Rilles

Haha I do to an extent but this is not about social anxiety, read the post again.

Just a bit of recontextualisation I guess, like the puppy is still there but hes not looking at me... he is just looking... Of course this is all fantasy until I actually wake up.

Im trying??? I will get it soon. "I" feel close, last two days have been an extraordinary amount of self-inquiry progress.

?? Truly a wise master right here.

Dont have to be a sage to see the humor in all these duality wars. Everyday its the same thing. Like watching cars on highway passing by. Making alot of noise going nowhere. Or like raindrops crashing down on your window. Thread after thread... round and round.

Not much has changed in that regard.

This shit has been stuck in my head for the past 10 minutes now.

Somewhere out there is a planet where aliens walk around smoking 5-Meo cigarettes every 30 minutes and everyone is at a higher state than Leo will ever reach in a 1000 lifetimes. These non-duality my dad could beat up your dad wars are so boring.

Were you the quiet type in school? Wallflower?

Lmao! Keep em coming. ?

The ego when awareness discovers itself.

Quite hard to say, its more intuitive, you just feel when you or someone else is mentally masturbating. Its more of a distraction rather than a real curious inquiry to get to the bottom of things. Its a very needy and attached form of endless discussion about nothing that veers off into minute details about nothing. Mental masturbation often feels very hollow while true wisdom doesnt need much words but fills you up like a good meal.

Kangaroos are stage Orange douchebags.

Have faith. Youre the miracle.

It was just an experience, marvel at it for a day or two then throw it away. There are bigger fish to fry.

Its called being really high, my dude.

Try to know everything about something and something about everything.

Hm... seems like a red flag. Unless you really enjoy this friendship despite these problems I guess you will eventually drift apart. It takes alot of energy dealing with emotional toxicity and you will get tired of it. Hope it works itself out. Peace!

What exactly did they do? How bad were you hurt/upset? Maybe those friends are not good for you? You need to be with people who value the same things as you.

❤️This is awesome. The cycle of abuse ends with you. Doesnt have to be limited to children though. Be loving to everyone.

Guess it depends on the level of consciousness of the person. If you have friends with dense egos they might be more reactive and take things the wrong way. I know some people in my life like that, love them dearly, but they can be quite difficult to tell hard truths to, which life sometimes requires. If you grew up constantly criticized by your parents then criticism can sometimes be seen as an attack.

Nobody is laughing. There is just the experience of laughter happening.

Nobody is aware of caring.

Awareness is aware but I cant say much more about what it is. Or more like pre-existing before perception. But in reality there is no before or aware of because awareness and perception is seamless. If I feel my hand there are not two, there is just the awareness of the hand.