Rilles

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  1. I would put him on the scale at 6 and maybe 8 when is he in a bad mood. Sorry, cant find a video of it, you will have to research what it is. Heres a few attributes of what narcissists are like. •Lack of empathy, emotionally distant but albeit superficially charming •My way or the high way •I know best •Discussion is not allowed •Its never my fault, its always someone elses fault •The world is an evil place and everyone will try to trick you and deceive you •People cannot be trusted •Quick to anger •Alot of Gaslighting "I never hurt you, youre just imaging that" "I have done everything for you and yet you complain, youre so ungrateful" •Hoovering: Tearing a person down emotionally causing emotional distance and then lovebombing them the day after, but never saying sorry, never any real true genuine connetion or compassion. •No respect for privacy, will gladly go through your phone, snoop through your room and closet, and anything thats yours when youre not aware, or even when you are aware.
  2. I havent even tried yet, cold feet. Interesting take. Thank you! I want to forgive but Im very afraid too.
  3. I guess I have more to gain by forgiving and more to lose by hating. Lol. My intution is on a see saw.
  4. Up and coming Swedish Party whos only ideology is Direct Democracy instead of Representative democracy. (In Swedish but it has English Subtitles)
  5. Very beautifully stated, quite poetic, thank you.❤️
  6. I dont hate the whole game, thats quite toxic, I just hate this particular player in the game. Like facing up to the final boss, Bowser.
  7. Hm, interesting, I have a grudge against Christianity too so I guess I have to forgive that before I read the book though.
  8. Haha, sorry for being curt, I just wanted to start a discussion I guess, I basically know how to forgive I just dont know when...
  9. Read more carefully though, 12,6 out of 1 million get heart inflammation. If 1 million people eat a carrot some are going to get anaphylaxis and die.
  10. I see! Guess I will have to wait and see if there is a third vaccination in my country.
  11. Every experience is true. That doesnt mean you want to experience it though. Plus I have never read a single report on Datura getting you to The Ultimate Truth with a capital Titty, it just confuses you.
  12. Integrate The Ladder Of Inference into your daily life, its a great tool.
  13. Soft and encouraging self-talk all the time, like the most loving parent you can imagine, but youre the parent and he/she is in your mind. Old me: "Man im such a loser, why cant i be like others" Me today: "Youre doing so awesome, look how much youve accomplished the past year, youre really strong, keep going." This helps alot when im anxious too. Shadow work helps too.
  14. Salvia takes you to another realm, like a hellish twisted DMT. ...While Datura makes your normal reality demented, you see people that arent real that show up and then dissappear into thin air, you also forget that you are on Datura which can be super dangerous. Datura doesnt seem to me to have any pleasure involved, there is no love or joy or deep insight. Just pure hell. I havent done it, this is from my research.
  15. Expect dementia and schizophrenia turned up to 11. I dont see how anyone would ever enjoy a substance like that.
  16. If you want to literally become a book and experiencing people reading you for eternity... or something like that. To me it be such a mindfuck that it wouldnt be worth it. Stick with the classics.
  17. This is very healthy Green, peaceful protest at mass scale, and a leader to look up to on top of it all.
  18. Absolutely insane that this is legal. Really goes to show that psychedelics arent illegal because the government cares about your mental wellbeing.
  19. Then it could have been a low potency harvest. Mushrooms can vary alot in psilocybin amount. You can search on psychedelic forums for this problem or Reddit.
  20. @Gregory1 Did you grow the mushies yourself?