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"a person who is wholly dependent on income from employment, typically employment of an arduous or menial nature." Elon is by definition not a wage slave. He could retire right now and not have to worry about money ever again.

Travelling. I used to have alot of wanderlust but now I have been to atleast 10 countries all over the world, also live abroad for 3 years. I feel like I have integrated alot of different cultures and have opened my mind alot. My skillpoints (lol) in relationships is really low, definitely something I will have to work on in my thirties. I also want fame, quite low consciousness but its a drive I cant let go of, I have to make it haha.

Well yeah if you overdo it, one time for therapy and a small dose is not likely to have a big effect on your brain, if youre that worried you should stop doing anything, youre probably eating pesticides that are rotting your brain everyday more than one dose of MDMA is ever gonna do. But thanks for the link, it was an interesting read, although its 20 years old, I would rather read something more close to today.

Evidence for this?

Dont let those beLIEfs limit you.

How did you go about it? Did you journal or something? Im afraid I will just sit in pure pleasure and forget about the objective...

Nice synchronicity. I was thinking about this last night. I would like to do this but I am also afraid of perceiving myself as a druggy, I have a pretty addictive personality too.

Codependent is a real thing. Read up, it will help you alot, you want to be in an INTERdependent relationship ultimately. https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/319873

Youre co-dependent.

"When mosquito lands on your testicles, thats when you realize violence is not the answer" - Lao Tzu

If we get past tier 1 without nuclear holocaust or climate apocalypse we will get to Turquoise planet earth, but this forum and the people here will be long gone by then, Im talking 500 years into the future before were even close to that. Most of the planet is still Red/Blue/Orange and not even close to Green right now.

Love yourself!!!❤️❤️❤️ You not feeling accepted by others is not really them, its you not accepting yourself. If you accepted yourself you wouldnt care what they think.

One mosquito ill let it be. But when 10 of those suckers attack me I see that as an act of war.

This is what Leo would call "you scientific rationalists!!"

I could totally see Leo in a metal band tbh. He just needs to make his beard longer and pointier.

Leo Townsend.

I once had a goat appear in my backyard. I swear that was something mystical. He hung around for like 15 minutes then ran off. Mind you there arent any goats where I live which makes it even stranger.

Exactly my point. ??

How could you be distinct to think of anything if you were everyhing and nothing? Its a contradiction. To think about something like "Wow I believed in science" there has to be a distinct ego there to think that. In death (I assume) there is nothing at all.

Thats great! Contemplate for a while about what platform or what medium you want to use and then take the big leap. Give yourself a year maybe to work with one thing, might take a while to see some growth, noones gonna give a fuck at first because they dont know who you are, but just keep working at it and youll see some results. Good luck! Hey, Leo pisses people off all the time and he has 1 million subs, I think youll be fine haha. I have been getting positive Youtube comments about me and my brothers music everyday for the past year and its the best feeling ever, it really inspires me, but it took me maybe 3 years to get to even that. You gotta be passionate as fuck and work hard.

Forget about career, that can come later, start with what you love (thinking deeply and broad) and think of how you will apply that. For example, can the thoughts you write down be shared with others? People love reading others thoughts. You have said in this thread: Deep thinker, problem solver, writer. Thats alot to work with.

You can be a broad thinker, nothing wrong with that, what do you want to use your thinking for?

What do you find most fulfilling of out all these? Try to find the ones that combine both heart and mind and that comes easy. The more relaxed you feel doing it the easier it will be as a purpose.