Rilles

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  1. @Eudaimonia Agreed, I haven't done this practice yet, because I don't feel completely ready for it yet, but that doesn't mean that Leo shouldn't endorse it, there are certain risks to almost everything.
  2. According to your logic;every community that doesnt 100% agree with my views = cult!! oh no!! buhu, get real.
  3. He took 5-Meo 5 days in a row, im not kidding, F*CKING INTENSE
  4. Why cant you watch the video? The blog is for free, he's had profound awakenings
  5. Source_Mystic's new obsession, Thinking he can change Leos mind/Leo bashing (warrning!!) -
  6. heeeeeeeeey will be my new mantra
  7. I want to see Muchdank doing a Leo compilation!
  8. No no no no!, this is the real tribute! https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Joegbptcoa8
  9. The more relaxed you are the clearer the images become, for example when I do an hour of SDS I will get very clear surreal visions in my mind, but its very important that you dont try to grasp anything, just let go and it comes.
  10. Emotions are such a beautiful thing, I really hope you can get off the anti-depressants man<3
  11. I would say most of the time I feel neutral/calm, which I consider my "normal state" I wouldnt go so far as to call that an emotion.
  12. Has anyone ever experienced pulsating noises while meditating? They last for about 5 seconds and they usually happen when I'm a trance-like state until I snap out of it, I also heard something like airplane noises. Is this some indication of a new depth or should I just ignore it as random phenomena?
  13. I can't find the mind. All I find are thoughts, are thoughts and mind the same? Why do we talk about mind as being something real? I'ts clearly not, it's just a word we unconsciously started using, take a look for yourself! If you find the mind then please let me know, I'd be happy to get rid of this issue.
  14. To make matters simple, I been self inquiring alot and using negation I've come to realize that there is no "inside the head", there are thoughts and images appearing behind the eyelids but there is no substance behind the eyelids that could be called a mind.
  15. @Leo Gura Wow! Will definitely inquire into that!
  16. No, its not really anything like that, although I've read many people experiencing ringing though. I will hear different sounds as I get into a deep meditation too, like random voices and things like that but it's not your regular type of inner monologue, it's much louder and more real. I have an inkling this might just be hypnagogia and that I need to find a way to be more awake, a phase I guess.
  17. But were stealing food too, does that mean that humanity should be extinct, of course not! Ants need food too. What are we basing an ants consciouness on, just because theyre smaller theyre not as "alive"? they might be more alive as far as we know!
  18. I have tons of ants in my kitchen, my parents always kill them, pisses me off, their rationale is that they are just creatures without "humanlike consciousness" so it doesnt matter, how do they know that!?