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indiviDuality nice word.

we heard ego death, ego problem, ego blah blah, but what is the beauty of ego that showing to us in this world?

I have learned a lot about ur topic from youtube and books, they feed my brain but they don't work on my heart. the moment that I take attention to my heart is when I focus the noise of the brain, and think how to deal with those problems. make a list, top 10 things or top 100 things that make you stuck in your brain, and tick those things when you done. keep recording and adding thoughts to you list, and learn how to deal with them from google, youtube, books or whatever. is that working? yes, coz when you start to do one thing in the list, it's a moment that you take care of your heart.

I could see external world is really powerful to feed my ego. I need friend, family, plus social media is controlling people's mind, therefore what news talks about becomes my first thing for my ego. To get authority is avoided lonely. My ego hides my hatefulness and try to get more authority and use authority to release hatefulness in external world. and I could see this is a disaster. Even now I don't really care I'm lonely, but external world is really important to my survival. My ego also tells me that use internal feeling to face external world is not working: 1. I need to have ability to kown what my feeling is in present moment; 2. I need brave to bring this feel to external world; 3. and I need to think that decision is not trigger my future ego's fear. so these 123 are very hard to think in my mind in one second when Im talking with someone. I feel Being internally grounded is not easy for me. what should I do?

Like what kind of business market?

Indeed, I do fear low consciousness systems.

@SirVladimir Thanks for linking. I did read over and over again this topic you provide, and I realized that is future propose. I am searching exist market with Higher State of Consciousness.

Hey, Just a quick collection that business market may average contains highly Higher State of Consciousness people. Health: Yoga, Pilates Psychology, Meditate group Personal Development Coaching Writer Musician, Movie Direction Please add more business fields even you just met one guy who brings good feelings to you when you do business.

find the Ox yet?

I have meet subconsciousness twice while meditation. he is a blue and quiet baby who is really weak. He has a sack that always with him. I told him to open it, inside that sack, and I saw all my life people from reality but the world become pure blue and quiet. and second time I saw him is so lazy and no talking, I realized I keep choosing to see negative side of others in reality, that's why this baby becomes this way, absorbing fear and enjoy to overcome inside. what about I change my sub-consciousness become more happy and crazy? just like I find a new toy, but I want DIY it. How to shift my subconsciousness from weak blue baby to a positive crazy baby?

inspried a lot. I do waste money when I have unlike client. Money is only purpose coz I disappoint this world that I don't think I could find the person match my channel, i mean vibrational frequency. Yoga, or other business area that is aligning your channel, what I feel is tiny possible, just because I do not have enough experiences and it doesn't mean I disagree with you. Education, present moment, age, identity, communication, fear, relationship, trust, lots and lots reality stuff that make me to wonder your suggestion is just a hope or lucky thing, it's not even working. I really wish you could tell me I am wrong coz comfortable and relax and excited when I do business is needed that you mention all of this is what I want.

I mean in ego mode we are separated, in spiritual mode we are one, and when we are friend, its great chance to be "one". but in ego, in fear feeling, it's easy to separate in mind.

the fear will come out that separate "me" and "them" especially doing business when I meet unknown people. It's "I don't understand" rather than "I don't agree with it". its hard to do but i would like to try it.

yes, it is. just a start-up company.

also they will use their ego to bring you down. the ego's purpose is distracting mind from spiritual. meditation is a good stuff. "sponge and absorb everything" is just a short term to you. you may become more stronger like metal or even energy leader.