLXZoBfm39c

I encourage you to explore a lot of different things. Try becoming friends with your depression and thank it for trying to teach you something. It can be a door to awakening. Healing trauma can be really helpful. Talk to a therapist.

What Leo is doing with 5meo is super extreme. I wouldn't compare your journey to his. You will still awaken to some degrees with these other methods. Also, Leo is talking about a specific flavor to awakening and I wager there are other flavors (for example, shamans who use psychedelics etc).

Wow. Alright. Leo's not messing around anymore. *best behavior activated*

Have you talked to anyone else about this? Like seeing a therapist? They would probably be able to give you some coping skills. Talking to friends and family would help too. Do you still talk to this person? If so, stop, because that can prevent healing as well. Unfollow her on social media etc too.

Yess Leo deserves so much support for all the hard work he's done

I would say yes because otherwise why would you do it. Maybe your reason (for now) is because you don't want to waste anymore time.

I would explore each of these in small chunks. Take up an acting class once a week. Practice music on your computer for 10-20 minutes each day. You can explore all the creative outlets you desire, just do it in little steps.

I joined an improv group to be in community

Could be you have an anxious attachment style

This would a big no for me, too! I would really express to him your deepest feelings about this. Be very expressive and don't hold back. "Baby when you hang out with other girls it just breaks my heart, I feel unimportant and it really hurts my feelings" Use "I" statements. Continue to speak from your heart, don't be afraid to cry. Try to focus on how the whole thing makes you feel and let him know. Set a boundary. If he doesn't care about your feelings, if he continues to hurt you in this way then you need to determine if it is worth the pain of staying with him.

One of the things that has really helped me is making sure that I am consistently building my life purpose.

The amount of hours that it takes to become a skilled artist is one of the things that is awe inspiring to me. Attention to detail and unique and new ideas are also things that moves me.