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Dang, what a coincidence. I was just about to post this:

Yes, this is branding 101, although I dont like that word, this can be applied to many creative endeavours! Haha, honestly though, most of this just requires your time, passion and contemplation, but yes, not sleeping on the street is a good foundation.

Okay, thats good, dont make enemies of the opposite sex, that can lead you down a sinister path, Im glad you dont. Isnt God everything? How can he be a sadist? Isnt he also responsible for all the good? The love, the sunsets, the happiness, the butterflies on a summerday?

Why are you assuming women have sadistic motives? Do you think women are evil? Thats something you should contemplate. Maybe there is some nugget of insight there. Notice that youre filling in the blanks. 1.What happened: She left/didnt answer. 2.How did you react: You assumed she is being sadistic. 3.Did she actually show any evidence of that? Probably not.

Its just the way women in our society protect themselves, coming on too strong might creep a girl out. Its a survival game. Imagine its like hunting a deer, if you run through the bushes making alot of noise you have no chance, if you take it slow and patient that deer is all yours. Doesnt always work of course, but its more attractive.

You wrote this to a girl you arent in a relationship with? Thats gonna creep her out dude, always be implicit with women, explicitness is a turn off, Leo has an entire episode on that. Dont beat yourself up my dude.

You can be both. Its a mix. A CEO who throws pencils at employees and yells at them I would consider having alot of Red.

Living off my music without being on a record label. Will probably take atleast 10 years but Im on my way.

This.

"True spirituality is 99% mental masturbation, 0.5% meditation and 0.5% self-inquiry" - The Buddha

47. "This was my deepest Awakening by far." 48. "This is the deepest awakening I have ever had." 49. "I have had some new awakenings, hehehehehe"

Narcolepsy? I dont quite understand your post.

Hm... who should I believe...? This barechested buffoon who is talking out of his ass or 99% of people who experienced severe depression and the entire psychology/medical establishment...

22. Spiritual egos who gaslight people with problems by saying "its only thoughts" or that they should inquire into "who is suffering" when thats not at all what they need or are ready for. 23. "Youre just projecting that I am projecting that youre projecting that I am projecting."

18. Tada! 19. But Leoooo

Are you okay, my dude?

Art and creativity, specifically music but I just love how much there is to explore even within your own world of music, all the album art to create, typefaces, the imaginative stories you can write in your lyrics, the inspiration you can get from it, the emotional release! The variety of sounds, the weirdness, the pleasure, the depth, the intimacy, the darkness and the light and the inbetween. I listened to a song the other day after feeling quite depressed and just started bawling because it was so intense and beautiful, it just understood me there in that moment, absolute connection, nothing else can make me cry like that, maybe therapy, but music is so direct, it hits the feelings instantly, I dont need to try, it just happens.

Big Pharma in itself is not bad, its just very corrupt, its the same with government, we need government but we need good government, dont throw the baby out with the bath water. There would be alooot of suffering that you would have to through if Big Pharma didnt exist, and alot more useless deaths.

Edit: Cant think of just one thing, life would be quite sad if there was only one thing to love.

Lol, hes just taking a day off probably, chill. Go rewatch some old stuff.

No church today.

thx❤️

You have one life... as this ego. Please... for the love of God, do something useful, dont be like this guy. And if you say "Its just humor". No. Its not. There is nothing funny, intelligent or clever about any of this. (Im referring to Nikocado, not penguinz.)