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Its just the way women in our society protect themselves, coming on too strong might creep a girl out. Its a survival game. Imagine its like hunting a deer, if you run through the bushes making alot of noise you have no chance, if you take it slow and patient that deer is all yours. Doesnt always work of course, but its more attractive.

You wrote this to a girl you arent in a relationship with? Thats gonna creep her out dude, always be implicit with women, explicitness is a turn off, Leo has an entire episode on that. Dont beat yourself up my dude.

You can be both. Its a mix. A CEO who throws pencils at employees and yells at them I would consider having alot of Red.

This.

"True spirituality is 99% mental masturbation, 0.5% meditation and 0.5% self-inquiry" - The Buddha

47. "This was my deepest Awakening by far." 48. "This is the deepest awakening I have ever had." 49. "I have had some new awakenings, hehehehehe"

Narcolepsy? I dont quite understand your post.

Hm... who should I believe...? This barechested buffoon who is talking out of his ass or 99% of people who experienced severe depression and the entire psychology/medical establishment...

22. Spiritual egos who gaslight people with problems by saying "its only thoughts" or that they should inquire into "who is suffering" when thats not at all what they need or are ready for. 23. "Youre just projecting that I am projecting that youre projecting that I am projecting."

18. Tada! 19. But Leoooo

Are you okay, my dude?

Art and creativity, specifically music but I just love how much there is to explore even within your own world of music, all the album art to create, typefaces, the imaginative stories you can write in your lyrics, the inspiration you can get from it, the emotional release! The variety of sounds, the weirdness, the pleasure, the depth, the intimacy, the darkness and the light and the inbetween. I listened to a song the other day after feeling quite depressed and just started bawling because it was so intense and beautiful, it just understood me there in that moment, absolute connection, nothing else can make me cry like that, maybe therapy, but music is so direct, it hits the feelings instantly, I dont need to try, it just happens.

Big Pharma in itself is not bad, its just very corrupt, its the same with government, we need government but we need good government, dont throw the baby out with the bath water. There would be alooot of suffering that you would have to through if Big Pharma didnt exist, and alot more useless deaths.

Edit: Cant think of just one thing, life would be quite sad if there was only one thing to love.

Lol, hes just taking a day off probably, chill. Go rewatch some old stuff.

No church today.

thx❤️

You have one life... as this ego. Please... for the love of God, do something useful, dont be like this guy. And if you say "Its just humor". No. Its not. There is nothing funny, intelligent or clever about any of this. (Im referring to Nikocado, not penguinz.)

Such an interesting purpose! Will be interesting to see what you do with it!

To me its crazy how someone can go from skinny to fat so quickly, I have been skinny all my life and I have always struggled with gaining even a little weight, but like somebody said he probably has a serious food addiction and mental issues.

I made a pretty negative post about toxic life purpose a couple hours ago, felt like balancing it out with something positive. Even if youre not an actor you can get inspired by the mastery these actors have achieved in their field in whatever you do! My personal favourite, pure fucking mastery!

Wow. Thats funny. I have something similar sometimes. Im definitely not attracted to men though, lol. I think I just have poor boundaries and some type of mental OCD lol.

Is there anything in particular you like/love to do? Something that gives even a tiny spark of excitement in your heart? That could be what leads to your purpose. The good thing about having a purpose nowadays is that you barely have to walk outside the door, so if youre a loner its perfect. For example you could write about your hellish life and gain a huge following or something. Just an example. You have to find what you like of course. I have moderate social anxiety and I dont think speaking to a camera is very scary, it is a bit weird but not at all on the same level as talking to a stranger.