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I think there are more than just one reason people cheat... variety could be one for example, or a messed up childhood. What if she says "Leo is cool but I want another guy now, with a muscular body and a mane of hair"

Thats actually a very good point.

Same, Im not fully "healed" but I think the less socially anxious I become the less I will need alcohol. Its really difficult though, every time I go out to dinner with my brothers (were really close) which we do many times a year, we drink alcohol and its going to be a rough time having to be sober around their drunk asses.

The interesting thing about alcohol that I noticed very recently is that it doesnt actually "feel" good, it just makes you more unconcious to your surroundings but there is no real pleasure to it. That unconcious feeling is great for social anxious people though since it numbs the intrusive thoughts we have in social situations. I hope to become a teetotaler by 30, Im 27 now.

If you want to change the definitions of words thats fine, I cant stop you.

"a person who is wholly dependent on income from employment, typically employment of an arduous or menial nature." Elon is by definition not a wage slave. He could retire right now and not have to worry about money ever again.

Travelling. I used to have alot of wanderlust but now I have been to atleast 10 countries all over the world, also live abroad for 3 years. I feel like I have integrated alot of different cultures and have opened my mind alot. My skillpoints (lol) in relationships is really low, definitely something I will have to work on in my thirties. I also want fame, quite low consciousness but its a drive I cant let go of, I have to make it haha.

Well yeah if you overdo it, one time for therapy and a small dose is not likely to have a big effect on your brain, if youre that worried you should stop doing anything, youre probably eating pesticides that are rotting your brain everyday more than one dose of MDMA is ever gonna do. But thanks for the link, it was an interesting read, although its 20 years old, I would rather read something more close to today.

Evidence for this?

Dont let those beLIEfs limit you.

How did you go about it? Did you journal or something? Im afraid I will just sit in pure pleasure and forget about the objective...

Nice synchronicity. I was thinking about this last night. I would like to do this but I am also afraid of perceiving myself as a druggy, I have a pretty addictive personality too.

Codependent is a real thing. Read up, it will help you alot, you want to be in an INTERdependent relationship ultimately. https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/319873

Youre co-dependent.

"When mosquito lands on your testicles, thats when you realize violence is not the answer" - Lao Tzu

If we get past tier 1 without nuclear holocaust or climate apocalypse we will get to Turquoise planet earth, but this forum and the people here will be long gone by then, Im talking 500 years into the future before were even close to that. Most of the planet is still Red/Blue/Orange and not even close to Green right now.

Love yourself!!!❤️❤️❤️ You not feeling accepted by others is not really them, its you not accepting yourself. If you accepted yourself you wouldnt care what they think.

One mosquito ill let it be. But when 10 of those suckers attack me I see that as an act of war.

This is what Leo would call "you scientific rationalists!!"

I could totally see Leo in a metal band tbh. He just needs to make his beard longer and pointier.

Leo Townsend.

I once had a goat appear in my backyard. I swear that was something mystical. He hung around for like 15 minutes then ran off. Mind you there arent any goats where I live which makes it even stranger.

Exactly my point. ??