Rilles

I had a few childhood friends that I knew from first grade to highschool, we hung out alot then I moved to a new town, we hung out a little bit but as it was so far travel it became less and less. Being that we didnt meet that much our interests changed and developed in different directions, after I while I just felt like it wasnt stimulating to hang out anymore so after a while I just stopped calling them. Havent talked to them since 2014, it hasnt bothered me except that I sometimes dream about them. Thats growing apart.

Youve grown apart, it happens, there are many other people out there with bigger hearts.❤️ Move on!

I love to meditate on the bus.

Yes! What a great idea! Should probably be a series though, there is so much to cover.

Congrats! ... to noone I guess.

We can agree to disagree, only you can find out for yourself.

Meditate in the morning sunlight, the ego can very paranoid in the dark.

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When youre sleeping or dead consciousness/reality exists but it is not conscious of body-mind. The reason you think it doesnt is because you still think consciouness is something YOU have and can find in the sensory world somewhere.

THE book on Shadow Work! Read this if youre always judging people and/or yourself! Many exercises in here. 10/10

Wow! Yes exactly! Ive noticed that I dont even dare to feel completely into my sensations when im suffering, its like the ego is scared to own it, half measure suffering.

THIS IS THREAD HIJACKING ON ANOTHER LEVEL! I WONT ACCEPT IT

Hahahaha

Just bought some Bacopa, Ginkgo and Ashwagandha capsules, gonna be interesting to do some careful experimentation. Already have alot of exotic teas at home so I skipped the L-Theanine.

I havent tried horoscopes but I think if you really want to go for that you should find a legit astrologer, that stuff you read in the news is probably just fluff but that doesnt mean you have to throw the baby out with the bathwater, theres good science and there is terrible science, theres good astrology... you get the point.

Go find out for yourself, I would say my natal chart pretty much describes me in a nutshell, but thats me, you go find out.

Haha wth is this movie, made me feel happy to watch that , thanks!

Too much meditation has made you stoney you dopehead! Get back into the world a bit!

Worry about your own mind manipulating you then you wont have to worry about this again. Peace

David Icke the Zen Master! LoL

Also a good video, notice how takes into considerations different details. Im not into politics but its interesting to observe his mind.

Doesnt a sunflower develop from a seed to a beautiful sunflower? Whats this idea of non-development? What are you gonna do when youve reached Nirvana? Sit around on your ass? There are people suffering in their own little dualities, go help them.

He has that vibe about him, as if hes not playing... I think hes the real deal. ”I wanted to find the most meaningless thing I could do so I came to this award show” Takes some balls to say that on camera in Hollywood.

Haha who is STUMPY! ? Self-Inquiry is funny LOLOL

A debate. I am not that over there! Im this body right here! How do you know that youre this body? I feel that I am this body! Why does feeling imply identity? Well I can feel in this certain boundary that is my body but I cant feel others bodies! So why does exactly does that imply that you ARE that body? Can you see your body? Yes! Can you see my body? Yes! So can you feel your body? Yes! Can you feel my body? No! So there you have a contradiction! You say feeling is you! But when sight encapsulates both of us you say were not the same identity. Can you see your hand? Yes! Can you see me? Yes! Why I am not you if were both in the same field of awareness? Well my hand is connected to me! If youre shoe is connected to your foot does that mean that youre your shoe? No... Is your hand still you if you amputate it? Well no, it belonged to me but now it doesnt. So are you your hand or does it belong to you? Well it belongs to me. Does your phone belong to you? Yes. Is your phone you? No... But your hand is somehow connected to you but your phone when held isnt? Im stumped... lets move on! Aha! Gotcha! I can control my body! Theres the evidence! Okay lets see how much of your body you can control! Can you control your hair-growth? No. Is breathing controlled by you? Well, sometimes but mostly no... it happens automatically. Ok Good! What about heart rate? No I cant control that unless I start jogging. But then youre using a second-hand manipulation, like shooting a gun to scare a deer, moving the body to raise the heart-rate. Yes I can agree with that. Can you control your body temperature? No, not really, unless I move the body or put on some warm clothes. Again that would be second-hand, you cant control it at will. No I cant. Can you control your blood pressure? No I cant. Can you control your inner organs? No... thats kind of freaky... But hey! I can control my mind and thoughts? How do you know that? Because I can decide what to think! How do you know that you decided to think? Well I can choose to think of a pink elephant! Are you sure? Where was the choice? Did you have two thoughts and picked one of them or did the thought randomly appear and you are under the illusion that you chose it? Can you find the chooser of your thoughts? Is there anyone in your head choosing between two thoughts? Well I am the chooser! But how can you choose a thought if it appears in an instant? Before a thought arrives theres a blank space in your mind am I right? Yes thats true. So where did you pick the thought from if theres nothing there before it arrives? Wow... I dont know... Is it possible that thoughts just appear without a choice? Maybe... Have you ever had unwanted thoughts? Oh yes! Why did you choose them? I didnt... they just popped up... But you can choose to not think them? No... Okay, so you choose when the thoughts are pleasant but when they are unwanted you dont choose? Hmm... thats weird...