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https://podcasts.apple.com/se/podcast/saddam-hussein-titan-tyrant/id1533811559?i=1000495254831&l=en Im listening to this podcast about Saddam Hussein told from his perspective (by a voice actor), a very Yellow-ish way to do it, I like it.

Yes it does, Im an ego right now, it might be an illusion though, like a mirage in the desert, I dont know yet though, not woke yet. But just because its an illusion doesnt mean that it doesnt exist as an illusion.

Yep, living with a narcissist I have felt my fair share of that.

Must watch!

Follow the damn thread CJ!

This is gonna be an interesting 5-day debate.

This forum has been so salty lately.

How do you know you are sane right now?

Such an interesting topic, Leo should do a video on this, Im not looking to add anything to the conversation but I want to see where this goes.

Lol, I cant tell if this is a meme or real.

If you have a serious bone to pick with stupidity then you need to do some serious Shadow Work. Someone probably told you you were stupid as a child and now you have cut that part off within and not allowed yourself to be stupid, embrace your stupidity, youll find that the world moves on anyway, it wasnt so bad after all.

Yes, but SD is not everything, its just one lens, I could have just as easily found a Green therapist that didnt connect well with me.

I dont think so. Only connection and intuition, I never even considered my therapists spiral stage, she just connected well with me off the bat.

Who are you asking? If you want to find out if the sun is shining go outside. Your ego wants comfort by asking someone else, you have been culturally conditioned to believe in object permanence, so you rely on culture to keep you sane. Here, grab a cup. Put it behind your back. Does the cup exist right now in your direct experience? Dont think about the cup. Just look. Is there a cup in your experience when its behind your back?

I have no memory of being born. I can only remember back to maybe around age 3. There is no evidence I have ever existed before my life began. This life is everything I can remember experiencing. Since memory began around age 3 does that mean I existed before that? If I was 1 years old but dont remember it did I really experience it? How do I know that it wasnt just memory that began around age 3 and that "I" (whatever I am) have always existed but dont remember it because memory is finite? Maybe "my life" is just a string of finite memories in a longer string. Btw. Yes, other people tell me I was born but I brush that aside for a moment when looking at direct experience. Just some contemplation. Dont take it too seriously. Im probably deluded.

Okay, Im not experiencing that right now... someday I guess I will grok it, thanks for your guidance.

Theres nothing during deep sleep.

During sleep there is nothing, its so nothing that I dont even experience it, I just fall asleep, have a dream, and then wake up. Before life there was absolutely nothing, atleast that I know of.

What do you mean by identical point? Could you clarify?

This series is triggering alot of people.

Imagine the self-inquiry problems. "I am the body... No I am the body!" "Did you fart?, No you did! Thats what I said!"

God was like "Hm, snakes are pretty scary, but they need an upgrade..."

You cant write all your thoughts. Theyre too fast, and once you focus on writing them they wont be your "natural" monkey mind thoughts anyway. What would be cool would be if there was a machine that could record thoughts during the day and then you could listen back to them, that would be so trippy.